I Am Terribly Lonely

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    I Need A Friend.

    Today I started to realize alot of things about myself. I really have become distant from my close friends, then I started to realize why. They are all so fake, dramatic & always want to talk about themselves. They never even want to listen to anything I have to say & when I do...
    Aligator122910 Aligator122910
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

    Who Am I?

    I'm losing track of what is real in my life and what's in my head. Am i really alone and unloved or is it all in my imagination. I feel like I'm slipping away into madness and I'm desperately reaching out for somebody to pull me back to reality. But does anyone notice? Does...
    Arcentine Arcentine
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 13, 2013

    No Job & No Money

    I am terribly lonely because I study in a country that I do not know its language, & because after 21 years at school & non stop try, I still have no job & at 27 I rely on my parents money. Just desperate & have no idea what I can do...  so much...
    ofogh ofogh
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2009

    I Am Very Lonely

    I dont know what happened to me. I use to love to be alone and have no one calling me or asking me to do anything, no one would be around...and I loved it..I felt free.that all changed and i feel so alone and depressed but i have no one to be with. I had a boyfriend but he...
    whyamistillhere whyamistillhere
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

    Always Alone

    i'm never interested in anyone. and when i am, it's so rare and so shocking and suddenly profound. and of course they are just "not that into me." and losing weight, and getting happier and more confident and obtaining more goals in life just do not seem to make it any...
    allittakes allittakes
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    I feel empty Meaningless Sad Don't know what

    to do I cry sometimes Try not to think about it but it seems so vast like its all there is Ultimately I'm very alone And I'm really scared Wish someone would just take all away But there is no one I need people But I'm not at peace with myself I'm too isolated I mourn who...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 26, 2015

    There was a cyclist killed in my neighborhood

    on Friday. The community responded with a "meeting/memorial ride." I attended because I was deeply moved (I saw the body in the street, I am a cyclist and a motorist) by this man's death. I know that people respond/process things like this in their own way. I know that tragedy...
    lilsnackmoney lilsnackmoney
    26-30, F
    Jul 20, 2014

    I am very lonely right now.

    I just sat on my right hand until it went numb and then held it with my left hand so it felt like I was holding hands with someone. I wish I'm holding hands with someone. but I'm not. I'm lonely.
    thefandomthief thefandomthief
    13-15, M
    Jun 30, 2014

    Drugs and Booze Cannot Replace the Affections of One For Whom You Deeply Care.

    I don't have much to say at the moment, but I figured I would state "something"... So.......... I'm a just a human male living on the fringe(s) of society. I'm typically a very nice and empathetic guy. No real judgments here... So if you happen to have something on...
    Mikempathy Mikempathy
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2008

    I am married with three kids.

    My wife is a kind person and (I don't think) has ever had an affair. In my business and social circles I am known and (I believe) well liked and respected. Although I don't consider myself physically attractive women flirt with me regularly. Yet despite these things I fell...
    hoimannkatnip hoimannkatnip
    51-55, M
    1 Response Aug 5, 2014

    Everyday

    Everyday I wake up, by myself. My mom calls only my name in the morning, and then I go the kitchen to eat breakfast... by myself. I'd ask her to eat, but she's cooking.Then, when I go to school, I arrive alone, looking around for my crush, who only seems to be there at a...
    pacificblues pacificblues
    13-15
    Jan 12, 2010

    And Sick of It.

    Sometimes I just walk around aimlessly downtown, what does that make me? It makes me sick when I see people that are just hanging around with their friends, I used to be like that before my depression and now I can't even talk to people for longer than a few minuets, just out of...
    LakeShore LakeShore
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 5, 2008

    Dissapointment.

    I am very lonely in this world. People come and leave me then all alone with fading memories and a bitter taste of pain and dissapointment. I just get used to people very much. They leave and go ahead. I can just follow them with my eyes. I can just resign to my straits and sit...
    Irkala Irkala
    18-21, F
    Oct 19, 2013

    The Scam Of All Scams!!

