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I Am Surrounded By Beauty I Have Drawn to Myself

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    Careful that you do not attract evil disguised under the alternate mask of beauty.  The most hideous creatures can appear beautiful to the loving eye.
    fascad3 fascad3 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 21, 2010

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    The Beauty Of Nature

    There is so much beauty that comes from Nature. I think that people don't realize that at all. nature is pretty all year long. I like to be out in it. It makes me feel so nice. When I have been out side. I just love being surrounded by Nature. I get to have it around me all year...
    acjf acjf 22-25, F Mar 4, 2011

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    In A Town Village

    Once upon a Sylph... There was a faerie who was very, very lost. So lost she didn't even know she was lost. Go figure. On a journey to self discovery, but not knowing that it was (again, that was how lost she was), she came across a town village  where different people flock for...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 8 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Thoughts And Beliefs ...

    Your thoughts and beliefs create your own reality This simple phrase contains so much wisdom I think.  We really do have control over the life we lead and the people and things which surround us.  If every day we believe that life is good, positive and a true blessing...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 5 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    The grasses in the back seat of my car,

    before the crashMy friend had given me a large swath of field grasses she had knived from the farm she walks her dogs in. I kept these in the back seat of my car because I could see them every day, and the scent of them grounded me.After the crash, I had to drive a rental car to...
    angsty angsty 61-65, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2013

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    Surrounded By Beauty

    "I am surrounded by beauty I have drawn to myself" is an affirmation that I have used for many years. I don't even remember where I first read it anymore, or if it just came to me. It helps me to remember that all the good things in my life, all the wonderful people, my...
    datura datura 56-60, F 38 Responses May 1, 2008

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    Everyday on my way from work I pass by a guy

    who stands by the robot whom makes a living asking motorists for money. Overtime I have befriended him not because I would give hime my small change, he has within him this beauty that radiates and you can't help but feel drawn to him. His home is the streets, but even in those...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Apr 25, 2014

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    I want to break down and slash my wrist and watch the blood hit the ground. I think to myself, what urges this on? Why am I so depressed, so angry, confused, upset. I just wanna...
    fade77 fade77 16-17, F Jan 28

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    A lifelong victory...that's what it is. I never knew who I was until now. I mean I knew I was trying to crawl outside of myself but never knew what form. I was raised to be a...
    bbluvsmomee bbluvsmomee 26-30 1 Response Feb 3

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    bored at work boss is busy and I need to O. I wear short skirts to work so easy to slip my hand between my legs and finger myself. love doing it as other people are around. then...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 52 Responses 3 days ago

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    I thought I didn't have anything else to do. I grabbed the blade and cut my thighs my wrists and anywhere else I could think of. I started and I couldn't stop. It's like something...
    ErIng9971 ErIng9971 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I cut myself on two different occasions. I wanted to feel that feeling that others said they felt. The relief of it all afterwards. And I also just genuinely wanted to feel...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I have been clean of cutting for probably a few months now, and this is when I had pocket knives and all in the house. I gave them to my boyfriend to hold onto. I can't really...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    Finally after years of searching I found my birth mom and sister! Here's a photo of her and I and how much we resemble each other. I finally feel complete❤️
    Submissivebabe Submissivebabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    more than once is an understatement. I can't count them all
    charkzilla20 charkzilla20 16-17, M Feb 1

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    how do I start ... I'm not the ideal teen. as a child, I thought of death I started self harming at 7 y/o and admitted into many hospitals within weeks of being released. 4 failed...
    SParedes627 SParedes627 18-21, F Feb 3

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    It is possible that I wrote a story here already, but it was censored by the EP police. So in protest I won't put another one here. Somewhat related, though, you can check out...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Feb 10

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    i got a cut on my finger befor
    carlosgalindo1130 carlosgalindo1130 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Well I cut my thigh so now what I'm obviously not getting better what do I do now?
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    Looking for people to understand me
    Vandium Vandium 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I don't mean anything. even my best friend would rather **** his boyfriend than help me through this hell. I should just die. I can't even cut to release...
    YaoiPrince YaoiPrince 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have always been willing sacrifice my happiness for the people i love. I recently have found myself in a situation where i wronged a friend and i apologised sincerely for it but...
    outragedbamboo outragedbamboo 22-25 4 Responses Jan 31

