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I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

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    It hurts ..I try to dim the pain.

    .but every though of her ..every kiss ..every embrace haunts me ..regret engulfs my thoughts while despair does the same to my days ..What's the point of having a heart if it causes you such pain ? I live like prometheus but instead of my liver my heart takes the constant savage...
    Baidz Baidz 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me

    some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2 years ago now, which is where I met the guy who has broken my heart. When I first started, he was seeing another employee on and off which they did...
    anony333 anony333 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Oct 15, 2014

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    I Have Broken My Own Heart

    At first, I used to think that I wasn't worthy of being loved, let alone liked by men. You know, the whole notion that men are out to get me, or that all men are the same. I was insecure; I felt worthless and far from confident. In retrospect, I've done things that might have...
    TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    It is getting worse, i dont know how to live

    normally anymore, im hating all men, im unable to open my heart to anyone else, i even lost my charm, i prefer to stay alone, wasting my life this is what im doing, and i have no control over it! I think he is seeing someone else, it is burning my heart..I am so lonely and i...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2014

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    Time is such a mean creature.

    .It never lets us to go back and revive our nice moments, it never allows us to go back and change our mistakes for creating a better future..Sometimes i only wish i was a DVD movie star.. How much i hate time, how much i do hate my miserable life..Im really bored, and the END is...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Was with this girl 4 years.

    On and off a few times. (My first and only) everytime we broke up before it was her. And eventually we got back together. Recently I decided to end things. And for some reason she told me she's already found someone else and moved on. Like I didn't need to know that. For some...
    jfosmark jfosmark 22-25, M Oct 27, 2014

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    He Finally Emailed Me

    So here I am confuse and mostly heartbroken. Yesterday my former fiancé emailed me saying how he remembered yesterday because a year ago I went through something that marked our relationship...he just wanted to let me know how strong and resilience I was that day. He hasn't...
    carla788 carla788 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    When You Love Someone....

    You want to do everything for them. You want them to be happy no matter what. I think about him constantly. I haven't seen him in 8 days. I crave him, I want to touch him, I want to smell him. The last time I saw him I studied his face, I tried to memorize every line, every...
    blondiej blondiej 41-45, F 10 Responses Jul 28, 2012

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    The hardest part of moving on is letting go of

    the memories hopes and dreams... Knowing that he has them with someone else and is happy
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    Something In The Way

    I'm brought back to a time where I felt as if nobody in the world cared, where I felt like I was just a shadow and nobody could really see me. Constantly rejected, ignored, tossed aside, and forgotten about. I am a shadow. A nobody. A nothing. I loved her. I still do. She has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 2, 2011

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    Love is too selfish..

    im in love so im selfish..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 7, 2014

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    I need to gather my heart,

    hug myself, heal my pain, and walk away..I want ur love to go away, and I dont feel that pain anymore..I need to teach myself how to forget..how to live..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Nov 25, 2014

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    I Really Need To Be Able To Talk About This Situation With My Ex, But I Can'T Tell Anyone In My Life.

    The last story I posted explaining whats going on with my ex boyfriend and I is tearing me apart. I don't sleep anymore and I hardly eat. I know it not be this difficult forever, but right now my world is turned upside down. I am in desperate need of ways to help me cope and move...
    stolenlove stolenlove 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    And you rewarded me with the worst feeling i

    could ever experience in my life..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 23, 2014

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    Heart Broken And Lonely

    So my girl dumped me 3 months ago and the 1st of september was meant to be the best day of my life. The holiday was booked to florida and now its over. Instead I spend this weekend lonely and depressed with no friends not knowing how to get my life back together. The pursuit of...
    jake3250 jake3250 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    He may still love you.

    He probably does. He probably doesn't know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he's doing about it, and what he's doing is nothing. And if he's doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything...
    chiyo13 chiyo13 13-15, F May 3, 2014

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    He Was My First...And It Was Supposed To Be Forever!

