I Am Suffering From Heartbreak

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    My heart is as a snow crystal,

    white, pure, glamorous, serene, & yet so fragile..Only a shining sun can make it melt so hard, & only a devil would break it so bad..a shining sun, yet a devil, those are what you are..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Nov 27, 2014

    I need to gather my heart,

    hug myself, heal my pain, and walk away..I want ur love to go away, and I dont feel that pain anymore..I need to teach myself how to forget..how to live..
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    Nov 25, 2014

    Standing in the center of broken hearts zone.

    . Yesterday was his birthday, i wish i could be there with him, i wish i could celebrate his day, i wish i was able to greet him on his birthday, why am i out of his life :(? Why am i not accepting to be out of his life :(!
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

    I spent seven year of my life with my ex

    fiancé . I don't believe in sex before marriage he knew that from the beginning I am a virgin he's not he broke up with me a few months ago he was cheating on me with a ******** and left me to be with her I feel this uncontainable guilt... He said he left because we didn't have...
    dnicebby dnicebby
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

    This is the first story I've ever written on

    this site and likewise my first real experience of heartbreak. The stupid kind, where there are no grand betrayals or the cruel lapse of time, just a girl standing in front of a boy, trying to tell him that she loves him and him just not caring. I laugh but its empty. What do I...
    starstarstar58 starstarstar58
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    I had been dating my ex

    for about two years this was my longest relationship... he was a lot of first. how do you get over it... it hurts... I still loved him.. but he wanted to see me happy... but I couldn't and I say I didn't because I was mad... but now he said he can't ... and I'm a thing of his...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

    "How the hell does a broken heart get back

    together when it falls apart?" I really don't know. I don't know how to feel better. How long is it going to take before I don't think about him every second of every day? I'd love one glorious minute where he wasn't on my mind. Even in sleep I swear he's all I think about...
    Miranda240 Miranda240
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2014

    So I don't know if anyone else feels me

    but there is this guy and oh I love him so much. The thing is though... When I fell for him he had no intentions of catching me. I watch him everyday go flirt with his girlfriend and then he sees me and just turns away. We dated for a while a long time actually and then one day...
    heartbreakgirl15 heartbreakgirl15
    16-17, F
    Nov 9, 2014

    I dated this guy for 3 years

    and was completely in love with him. He was my first everything. We broke up several months ago but just recently quit talking. Now all he ever tries to do is hurt me. He only had an Instagram because of me, and I was his only follower. He only uses the account to post things...
    essenceofember essenceofember
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2014

    The hardest part of moving on is letting go of

    the memories hopes and dreams... Knowing that he has them with someone else and is happy
    dnicebby dnicebby
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    Was with this girl 4 years.

    On and off a few times. (My first and only) everytime we broke up before it was her. And eventually we got back together. Recently I decided to end things. And for some reason she told me she's already found someone else and moved on. Like I didn't need to know that. For some...
    jfosmark jfosmark
    22-25, M
    Oct 27, 2014

    The feeling of getting your heart broke is

    absolutely horrible. There is no drug that can mend or numb the pain because if there was id spend my last dime on it. My ex boyfriend was the light of my life. He meant everything to me. When i look back there were so many signs that i should leave, such as cheating, lying, and...
    Heartbreakhotel96 Heartbreakhotel96
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 19, 2014

    Is anyone there I'm dealing with heart break

    plz anyone 😭😭😭😭😭
    Khaleesi1Regan Khaleesi1Regan
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    When I first thought of heartbreak it was a

    figure of speech not really real! But you don't know anything about it till you've experienced it The pain i felt was the most horrible I felt actual heart break a sharp pain in my chest that sunk to my gut. My legs wobbled I couldn't stand up I couldn't hold back the tears. I...
    Authentic921 Authentic921
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2014
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE
    16-17, M
    Oct 12, 2014
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE
    16-17, M
    Oct 12, 2014
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE
    16-17, M
    Oct 12, 2014

    Hey.. I'm turning 14 in February of 2015.

