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I Am Tired of Losing People Whom I Love

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    I Am Tired Of Losing People Whom I Love

    I lost my husband a year ago, before that my mother. Yes I am sick of death. I know we all have to die, but frankly I am sick of it. Living without the person who you love with all your heart and soul is an event in life I could have done without. I am lonesome even when I am...
    murphykaren45 murphykaren45 56-60 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Buried Next To Them

    I am more than tired of losing people I love and care for. Whether the feelings are in the past, present, or future, that is one of my greatest annoyances and fears: to watch people go. Sure, a great constant is change, but must it always be the change of loosing people you are...
    DustToAshes DustToAshes 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    Gone, But Never Forgotten

    I know it is just part of life to lose loved ones to death, but that does not make it any easier to accept when a death occurs. I have lost all 4 grandparents, my father, a baby I miscarried, and a close aunt & uncle, all to death. They may be gone from this Earth, but they...
    snowlady snowlady 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    I Lost My Grandfather (dad's Side) On Nov. 27th

    This is the poem I read at his funeral...... :DON'T CRY FOR ME: DON'T CRY FOR ME, DON'T SHED A TEAR, OR FEEL SORROW ON THIS DAY. FOR AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER ME, THEN I HAVEN'T PASSED AWAY.... DON'T CRY FOR ME, FOR I HAVE LIVED MORE LIFE THEN I COULD DREAM. I THANK THE LORD FOR...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    No More Leaving....please!

    I can't stop you dying, but please my beloveds, don't leave me otherwise....please.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    Love Hurts

    I had a wife once who I allowed to stay at home and raise the kids I gave her everything she asked for that I could afford.After 10 years she had packed her bags one day when i got home from work and was waiting on a guy to pick her up.So I called the guy and told him to come get...
    coonly coonly 36-40 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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    I Have Lost So Many People I Love In the Last Few Years

    Right after Hurricane Katrina, the young man who had been living at my house whom I had known since childhood fell off of a scaffold 120' up in the air.  In 2006, within a month I lost one of my closest friends to cancer and another fairly good friend to hepatitis...
    suigeneris suigeneris 41-45 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    The more time I am alone, the more I realize some things. You'd think I'd tell myself this relationship was no good for me, but I'm not. The reason why we are struggling is obvious...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Well of course I am! That would be pretty silly if I loved someone, lost them and life continued normally. I am so scared of losing the people that mean the most to me. I love them...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Oct 2

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    I used to much more. I felt like at anytime they would siappear and that's a self fulfilling prophecy. My codependent behavior made me do a lot to try for them to not leave ... I...
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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    I decided to end my previous story to make it shorter. Carrying on. At the end of the day, this is all I know. I haven't changed, and guess what? What made him love me HASN'T...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    I'm in a seriouse relationship with this wonderful man who means the world to me, and who loves me very much. I've been torturing myself with doubts and fears. You see, I have a...
    Emilia94 Emilia94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Well, it happened. I've lost the person I love. He's gone. He presented what he thought would be deal breakers for me in this relationship, and I accepted them. He left me anyway...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't handle all of this stupid ****. My boyfriend's parents punish him for something HE did. The punishment decides to involve me and all of my plans that I have been dreaming...
    TieDyeKitten TieDyeKitten 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Thanks EP staff for removing my image that was used against my wishes . I realise that I put myself at risk . I recommend that people do this if they feel that their personal...
    Drwho1963 Drwho1963 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My roommate is the ABSOLUTE WORST! The last straw is her telling me to tell people not to call the house at night. I want her to tell my mother that herself! Simple fix: Turn your...
    LeeksNotSoNice LeeksNotSoNice 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    So am I that group is so silly. I know everyone needs an ego boost but wow this is taking it too far. These people are looking for attention. It annoys me and its all over the home...
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    really!! why you guys ask this on here.... if you are attractive, you already know it.... but still if some depressed people ask it. then its fine to answer them but not all.
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My earliest memory of cooking was with my mum and grandmothers as a child, I've always been bought up with home cooked food and watching my family cook, I love it so much I do it...
    Tomm3y Tomm3y 18-21, M Sep 25

