I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 655 People

    I believe that i met my soulmate

    when i was 25 years old. We fell in love,had a passionate, intense relationship for 16 years.He treated me like his queen,and fulfilled every little desire of mine. But just as we had our ups, we had our downs as well. Our relationship was abusive, painful and torturous at times...
    bkapur bkapur
    41-45, F
    May 13, 2014

    I'M Done With It All!

    I have had my heart broken for the last time....I can't take this anymore. Everytime I put my heart into someone they crush it in the palm of there hands like it means nothing. Now this last guy I have been seeing for over 6 months is a habitual cheater. He never really wanted to...
    SunsetDaily SunsetDaily
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2013

    i need help. i recently got heartbroken.

    i dated a guy for 1 year and 3 months and a half. today would be our 4 month anniversary He left me because i argued to much with him and he met someone new so fast. he cheated on me and it hurts me so much. she always tells him that she loves him and they barley been dating for...
    aliceemely23 aliceemely23
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2015

    I don't want to live anymore.

    I don't even have anybody. I can't wake or sleep or eat or get up. I just don't want to live anymore and I can't stop crying. I can't stop hating myself. I've never hated myself more.
    Dreamerrrrrrr Dreamerrrrrrr
    22-25, F
    Feb 10, 2015

    Yep, and I should be crying

    and all out depressed. But cutting makes me numb to it. Razor blade my true friend.
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117
    22-25, M
    May 3, 2015

    I Have Broken My Own Heart

    At first, I used to think that I wasn't worthy of being loved, let alone liked by men. You know, the whole notion that men are out to get me, or that all men are the same. I was insecure; I felt worthless and far from confident. In retrospect, I've done things that might have...
    TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2013

    I want to see him... Talk to him.

    .. Tel him I love him and I'm there... But what if he rejects me?... What if He thinks I'm just pathetic ... And has found someone else?
    Teddysprincess Teddysprincess
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    I keep coming back to this post I

    once read. I look back at what I wrote in August and here I am 5 months later, STILL in the same place. I want to sit here and say that I don't know and I don't understand why things are the way that they are. But I do. This man has no reason or incentive to treat me any...
    Nikip10 Nikip10
    36-40, F
    Dec 23, 2015

    We've been dating for almost a year,

    he was my Dominant (Partner in control), my boyfriend and I hoped for so much more. But I have been hurt so many times, I was feeling alone. I said, "I feel like I am losing you.." He said, "Maybe we should forget this, stop while we are ahead and save our hearts. Just know you...
    xNeverForgetx xNeverForgetx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    Today about an hour ago my

    now ex boyfriend has dumped me. It was a long distance relationship and it hurt me badly.i feel as if my body is glass and rock was thrown at it.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 13, 2015

    Love is too selfish..

    im in love so im selfish..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Dec 7, 2014

    Upon realizing my feelings,

    the more I can feel my heart aches. I just want to run away and then hopefully someone new come along the way and stop the aching. I didn't want to realize my feelings, but the realization hit me. My chest tightens the moment I think about her. I need to stop this feelings of...
    estles estles
    22-25, F
    Mar 18, 2014

    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me

    some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2 years ago now, which is where I met the guy who has broken my heart. When I first started, he was seeing another employee on and off which they did...
    anony333 anony333
    18-21, F
    May 4, 2015

    Should i believe him?

    He said he still loved me when he broke up with me, he said i wasn't supportive, i was pushy and demanding, that i broke his heart and couldn't bring happiness into his heart and life, he said we kept fighting so breaking up was better for both of us, he broke up with me 2...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2014

    I met him at 18 while travelling abroad.

    He was a childhood friend that my mother insisted i visit even if its for a few days. Our fathers were best friends and as children they had always joked that we both would end up together. I was 18 he was 19. The day he came to pick up me up at the airport was a day i will...
    soulshatttttered soulshatttttered
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    God I get so emotional about you.

