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I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend less

    than an hour ago. I feel like relapsing, I want to die again. I just don't understand why everyone has to betray me? He refuses to excommunicate this girl that has been causing so much drama in our relationship. Then, I just found out he has a secret Instagram account with all...
    StrangeDisaster StrangeDisaster 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    My ex-boyfriend broke up with me about a month

    ago. A little over a month, and it still hurts. I see him at school and it's hard. I want to move on and it's hard to because he was first love. I think about him all the time, but my relationship ended.
    indiegirl1216 indiegirl1216 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Was Loving Me So Hard?

    It wasn't about who's right or who's wrong ,who's weaker or who's strong, who's innocent or who's at fault It's really not about that kinda thing at all It's not about who does it or done it or did it to who Don't matter if the both of us lose It really wasn't about anything...
    ncebie ncebie 18-21 Oct 5, 2013

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    It hurts ..I try to dim the pain.

    .but every though of her ..every kiss ..every embrace haunts me ..regret engulfs my thoughts while despair does the same to my days ..What's the point of having a heart if it causes you such pain ? I live like prometheus but instead of my liver my heart takes the constant savage...
    Baidz Baidz 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 22, 2013

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    Many Heartbreaks

    Doubt there is a person alive that hasn't suffered from heartbreak. Some more, some less. Heartbreaks over the years caused me to build walls of defense. I hid myself behind those walls. Allowed no one for many years to even peek inside my walls. I found what I enjoyed doing...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 5 Responses May 30, 2012

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    He Finally Emailed Me

    So here I am confuse and mostly heartbroken. Yesterday my former fiancé emailed me saying how he remembered yesterday because a year ago I went through something that marked our relationship...he just wanted to let me know how strong and resilience I was that day. He hasn't...
    carla788 carla788 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    My boyfriend & I have been together

    since August of last year. He's messed up a couple of times & I've broken up with him. When that would happen he would send me essays , telling me he loved me & to take him back. I appreciate this and took him back. I've never cheated or flirted with anybody . he had me sprung...
    mrsfrancois mrsfrancois 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 6

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    When I first thought of heartbreak it was a

    figure of speech not really real! But you don't know anything about it till you've experienced it The pain i felt was the most horrible I felt actual heart break a sharp pain in my chest that sunk to my gut. My legs wobbled I couldn't stand up I couldn't hold back the tears. I...
    Authentic921 Authentic921 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 15

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    When you heartbreaks,

    it breaks your whole being. Nothing remains the same. With the break goes the love and peace you felt with the moments that brought them to you. They shatter into pieces. As they pass through your tears you feel the emptiness fill your heart. The shards of memories that once...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    This is the first story I've ever written on

    this site and likewise my first real experience of heartbreak. The stupid kind, where there are no grand betrayals or the cruel lapse of time, just a girl standing in front of a boy, trying to tell him that she loves him and him just not caring. I laugh but its empty. What do I...
    starstarstar58 starstarstar58 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    The feeling of getting your heart broke is

    absolutely horrible. There is no drug that can mend or numb the pain because if there was id spend my last dime on it. My ex boyfriend was the light of my life. He meant everything to me. When i look back there were so many signs that i should leave, such as cheating, lying, and...
    Heartbreakhotel96 Heartbreakhotel96 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 19

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    My bf and I haven't been seeing each other

    that long, but we spend a lot of time together, and talked about it a month ago that once he finishes school we would move in together and then we would start planning a wedding. I know that this man is the one for me to spend my life with. About 3 wks ago, I was sexually...
    match4me match4me 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    I Really Need To Be Able To Talk About This Situation With My Ex, But I Can'T Tell Anyone In My Life.

    The last story I posted explaining whats going on with my ex boyfriend and I is tearing me apart. I don't sleep anymore and I hardly eat. I know it not be this difficult forever, but right now my world is turned upside down. I am in desperate need of ways to help me cope and move...
    stolenlove stolenlove 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    I lost my V card to one of my guy friends

    and although at the time it was just for fun, he stopped talking to me and is just acting indifferent and rude. I fell in love and im just screwed and broken, I cant help but feel like i was used but somehow I just want to be next to him... How can I stop this pain?
    Dragonfly82 Dragonfly82 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I will try to give the Sparknotes version,

    but this is my story. I met my ex in November of 2013, right before Thanksgiving. It was one of those cliche "love at first sight" moments. A week later we were dating. He was older and had experienced a lot of terrible things as a sniper in the Army when the war was really...
    mbk13 mbk13 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    "How the hell does a broken heart get back

    together when it falls apart?" I really don't know. I don't know how to feel better. How long is it going to take before I don't think about him every second of every day? I'd love one glorious minute where he wasn't on my mind. Even in sleep I swear he's all I think about...
    Miranda240 Miranda240 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    When You Love Someone....

