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I Am Tired of All the Hurt

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    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 17, 2010

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    Blue and green water pouring in waves against

    the shore. The beach was empty and in the distance it was raining out to sea. Water smashed onto sand and rock and sent the spray high up the cliff side to where I was standing. I thought a beautiful view might bring a smile to my face but I felt so alone up there. I kept...
    Hidebehindtherain Hidebehindtherain 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Broken Heart Dancing In the Rain.

    I married a man that I believed in.  When he told me he would never cheat on me.  I believed.  He said he never wanted to do what he did in his first marriage.  Yet, on our 15 years of marriage, I found out he was still doing what he did to me that he did in...
    SwanRayne SwanRayne 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2009

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    I'M Sorry

    I hurt too and then I hurt you. I thought I could defend myself from pain now I know I just hurt another human that was trying to help before they even had the chance. I'm so sorry I just had no where else to go at the time. Thank you for everything. I hope you have happiness...
    errantmind errantmind 41-45, F Mar 26, 2013

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    No Pain

      to flow through the noise of knowledge so we can grow with the movement of life ....?
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 17, 2010

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    "Even Though," Were Stil Living Together

      ABOUT A WEEK IN A HALF AGO IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY AND I WANTED TO GO OUT BUT WAS SICK SO EVEN THOUGH I WAS SICK I STILL WENT THE PROBLEM WAS I DIDN'T TELL MY BOYFRIEND. BUT I FELT AS THOUGH WHY TELL HIM AND HE'S NOT GONNA CARE ANYWAY..HE'S NEVER HOME AND EVERYONE ELSE GETS...
    whnyme whnyme 26-30 2 Responses Oct 25, 2008

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    Im Sick of It

    alot of you may feel how i feel im sick of gettin hurt by guys, f riends and mostly my actions i cant seem to get anything right no matter how hard i try to mend my realationships and friendships it always end up falling apart and i cant tae the pressure im still having trouble...
    reaighn reaighn 16-17 1 Response Aug 20, 2008

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    Rethink

      we're second-hand people. don't pretend we're not sloppy, lazy people we are trying to find something that is original - god is, the reality is original. It's original unknown we must have an original mind a free mind not original in painting a new picture, or a new this...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 19, 2010

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    There is so much pain I'm

    so tired of it ugh I think I'm gonna delete this app too...
    Mallexx Mallexx 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    I Know It Is My Fault.

    I am a woman that likes sex and but to a fault. No man will take me serious because of it. I am hurting now and alone because it is like my feelings don't matter. I have made a conscious effort to stop having sex but it is too late now. Now I am soon to be 35 with no hope of a...
    NJEF NJEF 31-35 2 Responses Sep 21, 2008

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