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I Am Stuck In My Past

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    My Past Will Not Leave Me Alone.

    Everyday something remind me of my past,a certain song comes on at a dance I cry.I have a lot in my past I still haven't dealt with that drive me insane,little things,one thing I did forever ago haunts me,I want to move on but I can't my past is like a little monster that fallows...
    samforever samforever 13-15, F 1 Response May 14, 2013

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    My Childhood Is More Me Then The Woman Of 20 Was Me.

    I am now 40 years old and wretched - I feel helpless and hopeless and disappointed by a society and police state in QLD that condones child abuse. How people in ALP and Qld Police circles and even in my own relatives knew what my great uncle bill was- did nothing to help me as a...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 16, 2011

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    I Am Stuck In The Past In Many Ways..., And I Can't Say That I Am Mad About It.

    i can always think of  "yesterday". i always watch old sitcoms, old movies, and listen to old music. I just think that back in the day was so much better than now. Maybe i am depressed, I don't know...but i always get happy when i see shows like lavern and shirley. I would love...
    backntheday backntheday 31-35 2 Responses Apr 27, 2011

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    Too Long Ago

    To start off, I met this boy when I first moved into my new house, about 8 years ago. After awhile, we started dating and eventually we went out for two and a half years. It ended with a phone call. It had been my first real relationship and now I find myself thinking back...
    overtheedge023 overtheedge023 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2009

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    Sad

    The more i live the more i hate. Getting made fun by others in the gay community calling me a babybeater and some of my good 20 something year old friends that i trusted went behind me and started that rumor and now its killing me. I was put through ex-gay therapy as i went to...
    dmcoomer dmcoomer 26-30, M 3 Responses May 20, 2012

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    Still Left Wondering

    I met two people two years ago that changed my life forever. Let's call them Ben and Keith. Keith was gay, a few years older than me, intelligent, and funny. Ben was quirky, confused, hilarious, and to me, very attractive. The three of us became pretty good friends. Them always...
    livesinthefade livesinthefade 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2012

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    I Do My Best At Work But Nobody Cares.

    Every year I have to go out and look for a new job. I am a 50 years old French teacher in Chile, and also works in school life departements as an advicer. I always give my best in school, but nobody seems to notice it and bosses fired me as if i was a lazy man. It's been five...
    Guarismo Guarismo 46-50 Aug 29, 2011

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    Can'T Forget It All

    Before any of you say just forget your past or something of that sort. Ive TRIED. Every night whenever I don't fall asleep I start thinking, then remember all the mistakes and ****** up **** I did to the people who meant most to me. Believe me, I'm a completely different...
    HateHater HateHater 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    Im Too Young To Be Stuck In My Past But Its True.

    So I live in the states for over 14 years,my life was ok i mean i was way happier there than i am now,i was a manager at a restaurant met so many nice people customers etc,i was actually driving on my way home got pull over by the cops ended up in jail because i didnt have a...
    Hope13mx Hope13mx 18-21 1 Response Oct 16, 2011

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    Move On? Where?

    I always hear people saying you should forget about it, that was a long time ago, is time to move on.  The question is where?  If all that you have achieve pale in comparison with what you did not not matter how insignificant may look to others you don't move on because...
    jc2009 jc2009 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2009

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    Life Was So Much Better...

    Sometime's I find myself in a moment of utter confusion, and it's usually in that time I pull out my 'rose coloured glasses' and think about how much better life was when... neglecting the changes I am able to make to life now. Life is change I've come to realise,  recently...
    Tiddlemouse Tiddlemouse 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2010

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    My Past.. My Love...

    Every time i close my eyes, i see him... Every time i rest my head on my pillow, i think of him... Every time i try to forget about him, i start to cry... Every time i try to move on, this feeling that i've kept for so long to myself start to overflowing as my eyes start...
    sequoi sequoi 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Stuck In The Past Like Music Loop

    2006 - I'm 16 , found new friends and was asked by a girl.Extrovert.Ambitious. 2007200720072007200720072007200720072007200720072007 2008200820082008200820082008200820082008200820082008 2009200920092009200920092009200920092009200920092009...
    theweirdhippo theweirdhippo 22-25, M Sep 16, 2012

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    Forever I Guess

    I know I should move on but some memories never leave. It's frustrating to me and I continue to get myself in these family situations that I know will only bring up bad memories and yet I still go. UUHHGG!
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2008

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    I Don't *want* To...

    If there's one thing I know about myself it's that I'm not like most people, not even like unusual people I know. I know I don't belong with most people, I don't fit in, and to be honest, I don't want to. I take some pride in being different. Whether you...
    imrahil imrahil 22-25 2 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    I Need Some Help

    Ok, so i think partly mine might deal with past issues but a whoe lot of stuff that i cant find anything on the internet about. I am an only child, adopted and was spoiled. I am gay and so every relationship is hard because i get jealous of my bf or hurt by things that i should...
    dmcoomer dmcoomer 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2011

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    Trying to Relive It All

    I am 30 something raised by maternal grandparents who passed some time ago....my parents divorced and needless to say my 4 siblings and I were/are dysfunctional....I am now married w/children and trying to give them what I didn't have in life a real family but sometimes my heart...
    sadsongbird sadsongbird 31-35 1 Response Sep 3, 2008

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    Make The Memories Go Away...