    You want to do everything for them. You want them to be happy no matter what. I think about him constantly. I haven't seen him in 8 days. I crave him, I want to touch him, I want to smell him. The last time I saw him I studied his face, I tried to memorize every line, every...
    blondiej blondiej 41-45, F 10 Responses Jul 28, 2012

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    Time To Hide

    Time to hide - restore my pride that’s been shattered to the core Retreat to a place, remove the disgrace and pick myself up off the floor Lesson learned, the hard way too, forgot what it felt like to hurt Will never put myself in harm’s way again – too painful to feel like...
    GeorgieMeow GeorgieMeow 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2013

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    I Miss You...

    Tonight was one of those nights...that i thought about you. Thought about the wonderful times we had together and not the bad ones...the ones that ended this relationship. I miss you so much. I wish every day for your return to me. But i know it will never happen. How can i wrap...
    carla788 carla788 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    I am really depress an broken hearted at the

    moment an really need someone to talk to. I feel like I'm about to explode or go crazy I just need to talk to someone.
    kristel88 kristel88 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    The hardest part of moving on is letting go of

    the memories hopes and dreams... Knowing that he has them with someone else and is happy
    dnicebby dnicebby 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I Am Suffering!

    i'm starting to believe that i'm really a very unfortunate girl in love. i've been having bad experiences in a row. well, i dated a guy, the break up was nasty, cause he caused it that way...i lose weight, got under a big depression but i recovered. although of course i feel more...
    Maharaz Maharaz 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M Oct 15

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    Loving someone who does not love you back is a

    constant, unbearable pain. It's so difficult, so tough to get by a day, sometimes an hour or a moment. It's so much difficult at times to let go of the past and move on. When you look back and realize what have you done, what a big mistake you have done, how coward you were that...
    nobodyn234 nobodyn234 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    The Loss Of Common Sense

    And again, the misery comes back because I lose hold of my sanity, lose hold of what my mind tells me to do. My heart is so fragile right now, but it pounds at the sight of his words. And then we talk, have a wonderful conversation, and I expect that it will last that way...
    heavenlymissy heavenlymissy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    The Healing Continues

    It's been seven weeks since she changed her mind and I drove down that highway leading me home and away from her. Three weeks since I made the decision to find a way to just get over or past it. Although I'm doing good there are times a thought will pass through my mind or...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 3 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    I Lost The Love Of My Life

    Jamie and I dated many years ago when we were in High School and for a few months after, when we broke up Jamie decided to move to CA(were both from PA). I thought about him often over the years and wondered how he was doing.We finally hooked up on another site in 2009 and it was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    We've been dating for almost a year,

    he was my Dominant (Partner in control), my boyfriend and I hoped for so much more. But I have been hurt so many times, I was feeling alone. I said, "I feel like I am losing you.." He said, "Maybe we should forget this, stop while we are ahead and save our hearts. Just know you...
    xNeverForgetx xNeverForgetx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 13

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    Always the Friend

    You know all those movies about teenagers who are best friends, and think of each other as brother and sister and the guy has a girl friend, or girl has a boyfriend. Then theres a huge dilemma with miscommunication and lies, and then they finally end up falling...
    justaprettyface justaprettyface 16-17 10 Responses Feb 8, 2009

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    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE 13-15, M Oct 12

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    I had been dating my ex

    for about two years this was my longest relationship... he was a lot of first. how do you get over it... it hurts... I still loved him.. but he wanted to see me happy... but I couldn't and I say I didn't because I was mad... but now he said he can't ... and I'm a thing of his...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    tametheli0n tametheli0n 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I'M Done With It All!

    I have had my heart broken for the last time....I can't take this anymore. Everytime I put my heart into someone they crush it in the palm of there hands like it means nothing. Now this last guy I have been seeing for over 6 months is a habitual cheater. He never really wanted to...
    SunsetDaily SunsetDaily 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2013

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    I feel so helpless and.

