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I Am Tired of Losing People Whom I Love

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    I Am Tired Of Losing People Whom I Love

    I lost my husband a year ago, before that my mother. Yes I am sick of death. I know we all have to die, but frankly I am sick of it. Living without the person who you love with all your heart and soul is an event in life I could have done without. I am lonesome even when I am...
    murphykaren45 murphykaren45 56-60 1 Response Oct 13, 2010

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    Buried Next To Them

    I am more than tired of losing people I love and care for. Whether the feelings are in the past, present, or future, that is one of my greatest annoyances and fears: to watch people go. Sure, a great constant is change, but must it always be the change of loosing people you are...
    DustToAshes DustToAshes 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2010

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    No More Leaving....please!

    I can't stop you dying, but please my beloveds, don't leave me otherwise....please.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 14, 2009

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    Gone, But Never Forgotten

    I know it is just part of life to lose loved ones to death, but that does not make it any easier to accept when a death occurs. I have lost all 4 grandparents, my father, a baby I miscarried, and a close aunt & uncle, all to death. They may be gone from this Earth, but they...
    snowlady snowlady 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    Love Hurts

    I had a wife once who I allowed to stay at home and raise the kids I gave her everything she asked for that I could afford.After 10 years she had packed her bags one day when i got home from work and was waiting on a guy to pick her up.So I called the guy and told him to come get...
    coonly coonly 36-40 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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    I Lost My Grandfather (dad's Side) On Nov. 27th

    This is the poem I read at his funeral...... :DON'T CRY FOR ME: DON'T CRY FOR ME, DON'T SHED A TEAR, OR FEEL SORROW ON THIS DAY. FOR AS LONG AS YOU REMEMBER ME, THEN I HAVEN'T PASSED AWAY.... DON'T CRY FOR ME, FOR I HAVE LIVED MORE LIFE THEN I COULD DREAM. I THANK THE LORD FOR...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    I Have Lost So Many People I Love In the Last Few Years

    Right after Hurricane Katrina, the young man who had been living at my house whom I had known since childhood fell off of a scaffold 120' up in the air.  In 2006, within a month I lost one of my closest friends to cancer and another fairly good friend to hepatitis...
    suigeneris suigeneris 41-45 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    lonelyguybc lonelyguybc 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just really can't believe this is happening to her. She was living such a happy life with her family. She would go off on facebook about all the fun and amazing things they were...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    My aunt just passed. Right after she saw her daughter for the last time... I don't know what to say. RIP Aunt Kathy. You're loved and will always be loved. I'll miss you.
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    (pic inside) my cousin found this photo... this is me when I was little, with my aunt kathy. (honestly, I don't know who the baby is though lol) and I look horrible in this picture...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Well, sh!t... one of my worst fears has come true. I am picky about choosing friends because of this fear. I only have enough close to me to count on one hand & now I might have...
    LoveOverHatred LoveOverHatred 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Do you really think anyone cares about every lame thought that crosses your mind? Scroll, scroll, scroll and still you're talking about yourself.
    Oldmaniam Oldmaniam 66-70, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Like no. Excuse you. Maybe I was "chill" already. Or maybe I have reasons to be upset. Stop telling me how I should feel!
    Lolinondoda Lolinondoda 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Maybe you are faster at some things, or maybe you know more about something, but stop talking about others like they are stupid or less than... the difference between you and them...
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    I just want to send good wishes to everyone , and I want you to know that if you have anything in your life which makes you unhappy, believe that this can change. There is a saying...
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    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    They're the only ones that put up with my ****! :D
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