I Am Tired Of All The Pain In My Life

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    Everytime a problem has gone away

    and I think everything is fine then another problem comes round the corner and hits me right in the face
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2014

    There's so much pain in my heart.

    I cry and cry for endless times and it sucks I can't do this anymore and I just want to fly away but I can't I have no wings to fly to run or to hide. I have to feel this pain in side me turn to hatred I let it built in me and take everything I have. I don't wanna do this no...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 18, 2015

    i have been bossed around ever

    since my mother always doubt me but my sister is whom she really love my boyfriend he cant seem to understand me so much but still he makes me happy the only reason im still alive in this world is my lover because his there for me but im just too afraid that one day that person...
    sheralyncis sheralyncis
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    Stop waiting for the guy

    who isn't sure you're enough and respect yourself enough to wait for the one that knows you are.
    Charmeeee Charmeeee
    36-40, F
    Sep 27, 2014

    I just wanna restart

    and meet some better people on here than I did in my past life
    daisymarie12 daisymarie12
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    Can't sleep keep having flashbacks/nightmares

    of my dad hitting my mom and me, being raped. Is there anything that helps besides alcohol and cutting?
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2015

    Psychosocial social..

    Though are self against the wall, I've done my time let me go psychosocial social.. Psychosocial social..
    semiman semiman
    51-55, M
    Mar 16, 2016

    What is it mean when someone tells you you've

    been chosen to go through a lot of **** in your life? but they don't tell you why. I know I'm not some sort of prophecy but why do I have to be in so much pain all the time. why can't I have a boring job, a house, a car, and a family. that's all I want but no...Ok I'm ranting...
    Nmetb Nmetb
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015

    sometimes i wonder why i am married.

    . am i in love? am i happy? is this what i want in life? was i happier before this marriage? does he make me happy? life is not a fairy tale.. does my being happy far outweigh my being gloomy? ... io no lo so
    remydodol remydodol
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    I'm so tired of it..the family is always

    fighting, so much evil gets thrown around the house like everyone is playing dodgeball with hurtful words...I never play their game, but I'm mostly effected by it..being removed from a previous abusive home, this one is no different except that I'm emotionally beaten instead of...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2014

    I just need to let this out,

    just this one time. I have been in pain most of my life, for 3 damn years I have been in pain. I try my best to please the people around me but somehow every single thing I do falls apart. I do my best not to think about the judgments I get from my family. I try my best not to...
    Kristenw15 Kristenw15
    18-21, F
    Dec 12, 2015

    I'm tired of this pain

    so I've become numb . Hopelessly is ruling my life , I can't be positive because it seems useless . I just don't care and will become a human robot just to survive because caring will just make it more unbearable .
    deleted deleted
    Nov 21, 2015

    **** my life. **** it.

    I hate it, there's no meaning, not one good thing has ever happened in my entire f*cking life except for meeting my friends and former lover. I just hate it so much, I'm so tired of it..I can't stand living like this anymore, I'm not strong enough to go on much longer. So...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014
    Idontwanttosendyouapic Idontwanttosendyouapic
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 30, 2015

    I've thought about giving up in life many times.

    One thing that's kept me going is the saying that ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I'll admit, some days I have are awesome and all but the majority of my life hurts. The bad outweighs the good and even though I tell myself, oh you're having a bad...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2014

    My mom just found out I cut again,

    and is making me go see a therapist ASAP.
    insecure521 insecure521
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015
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