I Am Tired of Living

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 595 People

    It would be nice to run away from everything

    and go somewhere alone for a while.
    adengold adengold
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

    I've had suicidal thoughts

    for 3 years. I constantly feel like I can't handle life in general because little things tear me down completely for example. I don't think I have depression or anything you could diagnose and because of that I feel like nobody could help me and i'm just not a person that's able...
    xstx xstx
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2015

    My mum and dad are constantly fighting

    because of financial issues. My dad doesn't trust my mum with money and he prefers to go buy food and stuff himself. Since we are 4 siblings we need a lot of expenses. My mum has been telling me that she is sick and tired of living with dad. She want to divorce him. My dad is a...
    xFrail xFrail
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2014

    Life is for living but I'm just

    so tired. When did it become such a chore just to get up in the morning?
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 24, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 5, 2015
    RandomExistence RandomExistence
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

    having to take meds. just to be able to smile

    every day and not wake up crying.. It's literally just torture. Whoever else going through severe depression, im so sorry for you and im in the same exact spot . This is the worst ****!ng problem in peoples minds.. It's a silent, deadly disease that slowly kills you without...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    Someone kill me.... I'm staying

    for 4 people: my bestie, my bf, my dad, and my crush. My mom, my teachers, school, bullies, my almost step-dad, etc. are making me want to leave. When I finally decide to die I will ask and plead God to give me a new life as an animal (Wolf). I believe in reincarnation.
    DiamondMushroom DiamondMushroom
    13-15, F
    Mar 2, 2015

    my whole life is falling apart.

    college. work. relationships. all because I can't get my **** together & act normal. it'd all be easier if I were just dead already.
    xotwod31 xotwod31
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    God, life is so ******* exhausting.

    People are so ******* rude. What have I done to surround myself with ******** that don't treat me like a human being? I'm so done with this. I just want to find peace. :(
    princessslaya princessslaya
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2014

    My soul is in pain.Im experiencing

    so much of sorrow. Everything in my life is going wrong. I'm so depressed and have no one to talk to.
    nipaftarima nipaftarima
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2015

    I am so tired of being here.

    I'm ready to rest for ever.
    Jenniboo1 Jenniboo1
    31-35, F
    19 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    I just know I'll never be happy again.

    I might as well just leave. I have nothing going for me, I'll never be good enough for anything so what's the point really? I'm wasting space, there's someone out there way more worthy of being alive than I do
    felicitydunlap felicitydunlap
    13-15, F
    9 Responses Jul 5, 2015

               

                                 Cover me,...deep and silent,where the night has no endlay with meLay with mein the darkest hourwhere our names are not importantand fear has lost its face,touch meTouch mewith...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    Oct 14, 2015

    Disabled And Ridiculed For It

    i am 49 worked all my life now for want of a better way of putting it , I'm dying my body is giving up after two heart attacks and 3 strokes it's had enough, the next stroke could be my last, this you may say is hard enough to come to terms with but hell no I have a familily who...
    Nigelfwright Nigelfwright
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 13, 2011

    Loneliness.

    It's difficult for me to keep the desire when all that I ever feel is loneliness, and nothing more. Sometimes I just don't see the point.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    14 Responses Oct 20, 2010

    Sometimes I Feal..

    whats the point of living..my mom Died and my father i lost couple of friends nothings going right in my life..me and my gf fight because im not good enough i cut away the pain..idk what to do anymore im ready to give up:'(
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2010

    i'm just tired of everything of pretending to

    be happy, putting on a smile every freaking day when I'm really breaking inside, i'm tired of saying i'm fine whenever someone asks me if i'm ok. I'm just want to be done with all of it. I would sleep to make it all go away but now I can't even sleep a whole without being scared...
    Psychoimagination14 Psychoimagination14
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 12, 2015

    My sister is making my life a living hell,

    after she found out I smoked weed. My mom doesn't wanna talk to me about anything relevant not important but expects me to be informed anyway. My family literally thinks that I'm a burden and I'm a rebel just to annoy the hell of them. My dad has abandon my family. My social...
    Zineq Zineq
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 15, 2015

    To make an angel tear out her wings,

    surely there can be no greater monster than this?
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2015

    Crushed I am crushed by the weight of broken

    dreams and empty promises. Left surrounded by the detritus of my former life, constant reminders of failures. Stuck in a mini-mansion I can't afford, don't need, can't sell and don't have the energy to keep up. My children are gone, replaced by a dog so at least have...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    46-50, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2013
    xotwod31 xotwod31
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    I am tired of living.

    .its funny to say that, because I am only 19 years old and I have a lot to do in my life. But the fact is I cant live in this world anymore. Some people are always talking about kindness, but they never show it. Some of them are like trained creatures used to live for spending...
    Scyanchimera Scyanchimera
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    The Group Picture Makes It Seem So Dramatic..

