I Am Tired Of Getting My Hopes Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 388 People

    When I Believe

    When I believe this time it is true. When I believe you mean it this time. When I believe what you say. It means I believe in me to. It's not always use. It is always me. That feels let down. It's my blame. For believing in myself. With you again. Why do I keep trying. When you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 18, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    11 Responses Mar 9, 2016

    Yeah, I keep checking my emails

    yet I'm still not getting a reply back from you.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    Every time I do, they just get crushed.

    Pummeled into the ground. Stomped on. Squashed like a bug. Like they were never anything important. Like they never mattered..
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    18-21
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    Hope

    I hope things will change, but daily evidence goes against me.
    mizzen123 mizzen123
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jul 23, 2013
    Batman420Bitch Batman420Bitch
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    There comes a time When one must Face the

    realization This soul connection crap Its all a myth Childish fairytale There are just those Those people destined To ramble alone Lonely souls Tired of searching For what can never be found
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 17, 2016

    Setting myself up to fail again!

    He texted me asked if he could come over for the game and some BBQ! I stared that text for 45 minutes thinking of all the things I'd say and tell him... Then he sent a miss you hope we can have some fun watching the game..... I said can't wait to see you!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 4, 2015

    I once had a crush on a boy

    and in the end I did not have him and I had every one laughing at me for having crush
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015

    I was told the biggest source of

    disappointments is having unrealistic expectations. As such, love is dangerous for me. I am very susceptible to getting obsessive. I'm almost manic with the things I care about. So when I find someone I feel connection with, I go overboard, at least in my head I do. I've never...
    Baddayoverdose Baddayoverdose
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016

    "Hey, maybe she'll love me

    as much as I love her!". Nope, I am too attached.
    weirdcharlie weirdcharlie
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    in truth getting my hopes up has just set

    myself up for disappointment.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 4, 2015
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