I Am Thinking

A group for people to share what they are thinking at this moment 332 People

    I rarely respond to messages on here.

    First, because I don't know the person's intentions. Second, I'm rarely on here, only to vent. Third, I like substance in a conversation and conversations via Apps such as this provide the superficial, typical conversations that I easily get bored of (no offense). Let's talk...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2015

    Thinking about the 10th November,

    6 days to go then it's a year since my dad died it still hurts every single day the pain never goes I always miss him, when will it ever get better, 10th is going to be even harder. R.I.P Dad Gone But Never Forgotten
    kimmy24 kimmy24
    26-30, F
    Nov 4, 2015

    Conclusions

    Keep everything as it is. Don't let it grow over you. Friendship is actually a lot more than you thought it was. You thought "true" friendship meant telling everything. Its not just that. While what happens is completely real and you weren't lying to others, you were lying to...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    Feb 1, 2011

    It is funny how people you never hear from the

    entire year text you on Christmas and New Years. Personally, I would say don't bother if you did not remember me the rest of the year!
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2014

    I am exhausted right now

    after an emotionally draining day. I have a sore throat from coughing, swollen eyes with BLACK CIRCLES(aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) underneath them, a dizzy head and I am also physically exhausted since this is the first day to my period. I realised a big thing...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2015
    Ericjames13 Ericjames13
    22-25, M
    Apr 30, 2014

    I hate it when I get all emotional

    and then I get my periods. It just makes me doubt the honesty of my sentiments. I feel so complete today. I lost my dad when I was only four years old but I have loved with all my heart all my life. However, as adolescence struck, I began doubting his character. His parents...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2015

    http://www.foxnews.com/science/2016/04/07/isaac-newton-and-philosophers-stone-manuscript-reveals-alchemy-recipe.html Interesting...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 8

    The recently released video by an Instagram

    and Youtube celebrity about quitting social media for its mundanity and superficiality has set me wondering. I was 12 years when we got a computer at home for my room. Before that, my life was all about the 5:30 Dragonball Z episode I could not miss and school. My family never...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2015

    I am in a weird space right now

    as I try to figure things out and love my life but to no avail. I just end up constantly figuring things out, thinking, dreaming, wondering whats the matter with me and just why cannot I be and just do. I know all that I should do and be doing and yet I don't. Its because I am...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    Oct 31, 2015

    Contrary to what I wrote earlier this morning,

    I think I am actually a very happy person. I guess its normal to freak out sometimes and the last few days have been utterly chaotic and stressful. I love to maintain harmony and peace in my life so I generally tend to stay apart from my family members, especially my brother. I...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    Nov 1, 2015

    Thinking That Sometimes Im Here To Love,not Be Loved..

    i know ppl care but sometimes i think my purpose to b alive is more to give love ...idk if i will b loved for who i am..
    amysangels amysangels
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Nov 21, 2010

    1 am thoughts Biting Winds I sometimes

    associate people with things in this world Like some people are cold brisk sunrises, Or relaxing and calming sunsets Some are the sand between your toes Or flags in the wind Leaves falling from trees Untied shoelaces and colorful bandaids Curly hair and warm mornings Midnight...
    ash543 ash543
    16-17, T
    Dec 10, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2015
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

    Kinda into underground music.

    There's some REAL good music.... never played on the radio. That's why I never listen to the radio.... Not since a majority of the songs were about sex, money, hoes or just plain sucked. Idk what happened. Yeah anyways.... It's early as fck. Time to TRY to sleep...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    Nov 25, 2015

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/hillary-clinton-nyc-mayor-de-blasio-draw-criticism-over-racially-tinged-joke-at-charity-dinner/ar-BBrE02l?ocid=ansmsnnews11 http://www.msn.com/en-us/music/news/judge-clears-stairway-to-heaven-copyright-case-for-trial/ar-BBrDoPS?ocid...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/saudi-king-announces-plans-to-build-a-bridge-linking-his-country-to-egypt/ar-BBrwCiW?ocid=ansmsnnews11 Just.. O.O Wow..
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 9

    What if we did tease thursdays on here.

