I Am Suffering From Anxiety and Depression

i am suffering anxiety + depression and need help coping, im seeing councellors and stuff but i need a normal persons i guess help/ guidance whatever, please.... 853 People

    That is why when someone messages me here (or

    if I message someone) I take time to reply. I want to be social but I get anxiety just getting a message, that's why I'm not on here as much as I wish I was.
    JazminTheFlower13 JazminTheFlower13
    18-21, F
    Jun 18, 2015

    Ive had depression and anxiety

    for years now. It started in middle school and i told no one. Im now in 11th grade and its still just as unbearable as it was before. I should be happy, i have all i could ask for, a room to sleep in, food on the table , friends... but sometimes, sometimes i feel as if...
    abbybeee abbybeee
    16-17, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    It's ok to not be ok,

    that's what I've learned recently, bottling everything up doesn't solve all the problems, sure it makes it go away, but eventually you will explode, and go off the deep end, currently holding onto the ledge trying to get back onto land. Im not alone, yet I feel abandoned and...
    Speedster121 Speedster121
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 8, 2014
    MyLifeAsCharlie MyLifeAsCharlie
    16-17, F
    Aug 22, 2015

    I m having no a hard time dealing with My

    thoughts of humanity itself, I look around me at what humans have created and can t help thinking I m just an insignificant part of this "system", I have stupid thoughts like having a hard time believing everything just Carries on like normal when I leave a place so I m not...
    Akaizia Akaizia
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    I need some support or guidance.

    Well really i dont know what i need. Recently i have felt like nothing is special any more. I am nothing special. Im struggling with gaining a sense of self worth. There is nothing in this word that i can contribute- that any other 25yr old girl could not and to be honest...
    MissCortana MissCortana
    26-30, F
    Oct 10, 2015

    Im gay , and I'm actually 16 I'm really

    starting to become depressed and get anxiety . This is like the first summer where I have nobody to skype or nobody to hang out with . And I usually Skype people when I feel upset or depressed because of what my parents say to me , because they really hate the fact that I'm gay...
    dollkylik dollkylik
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jun 21, 2014

    CHRISTIANS: I have struggled lifelong with

    depression, Even today as I try back in touch with God just recently. I'm happy to find God and I would give up a lot for him. However, I am still depressed and I count that as a blessing since in my darkest moments when I'm in my room crying, I find unexplainable comfort in it...
    zachlabodz zachlabodz
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 22, 2015

    The glass is half full

    but topples over crashing to the floor the air tries to slow the fall trying to help keep the water inside Too late the glass crashes into the ground broken pieces scattered on the floor as the water pools around each pieces she sees the truth the glass was not half full it was...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    I have been suffering

    for 5 years with anxiety and depression, more recently I just went through a psychotic episode due to coming off anti-depressants and loss of a girl that I thought would be a relationship. Since than I have been recovering, I was in the hospital and am now just trying to figure...
    jhaul21 jhaul21
    22-25, M
    3 Responses May 1, 2014

    You know what? I'm finally proud of myself.

    Went back to work today which consists of some driving back and forth a 20 min distance. And I always have panic attacks while driving. And today I had one- but I stayed as composed as I could and got myself through it! Facing my fears and just letting go. I did it. Was it easy...
    faithhopelove13 faithhopelove13
    22-25
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    when i tell people i have bad anxiety

    and stress, they always ask what ive got to be stressed about.. no one has any understanding or empathy. i envy people who go about their lives every day, laughing, stress free and not caring about anything. i over think, over analys, anever think im good enough and always...
    Madz121285 Madz121285
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 10

    I think that I am in control of my life

    and then I am hit suddenly with the overwhelming emotion of sadness. I try to convince my self that everything is fine to snap out of it because I should not be stricken with grief when I was just smiling minutes before. Where is this coming from? How did I get here? I use to be...
    MarvelMagic MarvelMagic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2014

    lightpainter2015 lightpainter2015
    56-60, M
    Sep 21, 2015

    My family had a meeting today about what's

    going on as far as my dying grandfather. I had spoken to the hospice nurse earlier today before the family meeting, and she had told me what to do now and what to expect as he nears the end. When I told my aunt she wasn't happy. At the meeting I tried to explain what was going...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 12

    I am now on my 1st week,

    (7th day) crying myself to sleep. I'm fighting sleep, well, now hunger is setting in. I don't know what to do, I'm slowly destroying myself! (Crying) I don't like it, I'm trying to change it! But nothing seems to be working! What do I do?
    deademotion11 deademotion11
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014

    What is the quickest

    and easiest way to kill urself
    Girlgamer11 Girlgamer11
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2015

    Okay I'm not going to lie

    or keep this quit any longer. I have been having suicidal thoughts once again. But I know how how this goes, people will be like you need to see a doctor. Blah blah blah. All they will do is prescribe medication which does not really work on me and I'm so ******* tired of the...
    believe201427 believe201427
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2014

    I dont want to do anything right now.

