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I Am Struggling With So Many Things Right Now

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    My main two goals are get fit

    and get to California but damn does that dream seem far away. I am over two hundred pounds. change is a birch
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2015

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    Greed&wealth Corrupts All.

    ive always wanted to have a 'normal' family. a family where we'd all hang out together, and just have fun. I dont remember the last time I spent time with my mum or dad. all I ever wanted was for them to do the ordinary things that other parents do..such as holding my hand at...
    nonnibe nonnibe 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 11, 2012

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    When Will This End

    No more I can't take no moreto much dissapontment,drama,let Down,liares A holes, abuse and emotional torment the world is out to kill me or make me miserable cage me up and poke stix at me.my huny sapports me emotionaly but it makes him sad to see me like this I'm going crazy...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    I don't know where to start,

    and know ultimately I will have to make a hard choice, bc my mental and physical health is deteriorating daily. I am a married man w/3kids, straight as an arrow (no cheating, no drugs, no night w/the boys, no gambling, etc.) Truly a dedicated family man, who feels the weight...
    Mannpiences Mannpiences 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    Worrie Anxity

    After two days of fighting forvtruk to be piked up and me git my chek my lawyer got involved and got it done quik now I wait fir my chek to be her Monday and I can git a auto mobile found one today huny found for. A great price I've wind pappers and wait for chek I cald ma...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F Jun 8, 2013

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    Still Fighting

    Sometimes I feel like I can't fight any more I keep fighting ither from being a bull headed gal or to survive. The insurance people were fost bro pik up truk agin today's but nothing agin wen I'm of work thy don't show up when I skedul and thy set the skedual still to come win I...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F Jun 6, 2013

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    I'm struggling with almost everything marcil

    arts acting swimming gymnastics piano and then school and homework and I need to look at what uni I'm going to I haven't worked out my timetable yet.
    Ellie2100 Ellie2100 16-17, F Mar 5, 2014

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    Life Changing Day Tomaro

    Tomaro I have a enterview for ajob thy jumped on me quik good news? I think so I was disappointed that my last job didn't want but now thy want back as soon as something opens. Good news.I told my mother yesterday about the enterview tomaro you think be happy. Right?? Ha no she...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F May 28, 2013

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    Making Money To Go Go Further

    trying to make extra money the months are to long and the money just cant stretch that far
    kappie46 kappie46 46-50 Nov 23, 2011

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    I was not there for my son emotionally

    as a child, so now I'm reaping the repercussions! He's been into drugs most of his adult life and is homeless! His father takes no responsibility. I've tried to get my son to go to rehab but just says he will but keeps putting it off. Sad situation, but we can't turn back the...
    dross59 dross59 56-60, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    This travel nurse job has really been a dream

    come true... I've been able to pay off $20k in debt in about 4 months. The problem is that traveling puts me away from my husband and family. The original plan was to only travel for 6-9 months but now, I don't think I can stop so easily! I still have $40k in student loans and...
    laurenb229 laurenb229 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2015

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    Feeling trapped in my marriage.

    Unfortunately, I don't have anyone I can talk about it with. Looking for a kind conversation. Hopefully someone in same age range who have shared in a similar situation.
    manywounds manywounds 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 10, 2014

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    @1!% It!

    Ar!! Things were starting to improve a little a I got little confadinse and hope of my future. A better job a life away from my family. ! D#$@it my brother is back!!! The crazy stalker Guy that wont leave me alone!! Mother told just now he is back.and she is going o whooz me poor...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F 2 Responses May 30, 2013

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    Sometimes I Look Like the Logo Picture

    Some days are great, very little affecting me. Other days are ... frankly over whelming. I go though my days thinking and acting as the woman I am, but still hiding from view. hiding in plain sight with a little camouflage. My emotions, feelings, hormones, whatever seem to be...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2008

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    I want to let myself fall.

    ..without worries if anyone will be there to catch me. I just want to fall into the abyss.
    wanderingheart237 wanderingheart237 26-30, F Jul 29, 2014

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    Busy Day 2 Maro Stress Wory About Alot Where Is The Salution

    Tomaro is such a bizy day work. Soon then bank then mothered then stores three stores then drop ma back at house call my people then go home vacum agin and then leave the house woof so it 4 am-7 pm tomaro. The room mait is convinced he is being eatn buy fleas so we got vacum 2 x...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F Jul 28, 2013

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    I feel incredibly alone.

    I have family and friends that love me but I feel like I have nobody at the same time. I'm far away from home and I'm staying here for six months but I just want it to be over so bad. I just need someone that talks with me and cheers me up.
    camicat12 camicat12 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2014

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    Responsibilities

    So many responsibilities to fill.. So many things i have to do.. And yet i can only take much. I'm just a 16 yr old girl, just getting to know the real world. And yet my mind is constantly thinking and worried about the responsibilities and things i have to do. I have to wake up...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    For the last few years

    when Father's Day comes around I always think about what could have been. I think about if my ex never had the abortion and the child would have been born. It's difficult being around most young kids because it always makes me wonder "what if"... In a scary way, infant babies...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 10, 2014

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    The World Hates Me .

