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I Am Tired of Losing People Whom I Love

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    I Have Lost So Many People I Love In the Last Few Years

    Right after Hurricane Katrina, the young man who had been living at my house whom I had known since childhood fell off of a scaffold 120' up in the air.  In 2006, within a month I lost one of my closest friends to cancer and another fairly good friend to hepatitis...
    suigeneris suigeneris 41-45 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    Love Hurts

    I had a wife once who I allowed to stay at home and raise the kids I gave her everything she asked for that I could afford.After 10 years she had packed her bags one day when i got home from work and was waiting on a guy to pick her up.So I called the guy and told him to come get...
    coonly coonly 36-40 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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    I Lost My Grandfather (dad's Side) On Nov. 27th

    This is the poem I read at his funeral...... :DON'T CRY FOR ME: DON'T CRY FOR ME, DON'T SHED A TEAR, OR FEEL SORROW ON THIS DAY. FOR AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER ME, THEN I HAVEN'T PASSED AWAY.... DON'T CRY FOR ME, FOR I HAVE LIVED MORE LIFE THEN I COULD DREAM. I THANK THE LORD FOR...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Gone, But Never Forgotten

    I know it is just part of life to lose loved ones to death, but that does not make it any easier to accept when a death occurs. I have lost all 4 grandparents, my father, a baby I miscarried, and a close aunt & uncle, all to death. They may be gone from this Earth, but they...
    snowlady snowlady 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    Buried Next To Them

    I am more than tired of losing people I love and care for. Whether the feelings are in the past, present, or future, that is one of my greatest annoyances and fears: to watch people go. Sure, a great constant is change, but must it always be the change of loosing people you are...
    DustToAshes DustToAshes 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    No More Leaving....please!

    I can't stop you dying, but please my beloveds, don't leave me otherwise....please.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    I Am Tired Of Losing People Whom I Love

    I lost my husband a year ago, before that my mother. Yes I am sick of death. I know we all have to die, but frankly I am sick of it. Living without the person who you love with all your heart and soul is an event in life I could have done without. I am lonesome even when I am...
    murphykaren45 murphykaren45 56-60 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    This month, the month of December, have been a very depressing month for me and my heart. The pain keeps on coming every single damn day. I find it hard to hide the pain away...
    prxtxcxl prxtxcxl 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have always wanted to die, but what if people really love me? Are they afraid of losing me? I'm terrified of losing someone I love. But how would it affect them if I killed...
    childlover4evr childlover4evr 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    By love I don't mean guys or anything...and I don't mean losing people to death. But I am afraid of losing my friends and family, that they will stop caring about me or I will do...
    prznaroosak prznaroosak 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    Everyone leaves because of me it has to be me doesn't it? I want things to go back to normal and start over I fear losing people but they always do anyway :(
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    It is funny how life works always taking away from me the people I love. I want to believe everything happens for a reason - why I have to go through so much loneliness and pain in...
    Francoise25 Francoise25 18-21, F Nov 23

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    I fear having to disappoint certain people I love I don't even like it when people say that to me. Example: I disappointment a girl I used to like and I cried my eyes out
    MaxwellMoonHoof MaxwellMoonHoof 18-21, M Nov 28

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    Last night was the worst night of my life I didn't sleep at all and it was all my own fault you sent me a pic which was a massive thing for you and instead of just taking it and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I'm going to lose you all. My parents found out about EP and now I'm going to die. They will take away the only people I care about, and the only reasons I'm still alive. I love...
    InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug 13-15, F 11 Responses Dec 8

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    I hate to find people I like to eventually find out that they are leaving or just don't want to talk to me anymore. It hurts b/c I enjoy talking to them, but when they leave it's...
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    when i think of people that have no contact with me but were once with me, in my life, i feel quite anxious and wish i could just see their faces once more and ask them if they are...
    anonymous112022 anonymous112022 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    this hurts me well at evey single year of my life i lose someone it can be friend either my love or my parents .... I always try to think that life goes on .... if life goes on...
    Desier Desier 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I call it a natural talent .. i think it happens as people get to fix their lives while i get struck and cant move
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    We all didnt like rude people. Atleast me. But i think that people are secretly attracted to rude people and abusers. That doesnt speak for me, but for others. Ive been nice and...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 6 Responses Nov 27

