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I Am Tired Of Being Disappointed

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    For some reason it seems like when I allow myself to take a leap of faith on people what I believe to be true always ends up being a lie. Maybch. Ae one day I will finally stop caring so much. At least I hope so because I am done.
    washio2005 washio2005 26-30, F Oct 9, 2011

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    I'm not sure how to even vocalize this feeling but I feel that it needs to be put out there, put outside myself in an attempt to try to lessen the pain. I only know I'm tired of using my belief, my faith, my hope and things never turning out...always another loss to bear. How can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 8, 2010

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