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I Am Thinking About Someone Right Now

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    My bi-polar girlfriend of two years got herself

    and I caught up in a tangled web of lies, deception, and control. I suffer from clinical depression myself. It's hard to really know what the truth really is. My mind has been royally ****** which I'm now recovering from. I was shut down emotionally and physically and couldn't...
    VKdesire VKdesire 22-25, M Mar 28

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    HEY YOU!!! Can you hear me?

    ?? Yes you! I adore you and miss you!!! ****... Where am I... Oh, that's right EP.
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    I use to like this guy

    before I moved and even though I know he won't go out with me I can't get him out of my head. HELP!!!
    caligirl1389 caligirl1389 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2014

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    Thinking About You*

    Its 5am in the morning. So I hope you are sleeping well. I am just sitting here, and my thoughts are on you right now, and hope you are sleeping well, and having only the sweetest and undisturbed dreams....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 5, 2010

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    inboots inboots 36-40, F Jul 24, 2014

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    two people mostly, and

    both i probably shouldn't be thinking about. Both are my ex boyfriends. One used to get so mad he'd scare me, but he never hit me; wish I could say the same about the second.. He was a mad drunk, let's leave it at that.
    irishlassy98 irishlassy98 16-17, F Jan 1

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    In my thoughts always.

    ... I want to hug you tight But my arms can’t reach You are wrapped in silken wrapper In someone’s special bonding You are the reflection of my eyes Yet you’re the vision of two soulful eyes. My desires I hold in my lips While you taste the passion from some special rosy...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response Feb 12, 2014

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    You dominate my thoughts,

    my actions and my life. I heart is a prisoner to you, I would follow you where ever you may go. I would ruin everything I have at your request because I love you. But your not thinking about me, you don't want me anymore, I need to release you from my heart and I can't, I would...
    Bunny2014 Bunny2014 31-35, F Apr 14, 2014

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    I Think About Everything

    I think about our first conversations. I think how we became such good friends. I remember the first time I was worried about you and wondered where you were. I remember the feeling of joy at having found you again safe and sound and how our friendship grew and became more in...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    cbeneath cbeneath 22-25, F Aug 14, 2014

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    My Friend Mak3m3

    You are a breath of fresh airWhen I was forlorn and sadYou gave me perspectiveSent me thoughts that gave me pauseYou challenged me to be more than I thoughtSent me love I didn't think I deservedWhen I was sad and the world weighed heavyDespite all your troubles and painYou gave...
    theredlady theredlady 41-45, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    ~January~ What was left of me I gave to you.

    Keep it. If feeling means hurting, if falling means dying, if love made you hate me, I never want it again. I can't. There's not enough of me left to do this again. But you were worth it. Know that part of me is always with you and all that I had left is yours.
    BadMoonRising BadMoonRising 41-45, F Feb 21

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    im thinking about sanjay

    and im worried this is all a dream
    KatieBug16 KatieBug16 16-17, F Jan 29

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    Nick, Oh Nick...

    My first love, how do you get over someone like that? Truth is you never really do... We met in the 7th grade the first day of school! We ended up breaking up and then dating again the next year. Within a month we were happily dating again. We went through some really hard times...
    challege challege 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    Always...

    He's always there in the forefront of my mind.. Can't imagine life without him. He's so caring with his word and so funny always makes me smile with his fun comments. He's been here for me through some dark days and always made me shine brite again after we speak. I think of his...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Cant stop thinking about him.

    The wonderful soul that he is. The gentleness of his touch the love in his eyes the warmth in his voice. There is nothing or no one more amazing than him. He makes me happy ,brings me peace and i would do absolutely anything to see him happy and smiling and help him if he ever...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 28

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    It isn't a good thing either.

    I'm thinking about ending this relationship.
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Sep 22, 2014

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    Hhhhhmm... You all have my love

    and trust till you break it... Love meeting new people!
    PabLopez PabLopez 22-25, M Jul 31, 2014

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    Well I'm always thinking of someone.

    Let it be an action they did or something they said. I'm always thinking of someone. So yes, I am right now, and I was earlier, and I will be later on.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Indeed

    His dark nature, a contrast to my own. The way he makes me feel all warm inside when I hold him in my hands. His bite that always make a smile creep across my face. My loss of inhibitions when we spend such time together... Jack Daniel's I sure could use you after the day I...
    GoldieMtZion GoldieMtZion 26-30, F 27 Responses Jul 2, 2008

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    I sit on the porch tonight

    before I go to bed; I'm looking for a star as lovely as you are to me. Ok. I found it. I've just finished squezzing my eyes and made my wish for the night. Here.· now I pass it to you. Take it. Hold it in your heart, and feel the warmth come from mine.· know that my heart...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Jul 26, 2014

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    I don't know when I'm not thinking of you.