    This never happened before. I shouldnt like you ..but I ******* do You are the boy that makes me confused with my emotions You make my chest ache, fill my stomach with butterflies and body yearn for you YOU ARE THAT ******* BOY The boy with blue eyes and the user name that has...
    fire100lilly fire100lilly
    22-25, F
    Jan 3, 2014

    He Finally Emailed Me

    So here I am confuse and mostly heartbroken. Yesterday my former fiancé emailed me saying how he remembered yesterday because a year ago I went through something that marked our relationship...he just wanted to let me know how strong and resilience I was that day. He hasn't...
    carla788 carla788
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

    And you rewarded me with the worst feeling i

    could ever experience in my life..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Dec 23, 2014

    The hardest part of moving on is letting go of

    the memories hopes and dreams... Knowing that he has them with someone else and is happy
    dnicebby dnicebby
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    Something In The Way

    I'm brought back to a time where I felt as if nobody in the world cared, where I felt like I was just a shadow and nobody could really see me. Constantly rejected, ignored, tossed aside, and forgotten about. I am a shadow. A nobody. A nothing. I loved her. I still do. She has...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 2, 2011

    Time is such a mean creature.

    .It never lets us to go back and revive our nice moments, it never allows us to go back and change our mistakes for creating a better future..Sometimes i only wish i was a DVD movie star.. How much i hate time, how much i do hate my miserable life..Im really bored, and the END is...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Dec 29, 2014

    Heartless And Alone

    I am a 35 year old female and I have only been in one relationship my entire life. I ended that relationship in 2001-2002 due to verbal and mental abuse. Since then, I have always been single. Throughtout the time I've been single, I have met three guys but it never turned into a...
    anewme35 anewme35
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2013

    The Loss Of Common Sense

    And again, the misery comes back because I lose hold of my sanity, lose hold of what my mind tells me to do. My heart is so fragile right now, but it pounds at the sight of his words. And then we talk, have a wonderful conversation, and I expect that it will last that way...
    heavenlymissy heavenlymissy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

    It is getting worse, i dont know how to live

    normally anymore, im hating all men, im unable to open my heart to anyone else, i even lost my charm, i prefer to stay alone, wasting my life this is what im doing, and i have no control over it! I think he is seeing someone else, it is burning my heart..I am so lonely and i...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Nov 28, 2014

    I always seem to put my heart out there

    for people who can't possibly appreciate it. I am just stupid hopeful sometimes. I am so overwhelmingly sad right now I can't even be a decent mother to my kids :( I just want to clean, or crawl in bed and cry, I can't even eat I'm so messed up :(
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 27, 2015

    I cut myself.... (Deep breath) saying

    that out loud finally.... Cutting Makes everything numb ... I like numb... I don't want to feel anymore... He left me.. Dumped me like trash and moved on with someone else. And I cut .... To stop the pain....
    Teddysprincess Teddysprincess
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    Wtf is wrong with me .

    .. I have gone mad bombarding my ex with txts begging him to see me ... When did I get this pathetic ... Think I'm going mad...
    Teddysprincess Teddysprincess
    26-30, F
    Oct 7, 2015

    "How the hell does a broken heart get back

    together when it falls apart?" I really don't know. I don't know how to feel better. How long is it going to take before I don't think about him every second of every day? I'd love one glorious minute where he wasn't on my mind. Even in sleep I swear he's all I think about...
    Miranda240 Miranda240
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2014
    deleted deleted
    Jan 18, 2016

    How can i even move on.

