I Am Tired of Hiding What I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 165 People

    Wish I Didn't Have To!

    I get tired of making sure all the doors are locked. I get tired of making sure I don't walk by on open window that someone MIGHT see me. I wish I could proudly announce to everyone that I am a crossdresser, but I know in my lifetime crossdressers will not be accepted by the...
    happilymarriedguy happilymarriedguy
    51-55, M
    Jun 24, 2012

    Phht, Yeah...

    Dude, that's why I'm on this website.
    MidKnightStorm13 MidKnightStorm13
    22-25, F
    May 8, 2013

    I Am A Victim

    People that encounter me think that I am so strong. I have changed my career to science a few years ago, and because I previously had a career in performing arts they think I must have lived a great, adventurous life of wonder and fulfillment. The truth is I have been a concert...
    Eliambra Eliambra
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2013

    To You

    To you I have had to hide who I am. You never accepted me for who or what I am. WHen we met I was out about everything I could be. You accepted me then. But when the papers were signed I was shunned. Oh well. I no longer hide who I am. Not from the world or especially you. I am...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2009

    I have to keep pretending around my parents

    that I'm straight and I know that when I do leave, I can't come back because my parents will hate the person I am. I'm Pansexual and I feel more comfortable being Hellenistic than Christian. I just wish they'd accept me for who I am. When they forced me to come out, they just...
    Catariean Catariean
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2015


    The problem is i have no idea what i am. I can sometimes see whats going to happen before it does. i can ease pain in others by focusing. and if i love someone i will pour all i am into them to help their pain. i have bonded with one person who deny's this bond and will till im...
    BurntCrispy BurntCrispy
    Dec 10, 2011

    I'm An Addict

    Hi I'm addicted to cutting and I'm tired of hiding the fact that I had a relapse about a month ago. I'm a cutter and guess always will be. And I don't know how to tell my mom about my relapse she will be so disappointed; but I couldn't hold on to the pain an suffering got the...
    Yai110 Yai110
    18-21, F
    Jul 26, 2012

    Last Night...

    Okay, I'm a drinker. I love beer and beer pong, although I'm horrible; I play to drink not to win. But I am also an ex meth user... And if my family finds out I'm drinking I go back to rehab... And so when I drink, or really do anything out of line, I HAVE to make sure none of...
    Kidd12 Kidd12
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2012

    Behind The Spectacles.

    I'm tired of hiding behind my glasses, I'm tired of people calling me their, sweet friend. I'm extremely sexual, passionate, crazy, borderline insane and yet I reel it all it in for people that don't know the real me.
    CandraFlare CandraFlare
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2013

    I'll Keep This Short...

    ... I am a Demon, proud of it, dont hide it. But, I do hide the fact that though I am good natured person, I lust for chaos and destruction between all things. And I hide this as best I can, but every now and then it gets too difficult to withhold the pressure it places upon my...
    HellScyth HellScyth
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Dec 17, 2008

    ~ a Child, a Teenager, a Woman..... Human ~

    ~ A child with feelings of desperation, fear, & loneliness. I'm trying to heal her, but I know it's going to take a lot of time. She's been this way for a lot of years, & til recently I ignored her. No more! ~ ~ A teenager, who doesn't know when to slow down. She's...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 14, 2009
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