I Am Thinking About This At This Very Moment

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    When Does This Get Better?

    I have cried so much in the past week, right now being no different.  I missed out on the only thing I wanted, now I won't be getting another chance for God knows how long.  You know that feeling you get when it's too late now??  That is the feeling I've got. ...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 29, 2009

    mmmy cats are so very very cute.

    .. I can't get over it :) :) !!!!!!!!!!!
    PastelLime PastelLime
    1 Response Sep 20, 2015

    The Case Study......

    .....I have open in the background that I should be doing. Hmm must reverse the the temporary differences, take the profit before tax add back...... Also thinking of the fact I just bit my Partner really hard and I didn't mean to. - RDW
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2007

    My "Cops" Inspired Inner Dialogue.

      wow, it's probably a good idea to wear panties when you're getting arrested. but i guess you don't know that you're going to get arrested before it happens. well, it's probably a good idea to wear panties generally. a lot of people seem to care for being panty-free...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2007

    It's All Just Thinking

    So the idea for me is to sit, observe the out breath, just label whatever pops up, "thinking".  I've been practicing it for about twelve years, and a vast majority of the time, the thinking ends and truly becoming the observer begins, and eventually, it all ends...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Nov 2, 2007

    My Husband's Great Grandmother Was Murdered Today

    and I never, ever, ever thought I'd have to pass news like that to him.  I am so sad for her, she was an incredible woman and I really loved her.  She was one of the first people that my husband took me to meet when we first got married, and I adored her right away...
    mj915 mj915
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2008

    Christmas Shopping

    I really dont want to go shopping for this yet;but I really really hate dealing with dumb people at the mall in December. I already have my moms, I will buy my dad and grandma one and then just the kids.The rest of my family can suffer cuz I am not spending money on people who...
    blackcat blackcat
    22-25, F
    Nov 3, 2007

    I'm Thinking...

    Why don't people just understand? You know... relationships are like dogs to me! Sometimes in a dogs life on the inside... the have accidents... just cause they pooped on the floor... you don't toss them out... do you? I believe everything happens for a reason! I have pretty...
    Mammy Mammy
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Apr 2, 2008

    lol this is my random thought thanks to my

    friend. whenever someone calls me an angel, I feel like I should say, do you know who I am?? hello it's me! not very angelic little ole me lol
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    My Butt Hurts.

    dangit, my butt is hurting again.* ::squirms in chair:: probably because of the cold. well, the fact that i spend all the live long day sitting on my behind probably doesn't help. ::squirms in chair:: i wonder if i could ask the people upstairs for an additional cushion to...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 22, 2008

    Shinning Soul

    I'm in search of ways to make your soul shine, people with shining souls, with words of wisdom, music, art that makes your soul shine. I have met some very interesting people here already and I just joined.  I feel I have just started on an amazing new journey  in my...
    Trich Trich
    46-50, F
    Nov 3, 2007


    I can't wait when I will have a good night sleep.  I hope it'll be soon!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    4 Responses May 19, 2011

    Should I Let Him Come Over??

    There is this guy I have been talking to over the course of the past 3 or 4 months on and off on the phone and the internet. He wants to come over to my house and I feel comfortable meeting him here. I am just nervous about the "new" thing . Meeting someone new and am I...
    cinfullynn cinfullynn
    46-50, F
    13 Responses Apr 2, 2008


    Time,Moving so fast,Where's it gone?I look back,Seems like only yesterday,Since then,Years have past,Time,It fascinates me.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Dec 10, 2011

    Do You Ever Feel...

    Do you ever feel like you're going to burst. I have so much emotion right now I don't know if I can take it much longer. I feel like I'm dying, or going to die, like something crazy is going to happen. I feel the need to create something beautiful or horrible through music and if...
    ashleyxxpiano ashleyxxpiano
    18-21, F
    Jan 1, 2011

    sometimes I have vicious gossip running through

    my mind.. like so and so's sister likes her sister's husband more then her sister likes her own husband.. O.o like **** and **** sometimes I walk through the store and I think ----------. yeah. I have high and low ideals.. and I live up to none of them.. and when I do...
    PastelLime PastelLime
    1 Response Sep 22, 2015

    My Head's Aching With All These Thoughts... -_-

    I like Biology. I like the idea of healing people, preferably something like Psychiatry. But the problem is, I don't wanna be a doctor in my country. If I enroll in a medical school here, I'd have to work my butt off. The curriculum here is totally pointless. You have to memorise...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123
    18-21, F
    Aug 9, 2010


    The German amazon just added a new feature: now we can buy handbags there!! :) That makes me very happy! I LOOOOOVE handbags!! yippie!!
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl
    18-21, F
    Nov 4, 2007

    Right Now!

    I am thinking I need to have a shower and go to bed because My body doesn't want to be awake but, being a gemini, my mind wants to stay up and play on EP.
    PurpleUmbrella PurpleUmbrella
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2007

    Life In General

    Yesterday was Veterans Day and I went to the veterans cemetery where my father In-law, Grand Father, and Grand Mother are buried.  It really had and affect on me.  Put me in a deep thoughts mood.  The part that really got to me is seeing about an acre of newly dug...
    Trich Trich
    46-50, F
    Nov 12, 2007

    A Song That Made Me Cry

    Okay, since this is a community about thoughts I am going to share mine at the moment. I was in this department store the other day and all the music was fine and dandy until this slow, sad song came on. It had been by Alicia Keys, called Like You'll Never See Me Again. I heard...
    angelofthenight angelofthenight
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2007

    All Because My Leg Hurts Now

    In college I dated one of the guys who played on our basketball team.  Late into the season when the team was doing the best they've ever done in decades, he injured his knee.  Then then there was one time I accidentally hit him in that knee with my backpack.  I...
    yoyy yoyy
    26-30, F
    Feb 3, 2009

    May Sound Silly to Some

    This might sound silly...but...Im just happy.  We have a resuce dog...a pure bred sheltie that was not "producing" apparently as a breeder dog.  So the owner abused him.  He is very malnouished.  I can feel his spine when I pet him. He is...
    Lexus Lexus
    36-40, F
    Nov 4, 2007
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