I Am Struggling With Being Gay

I'm a 25 years old gay guy. My first fantasy about males that I could remember was when I was about 9 years old, and my first sexual experience with a boy when I was 15 years old. I don't really know WHY I'm gay! Why I like guys and don...

For those who feel like they are uncool, no one knows them and they're just not one of the popular kids, I feel for you but then again I would rather put myself in your shoes than to live a life that I have right now where everyone...

Okay, Im sitting here writing this at 2:00AM. Im Pretty much loosing sleep over the fact that im Gay. Just seeing those three little letters on my computer screen is causing me discomfort. Im hoping that I can at least get some...

So here I am.... months after joining this site and yet still in the closet. Don't get me wrong I have made lots of progress. I feel really comfortable with who i am to myself. the only time I really get insecure is when I think of the...

This whole struggle with being gay has been on going since I was teenager. I just ignored it though and believed it would go away, eventually. I refused to acknowledge I was gay. I had no role models to follow. All I saw was...

I was raised in a Christian home, by two parents that were present in my life, and have been married for 20 years now and are very happy. I have never seen them fight once. I have a half-brother that is 5 years older than me, and we don...

I'm not gay, so there is no struggles for me, but I feel sorry for anyone that struggles with it.

It's hell of a fight. Being gay isn't easy these days. Have people around who supports you and accept you for who you are, are hard to find. Most of people rather go with crowd. I haven't told anyone yet about myself. I'm just not ready...

Hello, I am a Christian male (30 years old) struggling with my sexual orientation.  I'm involved in church, ministry, and even go to seminary.  I've been struggling with being gay for years.  I've had a few people, including mom, who...

Well my story is going to be long but it's not going to be dull i can assure you !
It all started when i was little i had friend who was my neighbour and we were like 6-7 , and he always wanted to touch me and experiment with me. I didn...

I went to my first social event which was a gay group I found online through meetup.com. It was a dinner event. There were about 20 men there. Its the first time that I have been with anyone where the expectation was, that I was gay...

Over the past ten years or so, I have tried dating a great deal with women. My faith, Mormonism or LDS, emphasizes the need to marry and have children. I have always wanted children. Plus, I do find women to be beautiful to look at...

i don't have any problems with my family they support me being gay.
I just have a problem with how big of a deal it's become. Maybe i have my head stuck up my ass. I am usually shy.
I like small groups and meeting people one on one. so...

All the gay guys at my high school well you can tell they are gay. I dont understand it. How come im gay but i dont even act it? I im glad i dont but I wish there were just more people like me where I live. If I said Im gay they wouldnt...

I am real pissed, lately. I just came out to myself about a month ago and it has completely colored my world and how I interpret it. I never hated or discriminated against gays before, but now I recognize where my desires rest, and I...

I was that guy. The one trying to be tough, trying to be anything but gay. I knew 100 slandering gay jokes, called every "weak" person a fag or a c0ck sucker. It was so intentional that I must have been hiding from my self. I was hiding...

Ok so I'm 18 and have been out to only my bf who is a girl and she is pretty gay friendly but yet again she was shocked and couldn't believe that I was gay. I know we all got issues in life, but sometimes I seriously wonder why was I...

This is a summary of my life till now, and almost every gay person who is living in one of the 7 countries which denies gay rights and perform death penalty on those who have sexual gay relations has the same life or maybe worse...

Ever since middle school I knew I liked girls, but always thought I was bisexual since I still sort of liked guys. Lately though, I'm starting to come to terms with the fact that I think I am a lesbian. I am sexually attracted to women...

It has been a long time since the last time a shared a “story”, Yet, so many things have happened in my life (mostly good), that I have decided to once more sit down and share.

Truly 2012 was a blessed year for me. I had my...