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I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

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    When you heartbreaks,

    it breaks your whole being. Nothing remains the same. With the break goes the love and peace you felt with the moments that brought them to you. They shatter into pieces. As they pass through your tears you feel the emptiness fill your heart. The shards of memories that once...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    I Have Broken My Own Heart

    At first, I used to think that I wasn't worthy of being loved, let alone liked by men. You know, the whole notion that men are out to get me, or that all men are the same. I was insecure; I felt worthless and far from confident. In retrospect, I've done things that might have...
    TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    Heart Broken And Lonely

    So my girl dumped me 3 months ago and the 1st of september was meant to be the best day of my life. The holiday was booked to florida and now its over. Instead I spend this weekend lonely and depressed with no friends not knowing how to get my life back together. The pursuit of...
    jake3250 jake3250 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Upon realizing my feelings,

    the more I can feel my heart aches. I just want to run away and then hopefully someone new come along the way and stop the aching. I didn't want to realize my feelings, but the realization hit me. My chest tightens the moment I think about her. I need to stop this feelings of...
    estles estles 22-25, F Mar 18, 2014

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    He may still love you.

    He probably does. He probably doesn't know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he's doing about it, and what he's doing is nothing. And if he's doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything...
    chiyo13 chiyo13 16-17, F May 3, 2014

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    Yep, and I should be crying

    and all out depressed. But cutting makes me numb to it. Razor blade my true friend.
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117 18-21, M May 3

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    Just found out he was definitely seeing someone

    else while he was still sleeping with me. I'd like to throw up but he's not really worth that kind of a reaction. I haven't spoken to him and I don't want to. I've thought about going to his house and making a scene but it Probly wouldn't even make me feel better. It would...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    Was with this girl 4 years.

    On and off a few times. (My first and only) everytime we broke up before it was her. And eventually we got back together. Recently I decided to end things. And for some reason she told me she's already found someone else and moved on. Like I didn't need to know that. For some...
    jfosmark jfosmark 22-25, M Oct 27, 2014

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    When I first thought of heartbreak it was a

    figure of speech not really real! But you don't know anything about it till you've experienced it The pain i felt was the most horrible I felt actual heart break a sharp pain in my chest that sunk to my gut. My legs wobbled I couldn't stand up I couldn't hold back the tears. I...
    Authentic921 Authentic921 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    I spent seven year of my life with my ex

    fiancé . I don't believe in sex before marriage he knew that from the beginning I am a virgin he's not he broke up with me a few months ago he was cheating on me with a ******** and left me to be with her I feel this uncontainable guilt... He said he left because we didn't have...
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    He Finally Emailed Me

    So here I am confuse and mostly heartbroken. Yesterday my former fiancé emailed me saying how he remembered yesterday because a year ago I went through something that marked our relationship...he just wanted to let me know how strong and resilience I was that day. He hasn't...
    carla788 carla788 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Was Loving Me So Hard?

    It wasn't about who's right or who's wrong ,who's weaker or who's strong, who's innocent or who's at fault It's really not about that kinda thing at all It's not about who does it or done it or did it to who Don't matter if the both of us lose It really wasn't about anything...
    ncebie ncebie 18-21 Oct 5, 2013

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    I dated this guy for 3 years

    and was completely in love with him. He was my first everything. We broke up several months ago but just recently quit talking. Now all he ever tries to do is hurt me. He only had an Instagram because of me, and I was his only follower. He only uses the account to post things...
    essenceofember essenceofember 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I had been dating my ex

    for about two years this was my longest relationship... he was a lot of first. how do you get over it... it hurts... I still loved him.. but he wanted to see me happy... but I couldn't and I say I didn't because I was mad... but now he said he can't ... and I'm a thing of his...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    Summer Of Lost Love

    It’s very hard to put down in words the feelings and emotions that run through your body when you are heartbroken. I will try my best to explain what happened and how it affected my overall lifestyle. My name is James; I’m 20 years old and a student at Southampton University...
    JamesCampion10 JamesCampion10 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 21, 2012

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    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me

    some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2 years ago now, which is where I met the guy who has broken my heart. When I first started, he was seeing another employee on and off which they did...
    anony333 anony333 18-21, F May 4

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    I met him at 18 while travelling abroad.