    Hello. I want to share a really sad story with someone out there. I am not a very social person and all my life I have been an outcast. I am a good person with a full heart but I have always been different and I guess that is why people don't like me. I come from a strict family...
    LonelyGirl1230 LonelyGirl1230 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    How can i even move on.

    .. I don't know what to do and i feel lost.
    SKI9 SKI9 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2014

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    I feel so helpless and.

    .heartbroken. As harsh, hurtful, stubborn and arrogant as he is, he is also reliable, hilarious, caring, and always by my side. He told me not to fall but I chose to do it. Heartbreak is unexplainable. It's like my heart is actually breaking, I feel like my heart and ribcage...
    nothingpersonalx nothingpersonalx 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend less

    than an hour ago. I feel like relapsing, I want to die again. I just don't understand why everyone has to betray me? He refuses to excommunicate this girl that has been causing so much drama in our relationship. Then, I just found out he has a secret Instagram account with all...
    StrangeDisaster StrangeDisaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    I Miss You...

    Tonight was one of those nights...that i thought about you. Thought about the wonderful times we had together and not the bad ones...the ones that ended this relationship. I miss you so much. I wish every day for your return to me. But i know it will never happen. How can i wrap...
    carla788 carla788 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    My pain button..a memory,

    a place, a word, a song may turn u on
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Dec 7, 2014

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    You Deserve Better.

    I want you to know right now that you are too strong to live life hurt.You are too beautiful to let someone elses ugly ways make you insecure yourself.So stop crying over that person thats making somebody else smile and let God bring you the person who wants to make you smile...
    kmart52492 kmart52492 18-21, F Sep 15, 2013

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    I'M Done With It All!

    I have had my heart broken for the last time....I can't take this anymore. Everytime I put my heart into someone they crush it in the palm of there hands like it means nothing. Now this last guy I have been seeing for over 6 months is a habitual cheater. He never really wanted to...
    SunsetDaily SunsetDaily 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2013

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    Yep, and I should be crying

    and all out depressed. But cutting makes me numb to it. Razor blade my true friend.
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    God I get so emotional about you.

    This never happened before. I shouldnt like you ..but I ******* do You are the boy that makes me confused with my emotions You make my chest ache, fill my stomach with butterflies and body yearn for you YOU ARE THAT ******* BOY The boy with blue eyes and the user name that has...
    fire100lilly fire100lilly 18-21, F Jan 3, 2014

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    I always seem to put my heart out there

    for people who can't possibly appreciate it. I am just stupid hopeful sometimes. I am so overwhelmingly sad right now I can't even be a decent mother to my kids :( I just want to clean, or crawl in bed and cry, I can't even eat I'm so messed up :(
    Smilechik Smilechik 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Upon realizing my feelings,

    the more I can feel my heart aches. I just want to run away and then hopefully someone new come along the way and stop the aching. I didn't want to realize my feelings, but the realization hit me. My chest tightens the moment I think about her. I need to stop this feelings of...
    estles estles 22-25, F Mar 18, 2014

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    I can't get over him.

    I can't stop thinking about him. I wish I could just forget the past year. Forget him. Forget it all. Erase everything from my memory. Stop feeling. Stop crying. Sleep again. Be happy again. It's been two months since he broke my heart. It's not getting better. When...
    Miranda240 Miranda240 26-30, F Dec 9, 2014

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    Is anyone there I'm dealing with heart break

    plz anyone 😭😭😭😭😭
    Khaleesi1Regan Khaleesi1Regan 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    My heart is as a snow crystal,

    white, pure, glamorous, serene, & yet so fragile..Only a shining sun can make it melt so hard, & only a devil would break it so bad..a shining sun, yet a devil, those are what you are..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Nov 27, 2014

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    I spent seven year of my life with my ex

    fiancé . I don't believe in sex before marriage he knew that from the beginning I am a virgin he's not he broke up with me a few months ago he was cheating on me with a ******** and left me to be with her I feel this uncontainable guilt... He said he left because we didn't have...
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    Wrong Choice

    I usually walk my dog at the same park everyday and I used to see this muslim guy that I found quiet attractive. We started talking and we kind of got into a relationship. We really never talk about it being serious and we certainly had fun together. He is a nice person and I...
    Lancsgirl Lancsgirl 26-30, F Jun 18, 2012

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    I met him at 18 while travelling abroad.

