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I Am Struggling To Keep Myself Together

It's hard, considering the circumstances. 5,063 People

    Hang On. - No matter how badly we feel, it is only for now. When in deep pain and confusion When in the depths of darkness and despair, it can be hard to remember there will be...
    BuddyBo BuddyBo 56-60, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Is it me? aren't you meant to be able to talk to your man about anything! guess its most relationships, I try talk to him he gets angry then says its me dat I was ******, I don't...
    beebop01 beebop01 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I feel like my whole life is a lie. I don't belong , I don't fit it. My whole family treats me like a stranger . I just want to be wanted I want someone to actually love me.
    MysteriousRebel MysteriousRebel 13-15, F Mar 4

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    I have been diagnosed 3 months ago with Alopecia Areata, i cant except it and it really brings me down emotionally :( my hair used to be really long and thick but now its short and...
    carmz87 carmz87 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 3

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    What Can Be Said About My Self - My Mind is free from Religion. My mind is free from the human invention. My mind is free from the brain washing corporations. Corporations like...
    HybridWolf27 HybridWolf27 16-17, M 1 Response May 26, 2013

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    I feel like exploding. I am sick of being constantly told that I am not good enough and being compared to others by my parents. I've had to move schools so many times due to my dad...
    bellah98 bellah98 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    The Steps - Everyday I wake up and do my morning ritual of talking myself into getting up and getting ready for work... I take the baby to daycare before work and i cry all the way...
    maggie32moo5 maggie32moo5 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    Relapsed. Relapsed. Relapsed. Relapsed. I don't know what to do anymore.
    HeWasThePuppetMaster HeWasThePuppetMaster 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 26

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    I don't have a husband, yet I have 2 children. The eldest is 3 yrs old, a girl and the youngest is 2 months old. I just lost my job and I'm really struggling with my finances. I...
    moonriver1012 moonriver1012 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 27

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    My Husaband Acts Like A 2 Years Old - I am just so tired of his logic,When I told him he should stop driving so fast, and look at the speed limits. he said that I should trust...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 48 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    Lesson From Pfophet Job's(peace Be Upon Him) Struggle - Those afflicted with calamities and distress should remember the story of Prophet Job (Qur’an calls him Aiyub). Ah! What...
    sunshines333 sunshines333 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    Uh! - I have this nagging feeling that tells me I won't make it. All the signs indicate I'll fail. My loved ones try to make me feel better by saying there is noway I can fail...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 12 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    Does anyone even care... 😥
    rokrchik1211 rokrchik1211 18-21, F 16 Responses Mar 12

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    When my morning starts, I roll off the couch I’ve been sleeping on for almost five months. This couch is housed in my parent’s home. My relationship with them is spotty at best...
    Palmistry Palmistry 26-30, F Feb 13

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    Identity - Recently, a very good and trusted friend reminded me of a truth that I had forgotten: We are not our possessions, our job, house, spouse, or family. We are separate...
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    Lost both of my Grandparents in the same month my Grandma and Grandpa 18 days apart Grandpa wanted to be with my Grandmother very upset . To lose 2 people at once...
    jennifer2088 jennifer2088 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    We can't always be as tough as they want us to be. Sometimes we break. Fall. Shatter. Until, the peices are formed together again. Because we believe in second chances. We...
    PassionPearl PassionPearl 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I Understand How You Are Feeling X - Signed in tonight to see that almost all stories shared tonight are about people who are hurt, alone, sad, depressed and upset about something...
    Rocks08 Rocks08 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 12, 2010

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    I've decided I'm going to live one day saying exactly what's on my mind...it will either clear the air or cause my **** to come crashing down.
    WeedLady WeedLady 41-45, F Mar 1

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    I can't sit around and do homework and act normal anymore. I am so sick and tired of putting on this stupid mask of happiness. I want to just break down already. I can't stand the...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    My world is fully apart no matter what I do I can't put it back together. I have know one to talk to. Issue with my stepdaughter's school and probation has cause me to miss much...
    kreativebelle kreativebelle 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    My boyfriend stabbed me and my mother one week after I gave birth to our daughter. Now he is prison and I have not been able to talk to him and clear this confusion because of a no...
    RissaRemiesMom RissaRemiesMom 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I'm really struggling to keep everything together minor situations are causing me to break down or turn in to a total *****. I hate everything right now. People want me to stop...
    xryleex xryleex 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    I Feel Like I'm Having A Constant Battle Against Myself... - I've never really acknowledged this before, but I kind of want to now. It's getting old. I'm calm and collect on the...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious 22-25, F Jul 23, 2012

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    i dont even know who i am anymore. I wake up everyday and think about how easy it would be to just end my life, to end the struggle. i dont know how much longer i can take it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I am so very lonely. My husband had a total breakdown last year and tried to kill himself, horribly. Since then all of my friends have found excuses to cut me out. My husband...
    rosadon rosadon 36-40, F 9 Responses Mar 1