    He was a childhood friend that my mother insisted i visit even if its for a few days. Our fathers were best friends and as children they had always joked that we both would end up together. I was 18 he was 19. The day he came to pick up me up at the airport was a day i will...
    soulshatttttered soulshatttttered 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    When You Love Someone....

    You want to do everything for them. You want them to be happy no matter what. I think about him constantly. I haven't seen him in 8 days. I crave him, I want to touch him, I want to smell him. The last time I saw him I studied his face, I tried to memorize every line, every...
    blondiej blondiej 41-45, F 10 Responses Jul 28, 2012

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    The Loss Of Common Sense

    And again, the misery comes back because I lose hold of my sanity, lose hold of what my mind tells me to do. My heart is so fragile right now, but it pounds at the sight of his words. And then we talk, have a wonderful conversation, and I expect that it will last that way...
    heavenlymissy heavenlymissy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    Always the Friend

    You know all those movies about teenagers who are best friends, and think of each other as brother and sister and the guy has a girl friend, or girl has a boyfriend. Then theres a huge dilemma with miscommunication and lies, and then they finally end up falling...
    justaprettyface justaprettyface 16-17 10 Responses Feb 8, 2009

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    It hurts ..I try to dim the pain.

    .but every though of her ..every kiss ..every embrace haunts me ..regret engulfs my thoughts while despair does the same to my days ..What's the point of having a heart if it causes you such pain ? I live like prometheus but instead of my liver my heart takes the constant savage...
    Baidz Baidz 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    We've been dating for almost a year,

    he was my Dominant (Partner in control), my boyfriend and I hoped for so much more. But I have been hurt so many times, I was feeling alone. I said, "I feel like I am losing you.." He said, "Maybe we should forget this, stop while we are ahead and save our hearts. Just know you...
    xNeverForgetx xNeverForgetx 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2014

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    This is the first story I've ever written on

    this site and likewise my first real experience of heartbreak. The stupid kind, where there are no grand betrayals or the cruel lapse of time, just a girl standing in front of a boy, trying to tell him that she loves him and him just not caring. I laugh but its empty. What do I...
    starstarstar58 starstarstar58 18-21, F Nov 19, 2014

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    I am so tired of living my life it's

    so pointless I don't know my purpose in life why did God make he wasted his time making me I feel like the wrong person was put in my life now that they left I feel my life is not worth living I feel like it's all my fault I wish my life was just how it use to be I would do...
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F Jun 16

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    Time is such a mean creature.

    .It never lets us to go back and revive our nice moments, it never allows us to go back and change our mistakes for creating a better future..Sometimes i only wish i was a DVD movie star.. How much i hate time, how much i do hate my miserable life..Im really bored, and the END is...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Standing in the center of broken hearts zone.

    . Yesterday was his birthday, i wish i could be there with him, i wish i could celebrate his day, i wish i was able to greet him on his birthday, why am i out of his life :(? Why am i not accepting to be out of his life :(!
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Should i believe him?

    He said he still loved me when he broke up with me, he said i wasn't supportive, i was pushy and demanding, that i broke his heart and couldn't bring happiness into his heart and life, he said we kept fighting so breaking up was better for both of us, he broke up with me 2...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2014

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend less

    than an hour ago. I feel like relapsing, I want to die again. I just don't understand why everyone has to betray me? He refuses to excommunicate this girl that has been causing so much drama in our relationship. Then, I just found out he has a secret Instagram account with all...
    StrangeDisaster StrangeDisaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Heartless And Alone

    I am a 35 year old female and I have only been in one relationship my entire life. I ended that relationship in 2001-2002 due to verbal and mental abuse. Since then, I have always been single. Throughtout the time I've been single, I have met three guys but it never turned into a...
    anewme35 anewme35 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    I feel very depressed I miss my other half!

