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I Am Struggling With My Faith

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    For the past two years,

    I have gotten to travel all over Asia as part of a Christian performing group. I have gotten to share my faith with countless people and seen amazing things no one could ever fathom. Now I am back here in the US and I want to give up on my faith. I really am questioning what...
    Lizz210 Lizz210 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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