I Am Thinking of Leaving Ep For a While

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    Leaving For a While..

    [ EDITOR'S NOTE: This was a story I wrote many months ago, earlier in 2008.  It no longer applies, but it does serve as a record of how I was feeling at the time.  I intend to write a flashback story providing some detail and some insight as to what I was thinking when...
    marcus101 marcus101
    36-40, M
    17 Responses Mar 12, 2008

    Maybe Not Leaving Altogether

    I'll probably just be spending much less time online. It really doesn't seem fair for me to keep winding people up the way I do.
    cyberkitty cyberkitty
    18-21
    8 Responses Sep 14, 2008

    Ok for those of you who know me

    and the nice comments we have shared I have taken the decision to stand down off EP till Mid March 2015, as there are some personal issues going on in my life right now and I feel I need to focus more attention to that right now, I will be back and those of you know where I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 5, 2014

    I'm not thinking about it.

    I'm doing it. I'm sick of this place. Don't ask why. Some things grow old, an EP is one of those. Bye
    Heartsu Heartsu
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 9, 2014

    ....

    before anyone gets in a tizzle, or shouts at me for making a fuss, Im not deleting, Im not leaving for good, Im not even sure if I will leave, and if I do it probably wont be for a while. This is just me getting my thoughts down.     This place forces me to look at...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Dec 23, 2008

    I Really Don't Have Anything New to Say Right Now

    EP has been good for me for quite some time but lately (NOT just the last couple of days!) it hasn't been so good for me - it's actually been very stressful and makes me feel even lonelier... I have talked my marital issues to death, and I think some people are getting...
    DorothyofOz DorothyofOz
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    Honestly if you scroll down

    and look through my experiences, you can tell that I got a lot more views, likes, and kind responses back in summer 2014. I was a stupid 13 year old back then. And now, I post about my real experiences about being depressed and my thoughts but nobody cares anymore. Yeah, I'm...
    Music4Us Music4Us
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 8, 2014

    Contemplating It.....

    I have thinking about leaving EP for awhile now. There are several different reasons as to why but I will say as of late it has been the drama that swirls around here. When I originally came here to EP it was to write stories, make friends and explore the site. I did do all...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002
    46-50, F
    58 Responses Jun 27, 2009
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 19, 2015

    idk i might leave for a while.

    delete the app and i might not come back. what do i do.?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Sep 21, 2015

    Well Yea

     just for a bit. i will quietly make meh departure ;] i havent been getting on much anyways and i feel like ep just doesnt need me :) xoxo
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2010

    How Long? Forever?

    This has gotten insane. Bad pennies always turn up. Its not worth the effort to get rid of them. they come on here and lie and deceive and shock and offend. And I try to help people out and report them. And they come back. This place is a frickin zoo. The bottom line is..who is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Dec 18, 2010

    I Think It's Time For A Break

    Hi everyone,I feel that I need to take a break from EP for a while. It has been really hard to stay recently. I don't really have much to say to anyone anymore and I don't think I am being a positive influence. Maybe I am being a little hasty but, I do feel strongly about this...
    FreshBeginning FreshBeginning
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2012

    I did...............and

    now I'm back with new perspective, a fresh view.It appears I lost some of my circle................and that's cool.Those that hung around, thank you! Whether you meant to or not, seeing your avi's still there put a smile on my face!Happy New Years all!!
    girlfaith girlfaith
    36-40, F
    Jan 6, 2014

    If Things Go As Planned !!

    I would be leaving but  will be back after my screening to let all know what is going to happen . With me deciding this hand transplants that is.     I must get a screening done to see if I fit all the criteria...... I  decided that getting hand...
    cjpsf5 cjpsf5
    41-45, M
    99 Responses Aug 4, 2009

    I'm leaving for now, its been fun,

    and its not that this is a waste of time, its that I have other more important things to do, so if anybody cares, I'll be back someday, but for now I'm going to the real world to make connections that will last a lifetime. Thank you- those of you that talked to me, even briefly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 14

    Well, just with the male friends

    that I talk to on a regular basis anyway...I will still be around, just don't expect a regular kind of conversation between us. Not talking about the men that I just comment or reply to what they have posted but to those I conversate fairly regularly with. If you do with me, you...
    maiseylove maiseylove
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 20

    Too Much

    Bags packShe sits on the foyer stepsCoat unbuttonedChin resting on her hand.The thought won't settle;Torn.Staying,Or leaving.Confused.Very confused.The signs speakWhat do they say?Her heart achesHer mind hazy.Can't see clearly.Too much love?Or too much hate?
    Sylphy Sylphy
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Feb 19, 2011

    Well, Actually...

