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I Am Tired of Losing People Whom I Love

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    I Lost My Grandfather (dad's Side) On Nov. 27th

    This is the poem I read at his funeral...... :DON'T CRY FOR ME: DON'T CRY FOR ME, DON'T SHED A TEAR, OR FEEL SORROW ON THIS DAY. FOR AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER ME, THEN I HAVEN'T PASSED AWAY.... DON'T CRY FOR ME, FOR I HAVE LIVED MORE LIFE THEN I COULD DREAM. I THANK THE LORD FOR...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Buried Next To Them

    I am more than tired of losing people I love and care for. Whether the feelings are in the past, present, or future, that is one of my greatest annoyances and fears: to watch people go. Sure, a great constant is change, but must it always be the change of loosing people you are...
    DustToAshes DustToAshes 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    Gone, But Never Forgotten

    I know it is just part of life to lose loved ones to death, but that does not make it any easier to accept when a death occurs. I have lost all 4 grandparents, my father, a baby I miscarried, and a close aunt & uncle, all to death. They may be gone from this Earth, but they...
    snowlady snowlady 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    I Am Tired Of Losing People Whom I Love

    I lost my husband a year ago, before that my mother. Yes I am sick of death. I know we all have to die, but frankly I am sick of it. Living without the person who you love with all your heart and soul is an event in life I could have done without. I am lonesome even when I am...
    murphykaren45 murphykaren45 56-60 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    No More Leaving....please!

    I can't stop you dying, but please my beloveds, don't leave me otherwise....please.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    I Have Lost So Many People I Love In the Last Few Years

    Right after Hurricane Katrina, the young man who had been living at my house whom I had known since childhood fell off of a scaffold 120' up in the air.  In 2006, within a month I lost one of my closest friends to cancer and another fairly good friend to hepatitis...
    suigeneris suigeneris 41-45 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    Love Hurts

    I had a wife once who I allowed to stay at home and raise the kids I gave her everything she asked for that I could afford.After 10 years she had packed her bags one day when i got home from work and was waiting on a guy to pick her up.So I called the guy and told him to come get...
    coonly coonly 36-40 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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    I love my grandma! She lives with us so she's been with me since I was born and I would say I'm very close to her. I call her mum lol. I'm scared of losing her and hate thinkin...
    champagneroses champagneroses 18-21, F Aug 16

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    Terrified of loosing anyone i know i love all of my friends and family,it was hard loosing my papa and i don't want to go through with that again but i know i will :/
    jesikahluv jesikahluv 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I'm done. With people. With family. With love. With friendships. With waiting for my knight in shining armor. With education. With hope for a better future. With God. With optimism...
    AngelAisha AngelAisha 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    All my life, Ive been alone. My father killed himself while I was a child, causing my mom into a depression. I was alone at night. Never comforted, never feeling loved or wanted. I...
    JustPlainScared JustPlainScared 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    The worst thing about love, you give your 100% without even knowing and you try not to keep any kind of expectations but in the end, when love deceives you, you find out that you...
    scarredbutrelentless scarredbutrelentless 18-21, M Aug 6

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    I'm tired of watching people tear down their lives and the world around me. Yes I'm being selfish but I believe we all benefit. Fix your life and keep your **** clean and we all...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F Aug 2

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    I cannot exist without him. I don't think he can exist without me either. The problem is he doesn't even feel like existing. I don't want him to feel like a burden on me. His...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Aug 10

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    I can't sleep. I can't get over the pain of knowing my partner is depressed and is pushing me away. I don't know what else to do. I so desperately want to feel loved. I need to...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Aug 11

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    I cherish a number of my friends dearly and I don't want to lose them ever even though I have already lost a few due to the fact that I was too clingy. So, now with my remaining...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M a week ago

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    My boyfriend had open heart surgery 3 years ago. 2 years ago he suffered 2 strokes, most likely a complication of the surgery. Since then, I am constantly scared when I can't get...
    saralu923 saralu923 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Go away. I am sick of people and their judging ways. **** off and die.Stop telling me how I should behave or think or talk.They park their ***** on their high horses pretending to...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I think most people just want to love and be loved. Why is that so difficult? Anyone who knows me knows I have so much love to give but cannot find someone who will accept it...
    beccahlu beccahlu 41-45 5 days ago