    I dont want to go to school, talk to anyone, or leave my room. I want the world to forget about me, and carry on as if i was never here. Nobody notices me anyways.
    JustineMusey JustineMusey
    16-17, F
    Sep 10, 2015
    saneelax saneelax
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2014
    S4491 S4491
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 21, 2014

    I deal with depression

    and anxiety on daily... And lately here I cope by visualizing my life as being better and doing everything possible to prepare myself for that better life... It makes me happy when I'm trying in my own environment but when I'm in public the social anxiety kicks into overdrive...
    toniyl toniyl
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2015
    Frankineedles Frankineedles
    13-15, F
    7 Responses May 17, 2014

    I feel sad right now

    because there are many young people sad and confused and their parents do not support them. How important is to feel love and devotion from your parents... To feel confident to tell them what you feel ... I am going out for running...
    gonzalo1990 gonzalo1990
    26-30, M
    May 1, 2014

    I am not sure how to start this blog post.

    If you want positivity this is definitely not the blog post to read. I am twenty three, jobless and depressed. Wow, writing that down is actually really hard. What is hardest for me is that I have struggled with my mental health since the age of about fourteen, sadly it runs...
    InadequatePanda InadequatePanda
    18-21, F
    Nov 13, 2015

    I just pushed away the only person

    who has ever cared about me. I love my bff she has always been there for me and she knows all my secrets, but im only getting worst and if one day im gone i dont want her to suffer. Its best if we just go our own ways.
    Janimisha94 Janimisha94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    Anxiety+ Depression

    hey everyone, i am 16 years old, and suffering depression and anxiety, and well its hard, its taken me alot of strength to write this because not many people know,and i find it extremely hard to trust people, i guess i need some help in understanding it and coping with it...
    seraya seraya
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2009
    HidingTheScars HidingTheScars
    16-17, F
    May 4, 2014

    So edgy tonight. Don't want to sleep .

    Don't want to be awake. Ugh!
    chrissie58 chrissie58
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2014

    Im always being judge by people

    because i have anxiety and major depressive disorder. People who don't go through this is always the first to judge me. I just want somebody to connect with and know what its like to feel a certain way
    bigmamajoe bigmamajoe
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    I have never done well with failure

    and break down. Last semester in college I did horrible and I am retaking the classes to hopefully recover in some way. Additionally my card was stolen not long ago and they want me to pay almost 2000 dollars. I am a broke college student trying to make a way but I'm just about...
    lovingmeyousee lovingmeyousee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10

    I really just want someone to talk to.

    A friend. I feel so worth less and desperate.
    MissCortana MissCortana
    26-30, F
    Oct 15, 2015

    Nobody even takes it seriously.

    Until I start feeling suicidal or I start self-harming, nobody cares. Actually, not many people really care when that happens either.. Anyway, the good thing is that I don't really have to be embarrassed about anything I do or say. People don't care about someone who doesn't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 1, 2015

    Struggling With Anxiety&depression

    I've had anxiety since I was 5. I remember constantly checking the doors to make sure they were locked. I didn't know that was a sign of having anxiety until a couple years later. When I was little I didn't go out and play that much because I was too scared to leave the house. If...
    letlovebleedredd letlovebleedredd
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2012

    Don't you just hate it

    when people tell you to simply "Get over it?" Well obviously those people have no clue what it is like to have a clinical mental condition DIAGNOSED mind you, by a professional physician. I wish that hopefully people become more aware of mental illnesses like these. Granted not...
    Mousetrapreplica Mousetrapreplica
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    There's not something wrong with me,

    just something a little different. If you look on the bright side, I can see things in a different perspective. Life would be boring if I couldn't and I wouldn't be who I am now. I came to accept the fact that not everyone will understand what's different about me and not...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2014

    I am so depressed. I don't know how to be happy.

    Things that should make me happy dont. Sometimes I find brief happiness but it never last long enough. The negative thoughts start to quickly attack my happiness. For example I have a new boyfriend but I'm not sure if I'm happy. He treats me well. i know he wants to make me...
    KunFuZed KunFuZed
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015

    The tears fall like acid.