    .. I don't know what to do and i feel lost.
    SKI9 SKI9
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 31, 2014

    Heart Broken And Lonely

    So my girl dumped me 3 months ago and the 1st of september was meant to be the best day of my life. The holiday was booked to florida and now its over. Instead I spend this weekend lonely and depressed with no friends not knowing how to get my life back together. The pursuit of...
    jake3250 jake3250
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

    I Lost The Love Of My Life

    Jamie and I dated many years ago when we were in High School and for a few months after, when we broke up Jamie decided to move to CA(were both from PA). I thought about him often over the years and wondered how he was doing.We finally hooked up on another site in 2009 and it was...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

    In 2012 Jan 3rd my father was found to have

    cancer, i started taking him to MD Anderson, i live in Texas and my father lived in Wichita KS..On June 8th of 2012 my wife was discovered to have cancer i started taking her to MD Anderson...My wife past away on Dec 4th and my father past away on Dec 7th of 2012...I was then...
    ginco2230 ginco2230
    51-55, M
    Oct 8, 2015

    I just broke up with my boyfriend less

    than an hour ago. I feel like relapsing, I want to die again. I just don't understand why everyone has to betray me? He refuses to excommunicate this girl that has been causing so much drama in our relationship. Then, I just found out he has a secret Instagram account with all...
    StrangeDisaster StrangeDisaster
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

    He said he doesnt feel safe about a girlfriend

    who is too pretty since there woll always be other guys.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2015

    He may still love you.

    He probably does. He probably doesn't know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he's doing about it, and what he's doing is nothing. And if he's doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything...
    chiyo13 chiyo13
    18-21, F
    May 3, 2014

    Was Loving Me So Hard?

    It wasn't about who's right or who's wrong ,who's weaker or who's strong, who's innocent or who's at fault It's really not about that kinda thing at all It's not about who does it or done it or did it to who Don't matter if the both of us lose It really wasn't about anything...
    ncebie ncebie
    Oct 5, 2013

    I feel broken , beyond repair my love life is a

    joke I don't have anyone, my fiancé and boyfriend left me for a ******** it's been 7 months I feel horrible I feel like I will never find anyone broken and very alone. I can't believe he did this to me why! ... my job is beyond stressful I try so hard my boss thinks I stress...
    dnicebby dnicebby
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2015

    When I first thought of heartbreak it was a

    figure of speech not really real! But you don't know anything about it till you've experienced it The pain i felt was the most horrible I felt actual heart break a sharp pain in my chest that sunk to my gut. My legs wobbled I couldn't stand up I couldn't hold back the tears. I...
    Authentic921 Authentic921
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2014

    I feel so helpless and.

    .heartbroken. As harsh, hurtful, stubborn and arrogant as he is, he is also reliable, hilarious, caring, and always by my side. He told me not to fall but I chose to do it. Heartbreak is unexplainable. It's like my heart is actually breaking, I feel like my heart and ribcage...
    nothingpersonalx nothingpersonalx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

    Time To Hide

    Time to hide - restore my pride that’s been shattered to the core Retreat to a place, remove the disgrace and pick myself up off the floor Lesson learned, the hard way too, forgot what it felt like to hurt Will never put myself in harm’s way again – too painful to feel like...
    GeorgieMeow GeorgieMeow
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 25, 2013

    You Deserve Better.

    I want you to know right now that you are too strong to live life hurt.You are too beautiful to let someone elses ugly ways make you insecure yourself.So stop crying over that person thats making somebody else smile and let God bring you the person who wants to make you smile...
    kmart52492 kmart52492
    18-21, F
    Sep 15, 2013

    Will it stop someday?

    The thoughts of u.. Will they stop.. The memories.. Will they fade?
    Teddysprincess Teddysprincess
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2015

    I can't get over him.

    I can't stop thinking about him. I wish I could just forget the past year. Forget him. Forget it all. Erase everything from my memory. Stop feeling. Stop crying. Sleep again. Be happy again. It's been two months since he broke my heart. It's not getting better. When...
    Miranda240 Miranda240
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2014

    Just found out he was definitely seeing someone

    else while he was still sleeping with me. I'd like to throw up but he's not really worth that kind of a reaction. I haven't spoken to him and I don't want to. I've thought about going to his house and making a scene but it Probly wouldn't even make me feel better. It would...
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Aug 19, 2015

    I Miss You...

