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I Am Tired Of Being On An Emotional Roller Coaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 206 People

    I Want Off This Ride!

    I think if I said everything I think people would feel terrible either for me or because of me. Either way I hold a lot in a bite my toung more than I should and because of that I'm an emotional wreck! I'm at the point where it almost comes out and then I think about where the...
    Booboomumma Booboomumma 26-30, F Mar 9, 2012

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    Go Back To Old Ways

    It's all i know. I'm sick of living life on this emotional roller coaster. For the last 17 years I would self numb myself just to maintain status quo. Last year I put the pipe down and decided to try more healthier ways to cope. Well no change and I'm tired of waiting, old ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2013

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    I Prefer To Be Numb

    People will tell you not to bottle things up inside, let it out or whatever, but not me, never again man. I tried that and it didn't work out so well any of the times. That opening up and sharing feelings crap just doesn't work for me anymore. I have to build up a shield of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    I Rather Be Neutral

    I rather be mellow than feel so much sadness, so much pain only to then randomly feel abnormally happy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Nov 30, 2010

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    Pick And Choose

    Ima need for my so called friends to decide if they on da real,cuz if not they need to pick and choose.I'm sick and tired of people going back and forth when Im jus chillin. Lik on da real doe..........
    LilyannaKnife LilyannaKnife 13-15, F Feb 20, 2013

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    Stop The Ride, I Want To Get Off!

    I have been up up or down down for years! I have also bottled up my feelings for a long time! Then recently, I snapped! I realised everything in my life is wrong! All my long hid emotions poured out!! Crying, remorse ,guilt, laughter, howling with it!! Up and down repeatedly!! I...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22, 2012

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    So Yesterday Was My Birthday...

    and no one remembered. I take care of my grandmother my father and I rasie my brother. I almost never have time for my own thoughts let alone my own life. They are ungrateful for the fact that I serve their ever beck & call, and that if it weren't for me the adults would be in a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 22, 2011

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    My Emotional Roller Coaster

    It goes like this....neutral, down, down, up, down.....etc...Its so stressful to have these extreme mood changes all the time. I wish I could just stay at neutral. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    Divorce sucks !! Does ANYONE know what I'm

    going through? The emotional roller coaster ride it is ? The high hopes of settling? Then the road blocks? Then the disappointments. Then the anger. Then the sadness. Then the frustration. Then the feelings of guilt and caring and love. To have it start all over again tomorrow...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Lol I'm pretty sure that's the whole point of roller coasters. It's an adrenaline thing.
    bsthebenster bsthebenster 18-21, M Nov 26

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    I spent two roller-coaster years with a guy I met when I started college, and nearly a year and a half of that time was long distance. He joined the navy and left a week after we...
    SydneyKarine SydneyKarine 18-21, F Nov 26

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    When I was really young--like 11-15 I would get up in the morning jump on 10 speed and ride my bike around in the middle of the night. I was in a low-crime area. I would go up...
    robertsnj robertsnj 46-50, M Dec 13

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    I'll ride any roller coaster, I love them! I've ridden about.. 4-5 of them, we rarely go to any amusement parks. I love the ones that have your feet dangling, haha
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 15

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    My gets easily up set over the smallest things. My two siblings and me all hate dealing with him most of the time. He also puts us down. The stupid thing is we still trust him, try...
    Wheresthesparks Wheresthesparks 22-25, F Dec 16

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    Somehow, being comforted only makes me more emotional. It ultimately makes me feel better, though it might seem off putting. Right, so I've been sick for the past week or so...
    3naturespice3 3naturespice3 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Another horrible day. I sin to deal with my mother. Because The Lord doesn't come for me. She hurt me so bad. I wanted to commit suicide so badly today if I could. Why oh WHY is...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 hr ago

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    I'm physically tired- can't get enough sleep I'm mentally tired- as I can't get enough brakes from home or work at the moment I'm emotionally tired- as I keep giving but don't get...
    AN76 AN76 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    well I'm back , and this time everything is not rainbows and flowers with my relationship . to make this short , my boyfriend thinks that I complain way too much now and that...
    bananasxoxo bananasxoxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    Everyone thinks of me as someone who doesn't have feelings and always seems to be an all round happy person, but it's insane how people say stuff and think that it has no effect on...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been crying all day, I don't know how to explain why, I don't remember crying that much before, my problems don't sound like real serious problems, yet they hurt so bad so so...
    chxrice chxrice 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 6