    Well over ten years ago I was attracted to a Venezuelan woman who worked in a restaurant! I met her during the summer and she didn't have anyone to babysit her 4 year old daughter, so she brought her to work with her. One day, when I walked in and sat at the counter, there sat...
    MichaelD6801 MichaelD6801
    56-60, M
    Nov 6, 2010

    But only I care about that.

    I'm not here to solve that however; I'm here at your disposal. So fire away, use me at will and I will do my best to answer and to cheer you up. I only wrote this because of you anyway.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 20, 2014

    Babs

    I HAVE BEEN MARRIED SINCE 1977 I REALLY BELEIVED I HAD MET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I REALLY WORSHIPPED HIM. THE FIRST COUPLE OF YEARS WERE GREAT THEN A DOWNHILL SPIRAL AND DESPITE GOING TO MARRIAGE GUIDANCE COUNCILORS WE ARE NOT REALLY GETTING ALONG OVER THE YEARS I HAVE TRIED SO...
    Jan 21, 2013

    Terribly Terribly Lonely

    i'm in love with someone who does not love me back and i can't wrap my head around that fact that we will never be together. i feel so lonely it aches. i've never had anyone care about me in that special way. i go home after work to an empty apartment and i just want to cry until...
    Justagirl80 Justagirl80
    26-30
    7 Responses Feb 5, 2009

