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    So I Did.... - Don’t freak, it was like 2 weeks ago... probably shortly after I wrote that last posting in here. If you know my stories you'd know I have a lot going on. Not that...
    AlyceOverTheRainbow AlyceOverTheRainbow 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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    End. - more than just "hurt", more than a cut, burn, hit. more than just "hurt". i want it to all go away. i want this life to end. so many people push me closer and closer to the...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2011

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    Struggling For 8 Yrs - I haven't hurt myself in a couple of months. Thats a huge accomplishment for me. But as the days go on it seems to get harder to fight the urges to cut...
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett 18-21, F 4 Responses May 14, 2011

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    Nevaeh - the only reason im alive today is because of my little niece. one night at about 4AM i was too depressed to deal with life any more so i went to my hiding place i grabbed...
    dishon24 dishon24 18-21 1 Response Oct 14, 2011

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    Yesterday... - ....I looked up how to obtain a gun in my state of residence. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for an extremely long time, but I've never actually had it as an...
    fightthedayaway fightthedayaway 26-30, F May 4, 2012

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    Lost With No Direction - there is so much going on. since December (especially) i have had strong thoughts of suicide. the school counselor had asked my mother to take me in for...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 16-17, F Jun 9, 2012

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    The Day Of March 17th And What Happened - On March 17th this was the day when I had called first call for help. I had told them that I was thinking about taking pills which was an...
    ajm1993 ajm1993 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    Frustrated With Life - I'm so frustrated with everything right now, I just want to cut and forget about all my ******* problems. Life is starting to go downhill again. Just as I...
    TragedyxInxWaiting TragedyxInxWaiting 18-21, F Dec 26, 2011

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    Psychgirl. - So just as I get out of the stage of hurting myself, I go and do it again. This time I really did think I was stopping it and that I wouldn't resort to self harm, I...
    girlinterrupted95 girlinterrupted95 16-17, F Jul 15, 2011

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    It Hurts - On days like today, when I lie in bed for hours, not eating, unwashed and lethargic, seething with anger and disgust toward myself, my fingernails are my only weapon. I...
    Naomi506 Naomi506 22-25 4 Responses Mar 31, 2013

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    Wanting To Bare My Marks - I asked my mom a hypothetical question last night and she about flipped. I asked her what she would say if I started cutting. She said "If youre going to...
    BelievingButterfly BelievingButterfly 22-25, F 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    My Desire Is Fighting With My Brain! - I keep pulling hair. Half the time I'm aware that I'm doing it. The other half, it's just subconscious because it's habit. And this whole...
    MusicNinja2 MusicNinja2 22-25, F Aug 20, 2013

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    New Meds - i am on these new meds but they don't seem to be helping. i actually took my favorite knife and cut myself with it, but because the blade was dull it didn't even break...
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2012

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    I'm Losing The Battle - I've tried so many times to stop cutting but I can't. I want to, but I can't do it. I love the feel of a blade slicing through my skin. One of the few...
    AlleyFreakingKat AlleyFreakingKat 18-21, F Sep 26, 2012

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    I burn myself with almost boiling water, so the scars are not obvious. If I have a toothache I push on it and pick at it to make it hurt more. If I have a scratch from my cat, I...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Lack Of Self-worth - I am not a violent person, nor am I ever in need to physically hurt myself, but currently I am lacking the strength to bring myself out of this deep, black pit...
    MissMoxy MissMoxy 22-25, F 4 Responses May 19, 2011

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    I Am.... - But I shouldnt. I feel like sometimes the only reason I dont is so I dont have to explain myself to others. I have been there. But I'd rather just be a recluse and live...
    AlyceOverTheRainbow AlyceOverTheRainbow 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    With Words' - They Hurt Me So Bad. - My health care team REFUSES to put up with it because they know for me, that the WORDS hurt MORE then actions' - I cannot always understand...
    stigmafree stigmafree 31-35 1 Response Jul 6, 2011

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    Skipping School - I skipped school today and I lied to my parents.... I wish I didn't but I don't know how I could have gone to school. I woke up with the urge (yet again) to cut...
    ArtistGrey ArtistGrey 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    Dying - I think of dying everyday.......I have 3 reasons that keep me breathing today and that is my children......without them I dont know where I would be........now my husband...
    Tyrdofjusgetnby Tyrdofjusgetnby 26-30, F May 11, 2013

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    I Want To - I want to. I can't tell you, whoever the hell that is, how much. I want to break the skin, see the blood grow and spill over the edge. I need too. So badly. I can't...
    TwistedHope TwistedHope 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    My Hand Or Your Mouth - i perfer a womens touch.well tonight ill work.but can u assist me
    larryblue larryblue 31-35 May 19, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Deserve It - i feel like i deserve it when i hit myself. i feel like after biting the inside of my mouth or stubbing my toe or something self-injurious like that...
    astounded1088 astounded1088 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 10, 2013

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    Why . . On Selfharming . . - You know why people cut . . ? Because it is a distraction . For one moment , you don't feel all the pain , the loss , the hurt . All you feel is the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    Humiliated. Afraid Of Doing Really Stupid Right Now. - I was discovered, and everybody already had noticed it. And still, I had to bear ******* indirect and malicious comments, as...
    fadedawaylife fadedawaylife 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2012

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    Wanting Revenge On Others - i think that most people who hurt themselves do so because they know they will have consequences if they hurt their abuser(s). i wanted to punish my...
    astounded1088 astounded1088 31-35, M Mar 10, 2013

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    Wish To Stop - My boyfriend is mad at me when i give into it.. but i don't know what to tell him sometimes.. Because it's so hard not to and when i give into it he thinks im weak...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2013

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    Hanging On The Edge Of Gloom - its been over 4 years since i last cut. i wanted to see myself bleed. i needed to feel that there was someone called 'me' inside. it was a tough...
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2012

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    I hate this part of meI've been bullied by girls and boys back in Elementary.. some called me witch because my hair was always a mess.. I hated it. A boy even punched me in the...
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