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    I'll try to sum up and simplify this as I could write for days, and to the untrained seem crazy if making any sense at all. I was bullied and mentally abused from childhood, as...
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    It took me some time before i came to realize that the events in my opinion were repeating themselves??Only to then realize that i was seeing future events of what could be?? I...
    001kn 001kn 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm finding myself feeling and not being able to combat the darkness within me. I'm not sure why, but the sense of lingering frustration has taken from me my desire to get out and...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    What I have to do now is find my way back to myself. And once I have found myself I must hang on to it.
    alan61a alan61a 51-55, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I get so mad at myself a lot recently. I feel like such a failure. I just barely have gotten a part time job and I'm just now in training and I love it so far, however, I need to...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi, I'm Katie. I'm from California and I'm 26 years old. I have given myself up for someone else before. I was getting annoyed with the situation, and I just did it. I don't...
    ksmith0315 ksmith0315 26-30 2 days ago

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    I have removed myself from the equation. It's not about me and the universe does not function for my benefit.
    Doviov Doviov 41-45 Jan 27

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    Are we awake or asleep?? I have SP about once a month or a couple times a week. It ALWAYS starts out with a very high pitched noise(most annoying sound in the world). My body...
    moomoo1992 moomoo1992 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    It sucks. For the longest time I had no idea what I was feeling or why. I never in a million years would have associated myself with anxiety. My dad started on some anti anxiety...
    Sweetphoenix35 Sweetphoenix35 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I tend to enjoy cleaning while I am upset. It takes my mind off of things and distracts me. I have caught myself on numerous occasions sleepwalking and cleaning. Most often I tend...
    Anonymous9065 Anonymous9065 18-21, F Feb 10

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    I tend to daydream about being dominated by young boys. I am sure that the hentai manga I read influences my thoughts but for a long time I have found myself inexplicably aroused...
    LittleMissMew LittleMissMew 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I have hated myself for 7 years. I'm tired. We're done here.
    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I have a very high tolerance for pain. I don’t process pain like a normal person does. Because of this, I have found myself in some emergency situations. The first problem...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 27 Responses Feb 6

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    While I have none myself, you'll definitely have my attention quicker haha.
    Teedge Teedge 22-25, M Feb 9

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    I achieved a double whammy of abusive fathers. my mother originally married an physically abusive marine. he was my ***** donor. mom must have shopped at Walmart for her next...
    ramvan ramvan 36-40, M Feb 12

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    I admire people with inner beauty more than outer. Inner beauty is more important to me.
    planter715 planter715 51-55, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I had to share this beauty...enjoy the video!TED Talks on standing up to bullyingSometimes bullying is verbal—an upsetting nickname, a disheartening taunt. Other times it...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    So a while ago me and my sisters were talking (I have an older sister and a younger sister both a year apart from me). And then it came up to the topic about looks. And by the way...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    After recently revisiting, Asia that I still hold these Western ideas of 'beauty' in regards to women. At first I didn't find some features beautiful, although I myself hold some...
    lorlisette lorlisette 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    There once lived a little boy who was surrounded by monsters that did monstrous things. Their nature was natural to them and became normal to him. He knew never to grow up like...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    Even if someone looks like a model.. If they have a ****** personality, you will never get along well!
    CeMi1706 CeMi1706 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I love my connections for who and what they are. I never create expectations that would lead to disappointment, just as I would never ask the stars that add beauty to my night to...
    GJOFJ3 GJOFJ3 56-60, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Hey guys. I wrote this as a letter ill never send. let me know what you think? I stopped writing for a while, mostly because, well, I wanted to block out how I had been feeling...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    Finding an inspiration that heals. Shes gone. It hurts but I will be okay. This past year has been phenomenally hard but I believe I'm exactly where I need to be. 2014 I was...
    mmn6134 mmn6134 22-25, F Feb 5

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