    . And I get that im so young.. And that its 'impossible' to even know what love is (says my mother) but I honestly do. In 2012 I fell in love with a boy.. Named Lucas. He lives 3 hours away from Me. And the only reason why and how I met him is because I was visiting my...
    lexi5789 lexi5789
    16-17, F
    Oct 5, 2014

    I am really depress an broken hearted at the

    moment an really need someone to talk to. I feel like I'm about to explode or go crazy I just need to talk to someone.
    kristel88 kristel88
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 17, 2014

    My ex-boyfriend broke up with me about a month

    ago. A little over a month, and it still hurts. I see him at school and it's hard. I want to move on and it's hard to because he was first love. I think about him all the time, but my relationship ended.
    indiegirl1216 indiegirl1216
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2014

    My bf and I haven't been seeing each other

    that long, but we spend a lot of time together, and talked about it a month ago that once he finishes school we would move in together and then we would start planning a wedding. I know that this man is the one for me to spend my life with. About 3 wks ago, I was sexually...
    match4me match4me
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Aug 14, 2014

    I feel so helpless and.

    .heartbroken. As harsh, hurtful, stubborn and arrogant as he is, he is also reliable, hilarious, caring, and always by my side. He told me not to fall but I chose to do it. Heartbreak is unexplainable. It's like my heart is actually breaking, I feel like my heart and ribcage...
    nothingpersonalx nothingpersonalx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2014

    My boyfriend & I have been together

    since August of last year. He's messed up a couple of times & I've broken up with him. When that would happen he would send me essays , telling me he loved me & to take him back. I appreciate this and took him back. I've never cheated or flirted with anybody . he had me sprung...
    mrsfrancois mrsfrancois
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 6, 2014
    athleticnerd athleticnerd
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 14, 2014

    So last year i got my first boyfriend

    and things were going amazing he always texted me and he would make me lots of food and sweets but then one day after this cotillion (eww ikr) he started acting all different we weren't paired together we were paired with different people and that didn't bother me... what...
    Iamdangerousok Iamdangerousok
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2014

    I dont know what to do anymore.

    I feel so helpless. The one person i go to for everything has just ruined my world...
    ashashleigh ashashleigh
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2014

    I lost my V card to one of my guy friends

    and although at the time it was just for fun, he stopped talking to me and is just acting indifferent and rude. I fell in love and im just screwed and broken, I cant help but feel like i was used but somehow I just want to be next to him... How can I stop this pain?
    Dragonfly82 Dragonfly82
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2014

    We've been dating for almost a year,

    he was my Dominant (Partner in control), my boyfriend and I hoped for so much more. But I have been hurt so many times, I was feeling alone. I said, "I feel like I am losing you.." He said, "Maybe we should forget this, stop while we are ahead and save our hearts. Just know you...
    xNeverForgetx xNeverForgetx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    I will try to give the Sparknotes version,

    but this is my story. I met my ex in November of 2013, right before Thanksgiving. It was one of those cliche "love at first sight" moments. A week later we were dating. He was older and had experienced a lot of terrible things as a sniper in the Army when the war was really...
    mbk13 mbk13
    22-25, F
    Jun 9, 2014

    How can i even move on.

    .. I don't know what to do and i feel lost.
    SKI9 SKI9
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 31, 2014

    I have had the same boyfriend

    for five years I left him for three months because I needed a break to focus on school. He would hit me up everyday begging for me to take him back and he was sorry for treating me badly. After three months I gave in and took him back. Everything was going well until I found out...
    nessa213191 nessa213191
    22-25, F
    May 30, 2014

    It's hard living without the one person you

    lived for. It hurts to breathe knowing you're no longer in my life. I love you so hard and you push me away. I can tell you still love me. So why are you fighting?
    Kidlowe113 Kidlowe113
    22-25, F
    May 22, 2014

    I did the worse possible thing I can do

    and now I'm living with the consequences. I left the love of my life for what seem to be a good time with another girl. While messing around with this other girl my ex now was constantly trying to make me open my eyes and willing to take me back Now that I finally opened my...
    stayingstrong12 stayingstrong12
    22-25, F
    May 14, 2014

    I believe that i met my soulmate

    when i was 25 years old. We fell in love,had a passionate, intense relationship for 16 years.He treated me like his queen,and fulfilled every little desire of mine. But just as we had our ups, we had our downs as well. Our relationship was abusive, painful and torturous at times...
    bkapur bkapur
    41-45, F
    May 13, 2014

    He may still love you.

