I Am the One Who Is Never There But Always Present

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    This is something so painful that only people experiencing this will truly understand ... I'm from Australia , Sydney in particular I've known this guy since 15 mind you we fell...
    Lydiaaellise Lydiaaellise
    18-21, F
    Apr 21
    Part 2 Second year is an interesting story. So much happened and yet so little. It started well, I returned to Uni and thanks to that final night out we’d all become friends...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    My last story. So that maybe someday, When I suddenly remember you or when I remember there was a site named ep, I can re-read this post and smile remembering how we broke each...
    Ciflo Ciflo
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    So will you. All of you. When I'm at my lowest moments, I always say that to myself, and no matter how I feel, deep inside I know that to be a fact. How do I know this? Well it's...
    rana3434 rana3434
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I have met a few people on here who are very special to me and whom I feel always will be...I mean.. they will always matter...as a part of my past...and hopefully present. I hope...
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I took a stroll down memory lane. I skimmed through all the messages we've exchanged over the last several months that we've shared together here. They brought a smile to my face...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 20
    No guy friends @school (yes outside though) or a BF before. I'm kinda antisocial, or that's what my friend thinks I am. Is it because of my personality that all guys hate and that...
    raspberri raspberri
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I have been told this so many times. "I love you forever" "I'll be there for you always" but none really stepped up to prove it. Either they get tired too easily or isn't really...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    This is my final story on EP. It's also a love letter of sorts, for Him... It's not something I ever in a millions years imagined myself doing, but it happened. Three days after...
    TheGoddessB TheGoddessB
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    Never have i ever had a girlfriend, been kissed, went on a date, or hold hands with a female ever in my whole existence. I was always like the deep, strict, quiet and much slightly...
    Knickster24 Knickster24
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Apr 19
    All of this, this group and all the stories here, are really impressive... in the most horrible of the possibile ways. What I'm most impressed with are the amount and similarity of...
    TotalVoid TotalVoid
    26-30
    Apr 19
    I am so beyond damaged. These memories burn in my mind. Why couldn't he just confront the fact that he has hurt me? Having a girlfriend shouldn't make you not care about other...
    Redstrings Redstrings
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    Of course I do, who doesn't? But I don't feel the need to elaborate on my fantasies out of the blue... No, fantasy should be a bit... mysterious.
    Move4Word Move4Word
    46-50, M
    Apr 18
    I am trying so hard but there is always something. I have a bad love life. Going to fail a college class. I feel lonely I have no college friends to hang. like wtf at one point I...
    canttouchthisxp canttouchthisxp
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    I have this one online friend that I've known for 3 years and I need him in my life. We may go 3 weeks without talking but when we do we catch up on everything. Whenever there's a...
    1kallaway 1kallaway
    41-45, F
    Apr 18
    People should not judge on others when they even don't understand others. Find the one who know and love the way you are in our FREE&SERIOUS dating site. http://m...
    malibulang malibulang
    31-35, F
    Apr 18
    Poss my last story :P i do.. i dont get it.. for me it has to be real tastes, real touches, real sensations.. and i dont get why people would settle for less...i suppose for me...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Still looking for that one person... you know, the one who likes to talk about nothing, the one who likes to flirt, the one who lives life on the edge, pushing boundaries I know...
    misterbobby803 misterbobby803
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    It's weeks like these that remind me of what could have been. Sometimes I think I made the whole thing up but I didn't. Dave was my BFF and then we sleep together for the first...
    lilimartelini lilimartelini
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    There is always things I can do to improve and I'm striving for greatness because I want to be known as a girl who wanted to quit but never did.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 16
    I'm jus now being able to explore this but as far bak as I can remember I wanted to be a girl but my family would never bak me up my mom dose kno and tells me she loves me no...
    Paigesorrells Paigesorrells
    22-25, T
    1 Response Apr 16
    In few days this journey will come to end and i cant help myself than smile how my life is still standing still on the same point. Now also i have to be loud to speak my heart.No...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    26-30, F
    Apr 15
    I come from a broken home my mom as a crack head, my brother in jail for life for murder and we don't know our dad. I was in foster care from when I was 13 til 18 then I had...
    karabrown karabrown
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Apr 15
    I'm posting this because I want to record my EP journey. Even if I'd left all of my stories intact, it wouldn't really have shown the true picture of what this site was to me, it's...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30
    22-25, M
    Apr 14
    I no longer have a zest for life ..your death triggered my lack of spirituality ... I'll have to pretend forever as I gaze upon other families with moms and I don't have one...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Once upon a time, there was a girl. A small skinny girl. She had purple hair and blue striking eyes. She walked so certain, as if she knew exactly where she was going. I felt those...
    nikolatasic nikolatasic
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    You Never Allow Me To Express My Sadness When You Betrayed Me I'm sorry if you think that I am selfish even my friends didn't knew about this relationship I hope you can see what...
