It occured to me that I must avoid
apologizing so frequently and I
have grown weary of this vicious
pattern of behaviour.
Yet, I cannot tolerate being aggressive
the phrases "stand firm" are mere
words, unfortunately I have a gentle
heart, and have to create...
I am always saying sorry about things that weren't even my fault to begin with. I can't help it I just seem compelled to apologise even when I have no reason to do so. It sometimes feel false...to me anyway.
I made a mistake, like any other human being has, I owned up to it and apologized. Still nothing has changed why? Because those people decide they are to hurt to accept any apology. Ok, that's fine, I understand. But..... why do you have to punish me for something I have...
for my body and the way I dress :p
Why can't a relatively thin girl with boobs wear tank tops and bikini tops without being judged as sexually promiscuous? It sickens me that I have to apologize for the body I inhabit. It sickens me that other girls hate me for how my body...