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I Am Tired of Being In Pain

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    It's been over a year

    since I hurt my back, and I'm in more pain now than when I first hurt it. Thankfully I will be in surgery in 9 days. It can't come soon enough. I'm so tired of being stuck in this bed. Yet walking hurts standing hurts, sitting is so painful...so here I am stuck!!! There's so...
    rdhdstepchld rdhdstepchld 31-35, F Mar 3, 2014

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    Always Had Pain

     but none of my doctors ever put it together . i remember when i was 4 or 5,waking the hole house up screaming in pain.the pediatrican  always said it was growing pain.when i would walk, i would hurt.my mom always tried to help.the doctors by the time i was 10 nearly...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Aug 7, 2009

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    Can't Seem To Escape It

    I'm sixteen and have suffered from an intense, mysterious chronic pain since I was fourteen. I used to dance twenty hours a week on average (though sometimes it was in the thirties) and dance was my passion, my lifestyle. All I knew was dance. I loved how strong and...
    purplecrayons purplecrayons 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2010

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    So Tired

    Ever since I was little I rember constant pain, I rember thinking why can't we just take apart my body and put it back together properly. Well I was taking care of things my worst pain was always in my abdominal area (I can barly enjoy alone time with my husband) so I go see a dr...
    SLTJ SLTJ 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 5, 2012

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    Fibromialga

    I have fibromialga. The pain is never ending. I take Lyrica,Soma and Vicodin. It helps but, then I can't drive or do anything until it starts waring off. I went many years doctor after doctor until I found one who would listen. People who don't have this just doesn't understand.
    bobbysgirl398 bobbysgirl398 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2010

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    It All Started After Having My Second Son

    I am 21 years old and i swear i have the body of a older person. I was competely fine before i had my second son, didn't have no pain except the normal pregnancy pains. I had my youngest feb 2 2008 he was 8.15lbs n it was a fast delivery, after i had him a day later i believe i...
    sweetgirl49022 sweetgirl49022 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 14, 2008

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    I Am Also So Very Tired Of Being In Pain

    I was diagnosed with RA 8 years ago. It hit me right from the start very aggressively with swollen, painful joints at first in my wrists and hands. Within a matter of days, my shoulders, hips, knees, ankles and toes, even my neck and elbows were so very painful. Even now, 8 years...
    ladyjz ladyjz 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2012

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    I really want to know why afer every time I feel "loved" it has to go away in a flash of seconds, I'm tired of feeling like nothing, ever time I feel pain, I just stop breathing...
    rozsyie rozsyie 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    pain means your living. when you feel pain thats when you know to go harder, dig deeper. i love pain because pain is for the living. it reminds me that i need to change something...
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Why does being nice get you nowhere?
    bonkers772 bonkers772 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Humor, drugs, hate, is a way to hide the pain, There are all kinds of addicts, I guess. We all have pain. And we all look for ways to make the pain go away.
    ePsPharaoh ePsPharaoh 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    A Scopio Mind hurt...... I am tired of my mind (BPD mind)...... tired of what thoughts it holds and what they do to me...... I am tired of life being a drag and fighting to make...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I just need to vent. I am feeling frustrated and stressed out. I'm trying not to be, but I don't really know if it's working. My family has had it so incredibly rough, we just can...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 49 Responses Jan 13

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    I am tired...it is like a heavy weight inside like a thousand pounds inside me, each day I try to move it wants to hold me back, like walk up against the strongest winds......I am...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jan 7

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    Tired of being alone. Tired of being depressed. Tired of suicidal. Tired of never being good enough. I'm a burden to all my friends. They try to help me. Then blame...
    BeautyInBlack BeautyInBlack 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    It's midnight. I'm tired to the point where I'm at a frustrated stage and I can't even sleep and there's nothing I can do to satisfy it.
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like NO ONE gets it, There are so many of us dealing with health issues and since no two people are the same no two issues are the same.... Sure they can be dealing with the...
    LoveWhitz LoveWhitz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    This is literally what I've been saying to myself for a while. I didn't know this was an experience. But, this accurately describes me. Sleep is so peaceful, because when I'm...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    Don't get me wrong, I help people, I've spent hours trying to do my bit to help people like me, but now its breaking point, there is a limit to how much I can take, anyone can take...
    MikaHina MikaHina 13-15, F Jan 6

