I Am Tired of Existing,and Want to Start Living

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    I Think This Every Second of the Day

    And then I decide that I will start LIVING...when it gets warmer.
    cloudsinmycoffee cloudsinmycoffee
    22-25, F
    Feb 2, 2009

    I'm here, but i'm no

    where near living. There should be some where i'm going. This life has to lead me some where. But right now i'm so scared and don't know where to start any ways. I don't know what to do to get my life back. I want to live, but i don't know how to live.I don't know how to take...
    cagedinside cagedinside
    18-21, F
    May 14, 2015

    What It Means

    Existing is this unconscious dwelling that usually takes place with most of the people (including me, still). Living is conscious, forever Presence, with conscious purpose, the knowing. I'm somewhere in the middle, stuck. I'm not completely unconscious, otherwise I wouldn't be...
    misasja misasja
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2008

    I Am Ready to Live

    I lived my life with just existence at one point. I did what I had to to survive a marriage I didn't want to be in and a love that was not fulfilling. I left him 21 months ago and before that was barely engaged in the relationship for 8 months previous to that. During my...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Nov 6, 2008

    Don't Stop Thinking About Tomorrow

    My life is good, but I really want to do so much more, but because I have so limited freedom, I feel powerless. I do things now in preperation for the day when I'll be free to do whatever I want whenever, without anyone to stop me...which means the moment I get out of the house...
    Yellowrhapsody Yellowrhapsody
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2008


    ...never comes...unless you make it!...I have always had great plans waiting to be put into motion...''as soon as''...''when I''...''If''....I realized one day that I have been waiting on everything under the sun to clear to start enacting my plans, reaching goals and living MY...
    allycat419 allycat419
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 24, 2008

    Missed Opportunities, Wasted Time

    It's something I've been thinking about a lot lately.  I feel I have wasted the past few years.  So many opportunities I didn't take, so many experiences I could have had but didn't, so much I could have learned.  It's all been due to fear.  No more.  I'm...
    eromreven eromreven
    3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

    What Is the Purpouse of It All?

    So many times in life we wait for things to happen to us,we wait for the perfect job,the perfect wife or husband,the time to be just right.While we are waiting for everything in our lives to be perfect,our lives then actualy pass us by.Frankly because life is not perfect,and we...
    Hannes Hannes
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2007
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