I Am Tired of Never Being Good Enough

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 362 People

    Self Stabbed

    All the anger inside me Clouds my brain and twists my gut I wish I would have been aborted Instead of born into this family of scum Left alone in my hole Drowning in rage and despair No belonging or affiliation to call my own In isolation this turbulence I bare How am I to be...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    Jul 9, 2011

    I always feel like I will never be good enough

    like I'm always the second choice even when he's mine I'm not his. I feel like the middle girl there to satisfy and keep him company while he finds 'the one'. But I found mine and he's it. Why doesn't he see it how I do.
    xxRivaxx xxRivaxx
    18-21, F
    Aug 25, 2015

    I'm sorry friend. I'm sorry I failed you.

    If I have you your every desire, I would fail me too as you loose yourself. Promises promises, I made them to you, But I'm sorry I need came through. In reality, It was all for you. I trust who I see, But I shall never trust the voice you hear. It tells you what you are to do...
    pixiegrunge pixiegrunge
    16-17, F
    May 20, 2014

    I Am So Tired

    This group is were I belong, for once I am good enough to join this group. Thanks Tulick, you always come up with the best.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    I Am Tired of It!

    I am so damn tired of never being good enough for anyone. No one thinks that I am good enough to have their heart, their Love, nothing. I always get pushed into the back of their mind, and forgot about. No one remembers me, no one calls me to hang out, or to just talk with. No...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 24, 2009

    You Have Officially Broken Me.

    I coped with you as my friend, I coped knowing you didn't feel the same.. I coped but now you're out of my life.. for what you say is for good.I'm sorry I ****** up.. as your friend. I tried being there for you but it was never good enough. I tried being the greatest friend you...
    BeingSara BeingSara
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2012

    It Was Never Easy..

    The pressures, the expectations, the rules.. They simply seemed never-ending. Growing up as the firstborn, i was delegated with the task of taking care of my younger sister -making sure she was fine & she had eaten & all that. Not that i was angry with her nor despised the idea...
    amDamnTiredOfUrLIES amDamnTiredOfUrLIES
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2013

    Pushed Aside

    My whole life I have been pushed aside by those around me. I have always tried to please the people dearest to me and myself. I know that I truly will not be happy with myself unless they are atleast somewhat satisfied with me and my actions. I have never strayed away from their...
    Deletedaccount Deletedaccount
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    Sigh

    I never can be Good enough for evreyone im Always getting batterd with Mean Words because i have Ed disorder and Mental disorder i Can't think like Other People im Disabled as u might say.Im never GOOD enough for anyone i date i always get Cheated on i wish i could be but nope.
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    Nov 30, 2010

    Alone

    I grew up by myself with no guidance and no help until I met my current boyfriend. He is an "old soul" if that's what you want to call him and I have a young, free spirited soul. We have tried, or in his words, HE has tried to make it work for four years and now, he is at the end...
    chelseaN316 chelseaN316
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2013

    I'm tired of people taking me

    for granted. Everyone looks at the bad side of me when I'm always good to everyone. Why is it that the bad stuff gets recognised
    crazyminds crazyminds
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 19, 2014

    I'll Never Meet Your Standards, So Why Should I Try?

    I've met many people in my life so far that tell me that I'm strange, that I need to change, that ask me why I have to be so different.  They say my hair is too short, I don't act like a prpoer lady, my manners aren't perfect, etc.  They look at others and tell me the...
    EnivaTheWiccan EnivaTheWiccan
    18-21, T
    1 Response Apr 8, 2010

    No matter what I do it's never enough.

    I've always struggled with algebra and so I decided I would go all out to raise my grade from a D- to atleast a B. I got back a few papers from my algebra class the other day that WERE ALL 100's! I was so happy That for once I was exited to go home..... Only to get a "You can do...
    FreedomIsWhatIDesire FreedomIsWhatIDesire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2014

    O.O?

    Im always the brunt of a joke and a story...its like people think im dirt...like i am not worth anything... nothing...im not good enough to be included in something but im not a druggie im not perfect etiher but i am not good enough to be around my sister or brother or even my...
    theshortloud1 theshortloud1
    18-21, F
    Aug 29, 2009

    Pushed Aside

    My whole life I have been pushed aside by those around me. I have always tried to please the people dearest to me and myself. I know that I truly will not be happy with myself unless they are atleast somewhat satisfied with me and my actions. I have never strayed away from their...
    Deletedaccount Deletedaccount
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    I'm told by several people I'm not good enough,

    that I should go away, I've even gad people tell me to "go die" or "go kill yourself".
    ajl04 ajl04
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 8, 2014

    Kinda Blank Today

    I just joined this group cause i agree so much.  I will tell ya all what i feel another day as i am to blank to even think about it.  like we say being blank probably isnt good enough either.  lol
    iamstillrighthere iamstillrighthere
    51-55, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2010

    I'm tired of being blamed

    for everything. Always having my flaws and mistakes pointed out. Getting told I'm not good enough. I'm sorry, but last I checked I'm a human too.
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2014

    I Am

    I am so damn tired of never being good enough for anyone. No one thinks that I am good enough to have their heart, their Love, nothing. I always get pushed into the back of their mind, and forgot about. No one remembers me, no one calls me to hang out, or to just talk with. No...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 15, 2009

    Pushed Aside

    My whole life I have been pushed aside by those around me. I have always tried to please the people dearest to me and myself. I know that I truly will not be happy with myself unless they are atleast somewhat satisfied with me and my actions. I have never strayed away from their...
    Deletedaccount Deletedaccount
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    My Own Worst Critic...

    I know that a lot of people would say that, yes indeed, I AM good enough and that I shouldn't be so down on myself. That's all fine and good, but it's very true when they say that you're your own worst critic. No matter what I do, whatever I try, I just can never seem to find...
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    Raging Against A Calloused And Uncaring Attitude

    The truth is, I know that I am good enough.  I've lived long enough and survived enough of the crap life sends us to know I've earned the right to say "I'm good enough," for whatever may come my way.  If I can't handle something, I'm even good enough to be able to say...
    UnderEli UnderEli
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 1, 2010

    I'm never good enough.

    I'm sick of living this way. Of flinching whenever I look in the mirror, of worrying myself sick about how alone I am, of constantly worrying about my weight and my physical appearance. The only person I'd ever want to impress probably hates me and thinks I'm an ugly annoying...
    anonymous67672 anonymous67672
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 19, 2014
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