I Am Tired Of Going In And Out Of The Hospital

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    I have little choice.

    My dad kicked me out. I have no food or water and I'm in a bus shelter. I wouldn't be able to sleep without being robbed or raped or worse. I have a knife so I'm trying to think of a way to get a night in the hospital but leave in the morning. Any ideas
    sammyfallback sammyfallback
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    I've been in the hospital

    for three days now, finally released today. Doing much better :)
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    I'm headed back to the hospital again tonight

    I'm so tired and wrist hurts like hell and I just wish someone was here to say it's okay....
    ryderbug16 ryderbug16
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    Life As I See It......................................

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    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 11, 2012

    My Visit To The Hospital...Again

    I am now in the hospital and my be here a while. Today she came back. My grandma that abused me for 6 1/2 years came back. She beat me the second she saw my. I tried crawling away again and she grabbed my ankle and began punching my leg repeatedly. She picked me up by my hair and...
    Kenzzie Kenzzie
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2013

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