    Being single has been so hard and Lonely. I miss my best friend and confidant. I've never felt so empty.
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F Jun 6

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    It is getting worse, i dont know how to live

    normally anymore, im hating all men, im unable to open my heart to anyone else, i even lost my charm, i prefer to stay alone, wasting my life this is what im doing, and i have no control over it! I think he is seeing someone else, it is burning my heart..I am so lonely and i...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Nov 28, 2014

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    My heart is as a snow crystal,

    white, pure, glamorous, serene, & yet so fragile..Only a shining sun can make it melt so hard, & only a devil would break it so bad..a shining sun, yet a devil, those are what you are..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Nov 27, 2014

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    Time To Hide

    Time to hide - restore my pride that’s been shattered to the core Retreat to a place, remove the disgrace and pick myself up off the floor Lesson learned, the hard way too, forgot what it felt like to hurt Will never put myself in harm’s way again – too painful to feel like...
    GeorgieMeow GeorgieMeow 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2013

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    God I get so emotional about you.

    This never happened before. I shouldnt like you ..but I ******* do You are the boy that makes me confused with my emotions You make my chest ache, fill my stomach with butterflies and body yearn for you YOU ARE THAT ******* BOY The boy with blue eyes and the user name that has...
    fire100lilly fire100lilly 18-21, F Jan 3, 2014

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    I Lost The Love Of My Life

    Jamie and I dated many years ago when we were in High School and for a few months after, when we broke up Jamie decided to move to CA(were both from PA). I thought about him often over the years and wondered how he was doing.We finally hooked up on another site in 2009 and it was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    And you rewarded me with the worst feeling i

    could ever experience in my life..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 23, 2014

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    I can't get over him.

    I can't stop thinking about him. I wish I could just forget the past year. Forget him. Forget it all. Erase everything from my memory. Stop feeling. Stop crying. Sleep again. Be happy again. It's been two months since he broke my heart. It's not getting better. When...
    Miranda240 Miranda240 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2014

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    The hardest part of moving on is letting go of

    the memories hopes and dreams... Knowing that he has them with someone else and is happy
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    You Deserve Better.

    I want you to know right now that you are too strong to live life hurt.You are too beautiful to let someone elses ugly ways make you insecure yourself.So stop crying over that person thats making somebody else smile and let God bring you the person who wants to make you smile...
    kmart52492 kmart52492 18-21, F Sep 15, 2013

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    "How the hell does a broken heart get back

    together when it falls apart?" I really don't know. I don't know how to feel better. How long is it going to take before I don't think about him every second of every day? I'd love one glorious minute where he wasn't on my mind. Even in sleep I swear he's all I think about...
    Miranda240 Miranda240 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    I Miss You...

    Tonight was one of those nights...that i thought about you. Thought about the wonderful times we had together and not the bad ones...the ones that ended this relationship. I miss you so much. I wish every day for your return to me. But i know it will never happen. How can i wrap...
    carla788 carla788 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    Something In The Way

    I'm brought back to a time where I felt as if nobody in the world cared, where I felt like I was just a shadow and nobody could really see me. Constantly rejected, ignored, tossed aside, and forgotten about. I am a shadow. A nobody. A nothing. I loved her. I still do. She has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 2, 2011

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    i need help. i recently got heartbroken.

    i dated a guy for 1 year and 3 months and a half. today would be our 4 month anniversary He left me because i argued to much with him and he met someone new so fast. he cheated on me and it hurts me so much. she always tells him that she loves him and they barley been dating for...
    aliceemely23 aliceemely23 16-17, F May 31

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    I feel broken , beyond repair my love life is a

    joke I don't have anyone, my fiancé and boyfriend left me for a ******** it's been 7 months I feel horrible I feel like I will never find anyone broken and very alone. I can't believe he did this to me why! ... my job is beyond stressful I try so hard my boss thinks I stress...
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    I Really Need To Be Able To Talk About This Situation With My Ex, But I Can'T Tell Anyone In My Life.

    The last story I posted explaining whats going on with my ex boyfriend and I is tearing me apart. I don't sleep anymore and I hardly eat. I know it not be this difficult forever, but right now my world is turned upside down. I am in desperate need of ways to help me cope and move...
    stolenlove stolenlove 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    I'M Done With It All!

    I have had my heart broken for the last time....I can't take this anymore. Everytime I put my heart into someone they crush it in the palm of there hands like it means nothing. Now this last guy I have been seeing for over 6 months is a habitual cheater. He never really wanted to...
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