    Finally got hold of insurance Guy I'm going git my chek in 2 days from now found a great car I got happy huny didn't sapport my choice I was bummed but wat ev cept making me made I got pms right now he now's keep his distance I was being quite n my Conner when the email came that...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F Jun 3, 2013

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    Family Relationship Struggles...believe It Or Not

    my parents r alcoholic preachers of a non denominational church.  i have so many situations that make my head swim.  i have battled so many situations, it would make your head swim....mine is right now, actually.if u can relate, and would like to communicate. please respond...
    medtra medtra 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    I can't even begin..

    so I'm just dropping it all & having a beach bum day
    Li1981 Li1981 31-35, F Jul 22, 2014

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    I Dont Want to "Go With the Flow" of Society

    i moved out of my hometown to a bigger city. im 20 and i havent done anything that society would consider of importance. i tried college for my parents when i was 18 but i had no inspiration for it so i dropped out.  i started waitressing at a nice restaraunt and got drug...
    dawn706 dawn706 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 28, 2008

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    Self harm. Eating disorders.

    Depression. I just want someone to hug me and tell me it will all be okay, that soon I wont have to deal with all of this.
    kaykayy003 kaykayy003 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2014

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    I Don'T Trust Anyone

    I don't trust anyone because I was betrayed so many times by people I trusted most. I used to think that they were my friends, but at the end I realized that I can't trust them. Every person who comes into my life, ends breaking my heart...
    lulu6371 lulu6371 31-35 Sep 17, 2013

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    Depression, loneliness,

    identity crisis, debt and family drama is my entire life right now.
    MutedChaos MutedChaos 18-21 1 Response Jul 22, 2014

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    Does It Get Easier?

    I have good days, and I have bad days. Today seems to be the same as most days have been recently, swaying between being content and being numb. I have a lot to be thankful for...a lot. Holistically I know I'm in a better place and I should be grateful for that. But I have a...
    jjj1984 jjj1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Getting toned for grad,

    getting the best grades to get me into the best university, keeping my faith and the list goes on. I don't know how to deal with the stress because I don't know how to express my feelings what so ever. I'm seeing all the assignments pile up, and the pounds follow suit, I just...
    KateTooTurnt KateTooTurnt 18-21, F Mar 11, 2014

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    So embarrassed right now.

    Been a squealing beast because of a very abusive coworker. This person has been taken from a powerful position where she ruined many lives and hurt many people. She hired me tho, gave me a job many years ago. So no doubt that this has been a blessing, many people have earned...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 10, 2015

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    Universe Wants Me Dead

    I've Ben trying to have a day were its positive so can can right something cheary. Never works. Yes finnaly got another now IV got drive see my yappy mother 4 x a week plus 30minut on phone evry f#$&; day! ##$ she pushed me aginst a wall and I could not refuse I gave her 160. $ 4...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F Jun 19, 2013

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    I am struggling with this

    but feel like there's no other option
    caliciasmile caliciasmile 26-30, F Jun 28, 2014

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    Worrie Anxity

    After two days of fighting forvtruk to be piked up and me git my chek my lawyer got involved and got it done quik now I wait fir my chek to be her Monday and I can git a auto mobile found one today huny found for. A great price I've wind pappers and wait for chek I cald ma...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F Jun 8, 2013

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    Not that much anymore,

    but the past 9 months i have been through a lot. I've been an exchange student in Japan and was learning japanese. I had already spent 3 months learning it, but it was still hard. Japan obviously has a better curriculum then the u.s. because the classes were much, much more...
    matthewW2003 matthewW2003 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 11, 2014

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    pma0722 pma0722 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2015

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    Im Writting Out Of Fear Need To Right My Fellings

    I've wrote many stories of what is going on in my life all are struggle and termoil being mentally abuse from child Hood and starting alife in my 30s away from were I used to live but the past fallows me mother is a pain but I take care of her.and my 50 year old brother is...
    missyoda missyoda 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    This ***** just think she can flirt with her ex

    boyfriend !! Witch is mine now by the way 💪 but he seems to just don't care and still wants to be good friends with her!! 😡 and that's not on cuz she has been so fake and mean to me💦what to do ? Wanna destroy her life
    greatness123 greatness123 18-21, F Jun 28, 2014

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    I hate emotions, they are complicated

    and i never know how to handle them. hell i dont even know what to call teh feeling most of the time. I know i am feeling, just dont know what it is or how to deal with it. They build up and build up till something happens. It is hard to talk about things when i was raised to...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Aug 6, 2014

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    Sometimes I Need to & Sometimes I Don't

    Everyone has issues in their life to deal with.   It's not so much as what they are,  It's what you do with them that counts. 
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2008

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    My daughter has ADHD

    and had an IEP meeting at school today. She struggles in school with different problems. In the meeting she was asked many times to sit still and she wouldn't even try. When I suggested she do a timeout she threw a tantrum and knocked the chair in the floor. She is suspended...
    Maggie126 Maggie126 70+, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2015

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