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I Am Tired of Living

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    Tired Of A Life With No Happiness

    Due to a large number of extremely negative events in my life I have been emotionally numbed to positive experiences and emotion. I am Hyper-sensitive to negative emotions however, and after three years of living like this i can honestly say I am dead inside, and am tired of...
    doctorlazerus doctorlazerus 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    I'm feeling like I can't go any further in my

    life. I don't know why or what it is but I can't do it. I really feel tired of everything absolutely sick of everything around me. I have tried many things to get myself better but nothing has changed: I quitted my job, I left behind people I don't like, even I move out to...
    urius urius 26-30 Mar 18, 2014

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    I see the way that you look

    when you hear his name I see his picture up in your frame And you refuse to admit you still miss him but it's okay You're a tower of strength when you're breaking down But through the wall I can feel your cry And when it's quiet you're screaming inside And I break as I hear you...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M Jul 4

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    Sometimes I Feal..

    whats the point of living..my mom Died and my father i lost couple of friends nothings going right in my life..me and my gf fight because im not good enough i cut away the pain..idk what to do anymore im ready to give up:'(
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2, 2010

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    it's getting harder everyday ,

    i'm tired of living in the shadows all the time , why cant i have a normal life like anyone else why this have to be hard
    calimaro calimaro 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    I have spent years fighting my own demons.

    And I lost. In the end, I wasn't good enough. I put my heart and soul, all that is left of my humanity into those I befriended. I have no will left to live. Nothing left in this life worth fighting for. I'm just so alone, even after everything. I've been fooling myself for so...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    God, life is so ******* exhausting.

    People are so ******* rude. What have I done to surround myself with ******** that don't treat me like a human being? I'm so done with this. I just want to find peace. :(
    princessslaya princessslaya 18-21, F Nov 15, 2014

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    I'm NOT suicidal, at least I don't think I am.

    I'm just tired of living, I don't want to kill myself but I wouldn't care if I were to die today. I have no motivation for anything, I feel like it's a waste of time. Why are we living for what? The only reason I haven't jumped in front of a moving truck is because I know God...
    asialive asialive 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    Tired

    As I look back throughout my life I see nothing but pain,  broken promises, dreams unfullfilled, abandonment, betrayal, mistakes, and things gone wrong. I don't kid myself ,  it isn't going to get better,  i am on a regimen of anti depressants,  anti anxiety...
    Fargo721 Fargo721 51-55 4 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    I just know I'll never be happy again.

    I might as well just leave. I have nothing going for me, I'll never be good enough for anything so what's the point really? I'm wasting space, there's someone out there way more worthy of being alive than I do
    felicitydunlap felicitydunlap 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 5

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    My sister is making my life a living hell,

    after she found out I smoked weed. My mom doesn't wanna talk to me about anything relevant not important but expects me to be informed anyway. My family literally thinks that I'm a burden and I'm a rebel just to annoy the hell of them. My dad has abandon my family. My social...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F 3 Responses May 15

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    Why I Live Such A Hard Life

    I am tired life because i live a very hard life .In the age of 16 i was married with a person whom i don't want to ,marry. The person whom i marry was not educated or i call him not a human. The area where they send my after marriage was my village there are no basic...
    meeranvi meeranvi 26-30, F 16 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Loneliness.

    It's difficult for me to keep the desire when all that I ever feel is loneliness, and nothing more. Sometimes I just don't see the point.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 15 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    Dying From Within!

    (THIS WAS IN MY BLOG...I JUST THOUGHT I SHOULD PUT IT HERE Posted by reluctantrampant at 16:25 on March 31st, 2011 at 4:25PM ) CONTEMPLATION OF DARKNESS, DYING HOW I SHOULD. SO MANY REASONS........ DON'T KNW HOW TO FAKE A SMILE ANYMORE. MY HEART BELONGS TO A GOOD MAN.  WHICH I...
    AnimusVita AnimusVita 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    I've had suicidal thoughts

    for 3 years. I constantly feel like I can't handle life in general because little things tear me down completely for example. I don't think I have depression or anything you could diagnose and because of that I feel like nobody could help me and i'm just not a person that's able...
    xstx xstx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    "everybody has somebody.

    " well, not exactly you see. I'm sorta here. in the park. alone, I haven't really ever had anybody. just muddling along getting played and screwed along the way, but, the screwing hasn't always been bad.
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 4

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    Disabled And Ridiculed For It

    i am 49 worked all my life now for want of a better way of putting it , I'm dying my body is giving up after two heart attacks and 3 strokes it's had enough, the next stroke could be my last, this you may say is hard enough to come to terms with but hell no I have a familily who...
    Nigelfwright Nigelfwright 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2011

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    I dont know what i want in my entire life.

