I Am The Order Lepidoptera

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    Wings of steel, that's me.

    God only knows I've needed them and I often wonder how I'm still alive. But here I am, still fluttering. These days I tread lightly...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2015

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