I Am Tired Of Being Second Best

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    Just One Day In The Sun

    Right now I hurt alot inside. I got out my handy address book and made a counseling appointment. The death (suicide) of a close friend, lack of close friends, disatisfaction with work and looming sexual frustrations have got me feeling depressed and angry. I feel stuck. Trapped...
    lotusdrop lotusdrop
    41-45, F
    Nov 30, 2010

    The Good Go Unrewarded

    Maybe I am selfish? Maybe it is selfish for me to feel so angry when everything just gets taken away from me? I have always been the good girl, pretty well behaved, haven't caused anyone too much stress. Then there's my sister, she's caused nothing but stress. Yet good people go...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    Sep 27, 2010

    Second Best

    I was married as most of you know for 14 years before I ended it! During this period of "freedom" I had met a some men and have had a number of experiences with them. Let me start off by saying I dont regret anything my regret is that I always come in second best. One...
    lady1979 lady1979
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 31, 2013

    I think why I'm so bummed about not getting

    into my first choice university is because I felt like I was second best. I was rejected one day before everyone else got their offers, so I was literally THIS close to getting it. If they kept me for one more day I would have gotten in... The reason why I value this more than...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 1, 2016

    Used

    I mean completely nothing to anyone and even now I'm just a commodity, all used up. I've just been told I can't do something to be "fair" on the other people, yet they do it to me all the time? This world is completely f*cked up. I don't know what I do so bad to deserve this kind...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 8, 2010

    All Because Of A Playlist - Dayum That Ipod Maker 4 more than Vista

    I was listening to some music on my iPod this evening as I was working out.  I have no clue why this was the playlist that ended up being played but it was and it caused me some deep thoughts. ·         "Why Don't You Stay...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    14 Responses Dec 1, 2009

    I am tired of everyone liking my brother over

    me. He's skinnier, he's funnier, and all my friends like him. They all think he's attractive and they all would bang him if given the chance. He's dating on of my friends... But now she's not my friend she my brothers girlfriend and soon to be ex girlfriend. A true friend wouldn...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    As A Student ...

     I'm still in high school. I always give everything I do my all. But no matter how much I push myself, I never come out on top. No one ever notices my efforts. That's what hurts most. There's no one there to say, "Hey, it's okay, you did great!" When it's the end of the day...
    SilverTrace SilverTrace
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 16, 2010

    Will Not Be.

    I will not be second best again.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 14, 2011

    Tired Of Giving

    Okay I am tired of giving and giving and giving and getting ABSOLUTELY NOTHING in return. Everyone tells me I have a good heart and am a beautiful person. But that seems not to matter when it comes to getting guys (any guy) to notice me. They seem too go straight for the...
    angela81 angela81
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2011

    Aaaagggghhhhhh!!!!!!

    All my life I've been a good daughter, sister, friend, employee. And I've got NOTHING from it! Well all I've got is people looking down on me and being taken advatage of. Like at work, I don't think they really know a thing about me. I'm just useful to them when they want...
    angela81 angela81
    31-35, F
    Feb 8, 2011

    I aint been talking to my friend nowadyas,

    it seems like she does not wanna b online because of me, as far as I know I dont do anywrong with her...but I know one day she will talk to me..
    Sonjay22 Sonjay22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 31, 2015
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