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I Am Thinking Of Lilannie

She has been on ep a long time and posts regularly. She hasn't logged on since the day Hurricane Sandy hit. Waiting for your return, LilAnnie!

    She Is Probably Helping People Get To The Polls. . .

    That is what I am imagining. She is somewhere where the electricity hasn't come back, so no access to ep (gasp!). It would be like her to be out there making sure everyone has the opportunity to vote.I hope that what I am imagining is true. I'll be relieved to see her back...
    EvesHarvest EvesHarvest 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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