    He probably does. He probably doesn't know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn't what matters. What matters is what he's doing about it, and what he's doing is nothing. And if he's doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn't do anything...
    chiyo13 chiyo13
    18-21, F
    May 3, 2014

    Cuz im happy on the outside Waiting

    for it to kick inside My facebook paints the prettiest picture I’m beautiful and sexy and smart and all together But inside my heart is breaking Yet again The guys I make love with Think Im just their temporary girlfriend Not worthy of the actual title And I took it for as...
    bphi138 bphi138
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    I have never hated someone

    as much as my ex, although i loved him so much. All i think of is taking revenge. Its like all the love just turned to hate. I wna hurt him just as much as he hurt me. I want him to feel pain. This feeling gets so intense that i just end up crying. I need to move on and i cant...
    Cindirilli Cindirilli
    22-25, F
    Apr 22, 2014

    It's been two weeks since I've heard your voice.

    It's been longer since I've seen you. You would think I would be used to it but the truth is it gets harder everyday. Who tells someone they love them in the same sentence as breaking up with them? I keep expecting you to tell me it was a mistake and come back.. But this is real...
    RBH101 RBH101
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2014

    I loved a woman. Her name was Gina.

    ..a gorgeous, Italian from NY! And she has the most sensual accent ever! Ah! :( We were the perfect soul mates! She was everything I wanted in a woman...smart, quirky, funny, silly, a mess like me, femme, mature, and with chemistry like magic! We were practically twins! Only...
    closetcasecat closetcasecat
    22-25, F
    Apr 10, 2014

    I had a thing with a guy

    who is my ex.. But this year we aren't dating I thought we were good Last week he told a girl he loved her and waited a year for her and I talked to him an didn't tell him directly but I told him I'm sick of being played and we should stay friends This ended in a bad note and...
    Tiifo Tiifo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    I wished he missed me.

    I can't change that I guess. I'm nothing.
    AmericanPie91 AmericanPie91
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2014

    After a break up, when a girl deletes you off

    of every single social networking site and disappears what does that mean?
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2014

    My ex broke my heart,

    I can't seem to get over her. It's like I can't do anything any more I'm really really anxious it gets hard for me to breathe and my heart beats so fast. She told me that she wanted space to see if she actually wanted to be with me...then she went a slept with another guy and...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

    Upon realizing my feelings,

    the more I can feel my heart aches. I just want to run away and then hopefully someone new come along the way and stop the aching. I didn't want to realize my feelings, but the realization hit me. My chest tightens the moment I think about her. I need to stop this feelings of...
    estles estles
    22-25, F
    Mar 18, 2014

    So this boy. We dated

    for quite awhile. On and off. We had so many great memories. Good times and bad. I'm very young, I know. But I'm positive I really loved him. There was always one of my friends who would try to split us up. And sometimes we did. But we'd get back together and be even stronger. I...
    glowiththeflow glowiththeflow
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    That despite knowing you've done everything you

    possibly can... The man you loved and thought the world of for years turned out to be the biggest controlling, manipulative jerk you've ever met. But you're still hurting. Why? Because you still love him.. Torn between asking someone to go back and letting goi... Why put...
    xXLadyXJourneyXx xXLadyXJourneyXx
    36-40, F
    Mar 11, 2014

    I feel like I'm runnin outta time,

    so lemme tell u how I feel like and what's sittin on my mind....I lose change, I lose dimes, I've gone insane, I lost my mind, I needa find my inner peace but that ***** is hard 2 find, I needa second, or uh minute a whole beat until it finish, wore my heart on my sleeve, just...
    souLcalibur souLcalibur
    26-30, M
    Mar 9, 2014

    I loved a man for ten years gave him my all

    but yet it never seemed good enough. We have 3 wonderful blessings (our sons) that we will always share. Yet he won't be faithful or honest and I feel as if he had never loved me.
    Sweetheart24 Sweetheart24
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2014

    God I get so emotional about you.