    .heartbroken. As harsh, hurtful, stubborn and arrogant as he is, he is also reliable, hilarious, caring, and always by my side. He told me not to fall but I chose to do it. Heartbreak is unexplainable. It's like my heart is actually breaking, I feel like my heart and ribcage...
    nothingpersonalx nothingpersonalx 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I Have Broken My Own Heart

    At first, I used to think that I wasn't worthy of being loved, let alone liked by men. You know, the whole notion that men are out to get me, or that all men are the same. I was insecure; I felt worthless and far from confident. In retrospect, I've done things that might have...
    TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo TrulyMadlyDeeplyDo 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    Something In The Way

    I'm brought back to a time where I felt as if nobody in the world cared, where I felt like I was just a shadow and nobody could really see me. Constantly rejected, ignored, tossed aside, and forgotten about. I am a shadow. A nobody. A nothing. I loved her. I still do. She has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 2, 2011

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    I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

    I'm so sad, i'm feeling like i don't value .. like i can't find my happiness in this world, anyway, my story is a beautiful one and i wanna share with you because i need to hear opinions from people with experience.. i need help, but first i want to apologize for my bad english...
    ANDARYELLUPO ANDARYELLUPO 22-25, F Dec 5, 2013

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    Was with this girl 4 years.

    On and off a few times. (My first and only) everytime we broke up before it was her. And eventually we got back together. Recently I decided to end things. And for some reason she told me she's already found someone else and moved on. Like I didn't need to know that. For some...
    jfosmark jfosmark 22-25, M Oct 27

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    You Deserve Better.

    I want you to know right now that you are too strong to live life hurt.You are too beautiful to let someone elses ugly ways make you insecure yourself.So stop crying over that person thats making somebody else smile and let God bring you the person who wants to make you smile...
    kmart52492 kmart52492 18-21, F Sep 15, 2013

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    I dont know what to do anymore.

    I feel so helpless. The one person i go to for everything has just ruined my world...
    ashashleigh ashashleigh 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 14

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    He may still love you.

    He probably does. He probably doesn't know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he's doing about it, and what he's doing is nothing. And if he's doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything...
    chiyo13 chiyo13 13-15, F May 3

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    I have had the same boyfriend

    for five years I left him for three months because I needed a break to focus on school. He would hit me up everyday begging for me to take him back and he was sorry for treating me badly. After three months I gave in and took him back. Everything was going well until I found out...
    nessa213191 nessa213191 22-25, F May 30

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    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE 13-15, M Oct 12

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    So I don't know if anyone else feels me

    but there is this guy and oh I love him so much. The thing is though... When I fell for him he had no intentions of catching me. I watch him everyday go flirt with his girlfriend and then he sees me and just turns away. We dated for a while a long time actually and then one day...
    heartbreakgirl15 heartbreakgirl15 13-15, F Nov 9

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    So last year i got my first boyfriend

    and things were going amazing he always texted me and he would make me lots of food and sweets but then one day after this cotillion (eww ikr) he started acting all different we weren't paired together we were paired with different people and that didn't bother me... what...
    Iamdangerousok Iamdangerousok 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    I dated this guy for 3 years

    and was completely in love with him. He was my first everything. We broke up several months ago but just recently quit talking. Now all he ever tries to do is hurt me. He only had an Instagram because of me, and I was his only follower. He only uses the account to post things...
    essenceofember essenceofember 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    Wrong Choice

    I usually walk my dog at the same park everyday and I used to see this muslim guy that I found quiet attractive. We started talking and we kind of got into a relationship. We really never talk about it being serious and we certainly had fun together. He is a nice person and I...
    Lancsgirl Lancsgirl 26-30, F Jun 18, 2012

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    Is anyone there I'm dealing with heart break

    plz anyone 😭😭😭😭😭
    Khaleesi1Regan Khaleesi1Regan 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    How can i even move on.

    .. I don't know what to do and i feel lost.
    SKI9 SKI9 18-21, F 1 Response May 31

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    Upon realizing my feelings,

    the more I can feel my heart aches. I just want to run away and then hopefully someone new come along the way and stop the aching. I didn't want to realize my feelings, but the realization hit me. My chest tightens the moment I think about her. I need to stop this feelings of...
    estles estles 18-21, F Mar 18

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