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    I'm addicted to cutting and burning myself.
    SwallowedFears SwallowedFears 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I feel like my life experiences have tainted me, when I hang out with "normal people" I feel so out of place. Everything I say or do feels wrong even if I know I'm with my close...
    wildhorsefeathers wildhorsefeathers 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I'm sick of having a relationship with my daughter through FaceTime or phone she is 4 and this is destroying my heart to the fullest
    smilly0707 smilly0707 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Darkness Inside..... - It is like a plague, never goes away,like an animal and its prey, it waitsuntil that right moment to strike,you think your ready, you think your prepared...
    DarkThornedLilyRose43 DarkThornedLilyRose43 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 23, 2013

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    Every time I get reminded of my mom I have to fight myself to stay strong and not have a breakdown. My life can also become so crazy to the point where I don't know what to do but...
    worldisupsidedown worldisupsidedown 16-17, F Mar 11

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    they say, how can you hate yourself so much when they barely even know me and whisper , you are too young to be so sad when they read my writing and when i cannot bring myself...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I have unintentionally made my bf mad at me. i am lost. i have apologized profusely for the misundersdtanding but no response yet. I wish my bf to know that the sun only shines...
    mafields mafields 41-45, F Mar 4

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    I need serious help. I am losing my mind. I have so much to say, i've been through so much, but kept it a secret for so long. I am alone. misunderstood. and hurt. I am so hurt. I...
    glitternglamxo glitternglamxo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    My wicked ways have caught up to me,but I'm too deep to change... I am having problems trusting anyone and it has turned me into a prisoner of my own home.
    OGDM OGDM 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 27

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    Me and my boyfriend broke up 3weeks ago. I feel so sad and lonely. The only person who can make me feel better is my ex... But he hates me
    Ilovebunbunnies Ilovebunbunnies 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wake up sad daily ... I am in a sexless marriage I am now in my 40's I want to feel pretty again . I want a man to crave me I have so much to offer
    likemeforwhoiam likemeforwhoiam 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 1

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    It Seems So - I am struggling inside. I am fighting my negative thoughts and trying to find a good place, but Im having a really hard time. This is nothing new. Im always like...
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 30 Responses Jul 12, 2013

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    Day By Day, Sometimes Minute By Minute! - I struggle everyday to keep myself together. It's not pleasant to have all that I have to deal with and the pain that I must cope with...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 7 Responses Feb 17, 2012

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    Never... - This story was inspired by Elie Wiesel, a survivor of the Holocaust. Never shall I forget the pain in my parents eyes when my sister was dying. Never shall I forget...
    DanniDarling DanniDarling 16-17, F Mar 4, 2013

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    Keep It Together.. - Bleeding sorrows It's alright .. It's just another scar Pull it together .. You can handle more You're the one with strong heart Crying alone.. It's...
    Hope1001 Hope1001 18-21, F Jun 7, 2013

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    It's Hard Not To Fall Apart - Life is hard, I am tired of being taken for granted by my husband. I am tired of fighting for a little bit of freedom. He was angry because after I...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 42 Responses Oct 15, 2009

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    Some days it is harder than others to keep the smile in place and to hold everything together. It feels as though I am juggling with too many things in the air, and they are all...
    Wi5huponastar Wi5huponastar 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I constantly fight myself internally. I am over emotional and it's getting worse. I can't control my crying or how I feel about the things people say. I take everything to heart...
    Kayylinda Kayylinda 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I recently found out that I might be suffering from OCD and I can't do anything to control it. I've always had suicidal thoughts because all throughout middle school I wasn't...
    Dontbreakmyheart Dontbreakmyheart 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I'm in love with a sex addict. His life revolves around having sex with different women constantly. I won't have sex with him anymore because he's having sex with so many people...
    Kayylinda Kayylinda 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    My wife of 8 years told me about a week ago that she wants a divorce. I am trying really hard to hold my life together but I feel like the outside looks ok but on the inside I feel...
    DADof3Boys DADof3Boys 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I'm lying in bed... Thoughts running through my head... They don't stop... I can't find silence... I'm struggling. I need to find myself again. I feel like I'm suffocating. I'm in...
    MyLifeAsViolet MyLifeAsViolet 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 23

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    My husband had an affair two years ago. I forgave him for the sake of our teenage children who I knew would be shattered by it. 2 years in and he's done it again! He claims nothing...
    neetna neetna 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Everything is falling apart my family isn't a family anymore, I don't know who to trust anymore and it's just getting to be to much
    zoey4260 zoey4260 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    Yesterday I woke up feeling bruised and sick and broken. I went to work because I had to and because putting on a brave face is simply part of my daily routine. Two hours in I...
    GreenEyedFox GreenEyedFox 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Every day is another fake laugh or another fake smile. I'm so tired of it. All i want to do is cry and say how i'm feeling. But i know i cant, because nobody will care. Because...
    ItsPriscila ItsPriscila 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 21