I Am Thinking

i know ppl care but sometimes i think my purpose to b alive is more to give love ...idk if i will b loved for who i am..

its my home..my ep parents/family/friends r here n i love themi share thoughtsi read from others n learn tooi try listen to others n b near them coz out ep is difficult for me to do that n through silence-while typing we talk n i want...

Questions burned to dust
Now do what you must

Those who regret
Actually forget

That the coulds
Can turn to woulds

Everything won't be
Understood

Drink it this once
And be good

...that maybe i should just pack up and leave the country...try something different.....bf.

I'm not religious but I used to be. Was a christian but quit because it just didn't work out for me. I usually don't mind going to religious events like church or bible study because I'm the first in two generations to sort of walk away...

"Isn't the rainbow beautiful?

Don't stars look like they're winking when they twinkle?

Doesn't the moon just glow?"

"Yes. But they're just tricks of light dear"

After the rebel softens

The mundane is a gift

Faithful and predicable

Boring as such

The routine is reliable

To hate, like, love

And embrace

To delve into the intricate details

To perfection to some

And as security to others...

Keep everything as it is. Don't let it grow over you.

Friendship is actually a lot more than you thought it was. You thought "true" friendship meant telling everything. Its not just that.

While what happens is completely real and you...

I love being a woman because every now and then I cross paths with a real gentleman. Yesterday, I was struggling with my shopping cart and a case of soda fell off of the bottom rack on my way to the car. Out of nowhere I hear, "let me...

... of you.That's all.

Life is all about choices. We choose those choices. Can we completely know that the choices we made is a good? No. We can't completely know that the choices that we made is good. So we still made them.

I just noticed I'm a member of this group -and I have no recollection of joining it! I must have been distracted by my thoughts while my fingers kept clicking on. So this group that I accidentally ended up in is really very...

I used to think a lot. When I was younger. I was very mature and a very good student. I'm not much like that anymore. A good student I still am, but my maturity has stopped growing in a way.
I do very much like to think but their is a...

Right at this moment I am thinking how much I miss the people in my life.  I am sitting here tonight, alone with just my thoughts.

I miss some of my friends on EP that I have not heard from in a while.  I wonder what they...

Weakness is not an option but vulnerability is.

Chance is always stupid but taking it is ALWAYS worth it. If you don't get what you want, you get a lesson that never leaves you.

I've done it before. I'm much more than i had started...

i love n hate tv .what is on tv right now :1) news-politics..i don like/don understand2)music...ok nice,but don want it now3)bout food...no comment4)news....bout ppl who get sick ...no good news5)news..politics again6)fashion world...no...

He wants to go to the sea, early, 9 a.m. Monday?

Will bring a blanket, something to sit on. A jacket or sweater if it's windy or cold. Wants to have naked feet.
Back at work by 3.

Tomorrow at 8.30 a.m. a different, other meeting to go...