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I Am Tired Of Being Abused And Disrespected

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    I know all forms of abuse.

    . But to this day I have not been able to tell anyone. I have been beaten, drowned under water. Friends I no longer have. Life seems pointless.
    Damaged20 Damaged20 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    When I was a child I was molested

    and constantly bullied by my oldest sibling. He's left physical and mental scarrs that I still have today. My room was taken away from me, I'm forced to sleep in the living room. I also haven't slept in an actual bed in half a year. I sleep on a futon with a broken metal frame...
    arcticfox46 arcticfox46 18-21, M Apr 21

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    Had the toughest nursing shift last night.

    In my entire life, that was the very first time someone insulted and scornfully treated me with so much disrespect like I'm a piece of garbage. I was on night shift. There came 3 ladies, one old woman-the grandmother of an infant, a young lady, and mother of the infant who had 2...
    J2911 J2911 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    AGreenDayToRemember AGreenDayToRemember 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    I'm not going tomorrow.

    There's no argument to it. While he's gone, I'm packing what I can and getting the **** out of here. It's a real possibility he could kill me without intentionally trying; he's very liberal with what he calls 'self defense' against a 95-pound-girl.
    cassandradianne cassandradianne 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    KamiTheBear KamiTheBear 22-25, F Sep 13, 2014

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    My Abusive Partner

    I been with this guy for 4 years, and for the whole 4 years it's been nothing but emotional abuse, don't get me wrong but the last year hasn't been to bad, I lost my mum on January 29th 2013, and I'm trying to deal with her lose, I'm not coping very well, I have been diagnosed...
    Viviana1988 Viviana1988 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    I'm tired of being abused.

    It seems the stronger I am the more people want to hurt me. I honestly don't know what to do.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Aug 7, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself for letting someone that i thought loved me n cherished abuse me n disrespect me nearly everyday n not just in the privacy of our home by being physically abusive but out in public where outsiders could hear him call me names because i wasnt perfect or a virgin or...
    dreamingboutbtrdays dreamingboutbtrdays 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2012

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    My eyes are open, my body is tired. I want to sleep but I just can't and I have to be at work at 9am and its already 249am... ugh!!!! -_-
    SkateBoardz SkateBoardz 18-21, T 4 hrs ago

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    And sexually abused. The sad thing is when I want to talk about it with someone they dismiss me so easily because I'm male. Physically abused? I should have 'manned up' and fought...
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    It's still a subject that brings me much shame but it's nice to find a place where I can open up. When I was 18, I got into a relationship with someone that I grew to love deeply...
    Normienorman Normienorman 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    So it's 2:46 am and I'm awake cleaning and thinking. Though I am tired my body still seems to be running. Haha... Wish I had a nice interesting Dom to talk to😊😊😊
    SubmissiveThoughts SubmissiveThoughts 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I'm so damn tired 😩 and every little ******* thing is making me so ******* angry and very upset and i ******* hate it. So much bills💰 to pay today. - Now I need a damn...
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I want to be used like a toy until you grow tired of me then you just throw me away. only in Ireland
    maggie191 maggie191 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    When i was 13...i don't know if anyone will read this i just feel i need to get this in writing because i have told only my therapist and my dad. My therapist didn't help much, and...
    Sawke Sawke 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I abused prescription drugs on large scale during 1995 to 2000. I tried them in very potent and weird combinations. I mostly abused benzodiazepines. Now I find that my memory has...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    Im tired of everyones freaking bullsh*t like can people just stop there are people who just dont give a damn about anyone else well being wtf f***ers like really anything else...
    lbell416 lbell416 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I truly am tired of it. I don't enjoy hating people. I don't enjoy acting like a b**** to my family. I hate myself when I yell or say or do crappy things. It makes me feel horrible...
    lmichelle8907 lmichelle8907 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    when I was born my mother couldn't except me ... I still don't know why. However my dad loved me to bits and took really good care of me while my mum couldn't even look into my...
    kstra38 kstra38 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Today we had a home visit for our son's pre-school teacher since we didn't get enough notice of the open house. Our son and I were on vacation that day. This vacation had been...
    j21043 j21043 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    I am so tired of being used by 'friends', being treated badly by family members and made to feel like I am nothing. All I have done is care for others and all it has done in...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate the types of dads that think that they can buy their child's love. My dad being one. He can go months without speaking a word to me and suddenly I could be at his parents...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Silently crying to myself under my covers because I'm ugly. I hate the way I look. No matter what I tell myself & what people tell me I still feel like such an ugly ******. Really...
    CryingMyselfToSleep CryingMyselfToSleep 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am very sexual. Does this have to do with being sexually abused so much in my life? Or is it possible I am just one of those woman who have a naturally high sex drive? I don't...
    xoxo95 xoxo95 18-21, F 11 Responses a week ago

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    I'm tired! I'm tired of always taking care of everybody. I've got 1 younger brother, and my parents are divorced. It's actually frustrating when you have divorced parents, we live...
    Livetillmadness Livetillmadness 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    U know I'm kinda getting tired of being treated like **** And saying sorry all the fwaking time but bish u know what sorry not sorry And being told I have a attitude well hey...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I am so tired of getting up every morning and putting on my Pollyanna pants. I set myself up every day by being positive and attempting kindness. These days I feel like one person...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 10 Responses Aug 19

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    Im tired of : • People telling me what to do •World hunger • Bullying • Discrimination • Shooting and war • People I love leave • Being hurt • people that know...
    QueenW25 QueenW25 26-30, F Aug 18

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    A year ago I met the man who swept me off my feet. We dated for a month and a half before he broke it off after admitting he was falling in love with me. I've struggled to stay...
    eagerbeaver74 eagerbeaver74 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was also tired of being fat and I know how you all feel. If it's any help, I am offering my ebook for free to anyone on "me too" who would like to know how I solved my weight...
    cviens cviens 51-55, M Aug 17

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    I've been abused in every form by my last two boyfriends and I'm so scared it's going to happen to me again. Sometimes I wonder how I am still alive. As much as I am happy to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 17

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    Parent probs. My dad verbally and physically abused my mom, me and my younger sister. I somewhat developed this attachment and trust issues. I pick out people whom I think is...
    PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    To me it was my fault fallinh in love with a boy the spark that i have never felt before when we kissed and just him holding me felt wonderful. There are so many things i want to...
    Soups Soups 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    My experience of abuse is most likely not as bad as most people's but I'd still like to share.. The first time I was abused by my dad was when I came home late from a friends...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 16

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    My MN mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 16

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    My MN mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    My mother abused my cats to assert her power over me & to feed off my pain, helplessness and terror. I always felt so guilty that I couldn't protect them from her that I never told...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 16

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    I'm tired of being used, taken advantage of, and treated like a second option. I know that I always put the needs of others before my own, but they never do the same. What's the...
    Felicia209 Felicia209 18-21, F Aug 16

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