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I Am Thinking About Leaving Ep

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    I have joined this site last year at 4 december

    because i used to feel sad and crying all the time and i needed a place where someone can understand me and gives me the advice. I found this site while searching for a place like that in internet. First i felt good at this place sharing my first story... and playing question...
    visibleme visibleme 18-21, F May 21

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    I am tired of people on here

    who ask rude questions about fat people, or people with real problems. When you aren't overweight, or depressed, you don't understand. This place is just too full of rude, heartless people...and I am just in a place right now in my life where I cannot deal with it.
    someday2012 someday2012 36-40, F Jan 14

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    Censorship = Push People Away I have noticed

    in the last two days two of my friends in my circle were no more and deleted their account. Without saying a word. Now whether they left or EP removed them I don't know. But if I left I wouldn't just leave without saying goodbye. Lately this site had proven how unorganized they...
    SilviaAnnGinger SilviaAnnGinger 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 11

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    2011A And Leaving Ep.

    I am leaving EP soon. I have my reasons. I will share a few. I was going to take a short break from here after Carlos got here. This isn't how I expected it would be. But such is life..And my priorites have got to change whether I am with Carlos or stand solitary. But I truly...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 16 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I'm thinking that for me 2014 needs to be a

    year of closing some doors while opening others. One of those doors I'm thinking about closing is EP.  I have enjoyed my time here and have met some good folks along the way, but I'm debating whether it's time to move on.  Am I missing something here?
    jpenguin jpenguin 46-50, M 6 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    Im seriously thinking about it.

    ...I used to like this page and i met here some really nice and kindhearted people, but...Im having problems with inappropriate adverts appearing everywhere....Im talking about an advert, promoting some kind of "psychic reading" (or what the f it is) -oranum.com its really...
    Slavinka Slavinka 18-21, F Apr 8

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    My Reasons.....

    I am new to EP but I am already having thoughts of calling it quits. First of all, it is VERY VERY time consuming (unless you want an inactive profile!). Secondly, despite some good attempts at conversation, it is difficult to "connect" online with people. Trying to converse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2012

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    I originally came to EP

    because of a story I read here about grief; I had stopped talking about some grieving I still needed to do and wasn't accepting. This felt like a safe environment in which to do that, and possibly a chance to connect with other people. In the four years I've been here, the...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 46-50, F 14 Responses Feb 15

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    .........

    When I joined Ep, I joined it for something just to pass the time...but now it seems like something I use as my main pleasure or something..and I dont want that. When I do leave this site, I dont want to hang onto anything...So, I dont want to be in contact with anyone on here or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2012

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    Yes... I'm Thinking And Thinking About It.

    Just thinking. Maybe I will break away from E.P. for a few days or a week but I will come back. Not like  I won't.Here I go away again before I do. I'm going to write part 2 of my story.
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Aug 16, 2011

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    It'S Distracting Me To Death

    As any person who is a loner, and loves to read and keep journals like I do, this place is a goldmine! I was invited here by a friend of mine and I've enjoyed it quite a bit. I have a problem however...it's distracting me to death. I spend a lot of time in my room. I've...
    CaptainPeachFuzz CaptainPeachFuzz 31-35, T Apr 3, 2013

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    I almost left before,

    but I decided to stay. I might just leave and never look back...
    CeciliaT CeciliaT 31-35, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I Am So Stressed Out Now...

    I am so stressed out because of this site...I get flustered and angry every time I sign on...I joined this site so I could write about me and about my new relationship and to share what my life is like as a newlywed. I wanted to write about all the feelings I have when my husband...
    abritishgirl abritishgirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    I Never Knew!

