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I Am Tired of Being Alone

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    today and tonight has not been good.

    being alone is taking a terrible hold on me but I just don't want anyone. I want the right one for me.
    LadyLacey LadyLacey 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2015

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    Happening now: random crying in my room.

    I don't understand why. I tried. I still am trying not to feel this bad. I promised to be a more cheerful person. I'm going to make that possible, I swear. Tomorrow this would be better. He'll make me smile in an instant when I wake up. He always does. Long distance sucks.
    Qtrelle Qtrelle 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2015

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    EndItAll515 EndItAll515 18-21, M Nov 15, 2015

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    Being alone can be so hard at times,

    it seems like it's hard all the way around. Mentally, financially,physically, it's just hard!!
    kathrineh kathrineh 46-50, F 1 Response May 25, 2015

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    i look forward to finding a creative,

    open minded, music and art loving girl to connect with one day!
    ethankerouac ethankerouac 18-21, M Dec 9, 2015

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    What people don't realize is

    when you are quiet, there is just too much for you to say. So many problems, worries, or just normal thoughts. It's hard to put them into words. You can think of everything but the right words to say to make someone understand you. More things people don't realize is when you...
    artsydarling artsydarling 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2015

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    I get so jealous on tv shows

    when there is always a cute couple! Anybody else or is it just me with this problem haha? :p
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 5, 2015

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    I wish I could move somewhere

    where I could find great people that would be able to understand or even just accept me.
    BabyKyle14 BabyKyle14 16-17, M Sep 24, 2015

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    I have met some very awesome people in cyber

    world. We have wonderful conversations. They are so supportive and kind and gentle and just the right fun. But when the the phone is down and all is quite it doesn't change to fact I am alone. I want a man's touch. His kiss. His stare. I don't think I will die if I am never...
    baprel26 baprel26 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2015

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    The dawn breaks on another dayTo get up

    and live in this dismayThere is no one that really caresNo one with whom I have to share.Its just another day in the lifeTo scurry around in the strifeTrying to find a sense of peaceA loving touch or a bonding release.But with all searches they are in vainThey control my...
    Dreampoet Dreampoet 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 22, 2015

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    Supposedly I have a significant other

    but I feel more alone when he's around. We have nothing in common but the kids. He is rarely here and when he is, we're in separate rooms. We barely speak to each other. He drinks daily which I'm sick of. I like to drink but not every day of my life. I think he's pathetic and he...
    SingleLizAgain SingleLizAgain 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 13, 2014

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    Everyone has someone.

    I have no one. Where is my someone? :(
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2014

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    I have spent the majority of my adult life

    alone. I was blessed to be married for 17 years and raised my 3 adopted kids who are now adults themselves. But being without a soul mate or partner is lonely. I have friends and sometimes fwb. That is not enough. I seek that one person who cannot breath without me and me...
    Fatherofthedaughter Fatherofthedaughter 51-55, M 4 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    Tired, Lonely, And Low On Hope.

    I've read over many of the stories posted here, and I think I'm starting to understand why I'm alone. I see so many stories of women who were so mistreated that once their relationships ended they were the same as the men who abused, used, or flat out ignored them. Women always...
    Dragonhermit Dragonhermit 36-40, M 13 Responses Jul 23, 2010

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    What's the point of even trying anymore,

    everyone leaves me anyway.
    blinkon12 blinkon12 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2015

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    I see people in relationships everywhere.

    Walking down the street, at work, etc. All I want is the same thing. I want someone to hold hands with when out and about. Someone to cuddle with. Someone to hold. Someone to kiss. Someone to talk to and listen to. Someone to come home to. Someone to wake up next to...
    DotNM DotNM 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    Today is the day of the kid on my country.

    .. My lil brothers are there playing with their new toys, while I'm here on a park, sitting on the grass. No one sees me leaving the house and I don't know where to go
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M Aug 9, 2015

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    My husband works all the time.

    We had an agreement that he would be home on the weekends to spend time with his family. Now he tells me he isnt coming home this weekend. Im tired of being alone and no car. My daughter has stopped asking when her daddy is coming home. She says she'd rather it be just us two...
    momof3grls2015 momof3grls2015 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It gets old , fast ..

    Can't do it anymore .
    snowmoon123 snowmoon123 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    I wish I had somebody to spend time with

    but I don't. I have nobody to talk to and I am single and looking. wishing I had somebody to stay here with me and all I can do is keep on trying to find somebody I can cuddle with and be happy like everyone else...
    JoshHawgOutlaw JoshHawgOutlaw 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 23, 2015

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    I Get Tired Of Being Played.

    I have been told all my life I am a nice person and sweet. Well sweetness gets me nowhere. I have tried dating with no luck. I have been played more times then I can count. Just the other day I was on a job and the lady I was there talking to asked me a question. "Are you...
    Dreampoet Dreampoet 41-45, M 18 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I see everybody else with somebody

    and I just can't keep a relationship. I desperately want to but I'm just not outgoing enough. I'm good looking enough (6pack, strong chest and big biceps. all toned.) My problem is that i'm not outgoing enough I think or I just get to scared to try and be more than friends. I...
    Favoritejohnny Favoritejohnny 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 2, 2014

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    I don't want to be alone.

