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I Am Suffering From Major Heartache

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 219 People

    Shoot Out The Part Of My Brain That Remembers...

    I fell in love with a girl a little over a year ago. She wasn't my first love, but I fell harder for her than anyone I've ever known. My whole world used to revolve around the fact that I could make her happy. She told me she loved me. The way we talked was just... Perfect. One...
    CleaverofHod CleaverofHod 18-21, M Sep 8, 2013

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    Still Broken...

    I fell for this new co-worker in 2006, it took a couple of weeks for me to think I was at first. I thought it was lust, I liked another guy but that didn't last long. This one was different. I am still currently hooked on him, even though I was rejected in the worst ways. We both...
    meleternal meleternal 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    I Am Dead......

    I have no heartbeat. i am dead. no love can ever come from this heart of mine. i actually dont even think i have a heart , i just have a hole and its aching , bleeding ,broken, burned, chipped, cleft, cloven, cracked, crazed, cut ...and i have no use for it anymore. my life...
    Leighandra Leighandra 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2012

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    A Broken Heart

    i have just had the worst morning ever,  the love of my life my soulmate has just left unable to commit to our relationship whilst acknowledging that he will love me for ever is not strong enough to leave his current situation after months of plans right up to arriving with...
    mags017 mags017 46-50 Jul 30, 2008

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    KINGDOM of Misery

    THIS HAUNTING YEARNING, CREEPS SLOWLY INTO MY SOUL- A VENGEFUL WANTING, TO REGAIN WHAT YOU STOLE- HOW I HAVE A NEED TO MAKE YOUR HEART HURT- TO MAKE YOU FEEL THE PAIN OF MY LONELY WORLD- I HELD YOUR MISERY AS IF IT WERE MY OWN- REGRETS AND PAIN, TURNED MY HEART TO STONE...
    sinnamon76 sinnamon76 31-35 2 Responses May 17, 2009

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    Trying To Get Over The Loss Of My Best Friend.......

    Its been a couple of weeks now that feel like an eternity. Im missing my best friend and lover intensely. I never wanted it to end, certainly not like this. I know that not talking is best or I will never get over her. I know I cant pick up the phone and call - even if I did...
    bryancasey37 bryancasey37 36-40 2 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    :(

    Wish I never had a heart. I want to vanish into thin air :(
    rainbow82 rainbow82 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    I've Moved On .... What Does That Mean?

    I always mess up relationships. I've just turned 38 and yes I know I'll probably not have children now at this age, especially since there is about a snowballs chance in hell of me meeting someone and having a relationship meaningful enought to bear children. Anyway, I...
    WishIwasHappy WishIwasHappy 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 9, 2008

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    It's like I'm morning a death of someone

    or of a piece of me that will be gone forever. It hurts so bad like I could isolate myself not speak to anyone and be ok because I wouldn't get hurt...I can't continue to ask why? What went wrong? Why did u cheat? Why did u want to hurt me time after time after time? When I've...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Caught By Surprise...

    I guess I am coming on here to share something I have been wanting to get off my heart. It continues to hurt, a lot, and I still don't know what to do. My friends have continued to be there for me, which I am ever thankful for, but these nights always end up with me tearing up...
    chelseafan004 chelseafan004 22-25 3 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    My Life News..

    I haven't really written anything lately. Update on my life? Sure. I guess for those who care to read these. Well, lets see. I am in summer mode and Ive gotten drunk with my friends twice already and smoked pot for the first time in my life. Lets just say when I got drunk I did...
    addicted16 addicted16 16-17, F Jul 5, 2012

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    It Hasent Gotten Better

    I can barely handle this anymore. The struggle is to hard. Weve been apart for over two months and i still can not get her out of my head. We went for over 3 and 1/2 years without so much as an argument. It was not untill this past summer when things got a little bumpy. But there...
    TommyRooster TommyRooster 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2008

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    My Heart Is Breaking And I Feel Like I Am Dying

    My soul mates and husband left me yesterday after 6 years of marriage. I have known him since1999. We have a 5 year old son together. Both father and son worship each other. I found out yesterday some texts from another woman. He works abroad and was in Mexico middle of feb to...
    turkishprincess1 turkishprincess1 46-50 4 Responses Jun 8, 2013

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    Here To Listen.

    Heartache is incredibly painful, and at times you might feel like you'll never stop hurting. I've been there, and I know how much a listening ear can help. If you ever feel the need to talk to someone but are unsure whom to reach out to at the moment, we can connect you to good...
    wholemilklattes wholemilklattes 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2013

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    Pitch Black, Heart Stops

    What color is the heart? Red means love, life. Mine's black, no love, no life. It has been dead since it stopped beating, stopped beating for you. What good is the heart that can't beat, can't feel anything but pain? Longing for someone and something to happen? Hoping for...
    moischeherazade moischeherazade 31-35, F Sep 2, 2012

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    "from Excruciating Heartache To Numb, What Now?"

