But I am doing it all the time! I am a fake yeah! Without doubt!
What you see of me, maybe its true, well and you will feel that it always is true, but its now! I am a messed up pretender! I cant show the real me! I hate it!
I D K...I just pretend!
conversation with my sister about how her relationship is most likely leading to marriage all the while balling my eyes out about my own life. I tuck it away. Partly because weakness isn't my thing...the other part because ppl don't really care.