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I Am Tired Of Being Abused And Disrespected

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 113 People

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    KamiTheBear KamiTheBear 26-30, F Sep 13, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself for letting someone that i thought loved me n cherished abuse me n disrespect me nearly everyday n not just in the privacy of our home by being physically abusive but out in public where outsiders could hear him call me names because i wasnt perfect or a virgin or...
    dreamingboutbtrdays dreamingboutbtrdays 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2012

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    My Abusive Partner

    I been with this guy for 4 years, and for the whole 4 years it's been nothing but emotional abuse, don't get me wrong but the last year hasn't been to bad, I lost my mum on January 29th 2013, and I'm trying to deal with her lose, I'm not coping very well, I have been diagnosed...
    Viviana1988 Viviana1988 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    I'm not going tomorrow.

    There's no argument to it. While he's gone, I'm packing what I can and getting the **** out of here. It's a real possibility he could kill me without intentionally trying; he's very liberal with what he calls 'self defense' against a 95-pound-girl.
    iamcass iamcass 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 26, 2015

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    When I was a child I was molested

    and constantly bullied by my oldest sibling. He's left physical and mental scarrs that I still have today. My room was taken away from me, I'm forced to sleep in the living room. I also haven't slept in an actual bed in half a year. I sleep on a futon with a broken metal frame...
    arcticfox46 arcticfox46 18-21, M Apr 21, 2015

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    before my mom met her new boyfriend,

    he helped us off the street, but through out the 4 years, he has abused my mom, me, and my brother for many years. is it right if the abuser pays for things like rent or food?
    Compoundgold Compoundgold 13-15, M 7 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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    AGreenDayToRemember AGreenDayToRemember 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    I know all forms of abuse.

    . But to this day I have not been able to tell anyone. I have been beaten, drowned under water. Friends I no longer have. Life seems pointless.
    Damaged20 Damaged20 26-30, F Nov 24, 2014

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    Had the toughest nursing shift last night.

    In my entire life, that was the very first time someone insulted and scornfully treated me with so much disrespect like I'm a piece of garbage. I was on night shift. There came 3 ladies, one old woman-the grandmother of an infant, a young lady, and mother of the infant who had 2...
    J2911 J2911 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    Before I got married things were good.

    But after its like a struggle to stay afloat. The problem is that we both have different perspectives about marriage. I'm an egalitarian while he on the other hand believes that a woman should be obedient and submissive and all times and whose opinion is irrelevant. He hits me...
    w2cute w2cute 26-30, F Nov 22, 2015

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    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I really need help. I think I may have been sexually abused when I was younger, but I'm not sure? It's really conflicting, because the person who did it was my mom. Nearly every...
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17 16-17 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I was abused many times over the years as a kid. The most frequent/egregious abuser was my stepfather. It made me distant myself from people. It impacted my ability to be intimate...
    GodHatesMe2010 GodHatesMe2010 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Well, I guess it started when we lost my mom. Part of me blamed myself even though I was younger. And my dad blamed me too. Ever since then he's lashed out at me a lot, and hurt me...
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    I was abused as a child. I've never talked about it. this is the most I've ever talked about it now but I've been holding it in for 15 years. I've been able to usually keep a hold...
    LittleBird131 LittleBird131 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Hate is such a strong word and I dislike it very much!! But under the circumstances I'm starting to have just those kind of thoughts. I've been with MH off and on for 21 long years...
    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F Jan 26

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    I don't know what this is. I don't know if anyone else is going through this, but if you are, please let me know or you could post your own experience/frustrations as well. This...
    Dereth Dereth 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old I'm tired of being used by females just to get another man
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M Jan 25

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    I feel like my mom and sister are always disappointed in me, like today I'm really scared of spider and I couldn't find it, when I did I stepped on it quickly but still didn't want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 25

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    I seriously need someone to help me Im begging you. My mama is in a rampage right now please. I need to get away from here
    Lunaaaa Lunaaaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    of being tired I just can't sleep
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F Jan 25

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    My whole life I've always had a decent amount of friends and I've always been very sociable and easygoing when it comes to gatherings. I'm used to having enough friends to keep me...
    TornWanderer TornWanderer 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    But sometimes I wonder if it was abuse at all. I wonder if I'd be way less ****** up if labels like that didn't tell me to be victimized. I was so young I didn't think of myself as...
    apresm0i apresm0i 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 24

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    NikkiButlerGreen NikkiButlerGreen 26-30, T Jan 24

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    Another day of abuse. Yesterday my narcisstic (who only cares about him and herself) mother dearest took out the cord to the monitor. 4-5am this morning when mum and I would be...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response Jan 23

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    i just feel like i cannot do something good. is this a quarter life crisis? im so sad seeing people being abandoned. i always used to put my shoes on their own. earlier, i was so...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I've struggled with being tired all the time despite what amount of sleep I get. I finally started trying to figure out why this is happening and my families response is more along...
    inzari inzari 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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