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I Am Tired Of Being On An Emotional Roller Coaster

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    I Rather Be Neutral

    I rather be mellow than feel so much sadness, so much pain only to then randomly feel abnormally happy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F Nov 30, 2010

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    Divorce sucks !! Does ANYONE know what I'm

    going through? The emotional roller coaster ride it is ? The high hopes of settling? Then the road blocks? Then the disappointments. Then the anger. Then the sadness. Then the frustration. Then the feelings of guilt and caring and love. To have it start all over again tomorrow...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Stop The Ride, I Want To Get Off!

    I have been up up or down down for years! I have also bottled up my feelings for a long time! Then recently, I snapped! I realised everything in my life is wrong! All my long hid emotions poured out!! Crying, remorse ,guilt, laughter, howling with it!! Up and down repeatedly!! I...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22, 2012

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    My Emotional Roller Coaster

    It goes like this....neutral, down, down, up, down.....etc...Its so stressful to have these extreme mood changes all the time. I wish I could just stay at neutral. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    Pick And Choose

    Ima need for my so called friends to decide if they on da real,cuz if not they need to pick and choose.I'm sick and tired of people going back and forth when Im jus chillin. Lik on da real doe..........
    LilyannaKnife LilyannaKnife 13-15, F Feb 20, 2013

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    I Prefer To Be Numb

    People will tell you not to bottle things up inside, let it out or whatever, but not me, never again man. I tried that and it didn't work out so well any of the times. That opening up and sharing feelings crap just doesn't work for me anymore. I have to build up a shield of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    Go Back To Old Ways

    It's all i know. I'm sick of living life on this emotional roller coaster. For the last 17 years I would self numb myself just to maintain status quo. Last year I put the pipe down and decided to try more healthier ways to cope. Well no change and I'm tired of waiting, old ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2013

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    So Yesterday Was My Birthday...

    and no one remembered. I take care of my grandmother my father and I rasie my brother. I almost never have time for my own thoughts let alone my own life. They are ungrateful for the fact that I serve their ever beck & call, and that if it weren't for me the adults would be in a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 22, 2011

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    I Want Off This Ride!

    I think if I said everything I think people would feel terrible either for me or because of me. Either way I hold a lot in a bite my toung more than I should and because of that I'm an emotional wreck! I'm at the point where it almost comes out and then I think about where the...
    Booboomumma Booboomumma 26-30, F Mar 9, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I go from being on a super high to feeling super depressed. It's exhausting. I find myself wanting that high back, but I have no way of getting it back.
    lsmith17 lsmith17 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Ahhhhhhhhhhh! You have the highs and lows in life just like the roller coaster going up and down! Bad things seem to drag just like when the roller coaster is going slow and good...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    So not to long ago, all the 8 graders including me went to knots berry farm, n the first roller coaster that I was going to ride was accelerator, n keep in mind that this was my...
    ItsOkayToBeYou ItsOkayToBeYou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Glad I live in Florida! It's a great place for roller coasters! This is me on sheikra lol
    helloimdeupi helloimdeupi 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Rode a Wooden Roller Coaster
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I'm not the scared one, my sister is. She is 13 and hates rides and roller coasters. She scares herself by watching ride accidents and says 'it doesn't even scare me' yet when we...
    mollymillymolly mollymillymolly 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I'm not the scared one, my sister is. She is 13 and hates rides and roller coasters. She scares herself by watching ride accidents and says 'it doesn't even scare me' yet when we...
    mollymillymolly mollymillymolly 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Drifting into Numbness I'm so tired of drifting through life. dragging my feet, not knowing or caring which way I'm heading. The world turns around me and I'm left behind. I just...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Nothing Feeling Nothing Feeling Confusion What do I want to be? Happy or sad? Medicated or not? Hopeless or hopeful? Why do I always have to be in the middle? Or am I in the...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Blank Walls All around me are blank walls Never moving, always the same Full of fools and a numbing pain Constantly wailing for a change These stupid grey walls Have me trapped...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    numbness lately I've been having the feeling that I don't feel anything at all and nothing is as quite as concealing as this emotional wall all these painful situations occurring...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Water Negative doubt creeps in like water slowly trickling down the drain. I try to submerge them but somehow they have air. I’m in a time and place were everything’s...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    **Pitiful Numb** Dear diary, Can anyone see this pitiful, being inside of me? Broken hearted, yet always singing? Nothing to smile for, yet always smiling. Torn apart, and never...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Mind of Mirrors I glance in a mirror, I realise I fear her, This feral dirty *****. She's scratching where I itch. She glares through her hair, I'm caught in her stare. Who is...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Lost In Numbness Lost in numbness for years Running from pain Trapped in the freezing rain Constantly numb Pain is better than nothing at all Pain without reason, a cause, or...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    The human condition is full of ups and downs. No one, even the luckiest, is ever always happy. Bad things happen to us all. What determines our ultimate satisfaction with our life...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Mm, yes. I went to a classic one where I live just yesterday with family. Since it was a huge group comprised of the younger relatives, we had to divide. I went along with my...
    FlamingoFetus FlamingoFetus 13-15 3 days ago

