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I Am Terrified of Growing Old Alone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 195 People

    Only Child

    I am 30 years old.  I have only had 3 real boyfriends in my life.  One lasted for 3 years, one lasted for 6 months, and one is long distance that is still ongoing. I would like to get married ot my current boyfriend, but we need to live in the same place for awhile...
    OliviaHart OliviaHart 26-30 5 Responses Mar 13, 2010

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    The End Of The Road

     I am terrified that no matter how hard i try i will never find someone i can grow old with. I fear that my dreams of living a simple life with a loving husband and a couple of kids will never come true.  that somehow i was over looked when i was placed on this huge yet...
    PunkCowgirl PunkCowgirl 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 23, 2009

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    One Of My Few Bigger Fears

    One of my worst nightmares is ending up alone. You see, people - so far - have had a tendency of leaving me when I'm not valuable enough for them anymore. Aaaand I don't handle being alone very well....at all >.<
    peanlo peanlo 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 23, 2011

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    You Don'T Love Me Anymore

    You don't love me anymore, you left without saying a word no sound, no motions nothing but the tears streaming down your face. What did I do wrong? Why did you leave me? I don't understand I hate myself I cry out for you do you hear me? Does it hurt when you breathe too? Because...
    candygirl189 candygirl189 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6, 2013

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    I Am Scared To Be Alone And I Am Getting Old I Am Scared

    I look all the time for some one .And be alone every year scared me .I don't know what to do .I am scared to die alone.And I don't have family .Then I am scared and every one that are really not your friend.But you talk to .Say don't worry..But you still down in your heart you...
    ladywolf123 ladywolf123 51-55, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    Old Alone

    Someone I know constantly says this.  I feel bad for this person cause I don't think this person should worry growing old alone since he has lots of people who love him and are behind him.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 30, 2011

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    Maybe

    Although I'm fine with the idea of growing old alone, a part of me is more than terrified that I'd grow old without my soul-mate by my side.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 30, 2011

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    My Choice?

    I love a man much older than me. Some say that is my choice, but love is an emotion and emotions are often involuntary, so do I have a choice. He is 26 years older than me and I will always be there for him. He says he doesn't fear death, just being sick and alone. He will never...
    ravenfox ravenfox 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 22, 2009

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    Anguish

    "A dream is a wish your heart makes When you're fast asleep In dreams you lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep And the dreams that you wish Will come true".                           ...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 56 Responses Jul 20, 2010

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    Looking In the Mirrow

    It has been almost 5 years.  I don't want to grow old alone.  My hubby died almost 5 years ago.  The time has flown by faster then I can believe.  I want to share my life with someone.  I don't know hot to meet people .  The Internet has not worked...
    egt2bu egt2bu 56-60 30 Responses Feb 8, 2009

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    I Am Scared Of Being A Bag Lady On The Streets

    an old bag lady homeless and sad sack I believe this is my future already. nothing can save me from it its all due to the trouble I have caused others wanting things
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im so afraid. Its the one thing that scares me the most. i have a hard time holding on to people. I just, drift away. Growing up i was isolated and i went through a lot. And it...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Spanking... What a horrible thing to get, but a funny thing to see. I was 8 and my older sister was 12. So, our family were eating at the dining table, we all finished our food...
    lauraAd lauraAd 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 9

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    Wow! where do I start? I don't feel like spell checking sorry... Mom died when I was 32 days old. Dad died at 9, raised by grandmother, she died at 89 in 2001, a 16 year old...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 4

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    The last few years were so hard for me. In the last few months it got from complete hell to okay with continuing to improve. Some days I´m even happy! I was never able to talk...
    leilymae leilymae 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I'm a mother of two and it bothers me that I can't drive . Ive tried numerous of time but I'm just really terrified and I hate it for my two kids in the future . I'm unable to take...
    MariahMcgee MariahMcgee 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I am 21. At the age of 18 I ditched high school and my small home life for a large city and an art school. It took me many places and I made many great memories. Now I'm back home...
    Henryjk Henryjk 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    not from any specific person, but in general. well actually, basically just time away from my family. But my friends also put a tole on me every so often. I need to have my alone...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    There's a difference between older men, much older men, and old men. When I was 21, I was tired of only older men being attracted to me (30's, 40's, 50's). I felt like they were...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 4

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    Jeanettestudent Jeanettestudent 51-55, T 1 Response Jan 15

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    I really miss the old me.. The younger, innocent person who never saw the bad in life. Growing up is such a blessing yet a curse.
    xmoonxchildx xmoonxchildx 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    After a long day at work, you come home finding me in only a t shirt and a teasing smile. I tell you to sit down on the couch and relax. Climbing onto the couch behind you I begin...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    In a week i will be my birthday and i will be 22 but to me it just seems like other day to me i and not doing anything and for some reason i am fine with that, growing up birthdays...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I deserve no sympathy. I deserve not to love or be loved. I deserve to be alone. I've one mistakes in the past with my ex that I could never forgive myself for. I've hit her before...
    lostloveangel lostloveangel 18-21, M Jan 3

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    paulacc11 paulacc11 26-30, F Jan 3

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    My older brother. I don't talk about Jacob much with other people, most don't even know I have an older brother. I don't tell unless asked. It's not that I don't love my...
    Contentio Contentio 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    In July of 2014 I moved to Georgia from San Diego California. In San Diego I also battled depression issues but at least I was surrounded by my Aunts, Uncles, Grandparents,cousins...
    Randumbdude Randumbdude 13-15 2 Responses Jan 6

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    There's a family friend named Derek*. He's 30 and I've known him for 10+ years. However, I haven't seen him in almost a year. He moved to Georgia after a job transfer but he comes...
    Hfms99 Hfms99 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 9

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    There's a family friend named Derek*. He's 30 and I've known him for 10+ years. However, I haven't seen him in almost a year. He moved to Georgia after a job transfer but he comes...
    Hfms99 Hfms99 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    There's a family friend named Derek*. He's 30 and I've known him for 10+ years. However, I haven't seen him in almost a year. He moved to Georgia after a job transfer but he comes...
    Hfms99 Hfms99 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    minniecc11 minniecc11 26-30, F Jan 15

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    minniecc11 minniecc11 26-30, F Jan 15

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    Society has long become more open to the idea of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of...
    adelecc11 adelecc11 26-30, F Jan 21

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    im not alone right now 3 out of my 4 siblings are home.i couldn't concentrate on my school work because they have music on so i can't concentrate. my work is due today . so i got...
    jynx1 jynx1 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I haven't worn these since Christmas I had to get some 36s and now they are getting snug so I bought some 38s these are some old 34s I could barely button them. I like the hang I'm...
    Chubbyhubby230 Chubbyhubby230 31-35, M Jan 9

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    i swear i was just 10 years old yesterday... damn.
    aneurysmm aneurysmm 70+, F 6 days ago

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      I'm an 18 year old crossdresser and I'm just getting into this community. I'm buying my first toys, chastity cages, high heels (OMG), lingerie, clothes and makeup. I call...
    xxxSissyGabriellaxxx xxxSissyGabriellaxxx 18-21, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This all has been so traumatic for me. I'm 26 years old and the father of this baby is 31. I have one child, he has no children. We were together for 5 years. When I had my...
    Brokenwings03 Brokenwings03 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My Mother is 66 years old and my Father is 91 years old. I am only 24 years old. I am the parent and they are the children. They never married and have children in