    Forever.  As soon as it may be convenient for me to leave to the wilderness, I will leave, and I won't be coming back, my friends.  Sad, really -_-
    TheArcticWolf TheArcticWolf
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 7, 2010

    For Now........Addendum

    After much thought and talking w/ some dear friends here........... I've decided to stick around *smiles* *********************************************************************************************************************** As of late I’ve felt removed from EP, thus not...
    girlfaith girlfaith
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 18, 2013

    deleting this app for a while.

    i notice i only get on here during my low times.
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2015

    Maybe a couple of months.

    I do need a break and I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately though. Love you all because you guys an gals are the sweetest. #StayFierce
    KayleeBlonde KayleeBlonde
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2014

    I Didn't Want to Post This Story

    But I figured, what could it hurt. I use to play Spades in some of the best spade clubs in the world, You'll just have to take my word for that. : ) I left these spade clubs to be here because I somehow felt I could make a difference or be helpful. With the holidays coming...
    BlueGeorgia BlueGeorgia
    41-45, M
    83 Responses Dec 16, 2007

    Well I've decided to take a break from Ep.

    I hate to leave but I just need to get myself together and limiting my use social media I think will help. I will be back, when I'm ready. To those who I've friended on here, I'll miss you and thanks for being there for me, thanks for putting a smile on my face even when I...
    BornInTheWrongEra72 BornInTheWrongEra72
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    It Won't Be Forever...maybe Not Even That Long

    In about two weeks, school is going to start up for me again.  This unfortunately means that I won't be able to spend much time with you guys here on EP.  It will be a good thing for me to take a break from this site for a short while, and I promise to be back as often...
    wordsmith85 wordsmith85
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Aug 4, 2009

    I'm thinking of leaving EP

    for a while. But I might not come back.. I don't know if I'm going to delete my account or not. I think that's the best for me. But for those of you who know me (and my friends) --> I just want to say thank you for everything and take care of yourselves. love y'all xoxo...
    PalestineGurl PalestineGurl
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jan 31

    This Is So Hard

    What we call the beginning is often the end, And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from....T.S. Elliot     I have spent most of the day writing stories.  I didn’t get all that I wanted to written. This is the hardest story...
    findinme findinme
    46-50, F
    26 Responses Feb 29, 2008

    End of the Road

    EP just doesn't fit into my life anymore...I'm moving on to bigger and better things. I'm very thankful for the time I've had here and the people I've met, each one special. I wish you all the very best life has to offer! Remember to Live, Laugh & Love much! Peacefully...
    PrettyPixie PrettyPixie
    36-40, F
    13 Responses Feb 19, 2009

    I am possibly going to delete my profile

    and start over. This time I will probably not give much advise, but listen and learn.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 21, 2015

    I have to leave for a bit.

    ..maybe a few weeks or months. I won't really be talking or posting experiences here as much because I'm busy now and I need to focus on school. And I don't like Ep as much as I used to anyway.
    Music4Us Music4Us
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    I Need a Sabbatical

    The past few months have had events that have played heavily on my physical body and mentally. I am going to take a sabbatical from Experience Project. I have to get a balance back in order for me to not be as depressed as I was during the last episode.  I wanted to die but...
    Micayla Micayla
    61-65, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2009

    A Good Thing?

    I have no idea if it is or not.I'm just thinking about chilling out for a minute or two, get my bearings  and then I should be OK.
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet
    31-35, M
    Feb 11, 2012