    This never happened before. I shouldnt like you ..but I ******* do You are the boy that makes me confused with my emotions You make my chest ache, fill my stomach with butterflies and body yearn for you YOU ARE THAT ******* BOY The boy with blue eyes and the user name that has...
    fire100lilly fire100lilly
    18-21, F
    Jan 3, 2014

    I'm not suffering heartbreak from a boyfriend

    but from my dad. No one will understand. I haven't seen him in 7 years he didn't want anything to do with me. In fact he still doesn't. We were suppose to have family pictures but he came. But I didn't see him he only took a couple photos then he left and it hurts knowing he...
    Thatgirl8654 Thatgirl8654
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2013

    It hurts ..I try to dim the pain.

    .but every though of her ..every kiss ..every embrace haunts me ..regret engulfs my thoughts while despair does the same to my days ..What's the point of having a heart if it causes you such pain ? I live like prometheus but instead of my liver my heart takes the constant savage...
    Baidz Baidz
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 22, 2013
    kroar96 kroar96
    18-21, F
    Dec 10, 2013

    Today at lunch I heard my ex talking to my

    friend about how he likes this girl and he asked her out and I couldn't help but wanted to cry because I still care for him and I know she is probibly gonna hurt him because she is one of those girls that like too bully people and I don't want him to go through what I went...
    sydneycruz sydneycruz
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2013

    I just broke up with my boyfriend less

    than an hour ago. I feel like relapsing, I want to die again. I just don't understand why everyone has to betray me? He refuses to excommunicate this girl that has been causing so much drama in our relationship. Then, I just found out he has a secret Instagram account with all...
    StrangeDisaster StrangeDisaster
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

    I had a girlfriend who I still love

    but it's like we will never click , we argue we fight . I feel like she doesn't love me no more that she only wants me because she feels comfortable with me but deep down idk what to do . I know she doesn't love me but still stays knowing she doesn't love me she just doesn't...
    NicoleStone NicoleStone
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2013

    Father And Son With Cancer

    My baby brother and his son both have terminal cancer. They are lighthearted, fun people who make you feel good. Everyone likes them. My brother is too sick to work and drive. But he is being honored tomorrow at a sports event. So that has lifted his spirits. His son is a real...
    starlitmoon starlitmoon
    61-65, F
    Dec 2, 2013

    Continuously

    I don't know how it feels to be in a long-term relationship. I want so much to settle down yet every time I get the chance I push that person away, no one matches up to this image I have in my head. I always find faults with the person that I'm with. I trust the wrong people and...
    TwoGypsies TwoGypsies
    22-25, F
    Nov 18, 2013

    My Husband Cheated

    I was so happy and felt lucky that i had everything. I married my high school sweetheart who i lost my virginity too and we have two boys. I may be young but i take my vows seriously and i was a good supportive wife i worked while he was in school. I was so proud when he...
    deadstill deadstill
    26-30, F
    Nov 17, 2013

    Heartbroken , Lost And Feel Cheated

    I am just now undergoing a very bad phase of my life. I was in a 5 yrs long relation with a guy who was from a different faith and was younger to me. Though we did know , it was not meant to be for long, we did have a relation. 2 yrs back, he got involved with a colleague of his...
    vijik77 vijik77
    36-40
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2013

    Im Lost

    I was in a 7 year relationship with a Man. He's my first love. We both did alot If wrong to each other Over the years he says he forgives me and loves me but it want be another chance For us. He wants to hang out take me on dates and have sex but it Doesn't seem like he wants the...
    kyheartache kyheartache
    31-35, F
    Oct 21, 2013
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