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    I don't really feel emotional pain anymore, I don't think. when something hurts I feel this wave of.. I'm not sure.. grief? maybe torment? it ripples across me. I get chills and it...
    CrimMonroe CrimMonroe 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    My wife and I fight often. I hate confrontation and she seems to love it. We recently fought about her children. We fought for days and recently made up. Frankly I was just tired...
    brianpast40 brianpast40 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm sure you don't care, but i'll tell you anyway. I suffer from chronic pain and digestive issues. Basicially an Autoimmune disease. It controls my life. I am not well enough to...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Ive been through **** and have always been able to pick myself up and continue my journey in this world. i feel as if my character is my disadvantage. i feel like i should become...
    Shufflemau5 Shufflemau5 22-25, M Jan 5

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    Sleep..sleep, I just want to be in a deep sleep filled with dreams and nightmares forever, and never ever wake up again. I'm just going with the flow no plans no goals, tired..just...
    KatisGone KatisGone 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    It's gotten to the point where I'm done. I'm so tired of being here. I've tried to kill myself. Hell I tried two nights ago. Handful of oxycodone. It should've killed me... It was...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    Do you know what it's like to not know what's happening? Have you ever felt the pain of not feeling anything at all? I'm tired of all the "cuttings bad it'll kill you" statements...
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F Jan 21

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    I miss feeling anything. I miss living, laughing, loving. I am tired of being depressed. I wish I loved those who love me. I wish I did not bring pain to the ones I used to...
    Johnpumel Johnpumel 36-40, M Jan 21

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    SICK OF THE HELL AND LIFE AND THIS PAIN
    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just don't understand this girl! She said something painful to me last night and i just said good night i love you (yes we have a mutual feeling) and have a great life and i know...
    Itsjamessy Itsjamessy 16-17, M Jan 2

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    pain leads to growth and i can almost blame myself for my own pain. would lov ed to meet someone that's real and open to the things we have been kept from about ourselves and who...
    luke5573 luke5573 41-45 Jan 7

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    Do you ever get tired of being the cheerleader? Most of the time my husband is a happy go lucky guy, despite his chronic pain, but sometimes he gets in these Debbie downer moods...
    lovewillkeepus2gether lovewillkeepus2gether 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Its so strange to not feel yet at the same time to feel. To not feel the normal feelings towards ppl. Yet to feel so much pain in ur souls that all u can think of is a way to stop...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Jan 6

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    I do not know why I posted the last story. I think I'm just weird and over it. All of my sh!t's gonna be on blast one day. If not, then I've pretty much given up on becoming famous...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm tired of the EP police. I'm tired of my stories being deleted. I'm tired of the photos be deleted. What was once a good thing is now being policed to death. As of now I'm...
    drawttocs drawttocs 46-50, M 6 Responses Jan 11

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    From my experience, it's mostly the other way around. I'm not going to say there aren't some really angry atheists out there that just want to tell you how stupid you are for...
    CasvalEarth CasvalEarth 22-25, T Jan 17

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    Triggers? Maybe? Just be careful. I don't... even know where to begin. I wasn't abused. Nothing in my life has ever gone really, truly wrong. My mother was a young, single mother...
    dpenny96 dpenny96 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'm someone who is really friendly, I don't really say no to a good time. I work hard, I try to be as talented as I can, and I do a lot of things but no one seems to care. I just...
    LusiusBlack LusiusBlack 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    FAT PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS TOO! I get so tired of hearing the fat jokes......I get so tired of people acting like to be fat is even worse than having an STD......I get so tired of...
    ConfessionsOfALostGurl ConfessionsOfALostGurl 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm tired all the time. It's dragging me down now and I'm fed up with it. I also get gas and feel genuinely ill a lot too. It feels as if the toxicity is moving down over a few...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 18

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    This will be my least poetic story, a story of walking away, bravery to get through and keep on. As my friends only know here I don't open up much, except in my stories. Let me...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Woman have hurt me for so long, i can't even remember the last time i was happy around one,i find myself withdrawn around them. Also very uneasy , but this nagging in my head to...
    Richard1970 Richard1970 41-45 3 Responses Jan 5

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    I am so tired of being that great guy everyone wants to be friends with. im so tired of loving people more than they love me. im so tired of letting people in, because it's so hard...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M Jan 7

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    I have been up since 12pm yesterday went to work at 5 got off at 11 I'm still up. :( I had a horrible night I wouldn't even know where to being to tell anyone the pain I'm feeling...
    LivingLifeMyWay LivingLifeMyWay 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I lost my best friend Sept 29/14. He was a great guy. We had a lot in common. We became friends through work. We used to share our stories with each other every morning over coffee...
    nataliavr2003 nataliavr2003 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    No one cares. I try to tell someone I'm hurt and all anyone can say is to ask some rendition of 'well, what about me?' The man who claims to love me doesn't care about this...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F Jan 21

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