    This is not what I had planned for myself at this age. I was recently in a relationship & now its over. But I don't want to put the time or energy into trying to find someone else & going thru the whole getting to know each other stage, is he going to call or isn't he, etc...
    RubyLane RubyLane 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    There was a time when I was married,

    and I was so lonely I would cry myself to sleep at night while my wife slept right beside me. In the end, I left her, and spent a few years with another woman who, it turned out, delighted in venting her frustrations by attacking me, insulting me, degrading me, and disrespecting...
    northguy northguy 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

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    Living The Dull Life

    Ever since I moved to a new house in the middle of 5th grade, I became less and less interactive with people surrounding me, closing my world and just living most of my life inside my house, aside from school and sports. I spent much time watching television, playing video games...
    ConfidentlyAnonymous ConfidentlyAnonymous 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 28, 2011

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    It's like I am a single rock on a pathway of

    many rocks, they don't leave any stone unturned except for a single one, that one being me. Living in a world of solitude, no one cares enough to even ask if I am okay. Thy parents focus on my other siblings first and I am at the back of the burner. I am Xavior and I am Human! I...
    Donottellanyone Donottellanyone 13-15, F Oct 27, 2015

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    A Slap In The Face

    I shared my first experience in this category some time ago, and in that story I mentioned a woman who had the nerve to mention, in the middle of sex, that she might be in love with someone else. Since then, I thought we had worked things out. She even came over last week and...
    Dragonhermit Dragonhermit 36-40, M 7 Responses Aug 26, 2010

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    Today I made the courageous decision to come

    out to my best friend. With trembling fingers, I sent that fated text to her; waiting for her reply with two sweaty palms. She did, and it left me sort of disappointed. She said okay, and just drifted off into another topic. I somehow got mad, and then she started laughing, and...
    Songsofheart Songsofheart 22-25 1 Response Jan 26

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    lately I've been growing frustrated about my

    inability to meet people. doesn't matter what I do, with whom I talk to, or what where I go in the end of the night I get this shiver that reminds me that I'm alone
    kiwisaurus kiwisaurus 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 17, 2015

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    Tired Of My Life

    Last year was hard for me, I had a best friend for 3 years but unfortunately she betrayed me I realized that she was my friend just to benefit me. & I loved someone so much but he doesn’t love me in contrast, he loves another one , So that’s why I had depression I become...
    Maeel Maeel 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 21, 2011

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    Do you ever feel invisible,

    like you're just looking out at everybody else but no one is noticing you? Feeling as if you're alone in the world yet surrounded by people saying "I'm always here" or "you can always talk to me" yet no one ever lives up to their word, but you. You do. You manage to be there for...
    BeingSara BeingSara 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 15, 2015

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    Josh1133 Josh1133 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18, 2015

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    Besides of being tired of being alone

    for eons at this hometown, what else can I do to be not alone? How great I hope to get a peer to talk about my business, share life, discuss common interests, like when I was in school! But how to get one outside school? I know to enter school can make it. But before entering...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2015

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    Surrender to Solitude

    I am so tired of being alone. I wake up every morning alone. Go to sleep every night alone. All I want is for someone to want me. I know that I'm not much, if anything at all, but I can't help feeling like I deserve someone. And yet, everyday shows me that I'm wrong.  He...
    ConStantlyQuesTioninG ConStantlyQuesTioninG 18-21 12 Responses May 30, 2009

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    and again, i fall on the same stone.

    .. bye ep, is time to rest from you
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I've been abandoned by my own parents

    as a child. I went to stay with family members, but they didnt want me also, and I ended up being a foster kid by the age of six. I've been hopped around from home to home. I don't even know what real love feels like because I havent had it. I ended up losing my virginity at a...
    CallMeNiesha94 CallMeNiesha94 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2014

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    CuriousGirlll CuriousGirlll 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2015

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    Alone again, alone again,

    alone again... Alone.
    stephane28 stephane28 26-30, F 13 Responses Jun 24, 2015

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    Sometimes, I feel that I am destined to be

    alone... Whenever, I feel close to someone... Bad things happen way out of my control. Good friends are leaving and it sucks to be left behind... I am not blaming them! They have their own free will.... It is just hard.... I guess I should be used to all these crap right now!
    QueenCersei08 QueenCersei08 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2015

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    I could scream from the top of my lungs

    and still no one would listen but I'm not sure how much I can blame others when I'm too afraid to speak up... Just really wish I could have a real friend
    SincerelyMYlife SincerelyMYlife 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 8, 2015

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    All my life I've had to pick myself up

    when I felt completely shattered. People who were supposed to be there for me used me. All I want is to not feel alone all the time. I want someone not anyone in particular just one voice to make me understand why all this suffering was worth it.
    StarPower42 StarPower42 18-21 1 Response Jun 27, 2015

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    Hi I want to tell something

    that is in my heart
    NishanthRa NishanthRa 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24, 2015

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    I'm supposed to be the one in my family

    who never complains of causes trouble and I feel constantly overlooked because of it.Im tired of being the one with no friends who always has to listen without being listened to.
    ST1997 ST1997 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2015

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    Not just romantically,

    although I have trouble with this (I don't like men, and I fall in love too easily with women unless I have someone to love already.) I can't do anything about it, and it's driving me crazy. I need intellectual discussion while holding someone tight, but the longer this goes on...
    PaladinVeritas PaladinVeritas 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2015

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    Every person in my life is just another lesson.

    
 I’ve taken test after test,
 and they come in more complicated forms.
 What good are these trials if I never graduate?
    MarieIsHere MarieIsHere 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 14, 2015

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