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I Am Thinking of Leaving Ep For a While

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    This Is So Hard

    What we call the beginning is often the end, And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from....T.S. Elliot     I have spent most of the day writing stories.  I didn’t get all that I wanted to written. This is the hardest story...
    findinme findinme 46-50, F 26 Responses Feb 29, 2008

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    I Didn't Want to Post This Story

    But I figured, what could it hurt. I use to play Spades in some of the best spade clubs in the world, You'll just have to take my word for that. : ) I left these spade clubs to be here because I somehow felt I could make a difference or be helpful. With the holidays coming...
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 83 Responses Dec 16, 2007

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    A Good Thing?

    I have no idea if it is or not.I'm just thinking about chilling out for a minute or two, get my bearings  and then I should be OK.
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 11, 2012

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    It Won't Be Forever...maybe Not Even That Long

    In about two weeks, school is going to start up for me again.  This unfortunately means that I won't be able to spend much time with you guys here on EP.  It will be a good thing for me to take a break from this site for a short while, and I promise to be back as often...
    wordsmith85 wordsmith85 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    I Really Don't Have Anything New to Say Right Now

    EP has been good for me for quite some time but lately (NOT just the last couple of days!) it hasn't been so good for me - it's actually been very stressful and makes me feel even lonelier... I have talked my marital issues to death, and I think some people are getting...
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    I have been thinking about leaving EP

    for a while but I was not sure how to handle it. My thoughts were: • Delete account and leave completely • Walk away for a few days or weeks • Delete all my friends and explain why I was going to do it that way but leave the account open • Place my account on vacation...
    1petitegreeneyes 1petitegreeneyes 46-50, F 10 Responses Jan 25

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    I Think It's Time For A Break

    Hi everyone,I feel that I need to take a break from EP for a while. It has been really hard to stay recently. I don't really have much to say to anyone anymore and I don't think I am being a positive influence. Maybe I am being a little hasty but, I do feel strongly about this...
    FreshBeginning FreshBeginning 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    Well, Actually...

    Forever.  As soon as it may be convenient for me to leave to the wilderness, I will leave, and I won't be coming back, my friends.  Sad, really -_-
    TheArcticWolf TheArcticWolf 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 7, 2010

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    Leaving For a While..

    [ EDITOR'S NOTE: This was a story I wrote many months ago, earlier in 2008.  It no longer applies, but it does serve as a record of how I was feeling at the time.  I intend to write a flashback story providing some detail and some insight as to what I was thinking when...
    marcus101 marcus101 36-40, M 17 Responses Mar 12, 2008

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    Contemplating It.....

    I have thinking about leaving EP for awhile now. There are several different reasons as to why but I will say as of late it has been the drama that swirls around here. When I originally came here to EP it was to write stories, make friends and explore the site. I did do all...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002 46-50, F 61 Responses Jun 27, 2009

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    Too Much

    Bags packShe sits on the foyer stepsCoat unbuttonedChin resting on her hand.The thought won't settle;Torn.Staying,Or leaving.Confused.Very confused.The signs speakWhat do they say?Her heart achesHer mind hazy.Can't see clearly.Too much love?Or too much hate?
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 19, 2011

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    Well Yea

     just for a bit. i will quietly make meh departure ;] i havent been getting on much anyways and i feel like ep just doesnt need me :) xoxo
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2010

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    I Need a Sabbatical

    The past few months have had events that have played heavily on my physical body and mentally. I am going to take a sabbatical from Experience Project. I have to get a balance back in order for me to not be as depressed as I was during the last episode.  I wanted to die but...
    Micayla Micayla 61-65, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2009

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    Maybe Not Leaving Altogether

    I'll probably just be spending much less time online. It really doesn't seem fair for me to keep winding people up the way I do.
    cyberkitty cyberkitty 18-21 8 Responses Sep 14, 2008

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    How Long? Forever?

    This has gotten insane. Bad pennies always turn up. Its not worth the effort to get rid of them. they come on here and lie and deceive and shock and offend. And I try to help people out and report them. And they come back. This place is a frickin zoo. The bottom line is..who is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    ....

    before anyone gets in a tizzle, or shouts at me for making a fuss, Im not deleting, Im not leaving for good, Im not even sure if I will leave, and if I do it probably wont be for a while. This is just me getting my thoughts down.     This place forces me to look at...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 23, 2008

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    Maybe a couple of months.

    I do need a break and I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately though. Love you all because you guys an gals are the sweetest. #StayFierce
    KayleeBlonde KayleeBlonde 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    If Things Go As Planned !!

