always imagine myself being all calm and collected but deep down I felt like I would the one panicking the most. However today in school there was a big bomb scare and I was actually one of the calmest people there. I really surprised myself today.
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Crohn's disease. I've been really sick lately, and sometimes there seems to be no option other than big expensive drugs. I'm currently on an Ng tube for 8 weeks. I can't believe how much I've learned from this whole experience.
A few months ago I tried a certain treatment and it...
entire family while drunk, I survived watching him die from alcoholism in hospitals. I survived rape. I survived a physically abusive relationship. I survived an emotionally abusive relationship. I survived the loss of my son. I survived klonopin withdrawl. I lived through the...
Ive been threw so much I thought i would
crumble and fall to peaces but gods showed me my strenth
i didnt feel i was as strong as iam . my pain makes me who iam
how i deal with it makes me stronger. Some times you have more strenth then you
everything planned out i even knew how i was going to do it & wrote a suicidal note on here but a few days ago sumthin happened its like out of nowhere my mentality changed i went from being super negative to super realistic - i mean yes i still have that desire to die but now...
theres alot of things that ive been through that made me feel strong like my dad being abusive getting through cutting and bad relationships guys using me etc. but when i checked my grades and i got an 80 in english something i never thought possible it just made me feel strong...
Three years ago my life as I knew changed dramatically. I found myself dealing with an illness that almost won and starting my life over again. I lost everything by walking away from the person who promised to be my forever when he made a fatal choice that sealed our fate and...
I have found that most of us do not know the strength we posess inside us until we are thrown in situations that call for us to bring it forth.
I very much grew up a daddy's girl. I adored my father. He died when I was 11. Crushed me. To...
than most people. The fact is, most people are not strong at all. Everybody is so scared of being alone. They need people so badly. It's really quite pathetic. All I keep hearing about is how strong some people think they are. What a bunch of garbage! If they're so strong, why...