I Am Tired of All the Hurt

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 297 People

    burwi333 burwi333
    36-40, M
    Oct 17, 2010

    No Pain

      to flow through the noise of knowledge so we can grow with the movement of life ....?
    burwi333 burwi333
    36-40, M
    Oct 17, 2010

    Rethink

      we're second-hand people. don't pretend we're not sloppy, lazy people we are trying to find something that is original - god is, the reality is original. It's original unknown we must have an original mind a free mind not original in painting a new picture, or a new this...
    burwi333 burwi333
    36-40, M
    Oct 19, 2010

    Broken Heart Dancing In the Rain.

    I married a man that I believed in.  When he told me he would never cheat on me.  I believed.  He said he never wanted to do what he did in his first marriage.  Yet, on our 15 years of marriage, I found out he was still doing what he did to me that he did in...
    SwanRayne SwanRayne
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2009

    I Know It Is My Fault.

    I am a woman that likes sex and but to a fault. No man will take me serious because of it. I am hurting now and alone because it is like my feelings don't matter. I have made a conscious effort to stop having sex but it is too late now. Now I am soon to be 35 with no hope of a...
    NJEF NJEF
    31-35
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2008

    I am beyond tired of this never-ending loop I

    seem to be living. Each week I want it to be different, but nothing changes.
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    I'M Sorry

    I hurt too and then I hurt you. I thought I could defend myself from pain now I know I just hurt another human that was trying to help before they even had the chance. I'm so sorry I just had no where else to go at the time. Thank you for everything. I hope you have happiness...
    errantmind errantmind
    41-45, F
    Mar 26, 2013

    "Even Though," Were Stil Living Together

      ABOUT A WEEK IN A HALF AGO IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY AND I WANTED TO GO OUT BUT WAS SICK SO EVEN THOUGH I WAS SICK I STILL WENT THE PROBLEM WAS I DIDN'T TELL MY BOYFRIEND. BUT I FELT AS THOUGH WHY TELL HIM AND HE'S NOT GONNA CARE ANYWAY..HE'S NEVER HOME AND EVERYONE ELSE GETS...
    whnyme whnyme
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2008

    It's just not fair. There is

    so much pain in this world, and not really any way to escape it. Emotional pain and physical pain. Along with a lot of other forms of it. My muscles are so sore I cannot move and on top of that someone close to me is angered with me and I don't know why, I just assumed it was my...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8
    16-17, M
    Mar 5, 2015

    Im Sick of It

    alot of you may feel how i feel im sick of gettin hurt by guys, f riends and mostly my actions i cant seem to get anything right no matter how hard i try to mend my realationships and friendships it always end up falling apart and i cant tae the pressure im still having trouble...
    reaighn reaighn
    16-17
    1 Response Aug 20, 2008

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