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I Am Tired Of Being On An Emotional Roller Coaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 205 People

    Pick And Choose

    Ima need for my so called friends to decide if they on da real,cuz if not they need to pick and choose.I'm sick and tired of people going back and forth when Im jus chillin. Lik on da real doe..........
    LilyannaKnife LilyannaKnife 13-15, F Feb 20, 2013

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    Divorce sucks !! Does ANYONE know what I'm

    going through? The emotional roller coaster ride it is ? The high hopes of settling? Then the road blocks? Then the disappointments. Then the anger. Then the sadness. Then the frustration. Then the feelings of guilt and caring and love. To have it start all over again tomorrow...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    My Emotional Roller Coaster

    It goes like this....neutral, down, down, up, down.....etc...Its so stressful to have these extreme mood changes all the time. I wish I could just stay at neutral. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    I Prefer To Be Numb

    People will tell you not to bottle things up inside, let it out or whatever, but not me, never again man. I tried that and it didn't work out so well any of the times. That opening up and sharing feelings crap just doesn't work for me anymore. I have to build up a shield of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    Stop The Ride, I Want To Get Off!

    I have been up up or down down for years! I have also bottled up my feelings for a long time! Then recently, I snapped! I realised everything in my life is wrong! All my long hid emotions poured out!! Crying, remorse ,guilt, laughter, howling with it!! Up and down repeatedly!! I...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22, 2012

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    I Want Off This Ride!

    I think if I said everything I think people would feel terrible either for me or because of me. Either way I hold a lot in a bite my toung more than I should and because of that I'm an emotional wreck! I'm at the point where it almost comes out and then I think about where the...
    Booboomumma Booboomumma 26-30, F Mar 9, 2012

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    So Yesterday Was My Birthday...

    and no one remembered. I take care of my grandmother my father and I rasie my brother. I almost never have time for my own thoughts let alone my own life. They are ungrateful for the fact that I serve their ever beck & call, and that if it weren't for me the adults would be in a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 22, 2011

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    I Rather Be Neutral

    I rather be mellow than feel so much sadness, so much pain only to then randomly feel abnormally happy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Nov 30, 2010

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    Go Back To Old Ways

    It's all i know. I'm sick of living life on this emotional roller coaster. For the last 17 years I would self numb myself just to maintain status quo. Last year I put the pipe down and decided to try more healthier ways to cope. Well no change and I'm tired of waiting, old ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2013

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    I love six Flags and there roller coasters!! I rode the one at circus circus in Las Vegas.
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I miss miss miss the double ferris wheel they used to have at the county fair every year where I grew up! Haven't seen one in 20 years at least. I used to love getting stuck at the...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Especially with the drops.. I hate the feeling I get with the drops.. Bad drops :P
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M Jan 19

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    Especially with the drops.. I hate the feeling I get with the drops.. Bad drops :P
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M Jan 19

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    I have been out of work for 18 months. The endless applications, interviews, suspense and then let down is an emotional roller coaster. The last five times that I got feedback the...
    abscuramma abscuramma 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    Look I know I'm a dude and I should love roller coasters but they scare the sh*t out of me! I'd prefer super high water slides much rather than go through the crushing G-force of...
    Lolllipoop Lolllipoop 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    The potential is there for me to like you, as a person. The potential is also there to really like you. This is a double edged sword: the potential is there to dislike you. The...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Well......not really scared exactly. I used to really enjoy them as a kid. Since I have gotten older I have developed a pretty bad case of motion sickness. Hey I can't even sit...
    shortysammie shortysammie 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    There is a forum where I was a moderator for 5 years and spent countless hours helping grow it from nothing to a forum with over 1,000 members, thousands of Twitter followers, and...
    AggieGuy AggieGuy 36-40, M 4 hrs ago

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    I feel like I get compared to my brother a lot, especially when we have cousins or friends of my parents come over. They compliment my brother a lot on how GOOD he is at sports...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    That girl. She was tired of being treated like ****, getting put last. She was tired of the mental, emotional and physical abuse, she tried to get away physically but he would let...
    deadgirlsfairytale deadgirlsfairytale 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a best friend that has been with me for 10 years. However, no matter how much I put in effort and hard work to maintain this friendship, she will never be satisfied and...
    Dlyz Dlyz 16-17, F Jan 1

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    I am so tired of having to deal with all the backstabbing and lying my sons father throws at me. I'm just exhausted from being so emotional. We have been through a lot together...
    britlx3 britlx3 18-21, F Jan 4

