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I Am Tired Of Being On An Emotional Roller Coaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 200 People

    I Prefer To Be Numb

    People will tell you not to bottle things up inside, let it out or whatever, but not me, never again man. I tried that and it didn't work out so well any of the times. That opening up and sharing feelings crap just doesn't work for me anymore. I have to build up a shield of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    So Yesterday Was My Birthday...

    and no one remembered. I take care of my grandmother my father and I rasie my brother. I almost never have time for my own thoughts let alone my own life. They are ungrateful for the fact that I serve their ever beck & call, and that if it weren't for me the adults would be in a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 22, 2011

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    I Rather Be Neutral

    I rather be mellow than feel so much sadness, so much pain only to then randomly feel abnormally happy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 Nov 30, 2010

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    Stop The Ride, I Want To Get Off!

    I have been up up or down down for years! I have also bottled up my feelings for a long time! Then recently, I snapped! I realised everything in my life is wrong! All my long hid emotions poured out!! Crying, remorse ,guilt, laughter, howling with it!! Up and down repeatedly!! I...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22, 2012

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    Divorce sucks !! Does ANYONE know what I'm

    going through? The emotional roller coaster ride it is ? The high hopes of settling? Then the road blocks? Then the disappointments. Then the anger. Then the sadness. Then the frustration. Then the feelings of guilt and caring and love. To have it start all over again tomorrow...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

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    Pick And Choose

    Ima need for my so called friends to decide if they on da real,cuz if not they need to pick and choose.I'm sick and tired of people going back and forth when Im jus chillin. Lik on da real doe..........
    LilyannaKnife LilyannaKnife 13-15, F Feb 20, 2013

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    My Emotional Roller Coaster

    It goes like this....neutral, down, down, up, down.....etc...Its so stressful to have these extreme mood changes all the time. I wish I could just stay at neutral. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    Go Back To Old Ways

    It's all i know. I'm sick of living life on this emotional roller coaster. For the last 17 years I would self numb myself just to maintain status quo. Last year I put the pipe down and decided to try more healthier ways to cope. Well no change and I'm tired of waiting, old ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2013

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    I Want Off This Ride!

    I think if I said everything I think people would feel terrible either for me or because of me. Either way I hold a lot in a bite my toung more than I should and because of that I'm an emotional wreck! I'm at the point where it almost comes out and then I think about where the...
    Booboomumma Booboomumma 26-30, F Mar 9, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have yet to find a single person (more specifically, a relationship with a person) that can feed my ostensibly insatiable hunger emotionally. Most of my past experiences (pretty...
    Mylette Mylette 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I want to stop being so numb, but I don't know anything that will help without having to get my parents involved.. Does anyone know how?
    MockingJade MockingJade 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have been married 47yrs and my husband had an emotional affair 8yrs ago with his first girlfriend who he met on the Internet after 3 months apart and two years of repeatedly...
    BussyBoo BussyBoo 61-65, F 3 hrs ago

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    Just have to let out my annoyance here.. Anyhow i am a natural blonde and i really, really despise this blonde trend myself :/ I hate this sterotype of blondes. But a lot of women...
    LibriArte LibriArte 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    well I've lost 5.5 pounds while being sick this was on Monday and since being in hospital I've lost an extra 5. 10.5 pounds in a week. that can't be healthy.... I just want to...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    All my life I have struggled with obesity. Im the fattest person in my family. Let me set an image in your mind. 7 siblings, all weigh at most 150lbs. Me? Nearly 300lbs. Granted I...
    Kaylynn2010c Kaylynn2010c 22-25 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    About Life I don't know what life is about. People always tried to explain it to me is about "serving God" or keeping your self-clean by not having sexual intercourse with...
    Zolfy Zolfy 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm so tired. Physically, emotionally just drained of my energy. I'm not actively sad, not really. I wake up and move forward, but I don't make any progress. I don't have to fight...
    MissAmbiguous MissAmbiguous 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    i am tired of people messing with emotions i mean that is something that is serious ... emotions are not toys so dont play with them!!!
    emo22mystic emo22mystic 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Here's long and boring story of mine. Hope anybody manage to read this. Vanity of humans makes every one think that his or her problems are the biggest, that they are the saddest...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 day ago

