I Am the Happiest I Have Ever Been

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    It Is All Starting To Come Together

    Finally, after all these years after all the lessons learned and hard work and heart break and... just everything, it is all starting to come together. I am finally accomplishing some things I have put off doing and am getting closer to becoming the person I want to be.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 8, 2009

    A Surprise Comeback

    I will never forget Thursday morning last week at work. I was going about my usual routine of answering emails, when I saw a chat screen blinking at the bottom of my screen. I opened it to check fwhom the message was from. It was from him?!!! Him with whom I have stopped chatting...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 11, 2012

    Yes I Am........

    I have never felt so complete, so blissful, as I do now. And it is all because of that "special someone" I love you =)
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2010

    Love Makes Life

    I've always felt love was the best thing in life. Some of my friends would says it's money, or things like that. I've known people who would give up everyone they loved just for money. I've never understood why. My husband and I are so far from rich... And I've never been happier...
    DeadsyDreams DeadsyDreams
    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2009

    Happiness

    I can honestly say that I am the happiest I have ever been since being a child.  I finally feel like I am getting my life together and I realize that being 24 its not to late.  I used to think that it was, but I realize now that it is never...
    peace25 peace25
    22-25
    1 Response Sep 9, 2009

    He Makes Me Happy

    These days I have been smiling more often. :)More than 3 months ago, I started chatting with this guy from thousands of miles away. It was instant chemistry right from the start. Even though we did not cover a lot during the first chat because he caught me at a time when I had to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 8, 2012

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    sweetntx sweetntx
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    1 Response Apr 21
    Here's one last one....."**** THE DUMB ****"
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    1 Response Apr 19
    nobody has ever showed unconditional love in me. unconditional interest, unconditional care. not even my family. how am I supposed to be loved by anyone if nobody ever loved me?
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    "Fight for her if she's as amazing as you believe. She's worth it."
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    13-15, M
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    31-35, M
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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