I posted about struggling with agoraphobia (from time to time) on here a few days ago, I think it might have made things worse.
Havn't left the house in a 4-5 days now :s
When I thought I over come hurting myself I didn't ... :(
I do not cut myself
It makes too much mess
I don't drink very often
It just makes me act dumb
I cannot commit suicide
Those I love would never forgive
I cannot get another to kill...
I ended up re - friending my ex friend on fb. All this because we liked the same guy. (No longer speaking to). I still have hurt from when I told her I liked him too. yet she went...
Where do I go from here? That is the question I continue to ask myself. I feel like I'm stuck. Healing is the ultimate goal, but how do you know when you've reached that...
Why do the ones who hurt us most always come back to hurt us again?