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I Am Tired of Losing People Whom I Love

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    Buried Next To Them

    I am more than tired of losing people I love and care for. Whether the feelings are in the past, present, or future, that is one of my greatest annoyances and fears: to watch people go. Sure, a great constant is change, but must it always be the change of loosing people you are...
    DustToAshes DustToAshes 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    I Have Lost So Many People I Love In the Last Few Years

    Right after Hurricane Katrina, the young man who had been living at my house whom I had known since childhood fell off of a scaffold 120' up in the air.  In 2006, within a month I lost one of my closest friends to cancer and another fairly good friend to hepatitis...
    suigeneris suigeneris 41-45 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I Lost My Grandfather (dad's Side) On Nov. 27th

    This is the poem I read at his funeral...... :DON'T CRY FOR ME: DON'T CRY FOR ME, DON'T SHED A TEAR, OR FEEL SORROW ON THIS DAY. FOR AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER ME, THEN I HAVEN'T PASSED AWAY.... DON'T CRY FOR ME, FOR I HAVE LIVED MORE LIFE THEN I COULD DREAM. I THANK THE LORD FOR...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Gone, But Never Forgotten

    I know it is just part of life to lose loved ones to death, but that does not make it any easier to accept when a death occurs. I have lost all 4 grandparents, my father, a baby I miscarried, and a close aunt & uncle, all to death. They may be gone from this Earth, but they...
    snowlady snowlady 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    Love Hurts

    I had a wife once who I allowed to stay at home and raise the kids I gave her everything she asked for that I could afford.After 10 years she had packed her bags one day when i got home from work and was waiting on a guy to pick her up.So I called the guy and told him to come get...
    coonly coonly 36-40 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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    I Am Tired Of Losing People Whom I Love

    I lost my husband a year ago, before that my mother. Yes I am sick of death. I know we all have to die, but frankly I am sick of it. Living without the person who you love with all your heart and soul is an event in life I could have done without. I am lonesome even when I am...
    murphykaren45 murphykaren45 56-60 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    No More Leaving....please!

    I can't stop you dying, but please my beloveds, don't leave me otherwise....please.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    I think at some point of life many of us get in a place where we need to choose between the people we love and care most. it can be your family or some one you love. Friends.
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    Not scared.. terrified. I stay up all night worrying. I worry if someone gets in a car. I worry when it rains. When I was in elementary school I would purposely make myself sick...
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    i love my family and freinds, my freinds and family are getting bulied i hate it and they are so depressed and i have to keep puling them out of the ground and now i am sinking to
    Angel861 Angel861 13-15 May 12

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    Boyfriend of 4 years and me (in LDR) are currently in a break. 1.5 months ago he told me he is not happy anymore and not sure that he still wants a future with me. I realize that...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F 6 Responses May 11

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    "I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. Realizing...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    You know, I'm actually terrified of getting close to anyone now. I end up getting close to people, and they leave. Friends, boyfriends, even my best friends, end up leaving me...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 6 Responses May 3

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    I'm also afraid that I'll never be able to fully rid myself of the people I hate.
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 1 Response Apr 24

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    Why does no one ask about me? Why do I have to check in on everyone? Who checks in on me? The only people who wanna chat to me wanna spill their guts. I'm tired of hearing crap...
    Littlepigisabitlow Littlepigisabitlow 31-35, F a week ago

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    People are a mess, they are unpredictible, draining, self centred, manipulative users, but worst of all, people are hypocrites to the core. People expect everyone to be whatever...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M Apr 30

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    I can't urge how tired I'm am of every random stranger I come in contact with acting entitled. Even if you aren't interacting with me, just respect others man. You, were NOT born...
    thegirlinred thegirlinred 18-21, F May 2

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    I'm extremely conservative in my clothing choices 90% of time because I don't feel very comfortable feeling like a piece of meat on display but the ONE day this ENTIRE YEAR I wear...
    thegirlinred thegirlinred 18-21, F May 9

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    Lmfao : one minute you're telling people you had a bad day and what happened the next, it's a contest about who has the shittiest life!!!
    FunnyBunny6129 FunnyBunny6129 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love cooking for my husband and my step children. They like my cooking and appreciate it. Cooking with love in your heart makes the food taste better I think. That is what I hear...
    ag00dwife ag00dwife 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    Lost my girlfriend 3 weeks ago. whoever takes people took the wrong one. She was a beautiful person.
    mallysim6259 mallysim6259 56-60, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I lost my mum to lung cancer the very same day that my first child was born. After throwing myself wholly into being a mother and wife, I have never grieved for her. My son was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 4

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    I'm in my zone when I'm in the kitchen. I love trying out new recipes and testing them out on my family and friends. There is nothing alike turning up the music and cooking some...
    stormyride stormyride 31-35, F 3 Responses May 8

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    My granddad. I didn't see that much of him, only when I got to visit him during summers. But I loved him so much. the last time I saw him, he was struggling to think clearly. it...
    AHornyBoy116 AHornyBoy116 18-21, M 3 Responses May 9

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    I've never done it before, and being me I would be incredibly stressed with making the best food possible, even if they said it was good I'd think they were lying. Still I would...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    In May of 2006 my wonderful father-in-law died three weeks to the day after he was diagnosed with cholangiocarcinoma. He is still loved and missed terribly.
    Dannyboy1966 Dannyboy1966 46-50, M Apr 22

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    There is this guy who works at a movie theater I frequent. He is a middle aged guy...you wouldn't give him a second glance. He is very soft spoken. When you order a popcorn...it...
    jeffyduke jeffyduke 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    My mum died a three months ago from a seven year long battle. I love you mum xxx
    BecaLives BecaLives 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 26

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    Sadly wifey passed away to cancer under a year ago. i'm living in rented apartment we shared an a little depressing by myself here, especially wkds or when i'm back from work...
    Widower1 Widower1 31-35 1 Response May 5

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    LOL little ol' me is a lioness when I feel like someone I love is being hurt.
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've lost close friends because they wasn't as open minded about how the world and human nature is
    SkyBeaST SkyBeaST 18-21, M May 12

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    energymustmove.wordpress.com just wrote about it in my blog. its a story
    energymustmove energymustmove 18-21, F Apr 24

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    Hard decisions are never easy whether you have a condition or not. You have to do what is best for you even if it hurts someone else. When you really care about someone often the...
    Sakaratte Sakaratte 26-30, M May 3

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    Why does the world have to be so dark?
    LionShine LionShine 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 22

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    Arrogance is one thing that I cannot tolerate in anyone. If someone is an arrogant person, I will not be friends with them and I will avoid talking to them.
    super563 super563 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    they are just so frustrating and annoying.
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M a week ago

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    Everyone gets on my friggin nerves i wanna go live in a cave
    Whitemann1991 Whitemann1991 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    It's been MONTHS since I cooked. Work and school is a whole lot of crazy that I don't remember what my cooking tastes like. I am having my sisters sleep over at my place and I am...