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    My Mother at 74 has been diagnosed with IBM and although it has probably been developing for the past 4 years it wasn't at an obvious diagnosis stage. In the past 6 months it has hit very quickly and reality has set in. I see the decline in ability weekly now and have begun to...
    Anjkindy Anjkindy 41-45 Jan 4, 2012

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