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I Am Thinking About My Ex From 16 Years Ago

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    I Will Always Wonder...

    i always wonder about my ex from 18 years ago. he was my first boyfriend and of course, silly me, i idolized him. i truly believed he was the love of my life, and i knew he loved me very much at the time. we only dated for 6 months but the memory lasted until now. i was very...
    bidadari bidadari 36-40 Jul 5, 2011

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    Memories

    I started bartending back in the town I grew up in. My boyfriend from 16 years ago came in one night. It started all over again for me as soon as I saw him!! He gave me his digits, and I called him the next morning @9am. I couldnt wait to talk to him. Within a week, we had made...
    eschbornb eschbornb 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2007

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    Do you know I'm almost out of time ..but wanted to tap into this subject..as I were in conversation just a night or two ago..with a friend. Who quipped something like " I didn't...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    My husband and I met 8 years ago and fell in love rather quickly. Within a few weeks of dating (in highschool) he proposed. I thought this was just aploy to get in my pants and...
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    I am wondering if belonging to Ep could be feeding what possibly is an addiction. I am a reasonably intelligent person that leads and fairly normal life with a family and do what...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 4

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    Hi I don't really no we're to start. I have been with my husband since I was 17 now 27, got 3 beautiful children a few yeArs ago we started having problems, I met a guy and one...
    claire8787 claire8787 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I was raped a year ago and I still can't stop thinking about it. I talk about it a lot more than it should and I definitely feel like it defines me as a person but I can't seem to...
    lozor19 lozor19 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am already a long way there, but I am thinking about just letting go completely and getting really fat. Ive already gone from 170 lbs college to 243 lbs now (I'm 6'2"). I'm happy...
    person12670 person12670 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I can't stop thinking about sex no matter what I want any kind of sex lol. I've got no idea if it's even ok for someone my age to be thinking about sex as much as I do
    thebirdman1234 thebirdman1234 16-17, M Mar 15

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    You know what's worse about thinking about someone, all the damm time. Is thinking about a fictional character all the damn time. At least your someone is an actual person...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17 2 days ago

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    I KNOW THE FEELING,HIS NAME IS ROME.CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM HE MADE A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE!!!! :-) :-) :-) :-)
    JOLLYGREENRANCHER JOLLYGREENRANCHER 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I hate thinking about it, I can never really explain how I feel and I am just not at ease... I hate my down days..
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    April would make four years that my ex and I would be together. The first year was amazing we fought but we were 16/17. In our second year together things started to get rocky, we...
    amor22 amor22 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My bi-polar girlfriend of two years got herself and I caught up in a tangled web of lies, deception, and control. I suffer from clinical depression myself. It's hard to really...
    VKdesire VKdesire 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    HaroldJenson HaroldJenson 31-35, M Mar 9

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    How do I tell her that this has happened? It's not like I've never told anybody before because I have. I've never said the word rape out loud before and it's still quite painful...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Introspective poem by Woody Harrelson, Yes, by him. I sometimes feel like an alien creature for which there is not earthly explanation. Sure I have human form walking erect and...
    Strawberrryfieldsforever Strawberrryfieldsforever 16-17, F Mar 3

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    HaroldJenson HaroldJenson 31-35, M Mar 5

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    There are 2 men both whom I work with that I find myself thinking of. Both are married as am I . I don't think one of them even knows how he affects me. The other may have not...
    sensualsusan sensualsusan 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 13

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    I normally have dreams about another person before I cheat on my husband..... I don't wanna when I'm thinking clearly.... It just happens......
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    please someone help me from leaving this nightmare o don't know what else to do I have tried therapy, hipnosis, pills, exercise and nothing has worked to forget all this please I...
    scarlet1413 scarlet1413 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 6

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    I am thinking of leaving the EP, or at least taking a break. I could communicate to my few true friends here via email anyway. I have a feeling that I spend way too much time here...
    quietmentor quietmentor 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I had an abortion at 19. The worst choice I have ever made. I'm technically due in 3 days.. I think about it constantly. Every child I see. Every time I see something about a...
    cbf48 cbf48 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    You know when you think about someone so much, that you dream about them every night? Yeah that's me... I think about you every day!!
    catho catho 18-21, F Mar 14

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    I can't fall asleep. Haven't been able to really fall asleep as well for the past two days. It's not something I really want to think about. But the thoughts just slowly creep in...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F a week ago

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    Donuts are my turn-on food. I always have donuts in the house so i can stuff my face when i think about donuts, which i think about donuts a lot. Anything sweet, i am in love with...
    Ilovefat44 Ilovefat44 18-21, M a week ago

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    I was raped wen I was 11 and again April 19 2014 but my attacker is now in jail for another crime but I think about it everyday,how he seemed so normal, how he smelled then wen he...
    kaykaycoker kaykaycoker 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I was 9 and the first time he touched me was in the same room as my parents and I still remember the exact feeling and the night after he came in my room and raped me and when he...
    fuckedupandalone fuckedupandalone 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today is one of those days. A snow where I did absolutely nothing but think. Sometimes I don't even know whether or not I can consider certain things that happened rape. I just am...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Today is his birthday and its been on my mind for the whole week. Not purposely, it just kinda happened. Odd because I never remember anyones birthday. He isn't crazy about the...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    sadeccaa sadeccaa 26-30, F Mar 12

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    He ' s still addicting to my mind ,never loose . Sometimes night I was dreamed about to him who use to love.I thought he 's a new life without me and didn't do I do.
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 12

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    Just thinkin' about the future...
    yukalovesm0806 yukalovesm0806 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    *this was a dream* I'm at my grandpas house for a few days. (the one who molested me and raped my stepmom) last night I was about to go to bed, I guess I feel asleep but it felt so...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Last month i posted in here about leaving EP. I will be deactivating my account on April 7th 2015. Giving me enough time to tie up loose ends and say goodbye to people I've met...
    EnvyStar EnvyStar 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think about it daily. It's one of them things that never go away. You can't forget it. You just have to learn to live with it. But I don't know how I can learn to live with it...
    ThatTattooedGirl ThatTattooedGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    If you are struck between two options, just flip a coin in the air! It works. Not because it solves the problem . . . but because while the coin is in the air, You will get to...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    so because I'm preparing to tell my therapist, I've decided to tell my story here first... I am nervous. please forgive me... I remember what happened but I'm just going to toe or...
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 33 mins ago

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    Soo...I'm deleting my account...and I'm not gonna message everyone who I've been talking to individually but I won't be able to talk to anyone here anymore...sorry!! I'm deleting...
    ellajade ellajade 13-15, F Mar 1

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    you're just so hot, and I love your bod. I love the way we talk. miss you, want you anytime.
    slappadabba420 slappadabba420 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    me and a friend used to go to a mini market down the street walk to the river, sit on a boulder and watch the water. we could talk there for hours. we never wanted to go home on...
    amaracherish amaracherish 18-21, F Mar 2

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