I Am Tired of Being Me

I give up 324 People

    Who?

    Who am I? What am I? I'm tired of feeling and not feeling right, and changing. Being told that I can't understand someone's feelings and it's because "You're just feeling sick." Maybe at that particular moment I'm not okay in my head. Why? Sometime later I'll be the best person...
    LifelessSource LifelessSource
    18-21, F
    Feb 23, 2012

    So I have a boyfriend.

    He and I go awhile back. Broken up a few times, gotten back together. Fussed, griped, argued, all that fun stuff. I feel like lately everything has been my fault between us, and it makes me feel worthless. I hardly ever get support out of him, I hardly ever get an I love you...
    emileekate123 emileekate123
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2014

    I'm Tired.

    I'm tired. So tired. So tired of being expected to do so much, so tired worrying what I'm going to become, so tired of worrying about what others think of me. More than half the things I do is not out of free will. 19 and not even being able to have a mind of my own. I'm so tired...
    rebljester rebljester
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2012

    I'm Tiired To Be Me

    You know, sometimes I feel llike i'm sick of being me.I don't know why., it's just happened sometimes..I feel like I'm not in the right place, I'm not the part of this world.(If only I could dissapear for a while)It's always begin with some feeling of unconvidence of me, and...
    kawaiinarita kawaiinarita
    18-21
    Aug 20, 2011

    I love my ex who doesn't love me,

    doesn't even care about me, it was so easy for him to break up and still stay friends with me that it totally broke my heart. My friend confessed his love to me, but I don't like him in that way. He treats me like the only girl on earth and still I love the jerk who broke my...
    PegahT PegahT
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 30, 2015

    I Am Tired Of Being Me, And I Want To Run Away From Myself

    The only thing that makes me happy anymore is running. I run marathons, and ultra marathons. Last Saturday, I ran 38 miles. Why? because I could, and because it made me feel happy for the 6 hours it took me to do it. I am going it again a week from Saturday, but this time it will...
    LiveToRun LiveToRun
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2011

    I've drifted away from

    so many people recently and I hate it so much, the only person I can't actually trust lives miles away from me 😭
    oliviiaxo oliviiaxo
    18-21, F
    Jun 10, 2014

    I feel like something is wrong with me.

    I don't want to be this person anymore, I just want to become something dramatically different. A gay guy, or a lebsian, or something. :DD
    rengedesu rengedesu
    22-25
    Mar 28, 2014

    I Think I May Have A Answer That Will Help Many. Concerned In Wisconsin

    Before you give up.. Think about why you held on for so long. Don't Panic: PRAY The Bible never says,"figure it out!" but over and over it says, "trust God! There is no way to exaggerate God' grace, goodness and mercy. I Think Parents Need to Fill A Child's Bucket of Self...
    peanut1155 peanut1155
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2013

    I'm Tired To Be Me

    You know, sometimes I feel llike i'm sick of being me.I don't know why., it's just happened sometimes..I feel like I'm not in the right place, I'm not the part of this world.(If only I could dissapear for a while)It's always begin with some feeling of unconvidence of me, and...
    kawaiinarita kawaiinarita
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 20, 2011

    Always

    I am tired of being this person i call me. If i have a choice i would trade myself for a better person. I am ugly, lazy, stupid, hateful, annoying, bad-tempered and moody . I can go on and on if i have the chance.I look into myself and see nothing but all my obvious flaws, flaws...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2011

    Tired of Being Like Schizophrenic

    Umh.. I'm not unloved or alone. I have lot of friends, some people even admire me, I get well on with people. But I'm tired of what they think about me. It's usually good, but.. it's always the same. I feel a little bit schizophrenic, because it's like there's two persons in me...
    kosmos kosmos
    13-15, F
    Mar 29, 2009

    Tired of My Life

    I have no feelings. Sinse I am on thyroid medication, my emotions are more under control so I do not go in crying spells anymore, but the other side of it is that I am just drugging along. I am married to a man who does not want to have more children and I have only one...
    svetvalret svetvalret
    36-40, F
    Feb 24, 2009

    I Am Trapped...get Me Out Of Here

    I want to escape from myself. I am sick and tired of this shell I am trapped in - a shell that gets filled with huge waves of unhappiness at random times and is over analytical, depressed and crazy. All the bloody time. I cannot believe that only a few days ago, I was sat on one...
    BusinessGoth BusinessGoth
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2012

    I Need to Change

    After a bit of heavy soul-searching, I am changing this post because I need to face certain truths.  I have written under an impulse but perhaps such impulses reveal more about a character than careful writing. My previous post was something that would correspond to some...
    Boann Boann
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2008

    Just Tired

    I'm just tired of being me. I just wanna break from my life. I won't end it completely because I'm praying in the future it'll get better. I'm tired of being so quiet. I'm tired of being so shy. I'm tired of looking in the mirror and not liking what I see looking back. I just...
    jule100 jule100
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2013

    Im Tired Of Myself.

    I want to wake up and not be here. I want to be someone else, someone new, a new start. I'm ******* tired of being me.
    hjw17 hjw17
    16-17, M
    Nov 4, 2012

    i never feel as though i fit in.

    I'm living by the christian model that i was raised on yet somehow it fails me. i stick out like a sore thumb because i'm a huge nerd and can't swear if i wanted to. i'm in college and i don't drink and don't smoke and as a result i get to spend a lot of time not talking to...
    speedyt speedyt
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jun 1, 2014

    Everyone gets tired of being themselves at some

    point. You become fed up with the various things that don't go the way you want them. You either feel like you need to share those problems with everyone in your life, or you bury them deep inside and don't let anyone see them. In my "off line" life I don't tell anyone...
    Momma1985 Momma1985
    31-35, F
    May 3, 2014

    What Changes?