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    i am so burnt out on just about everything.... i'm tired of life, tired of myself, tired of this pain in my heart. Most days i just wish it would all end. Poof, gone, no more pain...
    carolinabluesky carolinabluesky 46-50, M Dec 12

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    So, I am a 31 year old man, and seem to carry the baggage of a dozen people. Recently, it has become a huge issue and have become so isolated that I have decided that this might be...
    balexan balexan 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I am so emotionally tired of trying *sighs* :/
    K33024W K33024W 13-15 Dec 9

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    "I wanna swing from the chandelier... I wanna feel like tomorrow doesn't exist... Won't look down, won't open my eyes..." Chandelier - Sia She's going on 1 on the 20th, my...
    LoveOverHatred LoveOverHatred 18-21, F Dec 16

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    im sick and tired of not being loved, or appreciated...im sick and tired of being beat on and abused by the man I love most in the world. I tired of being put down and not feeling...
    openlycurious openlycurious 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I hate university. I'm a freshman in my first semester here and deep down, I feel quite uncomfortable about things here. It's been about 2 months since I started uni and I feel sad...
    Saraherman Saraherman 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I'm tired of being surrounded by unhappy people. I'm tired of being the only good thing in everyone's life. Or the only thing that "keeps them going". I'm tired of making stability...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    And... Now I really just want to sleep the day away. What's the point in trying for people or caring? I don't understand it. Every time you begin to love someone or try to...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Particularly at night... Particularly right now... I'm tired of being sad and waiting for someone who will never change. I wish I could forget about him and just move on with my...
    Someoneatschoolfoundme Someoneatschoolfoundme 16-17, F Nov 26

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    My boyfriend breaks my heart every day. After 4 years together, I finally stopped hinting when I needed him or when he did something to upset me. I just started telling him...
    dodgethebullet dodgethebullet 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm just so tired of being disappointed, can someone please just hold me?
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I joined this experience, not because I am a victim of emotional abuse by somebody else, but because I am emotional abuse's victim. in other words, I am the emotional abuser. I...
    WeArePilots WeArePilots 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    It took me 6 years to realize that I am a victim of emotional abuse. As a teenager I also said that I would never be "one of those girls" and be in a relationship that destroyed...
    Laniemae45 Laniemae45 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can go on for days about how much I dislike fake people, but I'm the worst of them all. I have to fake smiles, happiness, the "how are you doing?" questions. Truth be told, I...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    My whole life has been burnt by men starting from molestation to rape to abuse; the pain never stops and it's unbearable to the point where I'm in emotional traumatizing pain. I...
    tcholoe1488 tcholoe1488 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Makes sense as to why I'm so tired but can't sleep
    nowimawarrior nowimawarrior 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Tired of hoping & dreaming . chasing dreams that won't happen.
    bedrock70 bedrock70 41-45, M Nov 27

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    I'm writing here because I feel like I don't have anyone in my life who cares enough to listen to my problem. The man I've fallen in love with is causing me extreme emotional pain...
    pandagirl09 pandagirl09 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I wish I could be more uplifting. I wish I didn't feel so depressed; so sad, for almost a week now, I have felt: worthless, insecure, I felt like I should be dead. I don't quite...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I take everything way too personally and over think every conversation. Why do I care what people think of me? Even strangers. A guy pretty much told me I couldn't do my job...
    abcdefgh19 abcdefgh19 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    so today I woke up in a rather strange mood. then my therapist called and told me Its mandatory that I recieve more intense therapy so she has passed my information on to a crisis...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 9

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    I can't wait until my schedule changes at work. I am so sick and tired of waking up at 230am to be to work by 3. SO DONE. I am emotionally, and mentally drained. My whole body...
    Kaytisakeeper Kaytisakeeper 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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    Growing up I've been bullied for my weight. My dad's best friend was the bottle and my brothers left the house early. It was me and my mother against the demon that was my drunken...
    Skrattdamp Skrattdamp 18-21, F Dec 12

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    I was married to a woman who emotionally abused me. We have kids and she does it still through them or the silent treatment I'm not the type to stay with ex girlfriends If it's...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F a week ago

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