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I Am Tired Of Being Abused And Disrespected

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    My Abusive Partner

    I been with this guy for 4 years, and for the whole 4 years it's been nothing but emotional abuse, don't get me wrong but the last year hasn't been to bad, I lost my mum on January 29th 2013, and I'm trying to deal with her lose, I'm not coping very well, I have been diagnosed...
    Viviana1988 Viviana1988 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself for letting someone that i thought loved me n cherished abuse me n disrespect me nearly everyday n not just in the privacy of our home by being physically abusive but out in public where outsiders could hear him call me names because i wasnt perfect or a virgin or...
    dreamingboutbtrdays dreamingboutbtrdays 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2012

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    I'm tired of being abused.

    It seems the stronger I am the more people want to hurt me. I honestly don't know what to do.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    I know all forms of abuse.

    . But to this day I have not been able to tell anyone. I have been beaten, drowned under water. Friends I no longer have. Life seems pointless.
    Damaged20 Damaged20 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    I'm not going tomorrow.

    There's no argument to it. While he's gone, I'm packing what I can and getting the **** out of here. It's a real possibility he could kill me without intentionally trying; he's very liberal with what he calls 'self defense' against a 95-pound-girl.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    PierceSleepingWithParamore PierceSleepingWithParamore 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    Had the toughest nursing shift last night.

    In my entire life, that was the very first time someone insulted and scornfully treated me with so much disrespect like I'm a piece of garbage. I was on night shift. There came 3 ladies, one old woman-the grandmother of an infant, a young lady, and mother of the infant who had 2...
    J2911 J2911 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    KamiTheBear KamiTheBear 22-25, F Sep 13, 2014

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