    Burning the skin-- a deep sensation. Her soul flickers like a light, hoping it is spotted and saved from extinction. The moon watches as she cries, hopelessness engulfing her. Fears as a coat and worries as her handbag she walks Into the light, hoping it doesn't melt her mask...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jun 7, 2015

    So Depressed

    Well how do i start im 26 i live in los angeles ca and i suffer from depression.A year ago my little sister passed away in a horrible car accident ever since my family has afllen apart.I've always suffered from depression and anxiouty but now is wort than ever. just getting up...
    mikeperla84 mikeperla84
    22-25, M
    Nov 9, 2010

    Okay so it seems I don't write enough here,

    so this will be the start into my world and mind. For the first edition I'd like to talk about a girl from my childhood. This girl was very pretty and yet she was born autistic and without the ability to walk or even talk! I took care of her alot of the time, and I feel as if I...
    Hoboetic Hoboetic
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 27, 2015

    The only reason that I still fighting

    and not give up this world is my Kids. Love my kids. So much!
    Soloy0 Soloy0
    36-40, M
    Apr 15, 2015

    It's getting worse. Im losing my mind.

    My back is scratched up because when my parents make me mad, i don't want to hurt them so i hurt myself. It hurts. I just want someone to tell me it's going to be okay even though i know its not but just to hear someone at least somewhat caring will make it soften. My head is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jun 9, 2014

    If anyone needs a friend to talk to,

    or someone who cares about you, I am here. I would love to hear your story and will do anything to make you smile, so please message me
    BlazeSeth BlazeSeth
    16-17, M
    Nov 29, 2015

    How can you over come anxiety

    and depression? I try so hard but nothing ever seams to change. I stopped taking my medication because it was only temperary releaving the pain. When I did take my meds the effects wore off and made me feel even worse. Can any one help me
    jefjames15 jefjames15
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 18, 2015

    Please Listen ≪3

    i know life seem more than dark right now, and everything is just falling apart, but dont worry, the sun will come out this is just a storm waiting to part the lights will shine and the rain will end you're not alone ill be you're friend i know you may doubt, but on my...
    onelittlecat onelittlecat
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2013

    I recently discovered I had HSV 2

    after having the worst breakout of my life. Something I had never imagined, seen or heard of in my life. I just woke up one day and it was there. I was about 8 months into my new relationship with an amazing man when I discovered it. I was scared to go to the dr but even more...
    DaixXx DaixXx
    18-21, F
    Sep 10, 2015
    achorusgirl achorusgirl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    Benadryl Tired, heavy eyes -

    so I take a pill: It's just another Benadryl. I take some more, I need a refill, It's just another Benadryl. A heart mangled and ill, It's just another Benadryl. Injured and shrill, I lose all my will, It's just another Benadryl. My own shadows haunt and kill, It's just another...
    greyallday greyallday
    22-25, M
    Jan 14, 2014

    How to tell if someone is suffering from

    depression: People without depression: I'm fine😀 People with depression: I'm fine😀
    PenelopePotter PenelopePotter
    13-15, F
    Aug 15, 2015

    Depression is our darkness,

    our light, and our fall. Depression is a monster, a weakness to all. She lies within us and cries every night, Bearing all the pain we've bottled up inside. She feels all the heartbreak, she feels all our pain, She braces herself as she takes all the blame. She's the tears that...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2015

    The music in my heart is fading bc it seems

    that no one cares or loves me. Everyone is ok with me helping them and doing stuff for them but when it comes to me doing something that makes me happy or anything for myself, all hell breaks loose!!! Im about ready to say **** IT!!!
    WolfMan1989 WolfMan1989
    26-30, M
    Nov 3, 2015

    I have, and I know that it is one of the

    weirdest feelings ever. I had (have) clinical as well as situation induced depression, the former of which scares me the most. It's so odd, when you have this feeling of doom that casts itself all over you like a blanket of despair. It's hard to fight, but it's somehow also easy...
    1ANGRYtitan 1ANGRYtitan
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    I somehow feel like no one understands

    and that I am completely alone. I may act like I am fine on the outside, but there is a war going on inside of me. I don't even understand how I feel anymore I just know I don't feel right. My parents think everything is ok but they just don't get it and I can't even explain it...
    Trytofindhope7 Trytofindhope7
    13-15, F
    Nov 15, 2015

    So, i finally asked my bf of 3 years,

    to leave my life. He wasnt a monster at all, he just wasnt meant for me. I waited about 2 weeks before i told the known world. As expected, there were lots of questions. Everyone thought i was happy. No one saw what happened behind closed doors. I answered as best i could. "Why...
    chinaman99 chinaman99
    31-35, M
    Jan 22
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