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I Am Tired of Living

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    Tired Of A Life With No Happiness

    Due to a large number of extremely negative events in my life I have been emotionally numbed to positive experiences and emotion. I am Hyper-sensitive to negative emotions however, and after three years of living like this i can honestly say I am dead inside, and am tired of...
    doctorlazerus doctorlazerus 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15, 2010

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    Tired

    As I look back throughout my life I see nothing but pain,  broken promises, dreams unfullfilled, abandonment, betrayal, mistakes, and things gone wrong. I don't kid myself ,  it isn't going to get better,  i am on a regimen of anti depressants,  anti anxiety...
    Fargo721 Fargo721 51-55 4 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    its all getting stressy

    and complicated now. Work, friendships, family, bills, drugs, etc... im so tired of this things.... i just want to sleep.... forever
    noname1712 noname1712 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    The Highlight Of My Day Is When I Go To Sleep

    It's when there is no more pain. Your mind goes numb it forgets things, it does not allow your body to know how much pain you are in, both physical and emotional. I'm tired of being tossed around, moving all the time. I have moved about 13 or 14 times in the last 4 yrs. This is...
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 4 Responses May 25, 2010

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    Sometimes I Feal..

    whats the point of living..my mom Died and my father i lost couple of friends nothings going right in my life..me and my gf fight because im not good enough i cut away the pain..idk what to do anymore im ready to give up:'(
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Just Tired

    Tired of being afraid. If I make the slightest mistake, I become so afraid that everyone will hate me for disappointing them. Paranoia is just so goddamned exhausting.
    vinguru896 vinguru896 22-25 Oct 28, 2012

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    Dead Girl Walking

    I don't want to kill myself. I discovered that some months ago. I just want to find someone-something to remind me of why I'm alive. Sometimes it gets really hard to go on. I want to break down but I refuse to cry. Why show life that I can be weak? I cut-used to-something like...
    frankiewalkingdeadgirl frankiewalkingdeadgirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    I'm feeling like I can't go any further in my

    life. I don't know why or what it is but I can't do it. I really feel tired of everything absolutely sick of everything around me. I have tried many things to get myself better but nothing has changed: I quitted my job, I left behind people I don't like, even I move out to...
    urius urius 26-30 Mar 18

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    If Only I Could....

    if i could spread my life about to you who actually give a damn about me, i would. im tired of.....all this crap. plain and simple, im tired of life, especially if this is what life is.
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2011

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    I am tired of living.

    .its funny to say that, because I am only 19 years old and I have a lot to do in my life. But the fact is I cant live in this world anymore. Some people are always talking about kindness, but they never show it. Some of them are like trained creatures used to live for spending...
    Scyanchimera Scyanchimera 18-21, F Dec 19, 2013

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    Am so tired pf living .

    I haven't done anything to be proud of except make kids I did raise the one that I do have doesn't respect me and he ten . Am sick of life and all I see in it . when I look back I things about what I've done which really doesn't amount to much. I have finish school ,all I do is...
    nana70 nana70 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Never Ending

    I am so tired of my story,  It just gets worse I feel like I am digging a hole and getting deeper.  I try to be a kind nice person.  I am 71.  None of my children like me.  My Husband has known me for almost 25 years and has seen them in action.  He says they are not nice...
    mshit mshit 70+ Dec 19, 2010

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    Cant Believe

    My health has not been good for ten years, but I was coping limited but coping. Then in Febuary 2009 I started having problems with  a sacoiliac joint and found it very diffcult and painfull to sit, as I found it impossiable to go more than 20 miuntes in a car journey  due to...
    s583 s583 46-50 1 Response Sep 23, 2011

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    Crushed I am crushed by the weight of broken

    dreams and empty promises. Left surrounded by the detritus of my former life, constant reminders of failures. Stuck in a mini-mansion I can't afford, don't need, can't sell and don't have the energy to keep up. My children are gone, replaced by a dog so at least have...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F Dec 14, 2013

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    Dying From Within!

    (THIS WAS IN MY BLOG...I JUST THOUGHT I SHOULD PUT IT HERE Posted by reluctantrampant at 16:25 on March 31st, 2011 at 4:25PM ) CONTEMPLATION OF DARKNESS, DYING HOW I SHOULD. SO MANY REASONS........ DON'T KNW HOW TO FAKE A SMILE ANYMORE. MY HEART BELONGS TO A GOOD MAN.  WHICH I...
    reluctantrampant reluctantrampant 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    it's getting harder everyday ,

    i'm tired of living in the shadows all the time , why cant i have a normal life like anyone else why this have to be hard
    calimaro calimaro 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Why I Live Such A Hard Life

    I am tired life because i live a very hard life .In the age of 16 i was married with a person whom i don't want to ,marry. The person whom i marry was not educated or i call him not a human. The area where they send my after marriage was my village there are no basic...
    meeranvi meeranvi 26-30, F 16 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    I have no reason to live anymore,

    i been dead inside for so long
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Feb 2

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    I dont know what i want in my entire life.

