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I Am Thinking About Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    I'm 18. I had an abortion yesterday.

    I found out I was pregnant 5 days ago. My life has completely turned upside down in 5 days. It's 12 AM.. haven't slept. It's technically Christmas now. Dec. 23 was the abortion date. My parents would have thrown me out of the house and the father.. my on/off bf who is a cheater...
    redbeadsXx redbeadsXx
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2014

    I want to die but i'm too scared to do it.

    I need help but no one listens. I am alone in this world completely alone.
    flightflame18 flightflame18
    22-25, F
    Dec 24, 2014

    Help

    I am really very devastated and I am very sick and I have a lot of problems! Is there anybody who can help me with committing a suicide please? Any ideas? Please help me! I have really serious medical condition and I am in a lot of pain! Please help!
    korinak korinak
    36-40, F
    Jun 12, 2013

    I Don't Want To Do This Anymore

    Things were getting a little better at school. I talked more to people and started making friends. More like aquantinces. They didn't wait up for me, or ask me to eat lunch with them, but as I sat with them I didn't feel unwanted. So that's good. But I hate my parents. My school...
    Victoriarox Victoriarox
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 4, 2012

    I'm too tired to go on.

    I am alone. And I tried. I tried so hard not to give in. To hope. But my hope is gone. Everything is gone. I can't do this alone. I can't make it on my own. I'll try to endure for as long as I can. But I am alone.
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    I Can't Believe I'm Even Here

    How did my life get so ****** up? I'm only 13. I've been sad before but never so depressed. It repulses myself I even joined this group. It could be so easy. Everything would be over. No more pointless tears. Tears falling in to my pillow. No shoulder is there. But I know im not...
    Victoriarox Victoriarox
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2012

    Goodbye!

    I can do it no more, I am tired of fighting. Death is the only way out, I am sick with myself. I sit here asking myself how do I get out of this. My life is so f'ucked up there really is no fixing it. I am done. I cant go on living like this. I want it all to end. Its either me...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2012

    It Would Be So Easy.

    I spend so much time alone, it's easy for me to start thinking about it, about everything. About how ****** up I am, about the person I should be. I can't think about it without hating myself. I can't look at myself straight, can't believe the person I am. I just wonder what...
    DiaryofaDeadgirl DiaryofaDeadgirl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2010

    I am 18 years old. I have had bulimic type

    anorexia since I was 10. I have self harmed for about 3 years now. I hate myself. I get told I am beautiful every day but cant see it. I sleep maybe 3 hours tops a night. I have nightmares about my last attempt. I didnt go through with it because of how it would effect my...
    aMarieC aMarieC
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    I Think About Suicide

    I dont have many friends and in school and stuff people call me fat,ugly,and annoying. My mom just says their jealous but I'm not really sure anymore.Sometimes they push me into lockers and stuff,I just dont want to live with the pain sometimes.I want to do something to get rid...
    selena1143 selena1143
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2009

    I have suffered with depression

    for years and over that time I've seen multiple professionals which didn't help. I've since then been taking drugs, drinking and cutting myself. I feel like I'm completely worthless, unloved and I hate myself. In all the time this has gone on only one thing honestly made me...
    AlexandrosP AlexandrosP
    26-30, M
    Mar 18, 2014

    suicide has crossed my mind

    for quite some time now. but I've never felt... this close to doing it before in my whole life. i try so dam hard to be optimistic about things but everything in my life... is slipping away. school, job, family, and relationship all fell apart in the span of 2 months. I...
    Searching4MyJuliet Searching4MyJuliet
    22-25, M
    Nov 6, 2014

    I'm lying in bed. I've been in bed all day.

    Decided to skip work. Haven't eaten in the last two days. Feeling very regretting of recent choices with money and work. I'm20. I'm a college drop out. I'm broke. And I'm a failure of being a worthy member of our ****** up society. My life doesn't feel secure. It feels boring...
    jeredh jeredh
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

    To preface this, I had a very close experience

    in August of 2013. I swallowed a few bottles of sleeping pills and washed it down with a bottle of vodka. I was found by my mom, unconscious, and transported immediately to the hospital, where I lay in a coma for nine days. After waking up, I was then transported to a...
    jmitch8273 jmitch8273
    26-30, M
    Nov 15, 2014
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