Thanks to my friends. I mean they weren't especially fond of me, but they put up with me, and they introduced me to MetallicA, Faith no more, and Pantera.
And squidgy black.
i returned back towards humanity, eventually developing empathy..
I escaped him.. I am not going to be...
I also worry that in
reacting to him, to my inadequecy at protecting my mother, I am over-protective.
that I see all my female friends (ok every woman and girl in the world) as a little girl in need of my protection, that i am unable to adequatly provide coz I am ...