    I've had great jobs. I have been through f#¢£d up times. I have a great life, but I always circle to the same feelings. My biggest problem is overcoming my own inertia. I finally figured this out. It isn't about being a specific person, it's about being me, but a me I'm...
    CajeKraze CajeKraze
    31-35
    1 Response Nov 22, 2012

    I am tired of being me

    for so many reasons. But I think the bigger reason is i am tired of faking all these smiles everyday. I want to feel so happy as I look. I think I should be happy cause I have a good family, healthy, a good husband, have money enough to live well. But even having all I can't...
    thehideme thehideme
    26-30
    Sep 8, 2014

    The older I get, the less happy I am with

    myself. The last good year was when I was ten. Ever since...it's been a lifetime of longing to go back while knowing I can't. I keep trying to be someone else because the person I am right now, isn't working, but I don't know how to be someone else. I would do like George...
    Emeryael Emeryael
    31-35, F
    Jun 23, 2015

    I Hate Myself

    i am so sick of people on the street looking at me and making stupid comments like there's something wrong with me cant i live my life without people talking about me arghhh every time i go to a new college girls have a some issue with me they give me horrible looks and laugh at...
    elizama elizama
    18-21
    Sep 3, 2013

    Not Good Enough

    I'll be 50 this year, and I'm tired of being me. I've been self-conscious my whole life, never really feeling like I'm good enough. The only true light in my life, what I did on my own, (well, half anyway) is my daughter. If it weren't for her continual reminder that I am...
    Neco1 Neco1
    51-55
    1 Response Mar 6, 2013

    Just Tired...

    When I was younger, the one thing I always wanted for myself was to be happy. Figured that in the end it didn't matter what career I ended up having, becuase I would be happy in whatever I chose to do. I assumed that I would find "love" and that I would get married and have kids...
    Jan 19, 2013

    PegahT PegahT
    22-25, F
    Oct 2, 2015

    Fed Up Of Being Me

    im basically bored of being me!!! im basically an 18 year long line of **** ups and failure. im just sick of it now everything i do goes wrong, i **** everything up somehow. i have failed college twice and now trying my third time. i am engaged but that seems to be on the rocks...
    dougir dougir
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2013

    I'm Tired of Being 'i'

    So tired of being myself, being alone and unloved, so desperate for any affection that I want to do anything to have it.  I'm tired of being me because what I am is evidently not what anyone else wants, I just want someone, anyone, I can't stand this damnable void anymore...
    FranzJosef FranzJosef
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Dec 1, 2007

    I just typed this phrase into my chrome search

    and here it was, the Experience project. How fun and how needed right now. Why am I tired of being me? Well for the following reason. There is this ******, whiny, insecure little girl who won't let go of me. She keeps on trying to get into my life while I worked very hard on...
    mickeyaven mickeyaven
    22-25, F
    Feb 26, 2014

    For As Long As I Can Remember

    For as long as I can remember I have been fighting to survive. The 4th child in a family of 8. I was the odd one out. I was pack raped at almost 17. Moved back and forward to the big city. Back and forward from home. Lookig for love...Somone who could love me . Moved in with...
    13Bluesky 13Bluesky
    56-60, F
    1 Response Sep 8, 2013

    She looks for reasons to start trouble.

    She says things to me that most people just don't say to someone they"love"... I think she regrets "us" and that angers her. I think she resents me for being sick.... I just don't know what to say to her most of the time... I hate feeling alone,and there's no logical reasoning...
    Blaker19 Blaker19
    41-45, M
    Dec 22, 2015

    So Sick Of Being Me

    I adopted a little boy a year and a half ago. It's kind of an odd situation. He's my nephew's younger brother, their mother.... well, I have nothing nice to say about her, so I won't say anything at all, but suffice it to say, she was no mother of the year, and I took her...
    Raeyvn Raeyvn
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2010

    I need a break from my life.

    I'm not suicidal (but who knows how long will that last?) - so no worries right here. I'm just extremely tired of being me. I don't know if I'm just being too hard on myself or what, but I just can't seem to get it right. Everything seems to topple down everytime I touch it. I...
    alphinecarlton alphinecarlton
    16-17, F
    Nov 24, 2015

    Always the Same

    I'm 24 now. I'm not the misfit little girl with no friends in grade school or the teenager who only has friends in the misfit group. I changed coasts, moved 3000 miles away to a new place where no one knows anything about my past unless I tell them. And yet, after all these...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    Square Peg In A Round Hole...

    I'm starting to get up there, at age fifty six, life has a sort of sameness to it. You see, I've dug my own little ****-hole of debt , and even though I've managed to some degree to climb out of it. It still looms large and cast a giant shadow on my life. Not just my own...
    Tinear Tinear
    56-60, M
    1 Response Jul 19, 2012

    Tired Of Being A Grown Up

    I am so very tired of always being the resonsible one the one that has to think ahead to tomorrow. The bills the homework the car the groceries. These are all normal everyday things but have had to do them every day since I was 16. The men that have been in my life have been...
    doormat28429 doormat28429
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2011

    I always seem to mess up my situations.

    I want to lose weight but I don't have the drive to go through with it. I have a beautiful job and I just can't help it to get bad comment on something I did. I'm scared to lose my job, and it's all my fault.
    ViolaCure ViolaCure
    26-30, F
    Feb 3, 2014

    Someone

    So tired of being me. There is something wrong with me. Somethings I should say. There has to be. I am alone, have been for a while now. I an unloved, unwanted, unworthy. I am nothing.  I remember the times I thought I was something. The times when I had someone to reassure...
    ConStantlyQuesTioninG ConStantlyQuesTioninG
    18-21
    3 Responses May 30, 2009
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