    Over the summer, I was stuck at this place. I knew no one, and the people I worked with sucked. They would go out together and never invite me, and then they would talk about how much fun they had in front of me at the office. It was a horrible experience..no one wants to feel...
    andsand88 andsand88 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    It was embarrassing, a bit painful and hilarious! Me and my girlfriend were walking in our neighborhood and saw our friends over in the park so we went over. After a little while...
    MtnDewForever MtnDewForever 13-15, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I need to stop dwelling over the past. The past is the past for a reason. As much as I would love to go back to the way it was its not possible. The past is the reason why I cannot...
    bbysxxm24 bbysxxm24 13-15, F Aug 5

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    well, since the last post, i met a really great guy, and sadly, i had to let him go. mr. red-head (my nickname for him) moved to California, and we agreed to maintain a friendship...
    sugabuga1 sugabuga1 31-35, F Jul 24

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    Im 24 and all my friends in high school ditched my side after going through a bad relationship. He was abusive and dedicated his life to ruin my rep when i left him. Ever since...
    whoknowsIdk whoknowsIdk 22-25 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Majority of the women in the world are stuck up. And these girls can be fine, short, ugly, fat, slim; you name it. Most of the stuck up girls can come across to me, to be rude...
    Akon52 Akon52 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    Heard this song today and now it's stuck in my head. Not sure if I want to get it out or not. Sooo dancy! Give it a listen. It'll get stuck in your head too!!! 
    ReinaVillalobos ReinaVillalobos 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I am finding that I don't even have to listen to a song for it to get stuck in my head...... It's kinda funny ill have songs that I haven't heard in a long time get stuck in my...
    Melanie15 Melanie15 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I hate feeling stuck when I don't have to. When I have the choice to change that and just make it all better. I like being free and on my own.
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I hate stuck up people I hate them what does it matter where someone live what clothes they wear I think it matters about how they act and what personality they have!!!anyone else...
    AaronBennett AaronBennett 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    So a little over a year ago, my sister broke up with her boyfriend and she and her son now live with me and my parents. It's been a rough year. I find myself crying a lot more than...
    swimmer888 swimmer888 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I got trapped between a ledge and a wall I don't know why but I'm stuck lol
    killerinstinke killerinstinke 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Of all the songs that could be stuck in my head right now, it has to be this. :/ http://youtu.be/Zh7eAG2jJkA
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 11

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    The song"let her go"stuck in my head for like almost 2 weeks now @.@
    Girlwithabigdream Girlwithabigdream 18-21, F Aug 11

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    "You don't have to be looonely, at faaarmers ooonly dot com." Who the hell knows why that's stuck there haha
    BreatheBeauty BreatheBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I met my boyfriend in Feb of this year. We met online and what really attracted me to him was that he was a single parent like me and seemed to be stable. He talked a good game and...
    cdanois cdanois 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I have Drunken Love by bet once stuck in my head today.
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Actually, I used to pastor an entire church, not just the youth. But I am posting this experience from the EP app, and for the life of me, I cannot figure out how to add an...
    YourFriendRyan YourFriendRyan 36-40 a week ago

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    Has anyone ever had success with past-life regressions? Where you try to meditate and visualize who/where you were in a past life. I have done it a few times and have had a little...
    sweetie8403 sweetie8403 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    "Your past is your past. Even if it remembers you, forget it". <3 My past has been super horrible...some of it was my fault, but a lot of it wasn't. Some of the things that...
    njgirll njgirll 16-17, F Jul 27

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    No choice but to keep going!I am a lot stronger because of everything that happened in my past!All the experiences and knowledge i have now helps me to improve and grow!I'm now not...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Aug 4

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    Become a victualler.A victualler makes food and different provides within the game, that have effects almost like potions. Food ingredients and wood, like alchemic ingredients...
    mmogooglegame mmogooglegame 22-25, M Jul 27

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    I actually make my own Greek pasta salad and it's the best pasta salad that I have ever had. I use the wheat penne pasta since I'm trying to eat healthy. I like to eat it with...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F Aug 8

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    I know that when you love someone so deeply, are loved so deeply and you need each other, you change each other in so many ways, you heal each other.... I feel I unable to properly...
    Lucienn Lucienn 18-21, T a week ago

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    This is from my journal today Yesterday, I was inspired to look into past lives and, a day later, I find myself writing about my meditative experiences. I do not think that I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 21

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    This... Paranoia and Jealousy is getting the better of me So what i got ****** around by EVERYONE in the past Friends, Family... My best friend thought itd be a better idea to...
    SingItForTheKids SingItForTheKids 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I don't always think about the past but when I do I tend to ruminate and feel guilty and it just sucks cuz can't change the past so why freak out about it x.x
    hellookbye hellookbye 18-21, F Jul 22

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    Things I am not conscious about from my past. I have to know I have to learn to get through & to get over. How else can I start my new life? My mind has blocked the truth to keep...
    Twistina81 Twistina81 31-35, F Jul 26

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    Oh how i hate that i dnt wana know any1 from my past thats why they are my past..
    missyluvsmissy4me missyluvsmissy4me 41-45, F Jul 27

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    My husband recently took a job as a youth pastor. He is excellent at his job, and the middle & high school kids love him. He has received a lot of affirmation from his mentors and...
    MrsMamaLindy MrsMamaLindy 22-25, F Jul 29

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    The past of others is what affects me. I thought my family was a good, happy family like they show on tv. But no, in the real world like ours, that's impossible. Cheating...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M Jul 30

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    So this is the first thing that I've shared. I know the things that I have gone through aren't as large or influential but I just wanted to share my past with anyone that might be...
    MimicMkX MimicMkX 13-15, M Jul 30

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