    He was a childhood friend that my mother insisted i visit even if its for a few days. Our fathers were best friends and as children they had always joked that we both would end up together. I was 18 he was 19. The day he came to pick up me up at the airport was a day i will...
    soulshatttttered soulshatttttered 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I dated this guy for 3 years

    and was completely in love with him. He was my first everything. We broke up several months ago but just recently quit talking. Now all he ever tries to do is hurt me. He only had an Instagram because of me, and I was his only follower. He only uses the account to post things...
    essenceofember essenceofember 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    Heartless And Alone

    I am a 35 year old female and I have only been in one relationship my entire life. I ended that relationship in 2001-2002 due to verbal and mental abuse. Since then, I have always been single. Throughtout the time I've been single, I have met three guys but it never turned into a...
    anewme35 anewme35 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    The feeling of getting your heart broke is

    absolutely horrible. There is no drug that can mend or numb the pain because if there was id spend my last dime on it. My ex boyfriend was the light of my life. He meant everything to me. When i look back there were so many signs that i should leave, such as cheating, lying, and...
    Heartbreakhotel96 Heartbreakhotel96 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    Was Loving Me So Hard?

    It wasn't about who's right or who's wrong ,who's weaker or who's strong, who's innocent or who's at fault It's really not about that kinda thing at all It's not about who does it or done it or did it to who Don't matter if the both of us lose It really wasn't about anything...
    ncebie ncebie 18-21 Oct 5, 2013

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    Time To Hide

    Time to hide - restore my pride that’s been shattered to the core Retreat to a place, remove the disgrace and pick myself up off the floor Lesson learned, the hard way too, forgot what it felt like to hurt Will never put myself in harm’s way again – too painful to feel like...
    GeorgieMeow GeorgieMeow 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2013

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    When you heartbreaks,

    it breaks your whole being. Nothing remains the same. With the break goes the love and peace you felt with the moments that brought them to you. They shatter into pieces. As they pass through your tears you feel the emptiness fill your heart. The shards of memories that once...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    Standing in the center of broken hearts zone.

    . Yesterday was his birthday, i wish i could be there with him, i wish i could celebrate his day, i wish i was able to greet him on his birthday, why am i out of his life :(? Why am i not accepting to be out of his life :(!
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    This is the first story I've ever written on

    this site and likewise my first real experience of heartbreak. The stupid kind, where there are no grand betrayals or the cruel lapse of time, just a girl standing in front of a boy, trying to tell him that she loves him and him just not caring. I laugh but its empty. What do I...
    starstarstar58 starstarstar58 18-21, F Nov 19, 2014

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    I feel broken , beyond repair my love life is a

    joke I don't have anyone, my fiancé and boyfriend left me for a ******** it's been 7 months I feel horrible I feel like I will never find anyone broken and very alone. I can't believe he did this to me why! ... my job is beyond stressful I try so hard my boss thinks I stress...
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F Feb 28

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    I Lost The Love Of My Life

    Jamie and I dated many years ago when we were in High School and for a few months after, when we broke up Jamie decided to move to CA(were both from PA). I thought about him often over the years and wondered how he was doing.We finally hooked up on another site in 2009 and it was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    I believe that i met my soulmate

    when i was 25 years old. We fell in love,had a passionate, intense relationship for 16 years.He treated me like his queen,and fulfilled every little desire of mine. But just as we had our ups, we had our downs as well. Our relationship was abusive, painful and torturous at times...
    bkapur bkapur 41-45, F May 13, 2014

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