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    Honestly , I hate getting close to people and then they leave me. I feel like everyone is leaving out my life. I'm not going to lie it hurts cause the people that meant a lot to...
    alwaysjudged alwaysjudged 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I am so mad right now. I work with my cousin and originally I was having someone else drive me to work until my cousin told me he wanted to drive me because he drives past my house...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I wish I could be apathetic towards subhumans without compassion. I suppose I think that ancient emotion of love will triumph in the end. Silly empathetic me.
    TheWomanWhoDid TheWomanWhoDid 36-40 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Seriously. I hate when people are so ******* scared to tell me what's actually going on with them. I'm so sick of them lying to my face and telling me what I want to hear. I don't...
    Bassfisher67 Bassfisher67 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    First let me start off by saying I am A suicide survivor, I have been battling issues with my weight for years, I have had people like family always make me feel a certain way...
    CAMBRIA22 CAMBRIA22 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Wandering around, dressed like they've rolled out of bed, screaming obscenities at their toddlers and children; They bump into people as they talk drivel on their mobile phones, or...
    SLdale SLdale 51-55, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Guess there's only so much repeated breakage and piecing back together our hearts can endure. At one point it became just too damn much for mine. Oh, I'd love to believe ppl again...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F Aug 18

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    1. all kalashnikov rifles why I hate them: they are inaccurate the parts are poorly put togather and despite what people say they are not very reliable and the 5.45 rifles are a...
    thecrocodile thecrocodile 18-21, M Aug 7

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    My family has a history of diseases, especially cancer. These diseases were what left my mother and her siblings orphans at young ages. I knew that one of my grandparents was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 Jul 30

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    hi everyone, my name is Marc and i am new to this group, i wanted to ask everyone, how do you communicate with people here? do both parties have to add each other to their circle?
    MWLover MWLover 22-25, M Aug 19

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    It's hard to see someone I love so much be hurt, or hurt themselves. I'm here for them, I wish that they could understand that I wouldn't give up on them. It tears me apart inside...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F Aug 3

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    My girlfriend sadly was raped when she was a young girl which sadly went to cancer I fell in love for her she had cancer for 2 months and I stayed with her in the hospital as much...
    hi163 hi163 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I just been informed that my dad may only have a few days to a few weeks longer to live... I have already lost my mom when I was 19; I am now 24 and about to have a baby that may...
    emeraldtriangle420 emeraldtriangle420 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 6

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    I'm heard my mom having sex with the man she's having an affair with... I'm blasting music into my ears so I don't hear the moaning. My room is right next to her's so it's pretty...
    Rosemaryqueen1 Rosemaryqueen1 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    I know this is a bit different but my elderly dog who has been a major part of my life has two growths on his body and I can't afford to take him to the vet and I'm really scared...
    idiotheque idiotheque 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    My mom just had a biopsy done because her doctor found "a lot of very abnormal cells" from her last pap smear, she has been feeling like crap lately too and they are almost...
    RachelMGodwin RachelMGodwin 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't know what's been up with me recently but I've been thinking so much about death and it's terrifying me. The more I think about it the worse it gets.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Send them all to the moon!
    kuzuri kuzuri 70+, M Jul 29

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    Like you can just stop .. You get mad for no good ******* reason
    jadetumbler jadetumbler 16-17, F Jul 30

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    All I want is for someone to spam me until I answer, and to put up with all my weirdness... But that won't ever happen
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    Fine, I'll just close, no -slam- that door and hope that I'm not enraged enough to stop myself from opening new ones.
    Imthealex Imthealex 16-17, F Aug 2

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    Mummy. Withering away. There is less of her every time I see her. Both physically and in personality. Apparently they have tried everything, but each time the cancer spread...
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 11

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    What is wrong with us? Have humans gotten so low that we are nothing more than a bunch of dogs in heat and without a single brain cell left in our head ? If your that desperate...
    victoralways victoralways 46-50, F Aug 20

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    I had so many tomatoes from the garden, heirlooms, San Marzanos, and cherry's. Decided to make a sauce from scratch. I've always doctored up good canned ones. This is my second...
    SlickFX SlickFX 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Got the news this morning. One of my childhood friends passed from cancer last night. RIP my friend
    avf24 avf24 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    Anyone heading to KCON in LA?
    MysteriousAddiction MysteriousAddiction 16-17, F Aug 7

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    I lost my best friend, and grandmother, to cancer 4 years ago on christmas eve.She was always happy and smiling, and laughing.,You could not leave her house without first having a...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M Aug 11

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    Perhaps you could suggest on the music, i have listened to... Sistar Girls Generation Taeyang Shinee Super Junior Ailee exo .....
    suziewuzie suziewuzie 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I like some songs like something by girls day