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I Am Thinking of Leaving Ep For a While

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    Contemplating It.....

    I have thinking about leaving EP for awhile now. There are several different reasons as to why but I will say as of late it has been the drama that swirls around here. When I originally came here to EP it was to write stories, make friends and explore the site. I did do all...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002 46-50, F 62 Responses Jun 27, 2009

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    Too Much

    Bags packShe sits on the foyer stepsCoat unbuttonedChin resting on her hand.The thought won't settle;Torn.Staying,Or leaving.Confused.Very confused.The signs speakWhat do they say?Her heart achesHer mind hazy.Can't see clearly.Too much love?Or too much hate?
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 19, 2011

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    I Really Don't Have Anything New to Say Right Now

    EP has been good for me for quite some time but lately (NOT just the last couple of days!) it hasn't been so good for me - it's actually been very stressful and makes me feel even lonelier... I have talked my marital issues to death, and I think some people are getting...
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    I Think It's Time For A Break

    Hi everyone,I feel that I need to take a break from EP for a while. It has been really hard to stay recently. I don't really have much to say to anyone anymore and I don't think I am being a positive influence. Maybe I am being a little hasty but, I do feel strongly about this...
    FreshBeginning FreshBeginning 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    Maybe a couple of months.

    I do need a break and I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately though. Love you all because you guys an gals are the sweetest. #StayFierce
    KayleeBlonde KayleeBlonde 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    ....

    before anyone gets in a tizzle, or shouts at me for making a fuss, Im not deleting, Im not leaving for good, Im not even sure if I will leave, and if I do it probably wont be for a while. This is just me getting my thoughts down.     This place forces me to look at...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 23, 2008

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    If Things Go As Planned !!

    I would be leaving but  will be back after my screening to let all know what is going to happen . With me deciding this hand transplants that is.     I must get a screening done to see if I fit all the criteria...... I  decided that getting hand...
    cjpsf5 cjpsf5 41-45, M 105 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    A Good Thing?

    I have no idea if it is or not.I'm just thinking about chilling out for a minute or two, get my bearings  and then I should be OK.
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 11, 2012

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    It Won't Be Forever...maybe Not Even That Long

    In about two weeks, school is going to start up for me again.  This unfortunately means that I won't be able to spend much time with you guys here on EP.  It will be a good thing for me to take a break from this site for a short while, and I promise to be back as often...
    wordsmith85 wordsmith85 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    I Didn't Want to Post This Story

    But I figured, what could it hurt. I use to play Spades in some of the best spade clubs in the world, You'll just have to take my word for that. : ) I left these spade clubs to be here because I somehow felt I could make a difference or be helpful. With the holidays coming...
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia 41-45, M 83 Responses Dec 16, 2007

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    I Need a Sabbatical

    The past few months have had events that have played heavily on my physical body and mentally. I am going to take a sabbatical from Experience Project. I have to get a balance back in order for me to not be as depressed as I was during the last episode.  I wanted to die but...
    Micayla Micayla 61-65, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2009

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    Well Yea

     just for a bit. i will quietly make meh departure ;] i havent been getting on much anyways and i feel like ep just doesnt need me :) xoxo
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2010

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    This Is So Hard

    What we call the beginning is often the end, And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from....T.S. Elliot     I have spent most of the day writing stories.  I didn’t get all that I wanted to written. This is the hardest story...
    findinme findinme 46-50, F 26 Responses Feb 29, 2008

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    Leaving For a While..

    [ EDITOR'S NOTE: This was a story I wrote many months ago, earlier in 2008.  It no longer applies, but it does serve as a record of how I was feeling at the time.  I intend to write a flashback story providing some detail and some insight as to what I was thinking when...
    marcus101 marcus101 36-40, M 17 Responses Mar 12, 2008

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    End of the Road

    EP just doesn't fit into my life anymore...I'm moving on to bigger and better things. I'm very thankful for the time I've had here and the people I've met, each one special. I wish you all the very best life has to offer! Remember to Live, Laugh & Love much! Peacefully...
    PrettyPixie PrettyPixie 36-40, F 13 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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