    There's a saying throughout NC when an outsider asked a local for directions - they say, "you can't get there from here" I have lived an amazing life. . . It didn't start out that way, however, my Mother is an amazing woman and continues to be my best friend. And if it were not...
    ShipWreckedInOlympia ShipWreckedInOlympia 51-55, F Feb 27, 2012

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    Wondering How I Will Move On

    i'm 23 years old, when i was 16 i dated my boyfriend for 5 years, it ended very badly.. both of us were just bad together, he wason drugs.. but i loved him so much. he has emotioally scarred me and i felt i would never move on or ever love again... till i met the perfect guy, we...
    jeni010 jeni010 22-25 2 Responses May 12, 2011

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    When Things Changed...Suddenly

    I am her life and she is my life, until things started to change. Now, I WAS her life and she is STILL my life. Don't you think that's unfair? I never thought that love could be this harsh. It's so painful. There are days when I thought i have already move on then it will strike...
    franciskiko franciskiko 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 22, 2013

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    Is This Really It?

    I have been in a relationship since I was 13 years old and now I am 31 years old and found that my love of my life, the most beautiful person inside and out was cheating on me. Furthermore, he responded by saying he just did not love me anymore.  I do not believe him when he...
    kehorses kehorses 31-35 Oct 6, 2008

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    My Champion, My Mom

    My Mom will always be my champion. She is the strongest person I know. She accomplished so much in her life. She raised all 8 of us with love and kindness. She stayed at home and got all of us to school on time and clothed and fed us properly. Through the years, we have...
    ralr ralr 51-55 Jan 2, 2013

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    In Process....

    I suppose that if my heartache is still in process, that means that there is still hope. Somewhere there be hope, but I am having doubts about where to look. I have a fiance, and if you check out my other stories, you will find that we haven't made love much as our relationship...
    InNeedOfAHug1029 InNeedOfAHug1029 22-25, F Sep 25, 2012

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    The Night He Took My Heart

    Don't you ever hate the way your best friend promises you that you two will always remain close friends, no matter what the circumstances are and how people can change before your very eyes? Last Summer, he and I and his family and my sister all went camping, and I had know idea...
    XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 5, 2009

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    I Don't Know How To Carry On Without Him

    My 4-year relationship has just come to an end because the man I loved with all my heart doesn't want me anymore. He has been abroad for a while and I was waiting for him to come back and now, just a couple of weeks before he was due back, he cheated on me and does not want me...
    allislost allislost 26-30, F 3 Responses May 8, 2010

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    Air Force Daughter

    I am dying inside from heartache, it aches for my daughter whom just finished her BMT.  She just graduated, and watching the boot camp video, I couldn't have done it.  She has signed for 6 years, so the time she gets done if she doesnt reenlist, she will be 27...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2009

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    The Friendship Was Fake...

    My heart is broken.. For the first time in many years I allowed myself to trust and have faith towards someone I thought loved me. Heartbroken from finding out that our whole friendship was a scheme of lies created by two individuals that prey on the innocent by deceiving and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    Is Love Enough?

    Three + years ago I met a young lady and little did I know I would fall head over heels for her. It has been quite some time since I have spoken toher but this **** hurts. She got me back into school, and did some other fantastic things for me. The thing is although I loved her I...
    shaywynon shaywynon 26-30 1 Response Dec 30, 2010

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    It is true that somebody better always comes

    along with all past relationship. However, the most recent heartache is always the hardest to bear! I met the most amazing girl while I was holidaying in Prague last year. As brief as it was, I stayed over her place for a good two weeks and we had the most perfect connection...
    Bazingaboy Bazingaboy 31-35, M Mar 13

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    This Really Sucks.

    im watching the whites of my eyes turn red as i remember the hurtful things you said. i was so disappointed, but didn't i know along that you wouldn't be there to catch my fall. this really sucks and i cant explain why im so shocked you've always been this way...
    hannahsenecal hannahsenecal 16-17, F Jan 18, 2011

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    We were going to be lovers He made me feel

    comfortable We had the same humor & for months kept each other sane Then he said he met someone & asked me to be his mistress I knew it would never be serious between us. I just wanted to be happy for a bit. Major or minor -- this still hurts I told him no.
    lovelyfatgal lovelyfatgal 31-35, F Jan 17

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    When I was 12 I met this girl at a meeting

    for kids with addict parents. She became my best friend and I relied on her for everything emotional and was very dependant on her. She became my girlfriend and was the only one who understood me. We were in an open relationship, and she was three years older than me. So in 2009...
    Gonzales96 Gonzales96 18-21, F Sep 18

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    My Dh Cheated With A Coworker

    Decided to stay in the relationship, but my heart is broken, will it ever be the same?
    eliie eliie 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2012

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    I'm Married But Broken Hearted

    I haven't seen him in so many years. I really didn't think I was in love with him. He confessed his love for me and even tried to persuade me to not marry my now husband. He told me I wouldn't be happy but I didn't believe him. I was with him for a very short time but I can't...
    MayThanda MayThanda 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2012

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    Flu And Heartache Is A Bad Combination

    Love her to death. She left me and now lives in another country. Having a flu besides heartache sucks!!
    xarxez xarxez 18-21, M Aug 29, 2013

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    up97 up97 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2013

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    How Much Can One Person Go Thru?