    . or toy thursday... who would actual do it with me ...
    badmel badmel
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Sep 17, 2015

    http://www.cnn.com/2016/04/07/politics/bill-clinton-black-lives-matter-protesters/index.html I was waiting for the response that black lives matter asked for and here it's her husband that handles it. Smart move on their part I'd say. That guy is probably the most professional...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Apr 8

    Thinking about what I wrote earlier.

    I didn't know that I was so upset deep down but I knew that something was not right. I have changed a lot in the last couple of months. The newspaper that I had been reading since my childhood, I switched it with a more holistic and less gossipy one. I have learned so many...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    If someone says "I love you",

    I will believe them if they stick with me for life come what may If someone says I'm a friend, I will believe them if they are willing to spend some time with me (it works both ways) If someone says Im sorry, I will believe them if they really mean it If someone says you are...
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    I am thinking about the people on the beach in

    Tunisia and the bravery of the people that came to their aid. The builder that threw roof tiles at the gunman. The hotel staff that formed a human shield to protect people and told the gunman you have to shoot me first. British tourists in fear running, passing staff running...
    grommit3 grommit3
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2015

    http://www.aljazeera.

    com/news/2016/04/bangladesh-activist-nazimuddin-samad-hacked-death-160407060514126.html This kind of reminds me of all the many journalist who attempt to go to these foreign places to write articles on them just to be executed later...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Apr 7

    So I took one of those personality tests I see

    everyone mention or talk about, out of boredom today. No clue how accurate people consider these things to be. I just feel like posting the stats since I took all that time going through it. Logician? (INTP-T) Extroverted 41% / Introverted 59% Intuitive 70% / Observant 30...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 9

    I haaaaaaaaaaaaate you (I wish I could climb

    a hill and scream these words at the top of my lungs)
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    Why do fools fall in love Because some are

    as innocent as a dove They have no clue They loved until they turned blue Take a deep breath and exhale Let's not get ourselves all pale Let life flow through our veins Do not get carried away by the one who feigns Love has made a fool of us all We are naive creatures after...
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    At This Moment?

    Right at this moment I am thinking how much I miss the people in my life.  I am sitting here tonight, alone with just my thoughts. I miss some of my friends on EP that I have not heard from in a while.  I wonder what they are doing, if they are okay, if I will hear...
    giggles4488 giggles4488
    56-60, F
    4 Responses Apr 13, 2010

    http://www.inquisitr.

    com/2898942/secretary-of-state-john-kerry-isis-is-guilty-of-genocide/ I always wonder why it takes them so long to realize things though?
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Mar 17
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2015

    So, here's what I was thinking about: When I

    was four years old, I used to hang out over at my friend's house all the time. My brother was slightly younger than my friend's brother, and he would sometimes come with and we would play and stuff. So, fast forward to the event. Me, my friend and her brother decided to play...
    funkydreamer funkydreamer
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    Two Things And A Note To Self

    Weakness is not an option but vulnerability is. Chance is always stupid but taking it is ALWAYS worth it. If you don't get what you want, you get a lesson that never leaves you. I've done it before. I'm much more than i had started believe.
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2011

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/sports/mlb/adam-laroche-details-experience-rescuing-underage-sex-slaves/ar-BBrIwaz?ocid=ansmsnsports11 http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/possible-lost-caravaggio-painting-found-in-attic-in-france/ar-BBrErkb?ocid=ansmsnnews11 http://www.boston.com/news...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 14

    The type of mom I'll be.

    .. Daughter: What's the V? Me: Go ask your mom... Oh yeah I'm your mom! Me: Vegetables...it means vegetables! Daughter: I want a V!!!!! Me: No, sweety. You have one.
    hellerpeople hellerpeople
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2014
    tarara0414 tarara0414
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2015

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/panama-papers-huge-tax-leak-exposes-putin-aides-world-leaders/ar-BBrjImy?ocid=ansmsnnews11 http://www.huffingtonpost.com/seth-abramson/the-democrats-10-point-plan-lose-election_b_9605608.html I find it interesting how they agree for the most...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Apr 4

    I tick people off. Someone tells me I can speak

    my mind and when I do they say they don't want to keep in touch. What am I supposed to do? True friends will sail through storms. Fake ones drop into the ocean. Right now I'm riding through both calm waters and the storms all by myself. I pray that in the coming year I am...
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/suicide-bomber-targeting-christians-kills-65-mostly-women-and-children-in-pakistan-park/ar-BBqZHXf?ocid=spartandhp Kind of ****** up how this terrorism **** is just everywhere these days..
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Mar 27
    musicalsoul10 musicalsoul10
    26-30, F
    Apr 29, 2014

    It is important for women to work.

