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I Am Thinking About My Ex Again

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    Thinking of the Past

     I am thinking of my ex but not in the way people think. I am thinking that he really fuked my head up. Now I carry this baggage into my relationship. Its so hard not to believe that someone is going to hurt me again that bad. I love the person I am with so much, I was just...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    I was going thorough my photos today

    and I found some screen shots of messages between me and my ex and I started tearing up I didn't realize how much I missed him but I don't know if he feels the same way and I just want to hear him call me baby again.
    emgg emgg 13-15, F Jun 23, 2014

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    Can't Stop Thinking Of My EX

    Hi, I been married for 6 years now and I still cant stop thinking about my ex. I always had a crush for her. After highschool she went to college and I went to the army. After I was done, we met up and casually dated for about 5 months. We became really good friends during...
    mollypop1 mollypop1 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2013

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    Sigh

    he just graduated suma cumme laudi from college with a bs in business. he is doing really well while my jackass of a husband just pussyfoots around and bullshits all day. my ex was my soulmate. i know he still loves me and i still love him. I wish we had never broken up. now i am...
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 2 Responses May 29, 2008

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    Thinking about past love well first love just

    fancy a chat not sure what to do I have a girlfriend right now and it's not working I wouldn't dream of cheating just had a few thoughts.. Is anyone up for a talk?
    JDHarrison93 JDHarrison93 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 23, 2014

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    My Ex Husband

     We were going to grow old together, we were going to take care of each other. We had dreams and goals.  I feel so foolish when I think of being with him.  We were so silly and so much in love.  We did everything together. I miss him, BLAH!!!! I hate when I...
    icyfire icyfire 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2008

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    Two Exes, One Pain...

    C. and M., I miss them both, because whilst they could never be in love with me...I know that they loved me the best way that they could. The diamond engagement band and the Tibetan Prayer Ring lay on my dresser as reminders. I can't bear to part with either. Maybe they should...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 26, 2009

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    Well I'm not thinking about a particular one,

    more like reminiscing about my single life. I'm good being married but damn I really did it up when I was single. I had so much fun, that i guess, i miss certain aspects. See I don't wanna be with any of them cuz I'm not with them for a reason but I do like remembering bits of...
    CallMeFriday CallMeFriday 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13, 2014

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    It Actually Never Ends

    I think about him all the time and when i try not to think about him i dream about him. I am not entirely sure but i think i dream about him every single night, hes usually in the whole dream or has a part in it and it usually has to do with helping me with some thing. I find it...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2012

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    Today I Miss.........

    Something about both of them.   Thinking about how much they were alike and then again how different. I should have known.  Still missing them though or maybe I am just lonely.
    icyfire icyfire 36-40, F May 21, 2008

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    Ex Boyfriend~

    His behaviors reminded me of my ex husband thats why I liked him. Great sense of humor.No matter how many times I pushed away cause he was getting to close too fast, he still hung on and tried to make things work. He was so determined and very open with his feelings. I miss that...
    icyfire icyfire 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2008

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    Why?

    It's been so long since we broke up. Why do I think of him? I'm moved on with kids.
    lovelymusings lovelymusings 31-35, F Jul 24, 2013

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    OH My *** He Called Me Again

    I don't know.. I loved hearing his voice, it made me melt and realize how much I missed him. Being apart makes me sad I miss him so much.  I know this is for the best; but its so hard.   Remembering old times and good times.  Here I go, here comes the water...
    icyfire icyfire 36-40, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    I can't stop thinking about my coworker. I still like him. The sight of him at work, makes me think about him everyday. I miss hanging out with him. Miss the contact. Sadly he is...
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    Lately I've been thinking about a specific person who attempted to have sex with me. I was maybe 12 or 13 and he was 2 years older than I was. I remember not saying no, but knowing...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 30

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    I'm always thinking about sex...
    AriTheTechie AriTheTechie 18-21, F 5 Responses May 1

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    I was thinking about it for a long time (years in fact) and then on 20 April this year I did get cut. The story of the whole thing is on my blog, along with a load of pics...
    ben1815 ben1815 41-45, M 3 Responses May 5

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    I finally told my parents because my depression has gotten so bad, they said they would help me, but they haven't. I don't even know if they can. But I can't stop thinking about...
    HardlyAlice HardlyAlice 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I Can't do any of This anymore, I'm so ready to give up at this point, I can't stop thinking about it it's constantly in my mind and it won't go away I can't even sleep anymore :(
    rebecca166 rebecca166 13-15, F May 14