    SnowOnFleek SnowOnFleek
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    life has never been easy.being strong is doesnt mean that you never feel the pain.every human being feel the pain but those who hide their pain and move on with those bitter...
    maverika maverika
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    During March 23th we had a big snow storm in Aurora, CO. There's this beautiful girl at work who drives a small car. There was about 10 inches of snow outside and her small car...
    GateVamp GateVamp
    22-25, M
    Apr 12
    2 months today you've being gone only about 7 more months to go. Can't wait miss you so much never thought you could miss just one person this much it breaks my heart that we can't...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 12
    2 months today you've being gone only about 7 more months to go. Can't wait miss you so much never thought you could miss just one person this much it breaks my heart that we can't...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 12
    If any of you girls or women like showing your butt cracks message me :D
    enelboss enelboss
    18-21, M
    Apr 12
    I am a kind hearted lady who is seeking a noble young man of age 30-35. I am professional myself and would prefer one who is as well. Thanks
    onionskin22 onionskin22
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    When we were very young children, my sisters and I would be shirtless a lot. In the house, in the yard, out with mom, visiting with friends and relatives, you name it. Mom's view...
    CabanaBoy86 CabanaBoy86
    26-30, M
    Apr 9
    My dad was never there for me. He was always emotionally unavailable. He never said that he was proud of me except for the times my mom told him to or he felt necessary for me to...
    SomeoneInNeedOfHelp SomeoneInNeedOfHelp
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    Even when we stop talking forever in few days.. Even when i turn 30 years old and trying to get few things done.. Even when i'm 80 and just sitting there alone trying to reminisce...
    Valencia Valencia
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 7
    First i have to admit , i'm very complicated , even i don't understand myself , and what i want from a person , i have friends and i had girlfriends , but none of them sees, know...
    Poxulis Poxulis
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I haven't found the one of my life but I certainly am looking for her. I just want someone special in my life that I can talk to about my depression and anxiety that will love me...
    p9907101 p9907101
    16-17, F
    Apr 6
    07/04/2016 - Not everyone believes in this though and even the ones who say it don't actually mean it. Most of the ones I know aren't always fighters, they tend to just give up...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    07/04/2016 - Reminds me of Adele but it would be nice to be someone's one and only. One day maybe. You've been on my mind I grow fonder every day, Lose myself in time Just...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Apr 6
    I once knew a special kid named goy. he was a nice kid, one who could only do some things. he did those things great. he was made fun of alot. I took him under my wing. I was...
    dailyracingdadboy dailyracingdadboy
    26-30, M
    Apr 5
    trying to cope.. but the inner commentary in my head has taken a turn for the worse..a few years back a voice unfamiliar to me entered and commented when I would have inner chatter...
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    From StarLily : I've been told that love happens when you least expect it, and in the most unexpected way. I believe this is true because it perfectly describes how I found my...
    BigAsset BigAsset
    41-45, M
    6 Responses Apr 4
    From BigAsset... I connected with Starlily online for the first time on May 18 2014. It all started with a simple post from her under the group 'I'm looking to make genuine...
    StarLily71 StarLily71
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Apr 3
    Nobody understands me I talk to my mom and any family members but they still don't understand I cry every day,I hold my feelings in because what's the who point,I'm just the only...
    Aracely686 Aracely686
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 3
    My sister who is only 16 has come out to my family as gender fluid a few months ago, and has recently told my mom that in the future she wants to take hormones to become a man. She...
    G1121 G1121
    22-25, F
    Apr 2
    seriously where are those men, he ones who aren't looking that type of female to use, hurt, betray but to take serious like any other women?
    deejaygirl deejaygirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    I am really depressed. I went out with my best friends and I thought it was gonna be fun until I found out that they all smoke. I'm not a smoker and its all getting to me. I really...
    DiddyDan DiddyDan
    13-15, M
    4 Responses Apr 2
    There is a temptation to point out how bold a mother who breastfeeds her child, especially in public, is overall. But why should an act of nurturing that is one of the core...
    WellFrog WellFrog
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 2
    So why do they make me cry? I mean, I've beaten the eggs, I've battered the fish I've even whipped the cream But I never hurt an onion So why do they make me cry? ...just a...
    TValentine TValentine
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 2
    This month on the 29th of April will be a year since my brother died. My oldest brother. My friend, father figure, protector and loyal brother. It has been a tough year. While my...
    theoceanblue theoceanblue
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 2
    02/04/20-6 - I've met a few people over the years online who have been an important part of my life. Some of helped me grow some have pulled me down. End of the day there is...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Apr 2
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