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    COINTELPRO and Gang Stalking January 31, 2015 COINTELPRO was an FBI counterintelligence program started by J. Edgar Hoover in the 1950s to disrupt communism. The methods used...
    goodogstay goodogstay 46-50, M 33 mins ago

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    This will be my least poetic story, a story of walking away, bravery to get through and keep on. As my friends only know here I don't open up much, except in my stories. Let me...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I'm always tired All day everyday I like naps
    Aroura666 Aroura666 16-17, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    REVIEW: Vertical roller mill equipment efficiency factors are many different factors that influence the process of its different, this article is to alyze the spacing for Vertical...
    mhah mhah 22-25, M Jan 5

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    REVIEW: vertical roller mill equipment "wear and tear" mainly refers to the generation of machines, performance degradation, failures and scrap four cases, this article focuses on...
    mhah mhah 22-25, M Jan 6

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    m moving out when I turn 18, and I'm absolutely terrified. I'm... feeling really small right now, so I guess that's why I'm writing this. My story is long, but relevant. I was...
    theydunnomyname theydunnomyname 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    Shanghai SBM LM series Vertical roller mill for medium to large-scale production has a strong ability to adapt, with crushing mill, screening classification, a number of features...
    mhah mhah 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I never get it when people say they want to bang their head against a wall but right now, I just want to bang my head against a wall and scream some really insensitive...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 6

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    I don't really feel emotional pain anymore, I don't think. when something hurts I feel this wave of.. I'm not sure.. grief? maybe torment? it ripples across me. I get chills and it...
    CrimMonroe CrimMonroe 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Feeling really tired but its quite a relaxing tired, quite a 'satisfied' tired. I am back at work after a good couple weeks with the family, I live and work away from them so Was...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 7

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    Do you know those nights when you're just so emotionally drained and so sad that you cry for no reason? I'm having one of those nights tonight. I feel so tired and so sad, and it...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    The one thing that ticks me off the most is when people compare me with others in hopes of changing the very foundation of who I am. I'm sorry but I can't suddenly have a change of...
    Armaeda Armaeda 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    i'm really tired right now. i'm sick.phisically tired since this morning. and now emotionally tired.. no matter what i say,some people never listened. but they talk talk talk...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Jan 23

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    Sleep..sleep, I just want to be in a deep sleep filled with dreams and nightmares forever, and never ever wake up again. I'm just going with the flow no plans no goals, tired..just...
    KatisGone KatisGone 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I always talk about emotional pain. Not having true love. Not having someone that truly cares, and how that haunts me.But there is a physical aspect of this that I WOULD count as...
    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    tired is an understament it's starting to take a physical toll on me I can't even make myself smile anymore everything hurts in tired I loose myself in space I feel everything and...
    sadmistak3 sadmistak3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    A Scopio Mind hurt...... I am tired of my mind (BPD mind)...... tired of what thoughts it holds and what they do to me...... I am tired of life being a drag and fighting to make...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    ~THE ART OF EMOTIONAL ABUSE~ THE CANVAS How do you become the victim of emotional abuse? Why don’t you just get out? I've been asked “What did he do to you?” BRUSH STROKES...
    Breeziiee Breeziiee 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Tired of being alone. Tired of being depressed. Tired of suicidal. Tired of never being good enough. I'm a burden to all my friends. They try to help me. Then blame...
    BeautyInBlack BeautyInBlack 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I am tired...it is like a heavy weight inside like a thousand pounds inside me, each day I try to move it wants to hold me back, like walk up against the strongest winds......I am...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jan 7

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    My husband was always abusive, always self centered, always loved. It wasn't until he decided to get his attention elsewhere that I decided to look at him for who he is. Now I'm...
    leigh8133 leigh8133 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I am. and its like my heart is about to give up and just stop beating. I literally feel that my heart is in pain and my breath is not normal anymore because of so many problems...
    akirayuuki akirayuuki 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    dear self. get a divorce. move out. you need to better your life. it's time. are you ready? mentally, yes.... maybe.. i guess you will never be ready. who ever is? it's tough. you...
    TakingFlight TakingFlight 18-21, F Jan 22

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    I'm not strong. I'm tired of being told I'm strong or that I need to be, just once I would like to be as weak as I feel... Deep inside I'm still a little girl, so vulnerable, so...
    Curiouslittleone96 Curiouslittleone96 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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