    Sometimes things are not meant to be yours.
    jacqueayson jacqueayson 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 27, 2014

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    Never Ending

    I am so tired of my story,  It just gets worse I feel like I am digging a hole and getting deeper.  I try to be a kind nice person.  I am 71.  None of my children like me.  My Husband has known me for almost 25 years and has seen them in action.  He says they are not nice...
    mshit mshit 66-70 Dec 19, 2010

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    Getting Older

    When I was younger I had a rough time with parents splitting up, being poor compared to other kids and not well-liked in school.  I was always hopeful, being a positive person, that things would improve.  I am fairly religious so I believe God has a reason for things...
    spunky56 spunky56 51-55 1 Response Oct 29, 2010

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    i tried. i truly did,

    everything i could. Not anymore, not possible. I cannot even remember what screwed up for there are too many memories and thoughts unresolved. Its just not worth trying for anymore, not possible to hold on. bye
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M Feb 2, 2014

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    Fidlar.

    **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****. My ears are ringing My mouth tastes of copper I can't see straight I smell like cigarettes and sweat I feel like I'm hollow. I need a new body and I need a new soul...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I feel like I can not get away from the

    mistakes I have made. I'm worried when people attempt to get close to me. I worry that I carry all my mistakes right on my forehead. I have a fear that once anyone finds out my secrets the will find me disgusting. I'm always depressed and I have very bad anxiety. I just feel...
    EchoesInTwistedMeadows EchoesInTwistedMeadows 22-25 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    .........still.......

    ...........................
    fucker33 fucker33 41-45, F Jul 4

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    Am so tired pf living .

    I haven't done anything to be proud of except make kids I did raise the one that I do have doesn't respect me and he ten . Am sick of life and all I see in it . when I look back I things about what I've done which really doesn't amount to much. I have finish school ,all I do is...
    nana70 nana70 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2014

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    BEEN Tired of Living....

    I have been tired of living.  Been Tired!  I was tired of living at 8 years old.  At 8, I said I just wanted to live until my 22nd birthday (Wednesday May 13, 2009) but I dont think I am going to make it that long with my problems.
    BrittanyNicole BrittanyNicole 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 5

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    having to take meds. just to be able to smile

    every day and not wake up crying.. It's literally just torture. Whoever else going through severe depression, im so sorry for you and im in the same exact spot . This is the worst ****!ng problem in peoples minds.. It's a silent, deadly disease that slowly kills you without...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    To make an angel tear out her wings,

    surely there can be no greater monster than this?
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I don't know how to explain that.

    But there are things happening, and I don't how to deal with them. People tell me to be strong and blah blah blah, but I don't think it's worth the effort. Maybe I should just give it up.
    somesortofcreature somesortofcreature 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    My mum and dad are constantly fighting

    because of financial issues. My dad doesn't trust my mum with money and he prefers to go buy food and stuff himself. Since we are 4 siblings we need a lot of expenses. My mum has been telling me that she is sick and tired of living with dad. She want to divorce him. My dad is a...
    xFrail xFrail 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    I have no reason to live anymore,

    i been dead inside for so long
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Feb 2, 2014

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    Someone kill me.... I'm staying

    for 4 people: my bestie, my bf, my dad, and my crush. My mom, my teachers, school, bullies, my almost step-dad, etc. are making me want to leave. When I finally decide to die I will ask and plead God to give me a new life as an animal (Wolf). I believe in reincarnation.
    DiamondMushroom DiamondMushroom 13-15, F Mar 2

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    I see the way that you look

    when you hear his name I see his picture up in your frame And you refuse to admit you still miss him but it's okay You're a tower of strength when you're breaking down But through the wall I can feel your cry And when it's quiet you're screaming inside And I break as I hear you...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M Jul 4

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    The Group Picture Makes It Seem So Dramatic..

    It's very simple. I have no reason. No purpose. I do not fear death. It only makes sense to die. Why do I stay? The cookies are so damn good.
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    My soul is in pain.Im experiencing

    so much of sorrow. Everything in my life is going wrong. I'm so depressed and have no one to talk to.
    nipaftarima nipaftarima 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Crushed I am crushed by the weight of broken

    dreams and empty promises. Left surrounded by the detritus of my former life, constant reminders of failures. Stuck in a mini-mansion I can't afford, don't need, can't sell and don't have the energy to keep up. My children are gone, replaced by a dog so at least have...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 41-45, F Dec 14, 2013

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    Cant Believe

    My health has not been good for ten years, but I was coping limited but coping. Then in Febuary 2009 I started having problems with  a sacoiliac joint and found it very diffcult and painfull to sit, as I found it impossiable to go more than 20 miuntes in a car journey  due to...
    s583 s583 46-50 1 Response Sep 23, 2011

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    Tired Of The Struggle

    im just tired of the struggle ive had enuf
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 22-25, M Oct 20, 2013

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    I Don't Fit Into This Life

    I am a black female in California. Most times I like to think I fit into this world but I truly feel I don't. All my family is hundreds of miles away, I don't stay in contact with them because I did not grow up with them, so I do not fit in with them. I've never had a substantial...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    I am tired of living.

    .its funny to say that, because I am only 19 years old and I have a lot to do in my life. But the fact is I cant live in this world anymore. Some people are always talking about kindness, but they never show it. Some of them are like trained creatures used to live for spending...
    Scyanchimera Scyanchimera 18-21, F Dec 19, 2013

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    its all getting stressy

    and complicated now. Work, friendships, family, bills, drugs, etc... im so tired of this things.... i just want to sleep.... forever
    noname1712 noname1712 22-25, M Oct 21, 2014

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