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I Am Tired Of Being Used And Abused

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    for 6 yrs and i regret every moment of it.i forgot to love-me and it hurts, I Have no friends every excuse is to keep my family and friends away. I have no where to turn i'm just really lost. He''s a liar, manipulator. every argument is him trying to intimidate me I can't take...
    secretlyashamed secretlyashamed 31-35 Apr 2, 2014

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    My Biological mother abused me when i was younger. i was around 4 when it started. i remember the first time like it was yesterday. i've never been able to let the image go. i don...
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    Yes its gone from avenging the past to being outright cruel men of this era have suffered enough for their ancestors mistakes. Die hard feminists everywhere please bury the hatchet...
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    I am a 32 yr. old gentleman who is tired of being single. I have been this way for 13 years now. Just wanting someone who can accept me for me since I am disabled.
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    I finally lost it last night. I had been strong for too long. Holding in my pain, keeping it all pushed down. Keeping bad parts of me at bay. Then it happened, he said one thing...
    littlexpiecexofxme littlexpiecexofxme 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I love being told that I can do better. or I deserve better. or you're too good for him. I have a terrible time believing those things sometimes. but it's like everyone can see it...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    I always try to be fair with everybody and everything . But it seems like when it comes to me people don't think twice about ******* me over . It be the people I give everything...
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    I was sexually abused by my brother when I was 5? Then I saw and hear things a girl shouldn't have.then my mother put my hand in her breastfeeding and asked me if I liked it. Some...
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    I'm so tired my body is running on fumes ready for a day off
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    My eyes are open, my body is tired. I want to sleep but I just can't and I have to be at work at 9am and its already 249am... ugh!!!! -_-
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    It's unarguable that bathroom vanity units are an important part to any bathroom. Unfortuitously, many have shied away from getting the vanity in their dreams. Why? Well, because...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 16 hrs ago

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    And sexually abused. The sad thing is when I want to talk about it with someone they dismiss me so easily because I'm male. Physically abused? I should have 'manned up' and fought...
    LukasMeoww LukasMeoww 16-17, T 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I am I used to be 15 then it gradually changed and now I'm an old man.
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    It's still a subject that brings me much shame but it's nice to find a place where I can open up. When I was 18, I got into a relationship with someone that I grew to love deeply...
    Normienorman Normienorman 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    So it's 2:46 am and I'm awake cleaning and thinking. Though I am tired my body still seems to be running. Haha... Wish I had a nice interesting Dom to talk to😊😊😊
    SubmissiveThoughts SubmissiveThoughts 22-25, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    there are two kinds of people in this world. users and the ones being used.since it goes against my nature to use people, I am to be used, right? well I giess everyone serves a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    I want to be used like a toy until you grow tired of me then you just throw me away. only in Ireland
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    I was abused from the age of 6 by our next door neighbour who was in his 70s. I don't really remember how it all started as at the time I didn't know it was wrong, I used to like...
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    When i was 13...i don't know if anyone will read this i just feel i need to get this in writing because i have told only my therapist and my dad. My therapist didn't help much, and...
    Sawke Sawke 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I abused prescription drugs on large scale during 1995 to 2000. I tried them in very potent and weird combinations. I mostly abused benzodiazepines. Now I find that my memory has...
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    To my brother After everything I have been put through, I get messages from my brother or some idiot acting like him. I sent the audios that I have posted. Apparently he thinks...
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    when I was born my mother couldn't except me ... I still don't know why. However my dad loved me to bits and took really good care of me while my mum couldn't even look into my...
    kstra38 kstra38 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My Fiancé and I are currently being ganged stalked with the use of electronic harassment i.e. UHF waves, electromagnetic interference equipment electronic noise equipment light...
    IambeingangstakedATM IambeingangstakedATM 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am so tired of being used by 'friends', being treated badly by family members and made to feel like I am nothing. All I have done is care for others and all it has done in...
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    I hate the types of dads that think that they can buy their child's love. My dad being one. He can go months without speaking a word to me and suddenly I could be at his parents...
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    Silently crying to myself under my covers because I'm ugly. I hate the way I look. No matter what I tell myself & what people tell me I still feel like such an ugly ******. Really...
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    I used to self harm for a lot of reasons and in a lot of different ways. I self harmed because I was scared and angry. I did it because I was abused by one of my treatment centers...
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    I am very sexual. Does this have to do with being sexually abused so much in my life? Or is it possible I am just one of those woman who have a naturally high sex drive? I don't...
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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
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