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    I hate getting attached to people bc i literally never stop thinking about them. I already have a lot on my mind and a lot of pain...i don't need more.
    Jjta Jjta 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    5 men raped me and i dunno what to do cause I cant stop thinking about them and what happened. My dad thinks its my fault cause i opened the door when I was alone but I didnt know...
    hollyjollyholly hollyjollyholly 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I didn't know what to do when I first joined, but I figured out pretty quick that I wanted to make friends and chat with them. I had two people that I thought were "friends" in...
    abcdeltabob abcdeltabob 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I am 18. My parents are way to strict with Me. I cant stand it anymore. My dad saw a picture with my friends and he completely went off . He said " you can no longer be with people...
    Changeme8 Changeme8 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    talking to her is a sweet torture. i really miss her tho. wish could see her soon. but it probably won't happen. i wonder if she'll text me again. i can feel the tension building...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 14

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    ...Again. I never stay away for long, but come to think of it, I can't recall anything really good that has come of my use of this site. At the very least, I need to start over and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 14

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    I actually almost forgot that I (intentionally) planned my vacation on the 2 year mark since my rape. I was so excited but now I've got to build myself back up again. I can't let...
    MsPetrichor MsPetrichor 22-25, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I looked him up on facebook! Why? He was there. Not active (thankfully). Ever since, I can't get it out of my head. I went from dieting and exercise to binge eating when no one...
    BionicCarole1985 BionicCarole1985 26-30, F May 15

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    I have been with my wife for 15 years we haven't had sex in 6 months and we've agreed to go see other people I really want to be with a woman again I really miss having sex
    SeanPHung77 SeanPHung77 36-40, M May 20

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    Everyday you wander through my mind... It breaks me more and more each day... I wish things could be easier... I wish I could bring you back everyday... But I know I can't... :/ to...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    it happened again. I just don't understand the universe anymore. Sure, everybody gets a bit of tragedy, but I can't take anymore. This time is too much.
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have been married for less than a year. My wife is 50 and I am 51 and this is a second marriage for both of us. My wife has 2 kids, one a junior in college and one a senior in a...
    Airbuspilot Airbuspilot 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    I was there, in my state of numbness, thinking that this would be my life. I was comfortable, settled. Not necessarily happy (there were moments) but I was there. There was a...
    aquiver aquiver 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Yeah, I'll let you set the pace Cause I'm not thinking straight My head spinning around I can't see clear no more What are you waiting for?
    HarleyQuinn251 HarleyQuinn251 31-35, F May 8

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    He's a football player on my school's team. He's about 6'3", has the blackest hair i've ever seen, and is really solid. He's truly kind and caring about everyone he meets, refuses...
    sunInverness sunInverness 18-21, M 1 Response May 9

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    For the last 5 months I some times randomly think about what happened and it makes me feel depressed, but I'm a little scared to talk to certain people about it because i happen to...
    Blackrosebat Blackrosebat 16-17, M 2 Responses May 21

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    Her father left for work in 1974. He never came home. She was 12 at the time. His car was found in the Missouri River a couple years later. His remains were found in a cave 20...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    feeling really ****** up... 4 years ago I was kidnapped and raped by 4 guys. over and over.... its been 4 years and I can't get it off of my mind. every single day I think about...
    paotg paotg 22-25, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I'm not gonna see someone that I'm crazy about for like 4 months and I don't have a number or anything else that I could talk to or communicate with that person.what should I do?
    Negiin Negiin 13-15, F 1 Response May 9

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    Just talking to my mum about boys! She checks out lads with me but she thinks I like guys my age when...I like mature older men!
    Claricalle10 Claricalle10 22-25, F May 13

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    My ex is still with another guy and I wish I had treated her better. I see pictures of her on Facebook from time to time and check out her profile and it rips me apart so deleted...
    callum00000 callum00000 26-30, M May 15

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    about two weeks ago at a party I was raped my two best friends found me afterwards along with the host of the party and his girl friend. I completely broke down and they stayed...
    skyejulia skyejulia 16-17, F 3 Responses May 15

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    I've never even kissed a woman but here lately I have fantasized about it. I do love looking at the female body and imagining so many things. I rub all over my body and I crave to...
    Sexytitbrunette Sexytitbrunette 31-35, F