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I Am Tired Of Being Abused And Disrespected

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    When I was a child I was molested

    and constantly bullied by my oldest sibling. He's left physical and mental scarrs that I still have today. My room was taken away from me, I'm forced to sleep in the living room. I also haven't slept in an actual bed in half a year. I sleep on a futon with a broken metal frame...
    arcticfox46 arcticfox46 18-21, M Apr 21

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    PierceSleepingWithParamore PierceSleepingWithParamore 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself for letting someone that i thought loved me n cherished abuse me n disrespect me nearly everyday n not just in the privacy of our home by being physically abusive but out in public where outsiders could hear him call me names because i wasnt perfect or a virgin or...
    dreamingboutbtrdays dreamingboutbtrdays 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2012

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    KamiTheBear KamiTheBear 22-25, F Sep 13, 2014

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    My Abusive Partner

    I been with this guy for 4 years, and for the whole 4 years it's been nothing but emotional abuse, don't get me wrong but the last year hasn't been to bad, I lost my mum on January 29th 2013, and I'm trying to deal with her lose, I'm not coping very well, I have been diagnosed...
    Viviana1988 Viviana1988 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    Had the toughest nursing shift last night.

    In my entire life, that was the very first time someone insulted and scornfully treated me with so much disrespect like I'm a piece of garbage. I was on night shift. There came 3 ladies, one old woman-the grandmother of an infant, a young lady, and mother of the infant who had 2...
    J2911 J2911 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    I'm not going tomorrow.

    There's no argument to it. While he's gone, I'm packing what I can and getting the **** out of here. It's a real possibility he could kill me without intentionally trying; he's very liberal with what he calls 'self defense' against a 95-pound-girl.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I'm tired of being abused.

    It seems the stronger I am the more people want to hurt me. I honestly don't know what to do.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Aug 7, 2014

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    I know all forms of abuse.

    . But to this day I have not been able to tell anyone. I have been beaten, drowned under water. Friends I no longer have. Life seems pointless.
    Damaged20 Damaged20 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    harpermaree1995 harpermaree1995 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 16 and tired of being alone for so long know . The last time I dated some one was a year ago. People say your to young to be said about this but I mean I just want some one to...
    rosedimond99 rosedimond99 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm tired of people being people. No one else sees things the way I do, but that's how it is for us all I guess.
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    you would be tired too if you had to look at that every morning :( 
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    Im tired of this thing whom happens to live here, sit here and compare me to my older brother... really? Im not better then him and my brother is a sweetheart.. what do you have...
    MysticThornwolf MysticThornwolf 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    Life. It sounds so cool, no? Betrayal, sadness, depression. It makes you better, no? I'm heartless. I've changed. I was once a person who laughed, who made others laugh, who cared...
    Saditter Saditter 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Being a teenager has been far most worst experience for me. No one has ever liked me ive been bullied and taking advantage of sooo many times. Everyday at school im feelin like i...
    tishabanks tishabanks 18-21, F May 10

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    When I was a freshman in college, I was very care free and happy. I was always close with my best friend Xavier, and he helped me get through a lot of dark times. I used to hang...
    monnnty monnnty 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    You know a long time ago I thought family was evrything... but I was wrong Yet I can't do anything about since it's not my choice in the matter right? every single day I and hurt...
    Shrous Shrous 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    Hi I go by fruity punch on here.I would like to share personal experience that happen to me with my parents.When I was growing up I was emotionally abused and verbally abuse by my...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 May 14

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    Im tired of pretending to be ok, Im tired of being alone, Im tired of crying, Im tired of missing people, Im tired of being different, Im tired of feeling worthless, Im tired of...
    Socalsunset Socalsunset 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    it's 2:30pm and I haven't had a nap yet and I'm extremely tired and ratty (I nap every day cause I never get enough sleep at night)
    princesskatie7 princesskatie7 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    I am lost... I recently reliesed that I am being emotionally abused by my mother. I know that saying I only reliesed this at 18 sound crazy, but to me the way she spoke to me and...
    Anonymous055 Anonymous055 18-21, F May 17

