I Am Terrified of Being Judged

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 110 People

    It Feels As If I Am the Focal Point For All Peoples Thoughts In Public

    I sometimes feel as if I am the object of every ones negative thinking, not that i think Im important, its actually quite the opposite of that ... it's just my mind creates these illusions that Im in a perpetual state of being hated, feared, or unloved!! Then I started...
    SaintovSorrow SaintovSorrow
    36-40, M
    1 Response Aug 15, 2009

    which is one of many reasons...

    - Why I don't express myself half as often as I wish too. I don't let too many people know my inner most private thoughts. The parts that are truly me. It would devastate me if I trusted someone that much & they found me wanting or judged me as not worthy of them. I have...
    MaidenWolf MaidenWolf
    36-40, F
    Nov 11, 2009

    I Understand

     I can fortify my mind and emotions on a good day. I can protect myself from negative remarks and rude people. On most days. Sometimes, though, it's difficult not to fixate on whatever flaw is being pointed out by those who are careless with their thoughts and thoughtless...
    NaomiZero NaomiZero
    26-30, F
    7 Responses May 14, 2009


    for years i have been told i wasnt good enough. even as a kid i can remember my mother comparing me to others. to be more like this other person. in all my adult relationships i have the same thing going on. when i was in a 8 year relationship he said he would marry me if only i...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 15, 2012

    Even Now

    Even on anonymous websites, if I get to know and like people, it gets harder to be honest and filterless. So I join more and more to get a fresh start. Even now I reworded this entry multiple times to make sure no one reads this wrong, and no one finds it...
    fitterhappiervelcro fitterhappiervelcro
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2009

    Trying to Help

    I am a motivated person trying to get this project off the ground but Im nervous to post around EP asking for people to help in fear I'll be told to shut up or get lost. So for now I'm going with a petition and hoping people will sign to help end Suicide Silence... http://www...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 3, 2009

    Im new here.. Just getting in the swing of

    things.. Well um yeah. Btw, put the wrong year in for my birthday on my profile. Oops. Anyways, When I walk around and see people I kinda just know they're judging me in their heads.. For some reason I can't take it and get really depressed.. Is anyone else like that..?
    KoolKat1125 KoolKat1125
    22-25, F
    Mar 16, 2014

    I Just Want to Be Accepted For Me...

    I am so terrified of being Judge. I am worried that no one is going to like me for who I am, and that I will never be able to be who I want to be, or more than, who I am. I am just like anyone else. I have strengths, I have weaknesses, I make mistakes. I help others, and I...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2009

    And Yet..

    I sure don't do myself any favours sometimes with the things I say and do...
    newmurderer newmurderer
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2010
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