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I Am Terrified To Let You In

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    Any Further, Because Look What Happened....

    You started breaking down those walls....You were there, you were the first person ever to wipe away my tears....I use to see you every day at work, and after work.Then everything changed.We barely see each other now....And just like everyone else, you'll go away in the end.So...
    IllySocks IllySocks 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2012

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    Brutal Truth

    If I let you in, you could hurt me. I can't handle that.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    I'm closed person and it's hard to let anyone

    "in"... I was hurt and I don't see the point of getting hurt again... I push people away if I start feeling that I like them...I just can't trust anyone...
    Teodora27 Teodora27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    A Wall.

    I have been hurt in this life. I feel that there is no one who I can truly be with and be happy for the rest of my life. I will only let you into my heart so far before a curtain appears, blocking one from going any farther. I have noticed this to be so..when I know someone for...
    akaia akaia 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2011

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    Not You, It's Them....

    I don't know, I feel like I have this protective shield around me that no matter what other people do, they can't get in.. except for those who are already in,... I do have lots of friend, but for someone to be close and really get to know me that well, I think its gonna take...
    jazzME jazzME 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 8, 2011

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    In June of 2009, i met a man whom i would later

    almost marry. Instead of marrying him, i left him, and he devastated me as a whole. The relationship lasted just beyond four years, ending in December 2013. I say almost, because JUST before we were going to get married, i found out he did it all again, but this time he got...
    MrsVader00 MrsVader00 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Jack At Times

    I like having Jack in my life. But there are times that I don't want to let him. With some of the stuff that I have been threw,. I don't know if I want to share every thing with him. But I guess some of it I should. To help him out with girls. But, yet I am not sure if I should...
    acjf acjf 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2011

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    I've been hurt....a lot.

    I've been taken advantage of, by almost everybody I've known. No matter how pretty a rose is, once you've been pricked by one too many thorns, you stop wanting to grab it. That's where I'm at. I have a wonderful husband, and an amazing girl friend, and that's enough for me. I'm...
    Bluebutterflywings Bluebutterflywings 26-30, F Jun 15, 2014

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    I want to say this to you. Maybe by some miracle I will get the chance. I truly think I will.. Don't let fear control you anymore. Stop letting the negative people poison your mind...
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    The real letter to my biological father, that I can't ever write .. Dear dad, I have gotten your letters. You ask why I don't write you often and how is life going here. I get that...
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    "Smile don't frown, look up don't look down, believe in yourself, don't let yourself go, just be who you are and let your live flow!"
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I love you so much and I don't care if I am hurting by you. But your hurting by her, you don't care neither. Yes, maybe you really do like her a lot but why? She cheated on you...
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    KODALINE "The One" Tell me, Tell me that you want me, And I’ll be yours completely For better or for worse. I know, We’ll have our disagreements, Be fighting for no reason...
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    LilithPersephone LilithPersephone 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    When you're on top, all you see and feel is the peak, that feeling of being the best. How no one can defeat you, and in order to get to that peak, you must have felt the ground...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M Apr 27

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    If you were to reach under my shirt and try to play with my navel i would totally let you. Normally you wouldn't even need to lift up my shirt cause i wear belly baring shirts. If...
    delightful18 delightful18 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hate that it has come to this but I know now that I have to slowly let you go and get on with my own life. This is going to be really hard for me but I just need to forget about...
    greyrainbows greyrainbows 16-17, F Apr 16

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    Dear Fantasy, I have no regrets for loving you even though it hurts.You made it very easy to fall for you.Your beautiful smile, your sensuous charm, your sweet melodies, your kind...
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    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F Apr 16

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