    Related Experiences

    I want to thank everyone. Good ones and bad ones. I want to think everyone who supported me and showed me love. You guys are my true inspiration. I want to thank you for everything...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    I'm going to miss you all so much! I've only recently joined EP because of my coming out experience -- I needed an outlet and a community with people who would listen but wouldn't...
    kissmeimamerican kissmeimamerican
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    Today's the very last day... So sad! I loved it here, met some great people, and met a few creepy/scary people and I haven't been on here in a LONG while. I'm sooooo srry to my...
    CynthiaEdmonds CynthiaEdmonds
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    Like now. Bed time and babies calls. Good night FOREVER 👍😬x
    GSpheres16 GSpheres16
    36-40, F
    10 Responses Apr 21
    Being here helped me to realize the meaning of some lyrics I heard many years ago... "I saw ten thousand people, maybe more... People talking without speaking, people hearing...
    KikFindme12thNumber KikFindme12thNumber
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    Well....EP will be leaving me. I wonder if I can do something fun with my "tokens".
    RustyZipper RustyZipper
    51-55, M
    Apr 21
    Last chance to message me for contact info!
    FeelingsOfTheEnd FeelingsOfTheEnd
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Apr 21
    The first time i heard the news, i still thought there was time, at least a month it was then. Now I dunno how it is 21st already. Guess this it then. I personally learnt a lot...
    urnesha urnesha
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    I'm thinking of the freezing of EP like some kind of time warp... By the time it unfreezes I'll be a lot more wrinkly and arthritic, labour will be in government, Trump will be...
    GSpheres16 GSpheres16
    36-40, F
    13 Responses Apr 21
    I have reached the end of my EP journey, it saddens me to say this, EP was my favorite site for the last few months, I honestly hope it comes back, but if not oh well, it's been a...
    FeelingsOfTheEnd FeelingsOfTheEnd
    22-25, M
    11 Responses Apr 20
    I was just thinking how amazingly blessed I am to have the people in my life that truly love me.... My kids (R & B), my exhusband (H), my aerobic dance community (Jazzercise).... I...
    notAloneWithYou notAloneWithYou
    36-40, F
    Apr 20
    I have met amazing people on EP, people who have gone through really hard times in life but managed to keep a beautuful loving soul. People who were bullied at school, went...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 20
    I just don't know what should I say. Love you ,miss you like hell,need you more than you will ever comprehend... I don't know what should be apt words to say before this comes to...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    1 Response Apr 19
    Ok, I have DECIDED to leave EP. By 21 April 2016 I am not logging in anymore... No EP, don't try to get me back (it is too late to apologise, it is tooooo late). *tries to collect...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 19
    Ok so we all are lol. I'll stay here til the end but I've just created a profile on appliestome.com My profile name is still cheatingtracy so you can all find me there. Dunno how...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Apr 19
    I can't stop thinking about you so I will indulge myself and remember everything without trying to shut it out. I don't know what tomorrow brings but tonight I celebrate memories.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19
    I always thought that I'd leave EP...but EP is leaving me! Haha!
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    EP means experiment project to me. Why because it was my first and last experience at a site like this. Being here taught me no real relationships can be formed. I've been open and...
    Trick7 Trick7
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    Goodbye, Im afraid I will not be joining another site. This is my final departure, I joined on june 2014, I learned alot from friends I met, they came and left. I was orginally...
    GlassySky GlassySky
    18-21
    Apr 18
    All names have been changed to protect people's identities. Two days ago on Friday, my high school required all students (except seniors) to work on a community service project...
    shybot shybot
    16-17, F
    Apr 17
    I am glad I made a profile here..it has exposed to so many new things..people that helped me so much, even though we are not in contact anymore..whenever I felt my depression was...
    BrokenSB BrokenSB
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    To my EP friends. To ALL my EP friends. Close ones. When this place is gone, I'm going to delete and leave every form of communication. (Jo, I don't plan on celebrating our 1...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    20 Responses Apr 16
    With EP closing it seems like now would be the best time for a goodbye to everyone. Thank you to everyone for all the experiences and stories you shared and to all the amazing...
    Poison89 Poison89
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    Well, as sad as this is.. I think today will be my last on ep. I've been here for years, and I've met so many incredible people here, including someone I love very very much. There...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 16
    All day, everyday I would imagine someone is spending time with me and I'm just having full on conversations with this imaginary person in my head while I'm doing literally...
    WritingDesk11 WritingDesk11
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    There are few people I hold very dear to my heart and knowing I may not be in contact with some of them soon makes me appreciate them and the time we shared so much more. Lorenzo...
    Lee124 Lee124
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Apr 14
    I had a best friend and he hired me to work for him. I did and when I did he started hitting on me. I felt sorry for him bc I knew his marriage sucked so I let it roll off my...
    ceg333 ceg333
    36-40, F
    Apr 13
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