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I Am Tired Of Being Abused And Disrespected

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    My Abusive Partner

    I been with this guy for 4 years, and for the whole 4 years it's been nothing but emotional abuse, don't get me wrong but the last year hasn't been to bad, I lost my mum on January 29th 2013, and I'm trying to deal with her lose, I'm not coping very well, I have been diagnosed...
    Viviana1988 Viviana1988 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    PierceSleepingWithParamore PierceSleepingWithParamore 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2014

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    I'm not going tomorrow.

    There's no argument to it. While he's gone, I'm packing what I can and getting the **** out of here. It's a real possibility he could kill me without intentionally trying; he's very liberal with what he calls 'self defense' against a 95-pound-girl.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Had the toughest nursing shift last night.

    In my entire life, that was the very first time someone insulted and scornfully treated me with so much disrespect like I'm a piece of garbage. I was on night shift. There came 3 ladies, one old woman-the grandmother of an infant, a young lady, and mother of the infant who had 2...
    J2911 J2911 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    I'm tired of being abused.

    It seems the stronger I am the more people want to hurt me. I honestly don't know what to do.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    I know all forms of abuse.

    . But to this day I have not been able to tell anyone. I have been beaten, drowned under water. Friends I no longer have. Life seems pointless.
    Damaged20 Damaged20 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    I Hate Myself

    I hate myself for letting someone that i thought loved me n cherished abuse me n disrespect me nearly everyday n not just in the privacy of our home by being physically abusive but out in public where outsiders could hear him call me names because i wasnt perfect or a virgin or...
    dreamingboutbtrdays dreamingboutbtrdays 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2012

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    KamiTheBear KamiTheBear 22-25, F Sep 13, 2014

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    IAmStrongerNow IAmStrongerNow 13-15, F Mar 19

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    Oh boo hoo I was molested anal made to dress in little girls clothing all this people wringing about being abused should get over themselves i was 10 and I was forced to wear...
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    It's taken me a few years to understand what exactly was happening but when I finally did because of this cop that came to talk to my class about all sorts of stuff, sexual abuse...
    disparateyouth disparateyouth 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Very tired. Just want all the emotional an physical pain to at least ease up, give me a break....just for a little while....
    GhostOfGrey GhostOfGrey 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    That's all I used to do, hide, this is one of the worst things I've done because I've missed out on a lot. Now I've been breaking free from my shell of darkness and opening up to...
    Moatzart Moatzart 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    I’ve come to terms with my inability to form relationships, this stems from multiple factors in my life including abuse, unavailable/narcissistic parents, and giftedness. I now...
    Deadinsideguy Deadinsideguy 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I didn't finish school..i remember growing up with my mother nagging my father about money..she always beat us if she ran out of money..she would tell us to work for ourselves at...
    lezia88 lezia88 26-30, F Mar 9

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    I am tired of people hurting other people intentionally. I am tired of people falling out of love. I am tired of people not understanding why their boyfriend or girlfriend cheated...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I’m tired The job I work at is thankless, where working incredibly long hours to the point all of 2014 is nothing more than a blur. I’ve had four days off this year, and two...
    Padiwan Padiwan 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Most days I cannot stand being alone. I can't stand the silence and the sound of my breath going in and out. There are times that I have found myself pacing the floors of my home...
    TEMPERANCE12 TEMPERANCE12 31-35, F Mar 9

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    I'm almost always at some level of tiredness. It comes from being mixed Bi Polar which means I have high and low symptoms at the same time. The tiredness is a Bi Polar depression...
    bornfem bornfem 56-60 1 Response Mar 4

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    I really shouldn't complain, I have a good life, I have a very good family. But I'm just so tired of being single, I'm so tired of waking up in the morning, and not having that one...
    Elkins91 Elkins91 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I just had another nightmare about that night... :/ the night I was ruined... It felt so real... It were as if it were happening again... Every bit of detail. The way you were...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 12

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    Sometimes it's hard to get my bestie to understand where I'm coming from, because she's never really had to deal with being sexually harassed and (thank goodness) she's never been...
    luna1912 luna1912 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I don't want to reason Or make sense anymore. It's not just physically tired its mentally tired. It's like I just want to throw in the towel. But it's a soaking wet towel. !!! I...
    Bonnienz Bonnienz 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    This damn disease has taken so much from me, and now it's taking my ability to perform. I love singing and being on a stage. It's so much of who I am, but I'm tired. I sang a few...
    Sarahberrycakes Sarahberrycakes 31-35, F Mar 13

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    I honestly thought that I'd gotten over this, I mean realistically I knew that it wasn't completely gone, it's always at the back of my mind but I had thought that maybe it was...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Before I am judged, I just want to say I am not doing this for attention. I just want an outlet or I'm going to go crazy. I also understand that there are people who are in far...
    AGlassADay AGlassADay 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I've noticed that after being alone for so long, I get tired when I shouldn't. I shouldn't be tired a few hours after having great rest. It's a different type of tired. Not sleepy...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am so tired of my husband ignoring me sexually and affectionately. He plays video games everyday and every night. I have always been aggressive in pursuing intimacy, however I...
    caligirl39 caligirl39 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ugh seriously I am. I'm tired of being hurt all the time and people back stabbing me. I'm tired that I can't let things go and always blaming myself for the things I didn't do. I...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I found out at age 29 that this man who molested, belittled, sexually abused, emotional abused, and who still lives in my deceased mother's home wasn't my real father....my mother...
    sbelle211 sbelle211 41-45, F Mar 22

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    Thinking about death and life every night. side by side life and death. My insomnia is really horrible. I stop taking meds at this moment,and i've been taking counseling. sorry i...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    To date I have tried to make contact with 988 people here on EP that supposedly share some of the same experiences as me. 19 have actually replied and 3 have had ongoing...
    myzterieboy myzterieboy 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 8

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    I really try not to complain about being sick. I know everyone has their own stuff going on, but I'm just exhausted. I've been sick for 4 months now, and I've had a fever pretty...
    Rachel335 Rachel335 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I am known for being incredibly shy, quiet, and sweet. Just this once, I would like to anonymously break my silence. I dedicate this to those who have taken advantage of me...
    geminikitty geminikitty 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    i am feeling so so so lonely........ i have no one in my life... not any true love or a true friend with whom i could share my feelings. i hate being extra normal, which i am not...
    strongbutweak strongbutweak 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Don't you get tired of always taking one for the team? Why, in the world, am I doing all the sacrificing? I too, have **** to deal with. Why can't somebody take the weight off of...
    szchwakovpf szchwakovpf 18-21, M Mar 6

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    I'm so tired of always being tired...all I do is sleep anymore.
    W4W2 W4W2 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 6

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    It may sound a little..(dont know the word now.., arogant?).. I was already tired of it the first time I heard it. Taking a pictures of yourself is a very old thing to do. But...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    My boyfriend (maybe ex) asked for space. I haven't been with him for 3 weeks now and bow he's asking for space. I know he's busy with his career and for the past 3 weeks I only...
    trappedinmy trappedinmy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    im so tired and bored about my life it getting hard im stressed about university my family force me to study what i dont want its boring my life always have problem im free at home...
    Wichada Wichada 16-17, F Mar 12

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    I have been in an emotionally abusive relationship for 11 yrs now. We have a 6 yr old son together. Things started off good he was laid back , funny, charming , hardworking...
    mnc13085 mnc13085 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    If you are suicidal, please get help if you can't find help within yourself. But, please, do not seek help from your teenage friends, especially if they struggle with their own...
    junipersun21 junipersun21 18-21, F Mar 12

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