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    osafloja osafloja 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Feeling close to completely breaking down all my life ripped apart piece by piece my dad abused me since before I was born kicking my mom in the stomach when she was pregnant with...
    tyguy4life tyguy4life 18-21, M 1 Response May 18

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    i used to be sick and tired of life, then i got sick and tired of being sick and tired, now im sick with a throat infection , cold and fever and tired as i have low pressure due to...
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M May 19

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    I depressed and sad and tired of living like this. My divorce has been the darkest cloud. Living in limbo and not knowing what my husband truly wants has been killing me. For...
    LRMommyof3 LRMommyof3 36-40, F May 17

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    From the age 3-11 I was sexually abused by one of my cousins. In retrospect, I viewed him as a brother, because we were so close, but now.... I don't really know what to say. I...
    behavedmisfit behavedmisfit 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I was an abused child growing up, all done by step-fathers. I don't hold anything against my mother, since she was mistreated along with me. My first step-father abused me and my...
    Sonicblu Sonicblu 41-45, M 2 Responses May 17

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    I'm tired of being ignored, some days it doesn't bother me I just go off and enjoy what I like to do but then there's days where having adult interaction would be really great. I'm...
    Squirmy85 Squirmy85 26-30 May 6

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    Almost every night he rapes me. I hate it! I hate myself! I'm so tired of this bullshit. I've been raped by too many people since I was born. I just want to run away and cry and be...
    000111bh 000111bh 18-21, F 4 Responses May 16

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    At the age of 14 I think, my dad sexually abused me.. I don't remember it all, but the first time it happen, me and him was going to travel to another country to met his brother...
    Bekerkrkrk55 Bekerkrkrk55 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I should have dropped out of school. I remember how happy I was when I was a young kid. I was very carefree and joyfully excited with life. Then school came along and has damaged...
    AnonymousGuineaPig AnonymousGuineaPig 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Today was pretty bad. My parents require me to say "yes sir and no sir" and "yrs ma'am and no ma'am" when addressing them. Earlier today after school I was really tired so I was...
    soccergalxd soccergalxd 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Rou, you're a grown up! Rou, do this! Rou, do that! Rou.. Rou.. Rou.. Urrrr I'm human if you forgot!!! Why is it everyone only talk to me whenever they need something, they know I...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F May 13

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    When I picked my mood for this, I thought lonely would be the obvious choice. I spend a lot of time at work, it's very stressful. When I leave work I come home and even though I...
    brian275 brian275 26-30, M May 2

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    I used to try to please everyone, and still for the most part still do. . .but I got tired of the feeling like I need to hide who I am. It gets confusing though, because when I was...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8

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    I'm in the part of my life where facing big problems is something that I can't handle alone anymore. In the past, I used to think is a good thing to fight and deal with your...
    silence99 silence99 26-30, M 1 Response May 5

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    I've never done something like this before. I've been brought up to be cautious of the Internet, to be careful, but I'm tired of being silent. For all my life, I've lived with my...
    007Collegegirl 007Collegegirl 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    I had to be there for my sisters. Mom was abusive and dad was actively avoiding her at all costs. I had to be string for them, take their abuse so she would not dish it out on...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F May 7

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    I don't know if I was sexually abused or not... When I was fourteen, I had a boyfriend who was seventeen. My parents didn't mind the age gap as long as he treated me ok. I had...
    irononmylips irononmylips 16-17, F 3 Responses May 10

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    Depression is like being sick for a really, really long time. Everything you do is always tough. Sometimes you don't have the energy to do anything at all. It's hard to sit up...
    lumpydogonfire lumpydogonfire 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I hate being alive.....i hate that i have to get up every day to just suffer through every day with a fake personality and fake emotions...i hate that i cant even kill myself...
    TheDarknessInsideM3 TheDarknessInsideM3 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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