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I Am Tired of Living

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    having to take meds. just to be able to smile

    every day and not wake up crying.. It's literally just torture. Whoever else going through severe depression, im so sorry for you and im in the same exact spot . This is the worst ****!ng problem in peoples minds.. It's a silent, deadly disease that slowly kills you without...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 1, 2014

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    I have spent years fighting my own demons.

    And I lost. In the end, I wasn't good enough. I put my heart and soul, all that is left of my humanity into those I befriended. I have no will left to live. Nothing left in this life worth fighting for. I'm just so alone, even after everything. I've been fooling myself for so...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 4 Responses Aug 24, 2015

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    Life is for living but I'm just

    so tired. When did it become such a chore just to get up in the morning?
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2015

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    "everybody has somebody.

    " well, not exactly you see. I'm sorta here. in the park. alone, I haven't really ever had anybody. just muddling along getting played and screwed along the way, but, the screwing hasn't always been bad.
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 4, 2015

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    Tired of surviving I'd better say.

    I missed alot in life, so I don't really see what's to live for. But this sense of tiredness is all over me... wish there was an option in this life where you could choose atleast once in every year passing by whenever you want to keep living, or want to let go with the...
    LonelyPassenger LonelyPassenger 31-35, M Nov 7, 2015

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    I just know I'll never be happy again.

    I might as well just leave. I have nothing going for me, I'll never be good enough for anything so what's the point really? I'm wasting space, there's someone out there way more worthy of being alive than I do
    felicitydunlap felicitydunlap 13-15, F 9 Responses Jul 5, 2015

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    I am so tired of being here.

    I'm ready to rest for ever.
    Jenniboo1 Jenniboo1 26-30, F 19 Responses Nov 7, 2015

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    xotwod31 xotwod31 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2015

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    My mum and dad are constantly fighting

    because of financial issues. My dad doesn't trust my mum with money and he prefers to go buy food and stuff himself. Since we are 4 siblings we need a lot of expenses. My mum has been telling me that she is sick and tired of living with dad. She want to divorce him. My dad is a...
    xFrail xFrail 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    RandomExistence RandomExistence 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    Away with my soul down the corridors of

    familiar an abode, My home where hedonistic shadows rise on the air, thick and looming, preparing my way into the darkened pools of a heart's consuming desire With white knuckled grip I hold the facade, as inevitability I am become all that I have ever, if at once I've feared...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 1 Response Sep 14, 2015

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    I see the way that you look

    when you hear his name I see his picture up in your frame And you refuse to admit you still miss him but it's okay You're a tower of strength when you're breaking down But through the wall I can feel your cry And when it's quiet you're screaming inside And I break as I hear you...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M Jul 4, 2015

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    Fidlar.

    **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****. My ears are ringing My mouth tastes of copper I can't see straight I smell like cigarettes and sweat I feel like I'm hollow. I need a new body and I need a new soul...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I am tired of living.

    .its funny to say that, because I am only 19 years old and I have a lot to do in my life. But the fact is I cant live in this world anymore. Some people are always talking about kindness, but they never show it. Some of them are like trained creatures used to live for spending...
    Scyanchimera Scyanchimera 18-21, F Dec 19, 2013

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    Why I Live Such A Hard Life

    I am tired life because i live a very hard life .In the age of 16 i was married with a person whom i don't want to ,marry. The person whom i marry was not educated or i call him not a human. The area where they send my after marriage was my village there are no basic...
    meeranvi meeranvi 26-30, F 16 Responses Jul 24, 2011

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    Her sweet release rested upon his lips.

    She thought until there were no more. Inside of emptiness, where might one go to find the abundance of a more peaceful silence? Desperately seeking a completeness that seem only to reside within things non existent , she could summon no surpassing question of importance...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 2 Responses Oct 16, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 5, 2015

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                                 Cover me,...deep and silent,where the night has no endlay with meLay with mein the darkest hourwhere our names are not importantand fear has lost its face,touch meTouch mewith...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45 Oct 14, 2015

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    My soul is in pain.Im experiencing

    so much of sorrow. Everything in my life is going wrong. I'm so depressed and have no one to talk to.
    nipaftarima nipaftarima 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2015

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    Disabled And Ridiculed For It

    i am 49 worked all my life now for want of a better way of putting it , I'm dying my body is giving up after two heart attacks and 3 strokes it's had enough, the next stroke could be my last, this you may say is hard enough to come to terms with but hell no I have a familily who...
    Nigelfwright Nigelfwright 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2011

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    I'd rather be on the other side.

    18 years is enough, I want to get out of here.
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2015

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    God, life is so ******* exhausting.

