I Am Tired Of Being The Strong One

It's exhausting carrying EVERYONE'S baggage. I desperately need to lean on my "other half", and I'm afraid that's no longer possible. 234 People

    I wish I didn't feel like this.

    I have not had to play this role my entire life, but for the last two years really. about two years ago, my granny passed away. Ever since my mom has been incredibly sad. Everyone is sad when a parent passes away. but what my mom had to deal with.. i cant be Mad at her, or blame...
    Dutchdragon Dutchdragon
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2016

    I'm tired of being the inspiration.

    I'm tired of being the one who is constantly helping other people keep their heads up. I wish I didn't have to grow up before my time. I wish my mom was the one who made me feel better, not me be the one to always make her feel reassured. It's not the way it's supposed to be...
    catherineeac catherineeac
    16-17, F
    Oct 27, 2015

    I wish I didn't feel like this.

    I have not had to play this role my entire life, but for the last two years really. about two years ago, my granny passed away. Ever since my mom has been incredibly sad. Everyone is sad when a parent passes away. but what my mom had to deal with.. i cant be Mad at her, or blame...
    Dutchdragon Dutchdragon
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2016

    Part 3 I thought to myself I don't need anyone

    to get under my skin and know the deep inner workings of my feelings. I felt perfectly fine keeping that wall there, I felt perfectly okay that he didn't want to break them down. I never thought that one day I would be longing to feel the opposite. Especially because the last...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    Jan 13, 2016

    This has been my role my entire life.

    The strong sensible one. And I really can't do it any more. I need so much for there to be someone to be strong for me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 4, 2016

    9 Months Now

    hi all , we are apart now 9 months , when willl it end when will he decide i or we are worth fighting for, it is tearing me apart, he will not try , he says he loves me and our kids but he will put no effort into getting us back togeather, why, he says i know what to do WHAT , i...
    walkover walkover
    41-45, F
    Apr 24, 2011
    Foenix Foenix
    41-45, M
    Mar 1, 2015

    love is a wonderful feeling,

    am living the life i meant for me.thanks to dr faust a spell caster i met here..my love life is back..thanks Faust..if u are having issues in any issues of life.......thanks to him my husband came back.give him a try +447035914441
    rosemyers rosemyers
    51-55, F
    Aug 17, 2015

    I'm tired of people assuming that

    because I'm always smiling all the time, that I'm always happy. That is honestly not how it works and it's hard to deal with all those snarky comments that they purposefully meant to be offensive. Do they just assume that I can brush those off so easily? I literally have had...
    NeonAf NeonAf
    16-17, F
    Jul 1, 2015
    Watermelom618 Watermelom618
    16-17, M
    Feb 29, 2016

    At the end of the day,

    no matter how strong I attempt to be my eyes give me away. So much so that people who have no idea what's happened can tell there's something eating away at me, a smile or a giggle can't hide what my eyes clearly show. They are the window to my soul...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    Feb 15, 2016
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