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    My earliest memory of cooking was with my mum and both my grandmothers, I've always been bought up with home cooked meals, family dinners and nice restaurants, I love cooking so...
    Tomm3y Tomm3y 18-21, M Sep 25

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    And I definitely meet a kpop lover... a SONE. :) I can't still believe.. here in Ep. Really?? Hahaha! Hey CM04! Fist bump! Wooshoo.
    emily036 emily036 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    My mom is literally my BEST FRIEND but if my secret ever got out to her.. I'm afraid she would never talked to me again, & it's horrible because I'm her only daughter.
    ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl 13-15, F Sep 29

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    I think my paranoia stems from the fact that i fear the loss of my dearest
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Sep 29

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    My story is my uncle died when I was six and died 6/6/06 and died of heart failure. My grandpa is diagnosed with cancer 3 years later I am actually eight at the time so I was...
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    My girl friend lost a friend (he died) she lives far away I wish I could be there to hold her dry her tears and tell her it will all be ok
    Ericsoftpaw Ericsoftpaw 13-15, M a week ago

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    I used to be rude, then I realized how it affected others and I've changed. Doesn't mean I'm a pushover, but I greet others and I'm more considerate of others feelings. I wasn't...
    sweetaura sweetaura 26-30 1 Response Oct 9

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    Why do you have to force your negativity on to me? I want to see the good things in life... not the bad. I know there are bad things out there I'd just rather not focus on them...
    rockyboo rockyboo 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Like Get It Together . I've been through rainier days than anyone and I at least try to smile everyday .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    You can not comprehend why this bothers me so much. I've seen the group, "I want to know if you think I'm attractive" or whatever it's called, and out of curiosity, I check out the...
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's a great way to show you care for them!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Sep 25

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    life is a long run, dont get tired as people cheering for you dont.
    xentina xentina 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    And I do the same to other people here, so what's the point in all this really? Maybe I'm just too mean, crazy, selfish, stupid, cruel, lazy, useless and creepy for people whom I...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    Since childhood, I've been fascinated by the abundance and diversity of life that the oceans support. I wondered, almost ached inside, to know what lays in the depths where humans...
    CallmeIshmael CallmeIshmael 61-65, M 3 days ago

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    Here's the conclusion I've come to...I won't kill myself but I'll act out as if danger is a drug. I'll risk my life in every damn way possible if I'm allowed to. I'm just tired of...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I both love it and hate it-- It's a bittersweet poison to me. Drawing gives me life, but it makes me feel incoherent. Useless. I get so frustrated when I can't get anything right...
    CultKittyX CultKittyX 22-25 a week ago

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    I'm tired of being ignored and I hate being ignored. I'm worrying about things and I want to know if that person is okay. Well I'm sorry if I'm worrying about someone so much but...
    Payton20014 Payton20014 13-15, F Oct 5

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    This has happened a lot to me actually. Well I haven't loved many people in my life but there's always someone else. And it's also like, people I love treat me like crap and when...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Oct 8

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    October 9. Self-Disclosure. Learning to gently reveal who we are is how we open ourselves up to love and intimacy in our relationships. Many of us have hidden under a protective...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 9

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    Rejection - I have kept losing people. Many of them have walked out on me or betrayed me. They have hurt me too much. I should have seen through their masks and lies. Now I am too...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    I had a lot of people looking down on me a lot of people disrespect me and walk all over me and have the audicity to ask me to do things for them All the Egyptian people whom I ve...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    When I play online games, I am sick and tired of people assuming I'm a boy, just because my username is always volcano or VolcanoTheDragon. I corrected someone on a minecraft...
    VolcanoTheDragon VolcanoTheDragon 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Amore is amazing............. I met a very nice man whose energy clicked with mine, and to whom I could write open heartedly about anything and being myself. At some point the...
    onitaly onitaly 41-45 1 Response Oct 17

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    "Mostly I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world everyday. There's too much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head...
    Eddiep222 Eddiep222 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have a habit of losing people it's a gift.WAY after your time but it always makes me think of us rolling smokes and watching lightening over the bridge.GOOD times xx
    Blondie1978 Blondie1978 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    .. Tonight im thoughtful... A bit sad..... A bit tired..... Never be afraid to stay true to yourself around the people you love and care for..... Never be afraid to tell them when...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F 1 day ago

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