    Sometimes things are not meant to be yours.
    jacqueayson jacqueayson 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Fidlar.

    **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****. My ears are ringing My mouth tastes of copper I can't see straight I smell like cigarettes and sweat I feel like I'm hollow. I need a new body and I need a new soul...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I feel like I can not get away from the

    mistakes I have made. I'm worried when people attempt to get close to me. I worry that I carry all my mistakes right on my forehead. I have a fear that once anyone finds out my secrets the will find me disgusting. I'm always depressed and I have very bad anxiety. I just feel...
    EchoesInTwistedMeadows EchoesInTwistedMeadows 22-25 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Tired Of The Struggle

    im just tired of the struggle ive had enuf
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Oct 20, 2013

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    Just Want To Talk

    Like everyone in this group, I'm just tired.  I pray every night that I'll die in my sleep.  Every time I see a report about a car accident and a death I wish it were me.  All the reports of people who died who were young and happy and had so much to live for and...
    mama58 mama58 51, F 3 Responses Jun 14, 2010

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    i tried. i truly did,

    everything i could. Not anymore, not possible. I cannot even remember what screwed up for there are too many memories and thoughts unresolved. Its just not worth trying for anymore, not possible to hold on. bye
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M Feb 2

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    I Don't Fit Into This Life

    I am a black female in California. Most times I like to think I fit into this world but I truly feel I don't. All my family is hundreds of miles away, I don't stay in contact with them because I did not grow up with them, so I do not fit in with them. I've never had a substantial...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 5, 2013

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    Getting Older

    When I was younger I had a rough time with parents splitting up, being poor compared to other kids and not well-liked in school.  I was always hopeful, being a positive person, that things would improve.  I am fairly religious so I believe God has a reason for things...
    spunky56 spunky56 51-55 1 Response Oct 29, 2010

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    My mum and dad are constantly fighting

    because of financial issues. My dad doesn't trust my mum with money and he prefers to go buy food and stuff himself. Since we are 4 siblings we need a lot of expenses. My mum has been telling me that she is sick and tired of living with dad. She want to divorce him. My dad is a...
    xFrail xFrail 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Why?

    its just never enough,im just never enough.everything i do is crap.I am called a useless nuisance all the time:( im only 16...what should i think? i need advice please..
    calebskates calebskates 16-17, M 11 Responses Apr 10, 2011

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    I'm Ready to Go.

    I am 61 years old and my kids are grown and living in other towns. I was very successful in my earlier sales career but I got tired of the excessive competitiveness about 15 years ago. I thought I could maintain my earnings in another field. I soon found out that I was too old to...
    jsiggins jsiggins 61-65 3 Responses Aug 18, 2009

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    BEEN Tired of Living....

    I have been tired of living.  Been Tired!  I was tired of living at 8 years old.  At 8, I said I just wanted to live until my 22nd birthday (Wednesday May 13, 2009) but I dont think I am going to make it that long with my problems.
    BrittanyNicole BrittanyNicole 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    Loneliness.

    It's difficult for me to keep the desire when all that I ever feel is loneliness, and nothing more. Sometimes I just don't see the point.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 15 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    Tired

    I have no strength any more.Nothing ever changes.What's the meaning of it all?I'm tired of suffering,crying every day.Never finding peace.Everything i do is wrong.I can't find the right path everybody's walking on somehow.I don't know what to do anymore.I want to disappear.I'm...
    pro0ject pro0ject 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Disabled And Ridiculed For It

    i am 49 worked all my life now for want of a better way of putting it , I'm dying my body is giving up after two heart attacks and 3 strokes it's had enough, the next stroke could be my last, this you may say is hard enough to come to terms with but hell no I have a familily who...
    Nigelfwright Nigelfwright 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2011

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    I Need To Rest

    I'm pretty aware that I got my heart disease from stress and kept emotions. I cannot let everything out of my heart. I stopped my medication because I don't think I'm getting better. I want to live normally and I thought the best thing to do is to forget that I actually have this...
    Aira02 Aira02 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    having to take meds. just to be able to smile

    every day and not wake up crying.. It's literally just torture. Whoever else going through severe depression, im so sorry for you and im in the same exact spot . This is the worst ****!ng problem in peoples minds.. It's a silent, deadly disease that slowly kills you without...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I Dont Know What To Call It

    but im sick of everything. I give up.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F Sep 26, 2010

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    The Group Picture Makes It Seem So Dramatic..

    It's very simple. I have no reason. No purpose. I do not fear death. It only makes sense to die. Why do I stay? The cookies are so damn good.
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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