I Am Terrified To Let You In

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    Not You, It's Them....

    I don't know, I feel like I have this protective shield around me that no matter what other people do, they can't get in.. except for those who are already in,... I do have lots of friend, but for someone to be close and really get to know me that well, I think its gonna take...
    jazzME jazzME
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 8, 2011

    Brutal Truth

    If I let you in, you could hurt me. I can't handle that.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Mar 10, 2011

    I'm closed person and it's hard to let anyone

    "in"... I was hurt and I don't see the point of getting hurt again... I push people away if I start feeling that I like them...I just can't trust anyone...
    Teodora27 Teodora27
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

    A Wall.

    I have been hurt in this life. I feel that there is no one who I can truly be with and be happy for the rest of my life. I will only let you into my heart so far before a curtain appears, blocking one from going any farther. I have noticed this to be so..when I know someone for...
    akaia akaia
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2011

    In June of 2009, i met a man whom i would later

    almost marry. Instead of marrying him, i left him, and he devastated me as a whole. The relationship lasted just beyond four years, ending in December 2013. I say almost, because JUST before we were going to get married, i found out he did it all again, but this time he got...
    MrsVader00 MrsVader00
    36-40, F
    Jan 12, 2015

    Any Further, Because Look What Happened....

    You started breaking down those walls....You were there, you were the first person ever to wipe away my tears....I use to see you every day at work, and after work.Then everything changed.We barely see each other now....And just like everyone else, you'll go away in the end.So...
    IllySocks IllySocks
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2012

    I've been hurt....a lot.

    I've been taken advantage of, by almost everybody I've known. No matter how pretty a rose is, once you've been pricked by one too many thorns, you stop wanting to grab it. That's where I'm at. I have a wonderful husband, and an amazing girl friend, and that's enough for me. I'm...
    Bluebutterflywings Bluebutterflywings
    31-35, F
    Jun 15, 2014

    Jack At Times

    I like having Jack in my life. But there are times that I don't want to let him. With some of the stuff that I have been threw,. I don't know if I want to share every thing with him. But I guess some of it I should. To help him out with girls. But, yet I am not sure if I should...
    acjf acjf
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2011

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