    People are so ******* rude. What have I done to surround myself with ******** that don't treat me like a human being? I'm so done with this. I just want to find peace. :(
    princessslaya princessslaya 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2014

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    it's getting harder everyday ,

    i'm tired of living in the shadows all the time , why cant i have a normal life like anyone else why this have to be hard
    calimaro calimaro 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    Crushed I am crushed by the weight of broken

    dreams and empty promises. Left surrounded by the detritus of my former life, constant reminders of failures. Stuck in a mini-mansion I can't afford, don't need, can't sell and don't have the energy to keep up. My children are gone, replaced by a dog so at least have...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2013

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    I feel like I can not get away from the

    mistakes I have made. I'm worried when people attempt to get close to me. I worry that I carry all my mistakes right on my forehead. I have a fear that once anyone finds out my secrets the will find me disgusting. I'm always depressed and I have very bad anxiety. I just feel...
    EchoesInTwistedMeadows EchoesInTwistedMeadows 22-25 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    I've had suicidal thoughts

    for 3 years. I constantly feel like I can't handle life in general because little things tear me down completely for example. I don't think I have depression or anything you could diagnose and because of that I feel like nobody could help me and i'm just not a person that's able...
    xstx xstx 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 27, 2015

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    Never Ending

    I am so tired of my story,  It just gets worse I feel like I am digging a hole and getting deeper.  I try to be a kind nice person.  I am 71.  None of my children like me.  My Husband has known me for almost 25 years and has seen them in action.  He says they are not nice...
    mshit mshit 66-70 1 Response Dec 19, 2010

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    I'm NOT suicidal, at least I don't think I am.

    I'm just tired of living, I don't want to kill myself but I wouldn't care if I were to die today. I have no motivation for anything, I feel like it's a waste of time. Why are we living for what? The only reason I haven't jumped in front of a moving truck is because I know God...
    asialive asialive 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    Loneliness.

    It's difficult for me to keep the desire when all that I ever feel is loneliness, and nothing more. Sometimes I just don't see the point.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 15 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    Has anyone ever just sat down,

    looked at a wall and think about all the things that has happened to them? Because I have and almost ever time I end up trying to to cry, so I turn on music but the tears still come. I don't get it. People say how wonderful life is supposed to be yet it's all for nothing...
    DeathMeansFreedom18 DeathMeansFreedom18 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2015

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    It would be nice to run away from everything

    and go somewhere alone for a while.
    adengold adengold 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    lillyross lillyross 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 15, 2015

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    my whole life is falling apart.

    college. work. relationships. all because I can't get my **** together & act normal. it'd all be easier if I were just dead already.
    xotwod31 xotwod31 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2015

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    Someone kill me.... I'm staying

    for 4 people: my bestie, my bf, my dad, and my crush. My mom, my teachers, school, bullies, my almost step-dad, etc. are making me want to leave. When I finally decide to die I will ask and plead God to give me a new life as an animal (Wolf). I believe in reincarnation.
    DiamondMushroom DiamondMushroom 13-15, F Mar 2, 2015

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    I was alone for so long,

    but then someone came into my life, pulled me free from the hell of loneliness. And I naively thought that for the very first time there was someone who would take away the pain. People like me don't get happy endings. People like me get abandoned and surrendered into that hell...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M Oct 20, 2015

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    I see the way that you look

    when you hear his name I see his picture up in your frame And you refuse to admit you still miss him but it's okay You're a tower of strength when you're breaking down But through the wall I can feel your cry And when it's quiet you're screaming inside And I break as I hear you...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M Jul 4, 2015

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    .........still.......

    ...........................
    fucker33 fucker33 41-45, F Jul 4, 2015

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    My sister is making my life a living hell,

    after she found out I smoked weed. My mom doesn't wanna talk to me about anything relevant not important but expects me to be informed anyway. My family literally thinks that I'm a burden and I'm a rebel just to annoy the hell of them. My dad has abandon my family. My social...
    Zineq Zineq 18-21, F 4 Responses May 15, 2015

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    life is ****, looking forward to it ending I

    cant wait to die, life is ****, I think ill go jump off the humber bridge soon, ill also get in the papers
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    The Group Picture Makes It Seem So Dramatic..

    It's very simple. I have no reason. No purpose. I do not fear death. It only makes sense to die. Why do I stay? The cookies are so damn good.
    Mdear Mdear 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    To make an angel tear out her wings,

    surely there can be no greater monster than this?
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 26, 2015

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    i'm just tired of everything of pretending to

    be happy, putting on a smile every freaking day when I'm really breaking inside, i'm tired of saying i'm fine whenever someone asks me if i'm ok. I'm just want to be done with all of it. I would sleep to make it all go away but now I can't even sleep a whole without being scared...
    Psychoimagination14 Psychoimagination14 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2015

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