    It's very simple. I have no reason. No purpose. I do not fear death. It only makes sense to die. Why do I stay? The cookies are so damn good.
    Mdear Mdear
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2010

    Away with my soul down the corridors of

    familiar an abode, My home where hedonistic shadows rise on the air, thick and looming, preparing my way into the darkened pools of a heart's consuming desire With white knuckled grip I hold the facade, as inevitability I am become all that I have ever, if at once I've feared...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    1 Response Sep 14, 2015

    Fidlar.

    **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****. My ears are ringing My mouth tastes of copper I can't see straight I smell like cigarettes and sweat I feel like I'm hollow. I need a new body and I need a new soul...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2013

    Most of the time, my body

    and soul feel so pressured and heavy. Almost every moment, I feel stressed about failing at school and failing in finding a job. I tell myself that if I fail, I would have let my parents down. I need to succeed in order to support my parents, who are getting old. I cannot fail...
    dirtyuer dirtyuer
    18-21, M
    Feb 29

    I have spent years fighting my own demons.

    And I lost. In the end, I wasn't good enough. I put my heart and soul, all that is left of my humanity into those I befriended. I have no will left to live. Nothing left in this life worth fighting for. I'm just so alone, even after everything. I've been fooling myself for so...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    Why I Live Such A Hard Life

    I am tired life because i live a very hard life .In the age of 16 i was married with a person whom i don't want to ,marry. The person whom i marry was not educated or i call him not a human. The area where they send my after marriage was my village there are no basic...
    meeranvi meeranvi
    26-30, F
    16 Responses Jul 24, 2011

    Has anyone ever just sat down,

    looked at a wall and think about all the things that has happened to them? Because I have and almost ever time I end up trying to to cry, so I turn on music but the tears still come. I don't get it. People say how wonderful life is supposed to be yet it's all for nothing...
    DeathMeansFreedom18 DeathMeansFreedom18
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    it's getting harder everyday ,

    i'm tired of living in the shadows all the time , why cant i have a normal life like anyone else why this have to be hard
    calimaro calimaro
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    Cant Believe

    My health has not been good for ten years, but I was coping limited but coping. Then in Febuary 2009 I started having problems with  a sacoiliac joint and found it very diffcult and painfull to sit, as I found it impossiable to go more than 20 miuntes in a car journey  due to...
    s583 s583
    46-50
    1 Response Sep 23, 2011

    Her sweet release rested upon his lips.

    She thought until there were no more. Inside of emptiness, where might one go to find the abundance of a more peaceful silence? Desperately seeking a completeness that seem only to reside within things non existent , she could summon no surpassing question of importance...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    Never Ending

    I am so tired of my story,  It just gets worse I feel like I am digging a hole and getting deeper.  I try to be a kind nice person.  I am 71.  None of my children like me.  My Husband has known me for almost 25 years and has seen them in action.  He says they are not nice...
    mshit mshit
    70+
    1 Response Dec 19, 2010

    .........still.......

    ...........................
    fucker33 fucker33
    41-45, F
    Jul 4, 2015

    I was alone for so long,

    but then someone came into my life, pulled me free from the hell of loneliness. And I naively thought that for the very first time there was someone who would take away the pain. People like me don't get happy endings. People like me get abandoned and surrendered into that hell...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    Oct 20, 2015
    saaddgirl saaddgirl
    16-17, F
    Mar 23

    I feel like I can not get away from the

    mistakes I have made. I'm worried when people attempt to get close to me. I worry that I carry all my mistakes right on my forehead. I have a fear that once anyone finds out my secrets the will find me disgusting. I'm always depressed and I have very bad anxiety. I just feel...
    EchoesInTwistedMeadows EchoesInTwistedMeadows
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    I'd rather be on the other side.

    18 years is enough, I want to get out of here.
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    its all getting stressy

    and complicated now. Work, friendships, family, bills, drugs, etc... im so tired of this things.... i just want to sleep.... forever
    noname1712 noname1712
    22-25, M
    Oct 21, 2014

    I'm NOT suicidal, at least I don't think I am.

    I'm just tired of living, I don't want to kill myself but I wouldn't care if I were to die today. I have no motivation for anything, I feel like it's a waste of time. Why are we living for what? The only reason I haven't jumped in front of a moving truck is because I know God...
    asialive asialive
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 27, 2014

    life is ****, looking forward to it ending I

    cant wait to die, life is ****, I think ill go jump off the humber bridge soon, ill also get in the papers
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 9

    Getting Older

    When I was younger I had a rough time with parents splitting up, being poor compared to other kids and not well-liked in school.  I was always hopeful, being a positive person, that things would improve.  I am fairly religious so I believe God has a reason for things...
    spunky56 spunky56
    51-55
    1 Response Oct 29, 2010
    lillyross lillyross
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Sep 15, 2015

    i was crying on the way back from class.

    i tried my best holding back my tears and not to be obvious.as i was afraid somebody would see me my face,i keep looking down,miserably.hoping to find relieve,i was looking at posts from other depressed people.and i saw one that wrote something about home,it lead me to tears...
    doesitmatterwhatmynameis doesitmatterwhatmynameis
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 15
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