    I would be leaving but  will be back after my screening to let all know what is going to happen . With me deciding this hand transplants that is.     I must get a screening done to see if I fit all the criteria...... I  decided that getting hand...
    cjpsf5 cjpsf5 41-45, M 105 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    For Now........Addendum

    After much thought and talking w/ some dear friends here........... I've decided to stick around *smiles* *********************************************************************************************************************** As of late I’ve felt removed from EP, thus not...
    girlfaith girlfaith 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 18, 2013

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    End of the Road

    EP just doesn't fit into my life anymore...I'm moving on to bigger and better things. I'm very thankful for the time I've had here and the people I've met, each one special. I wish you all the very best life has to offer! Remember to Live, Laugh & Love much! Peacefully...
    PrettyPixie PrettyPixie 36-40, F 13 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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    I did...............and

    now I'm back with new perspective, a fresh view.It appears I lost some of my circle................and that's cool.Those that hung around, thank you! Whether you meant to or not, seeing your avi's still there put a smile on my face!Happy New Years all!!
    girlfaith girlfaith 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    Hi everybody but I am leaving ep for certain reasons I might come back but I don't know yet. I sorry for the people who have missed me. Bye xxx
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    People must think kindness means your weak and stupid or else why would they use it against you to screw u up while getting what they want....
    Ameliaaaa Ameliaaaa 26-30, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Good god yes!!! I'm always thinking about finding a man who will let me suck his c@&$ when and wherever I want! And let me jack him off all around And how I want to be bent over...
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    I recently was a bridesmaid in my cousin's wedding. There was a guy there, and I can't get him out of my mind. We had a small conversation, and kept stealing glances at each other...
    Matalynn Matalynn 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    We have been together for the last 5 years, he was the one that pursue me, and was quite attentive, we would spend a lot of time together, playing video games (we both work in the...
    JenJack JenJack 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I will make a more official announcement if I do. This is just a sort of heads up. Even though I'm not leaving yet, my activity will be less frequent.
    shadowpixie7 shadowpixie7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    A day I grew up looking forward for the whole year. EID. I wanted to celebrate like I was. Happy. As far as I could remember, it was the day I would live for the whole year. When...
    Fevdayoftheyear Fevdayoftheyear 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    So my and my boyfriend have been dating for about 4 months but have been good friends for about 2 years. We are also both about to be seniors in high school. Although his guy...
    laxlife laxlife 16-17, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    My story is of course about leaving behind love. However my story is pretty much the hardest thing I've ever done. I've turned to ep because I wanted to know what other people have...
    Gurl27 Gurl27 13-15, F Jul 12

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    So a couple of months ago I told my sister I wanna crossdress ( she thinks this is my first time curiosity) she said she'd help me dress when she came home for the summer... Well...
    Marissatgsissy Marissatgsissy 18-21, T 1 hr ago

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    Sunday is a good day for lingerie...
    Goliath2014 Goliath2014 41-45, M 12 hrs ago

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    I can't wait to move in with my best friend. It has been our dream for years.
    ellieloux ellieloux 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    If you are not in the same situation as me, please do not give me advice. And if you are not in a relationship of 4 years or longer do not put your 2 cents in. It's very much not...
    AlyssaBreanne AlyssaBreanne 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I can't help feeling like I let true love slip away. I have a boyfriend, but about a year ago someone else come into my life and he turned it upside down. He started working with...
    laurennhem laurennhem 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm so ready for this to all be over. Getting my *** chewed out on a daily basis is so draining. She never does anything but ***** at me. She just threw a ***** fit bc I needed to...
    Ag0405 Ag0405 22-25, F a week ago

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    Hmmm. What a tough decision. I love my experiences on here but whether or not I can go back and read them, they're mine. Experiences carry a story with them mentally, and it's just...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    More often than not men never explore the true essence of a woman. They settle for explorations of multiple partners or more extreme behaviors as do their partners. And women too...
    WhiteRosesDelivered WhiteRosesDelivered 61-65, F 5 days ago

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    I don't get this world, It really confuses me, I'm a nice guy, I'm really nice to girls I DO MANAGE to date, helped'em out, done nice things for them, show i care. But I'm single...
    AthoughtOfDeath AthoughtOfDeath 26-30, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    How long has it been now? Four, no, five years sice you left me. Five years since I lied in bed for days while you packed your things. Five years since I last saw you. But still I...
    stillhet stillhet 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I can't stop thinking about him... Of how his lips felt against mine. So gentle and passionate. The sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. Its like he's seeing me for the first...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    For the last while I have been thinking of having an affair. I know I should not think like that but there are times when I just want to be held in someone's arms and make love...
    Bettyjb Bettyjb 41-45, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm sorry I've been away. :/ it's been a tiring and exhausting week. I just want to relax and not have anything to worry about. I just want to sit/lay down watch a few movies and...
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    my boyfriend will be leaving 2 days after our year anniversary. he's going to be gone for 5 months and we can only do letters. I'll be in school so hopefully that will keep me busy...
    portiafay portiafay 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just wanna go to a new school where no one knows me and just be a different person because it's obvious no one likes me for me
    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am missing him so bad right now. Driving home, I heard the song "All Of Me" by John Legend and "Say Something"... and during the time period where we hadn't met in person yet, we...
    armygirlfriend14 armygirlfriend14 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Soon I'm going to spend 4 days up in her vacation home, and will have the summer we've been planning. And then I'll be leaving, and the next time I'll probably see her is winter...
    jeweldoggy jeweldoggy 13-15, F Jul 6

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