    Ohhh! my goodness, may i say a massive public thank you, here and thank everyone who has commented on my contribution, "I Am Thinking"! The reason i wrote that at the time, i was ill and thought, "hmmmm! i won't be able to log into EP quite as much"! and i am truly honestly...
    welshbabe welshbabe 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 14, 2012

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    For my circle In the last two

    or so weeks I've been away from EP I've been seriously considering leaving altogether. The reasons I joined this site don't really factor into my situation anymore, and I don't have any incentive to stay other than the friends I made. But I'm a lot less mature in years and life...
    pinkanon pinkanon 16-17, F Feb 9

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    Well i had a great journey meet some wonderful

    persons n some not so wonderful ones i really enjoyed being on here but time have change n so have person. I wish everyone all the best n hope they find whatever their're looking for bye have a nice life. SIKE :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 3

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    Its too overwhelming,

    even after I deleted my album and my profile pic shows no face I still get atleast 20 random, spam messages. They have nothing in common with me and I know theres a block option but how many will I block :(
    naushinkhanbabydoll naushinkhanbabydoll 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Internal Debate

    I am seriously debating whether or not to leave EP. My partner begged and pleaded me for 2 months to open an account. They said,"This would be a great way to find out more about each other." Well, I finally gave in and opened one just about a month ago. Needless to say, the...
    Bubbles48509 Bubbles48509 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    Im seriously thinking about it.

    ...I used to like this page and i met here some really nice and kindhearted people, but...Im having problems with inappropriate adverts appearing everywhere....Im talking about an advert, promoting some kind of "psychic reading" (or what the f it is) -oranum.com its really...
    Slavinka Slavinka 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Don't see anything really useful.

    ... i expected something like people share so really good thoughts and their experiences and their opinions but here the situation was something different..... flirt, dirty chats... like wise
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7

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    I Joined Becuase Of You But Since There Is No Longer A We ?

    I JOINED experience project to spy i admit it spy on my ex girlfriend Alyangel , angelwriter , alwayslovingyou and many other user names she has had. but we have been broken up for about three months now . and i find myself not having alot of friends and no one really messaging...
    witheverstepifail witheverstepifail 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2010

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    Hmmm. What a tough decision.

    I love my experiences on here but whether or not I can go back and read them, they're mine. Experiences carry a story with them mentally, and it's just displayed on this site. The only issue for me is what to replace EP with. I like the fact that I have all these groups and the...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Yet Another Rant ( Head, Meet Wall, Repeatedly)

    For months now I've used this website to express myself as fully and accurately as I can record. As time has gone by people have fanned me and I've compulsively added them as friends, if you want to see my writings then I will also see yours, and to my surprise I've met some...
    LordNothing LordNothing 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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    Thinking!

    After much thought and deliberation  i am "thinking"  the time as come for me to hang up my "welshbabe" profile for a while and move on,. It's been, "nearly"  four years now!!  and yes!, i know i have met some amazing, wonderful, gorgeous friends here and have even bonded...
    welshbabe welshbabe 46-50, F 23 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    seeing ppl post dirty sht,

    esp young girls like giiiiirl... you are attracting the wrong ones. have some class. it's too late for the old pervy men here, forever trash. some chick could post dirty, and a flock of desperate men swoop by. you don't even know if that chick is actually a 50 yr old baboon...
    basedgodschild basedgodschild 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    When I first came to Ep I was someone

    who was very broken, a person who covered up her feelings a person who was lonely and felt like no one cared. EP was a way to escape my life, to talk to people who actually might care... I made amazing friends on Ep, 2 in particular I'm gonna miss them the most if I do leave. I...
    unicorncat unicorncat 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I will make a more official announcement

    if I do. This is just a sort of heads up. Even though I'm not leaving yet, my activity will be less frequent.
    shadowpixie7 shadowpixie7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    It's getting quite boring

    and I don't see the point in keeping it really :/ hmm.
    SammySnm SammySnm 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Later

    The magic, if this place really held any, is gone for me. I am bored with the confessional, bored with the trolls, bored with getting countless hateful PM's from trolls. Yeah, I have too much stress in my life as it is now, I don't need to stress when I am trying to take a...
    EffectsHer EffectsHer 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    I'm finding closure as I delete all my mature

    content. my profile is looking cleaner than ever. i've only been on the site a couple months, but it's really been an eye opening journey. i feel like my understanding of the world has expanded greatly just by reading a lot of other people's stories and hearing their thoughts...
    jkrisp jkrisp 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2013

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