    The memory of you wraps itself around my lungs until I am gasping for air. But yet? I continue to search for anything that brings back the thought of you. And when I find it, I don't let go until my lungs simply don't work and my feet forget how to walk. I wish that I could be...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F Feb 21

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    My Man

    As I write this letter tears are streaming down my face. These are my thoughts, my dreams, my insecurities all wrapped up in one letter. I hope you take the time to read it.   Dear Star:   Things are hard right now, and they seem to just be a big blurry mess. But I don...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 1 Response May 22, 2008

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    One Year Ago.

    One year ago, I was home, depressed, miserable really. It was early in the morning. During the previous week, I'd been going back and forth, through email, with a woman from work. I'd always liked her, always thought she was a very interesting person. One of the rare people who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 23, 2009

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    Lighthouses

    It is hard to just quit thinking of people because they have moved out of your daily life. Somehow, the heart holds on - good or bad. Initially there may be a deluge and then - often times the heart moves on. This doesn't always happen though. Some people because of when they...
    jenvice jenvice 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2013

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    I need to get over him

    but I am having the hardest time right now.. I see him, and my heart sinks :(
    soccermormon soccermormon 16-17, F Apr 17, 2014

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    You know what's worse about thinking about

    someone, all the damm time. Is thinking about a fictional character all the damn time. At least your someone is an actual person. Actually I don't know if that's a bad thing or a good thing now.
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F Mar 26

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    The warmth of your presence comforts me,

    you hold my gaze, our lips are like kindred spirits as they meet remembering golden days, our souls connect in a moment of heated passion, time is suspended our love ignites a flame of chemical reaction suddenly I awaken I'm alone and standing still I wonder if your thinking of...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    it's about to rain, again.

    . I'm about to feel blue, again.. he's back in my mind, again.. **sigh** i wish i can just be completely happy, again.. **telling myself: positive things only!! positive thinking only please**
    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F Feb 27

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    Do you work for Domino's?

    Cuz you a fine pizza a*s.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Jun 19, 2014

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    Amanda

    "In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit." - Albert Schweitzer And I am.
    Manorkill1 Manorkill1 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    Every time I look down,

    I think of you. Every time I open my eyes, I think of you. Every time I breathe in, I think of you. Every time I close my eyes, I think of you. Every time I dream, I think of you. Every time I hear our song, I think of you. Every time I love, I think of you.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F Mar 22

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    Broken Wing

    Today, I will not tell my brother "goodbye". I will tell him "farewell until we meet again". He is moving hundreds of miles away to rebuild his life. He has the most beautiful brown eyes I have ever seen. Big brown eyes that just cannot see past his sorrow. He has a brilliant but...
    BadMoonRising BadMoonRising 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2012

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    You Cann't Just Leave Me And Go..........................!!!!!

    may be when you would read this story you feel bad..........maybe you would just be angry with me, maybe you would also feel bad that i spent my first day of new year being sad and depressed, may be you would also feel sad that i am wearing my self off without having any...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F Feb 21

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    DB.. if you had only been honest,

    then maybe I wouldn't feel as torn like this.. maybe moving on would be a lot easier..
    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F Mar 15

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    Ever feel like you have a divided heart!

    You can't really be yourself prenteding to be someone your not!!!
    lucylufire lucylufire 46-50, F Jun 19, 2014

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    I have the urge to text

    or message you but I'm not going to. I just want tell you that I miss you. Are you thinking about me as well? Do you miss me? I wish I would have been worth fighting for.
    LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2014

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    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    Love Me

    I like how you talk to me. I like your smile. I like how you make me feel. Come love me for awhile. I like how my heart skips when you come around. I like feeling so high I'll never come down! I like how you look at me. I like your...
    BadMoonRising BadMoonRising 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I wrote this poem years ago.

    The Old Garden and the Golden FlowerIn the old gardena golden flower opensby the garden wall.Its pollen gave life to methe day I forgave myselfof iniquities.In this old gardenI retreat with great splendorwith each breath of lifeabide by love given to me.This golden flowerlives...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 2 Responses May 7, 2014

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    JD0121 JD0121 31-35, F Oct 10, 2014

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    I am so incredibly worried about my uncle.

    I visited him again and today you can tell that his mental health is not good. Then I get home from seeing him and this guy text me all mad at me cuz I didn't answer him. Like excuse me I'm spending time with my freakin uncle who is in a rehab place because he got in a crash and...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Oct 4, 2014

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    I'm thinking about the day I felt like a

    princess because of a woman for the first time. The day we walked passed each other and stared into one another eyes, unknowingly believing she didn't even notice me, but truth is. She didn't notice me until I cried in front of her, but I didn't care. Even through I felt...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F Feb 26

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    I am totally overwhelmed with the realization

    that I can love a total stranger. A person I have never met and chances are very dim I will ever stand in front of her. It is like waking from a dream separateness of spurious isolation. Love is a decision and commitment. My Christian learning has taught me to attempt to love...
    ellenooo ellenooo 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2013

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