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    I just turned off my Facebook because all I can see there are every type of negative and bad news coming from around the world. People there are fighting in comments with each...
    DAKtheligislator DAKtheligislator 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I miss her so much her smile the simple things life isn't the same I wish I would've spent more time with her I find myself still crying over the loss I remember holding her frail...
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F Nov 20

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    I lost my first wife to MS. I cared for her at home for nearly 10 yrs. she was paralyzed from her eyes down. She needed a lot of care. We were married for 18 yrs. She passed away...
    KDHARDY KDHARDY 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 20

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    I'm a senior, and I've dated a guy on and off since freshman year. Today he told me he doesn't love me anymore....I feel so stupid and ridiculous crying in my room while he's...
    shiya924 shiya924 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    But I wish to hell they would stop picking on innocent people. EPAllie does whatever she wants to. I have a feeling she doesn't like men, so, she removes stories that offend her...
    anti3tastic anti3tastic 61-65, M a week ago

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    When I first told my friends and family that I was a lesbian I was shocked at some of the answers. "I can't talk to you anymore" - Friend "You need to go to church and get help...
    Lollesbian Lollesbian 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    2 friends in 3 days, I don't want to live this way if I lose someone else before the end of the year, I'll break, cry and my parents don't know what happened
    SirWannabeGhost SirWannabeGhost 16-17, M Dec 8

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    Saying you want to spend the rest of your life with someone,.it still scares me because I don't want to lose her 😪😪
    XodolsWasHere XodolsWasHere 16-17, M 4 Responses Dec 9

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    I feel horrible for what I have done. He left his email up on my laptop after leaving for work this morning. My intentions were to complete my last 2 finals until I saw something...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs 18-21, F Dec 10

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    Today marks 5 months since I've lost a good friend of mine to suicide. Cherish every moment you have with one another, you never know when it'll be your last day with someone..
    honey878 honey878 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I lost my brother. We dont know where he is. He's been gone for months.
    jaykubean jaykubean 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 27

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    The other day I lost my cousin at the mall, have no clue where I left him! Crowds are the worse! But I did find my mom on sunday cleanings!
    h4ll h4ll 22-25, F Dec 1

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    When promises of talking almost everyday turns into once a week, then a couple of times a month. What happened to you saying I could count on you for anything?
    ZoAnnBow ZoAnnBow 16-17, F a week ago

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    I lost my buff of three years all because I couldn't accept that she changed well she became a marihuana user all because she wanted to be popular
    Gabigee Gabigee 18-21, F a week ago

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    I lost my pet parakeet tweeter and my neighbor next door, armando the same exact day, last year. They Both meant a lot to me in different ways but my heart just shattered into...
    marebare303 marebare303 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This time around is never a good time for me. It happened 2 years ago... It shouldn't have happened. And we all separated after the incident.
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    My mum. She is a tough old bird, but getting weaker every time I see her. She is on oxygen now. It cuts me deeply seeing her like this. I hope I might still have my mum for Xmas...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    Last week i had another stupid story with a rude person. I will not tell what it was but he hurt my feelings. I cant imagine what can be a person thruh if they hurt others? If they...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I made a new soup tonight. Just threw a bunch of stuff together and it turned out good. Chicken broth, diced garlic rotisserie chicken, celery, carrots, heavy cream, kidney beans...
    InspireMeZilly InspireMeZilly 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I lost my Grandmother to bone cancer 12 years ago. I was very young back then, but I remembered how much she suffered with it. Then a few years ago it was my Auntie/Godmother I...
    WingsOfTheDawn WingsOfTheDawn 26-30, F Nov 22

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