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    as the sun rises, like a zombie,Numbness trapped in this dream i watch life pass by; i wandered alone, fighting all that came in my way, struggling to make sense of this war, that...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    darkness, defined These empty pages, devoid of any defined reality, reign over hope more than any ink stains could bear, for this numbness resides, when pain no longer haunts the...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Numbness Numbness. Contradicting the pain I felt. Flooding through me like a dose of anesthesia. I lay. Paralyzed by the nothingness. Unable to bring myself to move. Conditioned...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Louder than... Insanity of thought pervades my mind; if only incessant thinking would cease, but it runs rampant here, there, everywhere like a swelling stream into river...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Comfortably Numb (Addiction) I feel so numb Unfeeling even I was feeling in the beginning Of my day today Though I didn't like what I felt So like any addict I turn to my...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    My Savior, Pain Too numb to care, far too broken inside, bring on the pain. Just let me know I'm alive. The pain made me numb, now let it bring me back. Let it undo this torture...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Slumber I surrender to the sacred slumber as the sun rises in the sky. An aching numbness pulses through my body as I have not slept for a little while. I surrender to the...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Numb I feel nothing at all. Inside I am dead. I hit the ground, but do not fall. I'm lost within my head. I swallow the pill that makes it go away. I become numb. I feel no...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Numb I lie here, Intoxicated by numbness, It surrounds me like a cloud of thick smoke, Choking me, Seeping into my veins, my brain, I desperately search for some feeling, But my...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Not What I Used To Be I am not what I used to be. At least I don’t think it’s me. I would not know, Since now I just go with the flow. I used to be able to feel, I used...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Numb Numbness how did you come to hold, So strong a grasp that's crushed my soul? How did you rob me, strong and vain, and now you linger where once was pain, Like Fire raging...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Lost There is nowhere to go Life like a maze Almost every turn a dead end Is there no way out Why am I here The lowest level of hell I'm cold and numb I can't find my way back...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I Am Emotionless pit, endless fall To the depths of insanity I crawl Timeless confusion, reeking decent Can’t find my wits I am bent Lost feelings, numb mind Destination...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I'm someone who is very slow to trust to begin with and when my wife is stressed she becomes mean. I can't respond in kind and end up going further into my shell. He moods can...
    ThroughAGlassDarkly ThroughAGlassDarkly 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I haven’t posted in a while. It hurts too much to write sometimes. My MM and I broke up over two months ago. The last time we talked was April 29. We both love each other deeply...
    celticwarrior96 celticwarrior96 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    Rode in the front seat today of a roller coaster. First time ever. I was scared to death little thought that I would have a heart attack but at the end it was all worth it...
    Xguzman97 Xguzman97 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I'm not the scared one, my sister is. She is 13 and hates rides and roller coasters. She scares herself by watching ride accidents and says 'it doesn't even scare me' yet when we...
    mollymillymolly mollymillymolly 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I'm not the scared one, my sister is. She is 13 and hates rides and roller coasters. She scares herself by watching ride accidents and says 'it doesn't even scare me' yet when we...
    mollymillymolly mollymillymolly 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    It came in time when I was being emotionally black mail by my own family..! It felt like having a heart-attack I wanted to run away and go far as I can but it's just saying that...
    Reena12 Reena12 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I don't remember when I figured out I was less emotional than others, but it's been a while. There are times when I've thought this to be something that empowered me. It was never...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Although the application scope of the double roller crusher is not wider than the jaw crusher and hammer crusher , but it makes up for the shortcoming of the jaw crusher that it...
    zx123wz zx123wz 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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