    Tonight was one of those nights...that i thought about you. Thought about the wonderful times we had together and not the bad ones...the ones that ended this relationship. I miss you so much. I wish every day for your return to me. But i know it will never happen. How can i wrap...
    carla788 carla788
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 11, 2013

    I am so tired of living my life it's

    so pointless I don't know my purpose in life why did God make he wasted his time making me I feel like the wrong person was put in my life now that they left I feel my life is not worth living I feel like it's all my fault I wish my life was just how it use to be I would do...
    dnicebby dnicebby
    26-30, F
    Jun 16, 2015

    In the beginning, I fell in love with him.

    He was my everything, my person, best friend, shoulder to cry on, love. I knew I was his everything too, his eyes sparkled when he looked at me, he always reminded me how beautiful I was and how much he loved me. 9 months of the greatest relationship I have ever had with...
    courtknee2 courtknee2
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2015

    Wrong Choice

    I usually walk my dog at the same park everyday and I used to see this muslim guy that I found quiet attractive. We started talking and we kind of got into a relationship. We really never talk about it being serious and we certainly had fun together. He is a nice person and I...
    Lancsgirl Lancsgirl
    26-30, F
    Jun 18, 2012

    When You Love Someone....

    You want to do everything for them. You want them to be happy no matter what. I think about him constantly. I haven't seen him in 8 days. I crave him, I want to touch him, I want to smell him. The last time I saw him I studied his face, I tried to memorize every line, every...
    blondiej blondiej
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Jul 28, 2012

    My boyfriend broke up with me.

    He couldnt take it anymore. Seeing other couples together while we are far apart. It hurts, does it get better? Does the pain go away?
    deleted deleted
    Oct 11, 2015

    My fears would be 1. I'll never be able to feel

    what i felt for him ever again. 2.I'll always know what I am missing.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 18, 2015

    I Really Need To Be Able To Talk About This Situation With My Ex, But I Can'T Tell Anyone In My Life.

    The last story I posted explaining whats going on with my ex boyfriend and I is tearing me apart. I don't sleep anymore and I hardly eat. I know it not be this difficult forever, but right now my world is turned upside down. I am in desperate need of ways to help me cope and move...
    stolenlove stolenlove
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 29, 2013
    latinafairy latinafairy
    31-35, F
    Nov 12, 2015

    My pain button..a memory,

    a place, a word, a song may turn u on
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Dec 7, 2014

    Always the Friend

    You know all those movies about teenagers who are best friends, and think of each other as brother and sister and the guy has a girl friend, or girl has a boyfriend. Then theres a huge dilemma with miscommunication and lies, and then they finally end up falling...
    justaprettyface justaprettyface
    10 Responses Feb 8, 2009

    I feel very depressed I miss my other half!

    Being single has been so hard and Lonely. I miss my best friend and confidant. I've never felt so empty.
    dnicebby dnicebby
    26-30, F
    Jun 6, 2015

    It hurts ..I try to dim the pain.

    .but every though of her ..every kiss ..every embrace haunts me ..regret engulfs my thoughts while despair does the same to my days ..What's the point of having a heart if it causes you such pain ? I live like prometheus but instead of my liver my heart takes the constant savage...
    Baidz Baidz
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 22, 2013

    Summer Of Lost Love

    It’s very hard to put down in words the feelings and emotions that run through your body when you are heartbroken. I will try my best to explain what happened and how it affected my overall lifestyle. My name is James; I’m 20 years old and a student at Southampton University...
    JamesCampion10 JamesCampion10
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2012

    He Was My First...And It Was Supposed To Be Forever!

    Hello. I want to share a really sad story with someone out there. I am not a very social person and all my life I have been an outcast. I am a good person with a full heart but I have always been different and I guess that is why people don't like me. I come from a strict family...
    LonelyGirl1230 LonelyGirl1230
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Mar 18, 2013
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