    When I lost my virginity I had fallen so hard, swept up in a sea of fantasy, only to be dumped the next day... my dream went back to his ex. Later I married to divorce to have the father of my kids ignore them for five straight years, later I met and fell again getting pregnant...
    Simbly Simbly 26-30, F 3 Responses May 4, 2012

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    Heartbroken & Its My Own Fault

    Last night I threw my BF of 2 yrs out in a fit of anger. We were best friends before anything ever progressed between us and it was wonderful. When the relationship progressed I was never happier.  However it was a 1 sided love...I loved him, he liked me. For two years...
    mixedcubanmami mixedcubanmami 31-35 1 Response Jun 12, 2009

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    When I Was In Junior Sch I Fell Inlove With Naaman Butler,it Was Love At First Sight

    Naaman was kwown as lil Naam to his friends but to me secretly he was kwown as the Love Of My Life and he never knew.It was Love At First Sight fop me when i arrived in grade seven but i allowed my shyness to get the best of me,i thought he never would of notice me so i diddnt...
    WARRIOR4CHRIST WARRIOR4CHRIST 18-21, F 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    Will It Ever Stop Hurting?

    I have been through alot of bad relationships that I thought I got my heart broken in but never knew what heartache was till he left. I have been on this dating site for a while and started talking to this Army country boy who seemed like my type. We talked for about a week when...
    proudgfarmy3321 proudgfarmy3321 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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    How My Heart Is Badly Broken

    I fill like i dont have any reason at all to trust anyone because i suffer from major heartache because someone in my life thinks its okay to play games with a persons heart well i don't think its okay i just dont know what i should do about it
    nicholesnooki nicholesnooki 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    Score

    youre watching sports while my heart battles itself from the knowledge that youre not wanting to Be and the deep hurt, a hole that says you are the reason for all the tears contradicting themselves while youre there in front of strangers feeling content im here your love feeling...
    doomedtodream doomedtodream 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2013

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    Anvil On My Chest and Fog In My Eyes.

    I dont know what to say or do i am crushed.
    TommyRooster TommyRooster 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3, 2008

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    "Do We Have To Do This Now?" She Asked Me

    “Well when are we going to do this?” I asked desperately. And she said nothing. And I asked her if I was ever allowed to talk to her. She told me yes. But now, looking back on it, I realize that meant she will never speak to me first. She has no desire. I wonder if she ever...
    fishcantblink fishcantblink 18-21, F Mar 24, 2013

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    You Still Control My Life..

    I am 24 years old. I was with someone for nearly 10 years, haven't spoken to him since we separated, at age 21. We were very in love, happy, faithful, amazing. People used to say if we didnt make it there would be no hope for anyone. The last year we were together, things were...
    DreamsnMidnightBlue DreamsnMidnightBlue 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Death Of A Beloved Pet

    She was the most lovable dog we ever had. She's been with us since i was 11yrs old. It's really hard to accept the fact that she's gone forever. I still feel her presence near me. She hardly wagged her tiny tail (she's a Doberman) when I called her name yesterday. I never really...
    SteffyC17 SteffyC17 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24, 2012

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    My Heart Is A Flowing River Of Love And Sadness

    Months had passed since we were last lovers, but we would still see on another. You see, our fire never died, it simply cooled. We both had an undeniable connection that went beyond words. We would just look at each other, in a warm embrace, into one another's eyes, and just...
    Brandonska Brandonska 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    Do You Ever Feel Like...

    The pain in your chest is rising the more you talk about something or someone? Like a tight squeezing and crushing of your heart, like plasters ripping layers off your heart leaving it ripped to bleed out, a stabbing needle attempting to stitch the open wounds and the strong...
    js246 js246 18-21 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    Where Did It Go Wrong?

    Wow... ok, lets try to tell the story. I am 25 and been through, well, 3 serious relationships including my first love in high school. Travis and I made our relationship official almost exactly a year ago today. I had ended a 5-6 year relationship with another man just 4 months...
    mainahgal mainahgal 22-25 1 Response Aug 29, 2012

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    Here I Am With A Broken Heart That Keeps Breaking.

    Everyone says "its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" Well, I think they are wrong. To lose something you care about tears a different kind of hole in your chest and leaves a permanent pit in your stomach. Someone tell me how that's better. Is it...
    FallenForTheIdiotInUniform FallenForTheIdiotInUniform 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 30, 2012

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    Never Though I'd Feel This Down ..ever. I'm Usually A Strong Woman

    Welll...... for almost 2 years I met the man that made me feel so happppyy .... so wonderful... I could do everything, say anything.. go anywhere with him.... we were completely best friends.. not just lovers.. I love him so much....Tear drops are falling as I type right now...
    shannagal shannagal 22-25 2 Responses May 28, 2012

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    Oh God...

    Been talking to a very special friend... And he had to go to bed... and now I'm... empty... sucky... :'(
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 19, 2008

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