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    I am currently sitting under a large black pedestal dryer with my head full of rollers and covered in a wonderful pink net
    Dryermaniac Dryermaniac 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I am. I am just SO tired. Emotionally, mentally, etc. but I AM glad to have found EP. I'm hoping that something good comes of me joining and participating. Much love...
    xZasper8D xZasper8D 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies and hurting.
    juju027 juju027 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Currently sitting under the dryer with a head full of rollers covered with a soft pinkcjli
    Dryermaniac Dryermaniac 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I really hate dishonesty of any kind. Mostly the sneaky insidious kind that comes from self deception, and the inability too many people have to be self introspective. It makes...
    Jackie69C Jackie69C 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    i hate being used i am tired of hiding. i hate it when people lie to you to gain something. why do people including people i have met less than a week want something from me...
    SubaruDoo44 SubaruDoo44 31-35, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yes I do This move has proven to make me emotional; due to being exhausted and very sore. Is it so bad to just want someone to take care of me for once? I want someone to hold me...
    Libraladyseeking Libraladyseeking 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Legit, Iv had enough... I Cba anymore.. Im done fighting for him if he can't do same for me. Why are girls more emotionally invested? It sucks Sighhhh...
    anisha07969 anisha07969 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    The lack of normal warm affect shown by many people today is disturbing and leaves us struggling to fill our emotional needs. I think learning to recognize and give love starts...
    4myinnerchild 4myinnerchild 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    Not sure of it's a typical EP break or if I'm just growing up at last. I haven't been very active on here for a while...which happens. I like EP and the interaction on this site...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I can't freaking deal with this any longer. Every time I try to fix myself I keep on breaking apart. The cycle keeps going on & I'm so freaking exhausted. I'm tired of feeling this...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's hard for me to be alone,i need support and attention lol and just to feel im a worthwhile person I need validation,apparently constantly.Don't feel like going into it now but...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm so far in the pit of denial that my parents have been emotionally abusing me for so long even though multiple people tell me they are, that i don't know if I'll ever crawl back...
    bookworm342 bookworm342 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband works all the time. We had an agreement that he would be home on the weekends to spend time with his family. Now he tells me he isnt coming home this weekend. Im tired...
    momof3grls2015 momof3grls2015 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am most happy when I am sitting under a dryer with my hair netted and full of rollers
    Dryermaniac Dryermaniac 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Mine finally walked out on me, after I called the police over his threats to trash my travel trailer. He started out as a nice guy. He was pleasant, fun, and I really liked him...
    ToolshedCat ToolshedCat 26-30, F a week ago

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    My desire of femininity was when I would watch my late mother set her hair in rollers, then she would sit under her ronson escort hairdryer, then I would watch with great intensity...
    Dryermaniac Dryermaniac 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Associated card: The Emperor. Associated track: none. Sometimes, wrong intentions could set one to the right path... Everyone knows that different emotions / emotional feelings we...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I have a friend who is very sensitive to anything anyone tells her. She then explodes and makes me feel guilty as i think it is my fault. My inside voice tells me it is not.She is...
    SubaruDoo44 SubaruDoo44 31-35, M Feb 3

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    I am here because I need your help. I am not the victim though. I am the abuser and I want to stop. I can't afford therapy. My issues stem from not feeling worthy or having self...
    Backspaceblogger Backspaceblogger 26-30 4 Responses Feb 3

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    Since high school, I've always thought that 24 was going to be the best year of my life. I've anticipated this year long enough and now that it is finally here, I feel so...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Have you ever noticed that being "tired" means different things to different people depending on what they have going on in their life? A few months ago when I was battling some...
    KinkyKatelyn KinkyKatelyn 22-25, F 8 Responses Feb 2

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