    It gives you self-respect and self-worth. I cannot imagine depending on a man every time I need to cut my hair or go shopping or buy something from the grocery store. If I was not working Id be a wreck by now. I thank God for the positive and negative experiences in my life
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    Dec 26, 2014

    Ughhh..this website is

    so freaking addicting!!! I couldn't stay off it till Saturday. Why the hell did you come into my life, EP??? Just why??? Maybe, if I practise self-restraint, especially mental self restraint for like 4-5 days, I WILL get weaned off it. I don't know... I hate the internet...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    This is my last post

    for today and maybe forever and it's about the perspective I have gained in the past few days. These past couple of months actually have taught me so many unexpected things. Today, since the evening, I have been physically exhausted from my period. So I decided to spend time...
    Crestraised Crestraised
    18-21, F
    Nov 4, 2015

    a girl can find a guy is very simple.

    but a girl can find girl is difficult task.why the societies and peoples are not interested to change the lifestyle guy-girl, to girl - girl. it must need a change.hope once will change our society and people's mind
    nadiyasherin6 nadiyasherin6
    18-21, F
    May 2, 2015

    So a football player

    who was actually a serial killer this whole time. Well that's new... o.O And creepy. And now they've banned Chess! xD Hahahahaha!! I like this quote~ Lebanese television producer Nasser Fakih tweeted: "Saudi mufti has declared chess haram. Apparently this game makes you use...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Jan 23

    It hurts to see the "Seen" status

    or a double tick (depending on the app) to a message sent and when one does not get a reply. On the one hand, it is helpful because you know the intended recipient has seen and read the message. On the other hand, it is hurtful (raises unwanted negative emotions). No matter how...
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2015

    The "stubborn gene" skipped a generation

    and was passed on from my grandmother to me
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    Mar 8, 2015

    About What Matters

    Been responding to a question here on class and it got me thinking about what matters most to me.I thought of so many teas in England with pretty bone china cups and stilted conversations. And I thought of teas in Kenya .. how we all sat around laughing and joking as the tea...
    Orangetas Orangetas
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Sep 24, 2013

    My heart is heavy right now.

    Time to drag my feet, put on my shoes, and step out for a walk!
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

    One Answer

    "Isn't the rainbow beautiful? Don't stars look like they're winking when they twinkle? Doesn't the moon just glow?" "Yes. But they're just tricks of light dear"
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jun 12, 2011

    I'm not the kind of person

    who will cook and clean, do the dishes and laundry, and be subservient. I'm not a servant. I don't expect to be served either. This is the 21st century for cryin out loud! It angers me when a guy tells me that "cooking is in the lady's department"! I hate it when men (like my...
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    Feb 14, 2015

    SOMETIMES when I wish a person "All the best",

    what I actually mean is "I couldn't care less" ...
    tanchel90210 tanchel90210
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2015

    I think I don't have friends really,

    I just feel so stupid when reminded of the time I spent on it,thinking it might work,although I have been a "bad friend"to this specific person too but hey if I just want to keep it as a friend and cannot be anymore it's not my fault and comming back the thing that I don't...
    Scorpio95117 Scorpio95117
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 29, 2015

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/health/medical/sleepless-nights-linked-to-brain-changes-in-study/ar-BBrnLFw?ocid=ansmsnhealth11 I freaking knew the two were related!!!
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 6

    http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/egypt-sentences-christian-teens-to-jail-for-contempt-of-islam/ar-BBpZuvU?OCID=ansmsnnews11 http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/textiles-from-the-time-of-king-david-found-in-ancient-israeli-mine/ar-BBq0gvn?OCID=ansmsnnews11 News, news, news..
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Feb 25

    http://www.abc.net.au/news/2016-02-09/device-gives-people-with-spinal-cord-injuries-hope-of-walking/7151174 New tech comes out as someone who used to invent that new tech passes on. :/ Because Life. http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/artur-fischer-inventor-extraordinaire-is-dead...
    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    Feb 10
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