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I Am Tired Of Being On An Emotional Roller Coaster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 203 People

    Go Back To Old Ways

    It's all i know. I'm sick of living life on this emotional roller coaster. For the last 17 years I would self numb myself just to maintain status quo. Last year I put the pipe down and decided to try more healthier ways to cope. Well no change and I'm tired of waiting, old ways...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2013

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    I Prefer To Be Numb

    People will tell you not to bottle things up inside, let it out or whatever, but not me, never again man. I tried that and it didn't work out so well any of the times. That opening up and sharing feelings crap just doesn't work for me anymore. I have to build up a shield of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    My Emotional Roller Coaster

    It goes like this....neutral, down, down, up, down.....etc...Its so stressful to have these extreme mood changes all the time. I wish I could just stay at neutral. 
    nitid nitid 16-17, F Dec 20, 2010

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    So Yesterday Was My Birthday...

    and no one remembered. I take care of my grandmother my father and I rasie my brother. I almost never have time for my own thoughts let alone my own life. They are ungrateful for the fact that I serve their ever beck & call, and that if it weren't for me the adults would be in a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 22, 2011

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    I Rather Be Neutral

    I rather be mellow than feel so much sadness, so much pain only to then randomly feel abnormally happy.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Nov 30, 2010

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    I Want Off This Ride!

    I think if I said everything I think people would feel terrible either for me or because of me. Either way I hold a lot in a bite my toung more than I should and because of that I'm an emotional wreck! I'm at the point where it almost comes out and then I think about where the...
    Booboomumma Booboomumma 26-30, F Mar 9, 2012

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    Pick And Choose

    Ima need for my so called friends to decide if they on da real,cuz if not they need to pick and choose.I'm sick and tired of people going back and forth when Im jus chillin. Lik on da real doe..........
    LilyannaKnife LilyannaKnife 13-15, F Feb 20, 2013

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    Stop The Ride, I Want To Get Off!

    I have been up up or down down for years! I have also bottled up my feelings for a long time! Then recently, I snapped! I realised everything in my life is wrong! All my long hid emotions poured out!! Crying, remorse ,guilt, laughter, howling with it!! Up and down repeatedly!! I...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22, 2012

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    Divorce sucks !! Does ANYONE know what I'm

    going through? The emotional roller coaster ride it is ? The high hopes of settling? Then the road blocks? Then the disappointments. Then the anger. Then the sadness. Then the frustration. Then the feelings of guilt and caring and love. To have it start all over again tomorrow...
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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