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    EP will be Closing at 4pm tomorrow and i just really want to at least try to keep in contact with people that have similar interest or feel the same way i feel I'm so lonely and...
    spiritualvirgo82 spiritualvirgo82
    31-35, F
    Apr 20
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    qari1722 qari1722
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    I joined EP three years ago because I was lonely and looking for someone to connect with. I met some great people but sadly no connection ever lasted. I'm upset that EP is shutting...
    chasingMonday chasingMonday
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I am lonely because no one likes my little skinny tiny ****
    Toeslongerthanmypp Toeslongerthanmypp
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    So for the past almost five years of marriage it has basically been like living with a roommate. My husband treats me like a maid and nanny and I am so sick of it. Last night he...
    SusanAlexander SusanAlexander
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    My husband travels a lot on business and I do often get lonely when he's away.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 18
    i am looking for a bf i am really lonely
    Sexyruby5 Sexyruby5
    13-15
    1 Response Apr 18
    Keeping busy and sleeping helps me break the habit of reaching out to people who don't care when I get lonely.
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    There are days when sitting in the same room is lonely . I love my husband with all my heart and soul . when we met the chase his perspective on life dreams ambition morals where...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 14
    am feeling very lonely here someone to get alone with me now
    priscilladillson100 priscilladillson100
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 12
    I want to be able to say I'm not lonely just because I'm alone, but it wouldn't be true. I am lonely. I have not one friend and the three I thought I had stopped talking to me it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 12
    The silence of the night is breathlessI feel lost and alonelike floating at the bottom of the seaA lost and lonelyforgotten meThe sky shinesfireflies looking downon a lonely and...
    nocool nocool
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    Well, not just tonight, but I've felt this way all day. Hell, practically this whole weekend. :/ I wish I didn't. I posted something like this last night as well, but I deleted it...
    Timster91 Timster91
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    I hate to admit it but I'm definitely lonely
    Lexie35 Lexie35
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 10
    I don't know why I'm writing this. EP's closing in a few days, so there's really no point. I just feel really lonely and this is one of my few outlets. :( I don't know why I'm...
    Timster91 Timster91
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    Me: *poking my sisters face at 3AM* Sister: *sits up confused* Me: Hi! Sister: Ugh. What do YOU want? Me: Rude much? Anyway, I just wanted to wake you up to say Merry...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    Before I found EP, Lonely was just part of the day. It became the norm after ten years of my wife not having any physical touching due to her heart meds. My days were made up of...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 9
    I am feeling lonely tonight even tho my boyfriend is here. Just wish for once I didn't have to go to bed alone because he wants to stay up and playing video games half the night...
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Apr 8
    Well I felt lonely then I got into EP and now it's going away so I guess bye everyone can't do anything about this now, time to be lonely again.
    TheWolfOfRussia TheWolfOfRussia
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I am 10 years married today. The 8th of April 2006. It was one of the best days of my life. A magical day! A fine day. A typical Irish wedding day!The sun came out! It rained! it...
    theoceanblue theoceanblue
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I am so lonely and bored I have nothing to do on the weekends but sit in the house I need someone to talk to
    121rainy 121rainy
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Apr 8
    I'm so lonely, I just wanna die... "Monsters don't live under your bed, they scream inside your head." -Unknown
    LunaKruna LunaKruna
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    Everyday I go through the motions of living life. Everyday is the same routine. This morning as I was drinking my coffee in the kitchen my husband walks by and he asks me where I'd...
    NothingToHide NothingToHide
    41-45, F
    13 Responses Apr 7
    Even when I'm with my friends I'm still lonely.
    nobodynumbah8 nobodynumbah8
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 7
    even after having so many good friends ,i sometimes feel so lonely and alone.i wished i had some 1 to vent right now.:(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 6
    And it makes me do things that I know I am going to beat myself up over later. Hahaha Current case in point, last October, a guy who I went to high school with started working...
    Myzery Myzery
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 5
    I am always lonely, even when I'm with people. Sounds like a disease, but I can't understand why it's like that for me. I don't feel connected to the people around me no matter how...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 5
    It may not be like me to post something like this, but admittedly I've felt so lonely for a good while now. And when I say lonely, I mean as in ALONE, with barely ANY friends. Why...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    Im a lonely person not gonna lie. Everything in my life went **** when i hit year 7/beginning of high school. I went from having lots of friends in primary school and when moving...
    ASpookyGhost ASpookyGhost
    16-17, M
    Apr 4
    I just feel really..really..really lonely now. And I just want to cry... And no, I don't want to talk to anyone about it.
    Fenriis Fenriis
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Apr 4
    Since experience is shutting down i would like to spill my guts one last time. I sometimes realiE that i am really lonely and find it hard to move on. Why does the past cling to me...
    Bradley84 Bradley84
    31-35
    Apr 4
    The thing about the definition of "Lonely" is- is that it can't be defined. The word itself does not only mean "Solitude" What happens inside our minds are not something a doctor...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 4
    I am a freshman in college and I feel lonely all the time. I just want to join a community were I can be myself
    uniquelychallenged uniquelychallenged
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 3
    I'm tired, exhausted, habitually lonely. I can't do relationships, authentic friendships. There's a wall I built and trying to scale it hurts, it's uncomfortable. I feel safe...
    Iscarpia87 Iscarpia87
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Apr 3
    I'm having one of these moments where I miss a certain someone, but they're not there and they don't care and there's nothing I can do about it. It's crazy how much I can miss...
    SkyouInSpace SkyouInSpace
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 3
    I have friends-best friends. They talk to me, I have good memories with them. But I feel so lonely. I'm surrounded by people but I feel so lonely.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 2
    My family is the biggest reason why i am lonely. They control my life and I'm not allowed to have my own feelings and beliefs. Immigrant parents are the worst. If they died, I...
    harryshyuna harryshyuna
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 2
    02/04/2016 - Isn't it funny how sometimes you can have so many friends/family and other important people around you yet you still feel lonely? It's a weird feeling especially when...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 2
    I'm here and there, i'm everywhere. I'm lonely by myself. In my room workin toward my dream like a science experiement. My youth is here, but not where i want it to be. I am strong...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty
    22-25
    Apr 1
    I need more friends, anyone wanna chat? Guy or girls idc
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 1
    Hello again. It's more than 2 months since I posted my first story...thanks to the people who responded. Things have moved on and I feel like posting again. Even though in 21 days...
    therainhorse therainhorse
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Apr 1
    I am always sad and when I am not sad I am mad. And I am lonely all the time. I have never been touched or loved by a guy at all and I am 21. I just stay up at night dreaming about...
    Savvy11 Savvy11
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Apr 1
    doing some illustrations for a comic book... bored
    siffier siffier
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 1
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